faint star

Xu Zhiwei noticed Gu Heng's gaze, but he didn't turn around to confirm.

In the crowded elevator, he could feel Gu Heng's familiar atmosphere. At least today, this person has guaranteed his working status and has not drunk a drop.

When he came to the old professor's house, Gu Heng first presented a gift on behalf of the crew to pay tribute to the professor.

Because of the sufficient communication in advance, this part of the shooting was mainly in the study, and it went smoothly.

Gu Heng was behind the camera with a focused look.

Although Xu Zhiwei often went to his studio before, he rarely had the opportunity to go to the shooting scene.Such opportunities are relatively rare.

Gu Heng looked thinner than before, and therefore looked more serious.Fortunately, this person has always been focused when working, and he doesn't talk nonsense in the workplace.

When it was over, the crew cleaned up.Xu Zhiwei chatted with the old professor for a while.In addition to shooting the part of the study at home, there will be some scenes where the professor goes to the laboratory next.This time has also been arranged.

Leaving from the old professor's house, Gu Heng asked the rest of the crew to leave first, and he was finally able to get along with Xu Zhiwei alone.

Just meet up and chat casually after work.He waited too long for such an ordinary thing.

"The weather is fine today, let's take a walk." Gu Heng said.

Xu Zhiwei didn't refuse, he just happened to have something to say to Gu Heng.

There is a garden behind this faculty dormitory.They have no destination, just follow the garden path and let it lead.

"After filming, will you edit it yourself?" Xu Zhiwei asked.

Gu Heng replied instantly: "Of course."

He answered so eagerly that Xu Zhiwei couldn't help but glance at him.Gu Heng's voice became softer: "I will attach importance to every work. I will also edit this one myself. Do you have any thoughts or requirements on editing?"

Xu Zhiwei smiled softly: "It's not a request. But, can you not cut me in?"

Gu Heng was silent for a while, he didn't expect Xu Zhiwei to have such a request.But when Xu Zhiwei mentioned it this way, he roughly guessed the reason in his heart.

He still asked in a deep voice, "Why?"

Xu Zhiwei had nothing to hide, he said directly: "I don't want to appear in the documentary you made. There were some bad rumors in the circle of friends before."

Previously, rumors about him and Gu Heng were circulated in his circle of friends, implying that he had been taken care of by Gu Heng, and he was also worried that it would spread on the Internet.It took more than a year to subside, and he didn't want to do it again.

"Every time you have a work, the attention is very high. This time you come to our school to shoot, I don't want to attract any unnecessary attention." Xu Zhiwei said very calmly.He's not complaining, just stating the facts.

Gu Heng was a little sour: "I know."

Xu Zhiwei looked at him: "You know?"

Up to now, Gu Heng also said it outright: "At that time, I happened to be openly talking to the Gu family.

When you were in a relationship, there were bad rumors around you, I also heard about it, and I went to investigate, it came from Jiang Hongyu.Probably he thinks we have insulted him, so he used this to get revenge on you. "

Xu Zhiwei finally showed a surprised and indescribable expression.He never expected that Jiang Hongyu would do this: "Are you serious?"

Gu Heng said: "Really. I went to his hospital to look for him, and I had a 'talk' with him before letting him stop."

Xu Zhiwei was silent.A long time ago, he and Jiang Hongyu also had a very stable and warm time. At that time, he was 25 years old, and he already felt that his whole life had been arranged, but he didn't know that this arrangement could not stand the test of life.

"You didn't do anything excessive to him, did you?" Xu Zhiwei asked.

Gu Heng said: "No. My purpose is just to hope that he won't hurt you, not to vent his emotions. But you are still too tolerant to him." He spoke a little sour.

"We broke up completely. I don't need to go to him to settle this bad debt." Xu Zhiwei said lightly.

They climbed up the slope along the garden steps, which led to a hill with a viewing platform on it.There are two telescopes mounted on the platform.Looks old and rusty.They leaned against the railing of the platform and watched the sun change color.

Xu Zhiwei felt that he could say anything now, and he said, "I just thought that I always encounter such bad things."

Gu Heng hurriedly wanted to brush off this negative hint for him: "There is no such thing."

But as soon as he finished speaking, he suddenly remembered the past.

Xu Zhiwei said at the same time: "Do you still remember Chen Ziyan?"

Their high school classmate was the first boy to confess to Xu Zhiwei, but the confession quickly turned into sexual harassment, and the aftermath made Xu Zhiwei upset for a while, and even spread rumors that Xu Zhiwei and Gu Heng were together.

