faint star

One month after breaking up with Gu Heng, Xu Zhiwei's life has stepped into another jump.Everyday life is compressed into only two chunks - going to work and preparing for exams.Eating and sleeping are all to maintain these two major operations, and other things that need to be dealt with are crammed into fragmented time.

Of course, such a tense life does not have any entertainment activities. Fortunately, he still has a cat.

Mai Mai is almost ten years old, and he is very good at observing words and emotions.When Xu Zhi was slightly tired, he hugged it in his arms, and it just whined softly, docilely and freely.

In late May, a familiar patient came for a follow-up visit.

As soon as Xu Zhiwei saw him, he asked, "Mr. Su, how is your health?"

Su Pei was a patient who came to see insomnia and depression some time ago.The last time I was with him outside the hospital, I was seen by Gu Heng, which interrupted their conversation.

Xu Zhiwei didn't know Su Pei's occupation at first, but the more he got to know during the conversation, he realized that he was a screenwriter and had also published novels.Experienced a novel sold well, and fell into a trough in life, life is like pressing the fast forward button, enthusiasm is consumed too quickly, and the pressure of being late is even more terrifying.

Today Su Pei looks paler than before.This is the case with many patients, who cannot confide the secrets and accumulated emotions in their hearts to their loved ones.So Xu Zhiwei knew that it was very important to gain their trust.

Su Pei said slowly: "Recently, my friend came to see me again..."

He was talking about his emotional entanglement with a friend. He had known this friend for many years, and the two had always been friends.But he didn't expect that the relationship between the two would change, but he was in a very bad state now, and he didn't know whether to start a special relationship in this chaotic time.

Holding the pen, Xu Zhiwei knew very well that a qualified psychiatrist should keep a certain distance from the patient.Only by keeping a certain distance can we remain objective and calm, which is not only responsible to the patient, but also to protect ourselves.

But now, listening to Su Pei's description, Gu Heng's appearance flashed across his mind.

enough.

Xu Zhiwei silently warned himself that he should not think of himself at this time, what happened to the patient has nothing to do with his experience.

But since he was already too close emotionally and couldn't face it objectively, he was no longer suitable for treating Su Pei.

"Ms. Su, I want to transfer you to another doctor. She has rich experience and is a very good doctor."

Su Pei didn't think of this, he didn't think his condition was serious.

Xu Zhiwei had to explain: "It's because of me."

Su Pei was even more surprised: "I didn't expect..."

He didn't expect that Xu Zhiwei was also gay.

Seeing Su Pei's surprised look, Xu Zhiwei felt better.He smiled and said, "Since I am no longer your doctor, there are some things I can tell you in my personal capacity."

"If you are pursuing sincere feelings and have high demands on the first half of the other half, then it is best to let go of the other half.

low expectations.What you are describing now is the side your friend would like to show you.You don't know how many secrets he has. "

"Mr. Su, you are too gentle. So I hope you think about yourself more than feel sorry for the other party. Because you don't know how many secrets the other party has. You don't know if he comes to the office with others during the lunch break at work For him, it was just 10 minutes to vent, and it doesn't prevent you from being his elusive male god and Bai Yueguang."

Su Pei looked at him in shock, but a screenwriter looked like he couldn't understand the plot at the moment.

Xu Zhiwei was very calm.He finally spoke out, not to his old friend, not to his colleagues, but to this teacher Su whom he had known not long ago.He knew what he was talking about, but he didn't regret it.

He has been able to face up to this fact and cut Gu Heng from his heart.This is the last time, and he will never be distracted by Gu Heng again.

"Teacher Su," Xu Zhiwei said seriously, "Before starting a relationship, you can't be too cautious."

Xu Zhiwei originally thought that his cutting of Gu Heng had been completely completed.

In terms of life, he moved out to live alone, and he has nothing to do with material things.

Mentally, he and Gu Heng didn't want to say another word, and he wouldn't lose control over Gu Heng again.

In addition to his daily work in the circle of friends, he is reviewing and clocking in, and he is completely single.He doesn't consider falling in love now, it's just because he doesn't have enough energy, and everything will wait for the success of the test.

Unexpectedly, in July, the brother who hadn't contacted him for a long time contacted him on WeChat, and he praised Gu Heng as soon as he opened his mouth.

"Zhiwei, your friend Gu Heng is really nice. He recently started taking pictures of autistic children again."

Xu Zhiwei didn't expect this to happen.

At that time, Gu Heng was obstructed by the Gu family's intervention and had to stop filming.Gu Heng said that he would find a way, but now he didn't know what method he used, and he resumed filming.

But this has nothing to do with him.

The brother said again: "I just had dinner with Gu Heng, and I said why you didn't come, you always came together before."

This steely and straight senior brother hadn't discovered their relationship from the beginning to the end.Xu Zhiwei didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he could only say: "Brother, I don't have any free time recently."

Only then did the senior brother care about his doctoral examination, and he said with emotion: "I hope this cooperation with Gu Heng will go smoothly."

Xu Zhiwei replied to him: "It will go well."

This is his courtesy and respect for his senior.

If you get angry when you break up, you probably won't wish your ex-boyfriend well.But Xu Zhiwei didn't care, in the future, whether Gu Heng succeeds or fails, it's none of his business.

For a period of time in the past, when Gu Heng made some achievements, he was deeply happy for it.Thinking about it now, it's unbelievable that he was so devoted at that time, but now that he thinks about it, the trophies and fame are all for Gu Heng, what is he happy about?

At this time, Gu Heng is fully preparing the documentary about children with autism.

In April and May, I finished filming Shen Lian's commercials and some odd jobs.He started shooting new movies without stopping.

He suffered so much for the script of the new movie, and ended up writing it quickly after breaking up with Xu Zhiwei.Because it is a low-budget movie with a daily background, the funds are quickly in place, and the actors can be filmed as soon as they enter the set.

So Gu Heng finished filming the movie before July.The filming of this movie was not as tiring as Shen Lian's commercial, because it was completely controlled by him, and it was all based on his own aesthetic taste.

After finishing the film, he began to prepare a documentary on autism while doing post-production.Others in the studio rest, but he does not rest, and spends almost all his time working.

The young people in the studio thought he was crazy, more workaholic than ever.According to this efficiency, Gu Heng will be doing four films in one year this year!

Shen Lian's advertisements can be seen on all major websites now.Although the shooting plan was the most standard one, Gu Heng's shooting effect is excellent, and he played tricks on editing. The most widely spread 30-second version is very lively and smart, which somewhat makes up for the lack of creativity. Flaws, very impressive.

Shen Lian's company is very satisfied with this advertisement, Shen Lian finally did not mess up this task.

In order to thank Gu Heng, Shen Lian invited Gu Heng to dinner this time without anyone else in the company.

Gu Heng was so busy with the filming of the new movie that he didn't have time to have a meal with Shen Lian until the movie was finished.

He asked Shen Lian where to eat on the phone.

Shen Lian sent an address.

Gu Heng saw that it was not a restaurant, but a community.Shen Lian said: "Come to my dormitory, I will cook by myself today."

Gu Heng was a little dazed: "You cook yourself?"

Shen Lian said: "That's right, it's like when we were in college. The Chinese students gathered together to cook, but today it's just the two of us."

Gu Heng felt that he was probably crazy.When he heard Shen Lian say "cooking by himself", what he thought of was not Shen Lian when he was studying abroad, but the image of Xu Zhiwei hugging him in the kitchen.

He looked at the date, today is the day he and Xu Zhiwei broke up, and he hasn't forgotten it yet.

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