Gu Heng nodded, of course he remembered this person; without this person, he and Xu Zhiwei probably wouldn't have met each other.

But he will not thank this person for appearing in front of Zhiwei.

When he thinks about it now, he still has to criticize: "He is really a bad person. But Jiang Hongyu is more extreme than him. He has really dated you, and he is no longer a high school student. Only the attitude towards his ex after breaking up can meet a person. character."

Xu Zhiwei suddenly laughed.

Gu Heng thought that Xu Zhiwei was laughing at his ex, who couldn't be straightforward after breaking up, and kept pestering him all the time.

He also smiled self-deprecatingly, but still defended himself: "I am very careful about things between us, and I will always protect you."

Xu Zhi turned his head slightly, he looked at Gu Heng's profile, and said frankly: "I was thinking of myself. I also did shameful things to my ex."

Gu Heng didn't realize it for a moment: "Are you against Jiang Hongyu?"

Xu Zhi smiled deeper, just looking at Gu Heng.

Gu Heng suddenly realized that Xu Zhiwei was talking about their high school students.

When I graduated.It was their first time in Gu's underground theater.

"You said that... that doesn't count."

In the blink of an eye, almost 15 years have passed.The unwillingness to sting back then turned into another kind of sour and sweet taste when I recalled it now.At this age, he really understood how much courage Xu Zhiwei needed to do this thing back then, and how much he liked him in his heart.

He even felt deeply fortunate that Xu Zhiwei had worked so hard to create their common memory and destiny.

Xu Zhiwei said: "Although it may be too late, I haven't formally apologized for that incident..."

There was a bang in Gu Heng's head, his voice trembling: "No, don't."

Xu Zhiwei had already said it, and his voice was gentle: "I'm sorry, Gu Heng, I was young and impulsive at that time."

The last thing Gu Heng needed was this apology, which meant that Xu Zhiwei wanted to write off their past.He wants to put away all his love and apology, and never owe each other from now on.

He could no longer control the calm appearance, he grabbed Xu Zhiwei's hand, pulled him into his arms, and hugged him tightly.

Xu Zhiwei didn't struggle, he just let Gu Heng hold him like this, raised his head slightly, and leaned on Gu Heng's shoulder.This used to be their most familiar hugging position,

"Don't apologize. You didn't do anything wrong, nothing wrong...it's me..." Gu Heng could hardly make a sound, "I can't forget it, I can't erase it, everything you do for me is Yes, it's all good."

Xu Zhiwei could feel the rapidly rising body temperature of her ex-lover, as well as the heartbeat in her chest when she spoke.He knew that what Gu Heng said was the truth, a complete expression of his true feelings.

He finally slowly raised his hand and gently placed it on Gu Heng's back.

Gu Heng noticed this small movement, and hugged the person in his arms even tighter: "Zhiwei..."

Xu Zhiwei said softly: "If it happened at the beginning, you might have forgotten me soon."

Gu Heng did not let go: "No. I will still find you. And there are no ifs in this world."

Xu Zhiwei said: "So when I was approached by you later, I could only admit that it was my own fault, and it was a bad relationship."

Gu Heng finally let go of him a bit, but still held him in his arms, and faced him face to face: "But I'm only thankful for your youthful impulsiveness at that time."

Xu Zhiwei looked at him, he knew that Gu Heng should know what he was thinking, so he felt even more melancholy.

Maybe when they were together, they were not as honest as they are today.

He said: "We always seem to be out of step. When you want to pass the time, I seem to be too serious. Now you are serious, and I don't have the strength to deal with it."

Gu Heng listened carefully to his every word, and he said slowly: "I never thought that breaking up would be like this again and again."

Today Xu Zhiwei said goodbye to him again.

"Didn't you say it before? Let me define the relationship between us." Xu

Zhiwei said.

Gu Heng held his shoulder: "Even if you want me to be your friend forever..."

His mind was in a mess - now Xu Zhiwei meant that he didn't even want the friend relationship that had just progressed a little bit.

Xu Zhiwei turned his head away: "Don't be like this. I don't want to be this kind of ambiguous friend. Do you think I will be like Shen Lian?"

Gu Heng's face turned pale: "Of course not! The place next to me is only reserved for you, and I will only think of you alone."

Xu Zhiwei sighed: "You will always continue to associate with others. I don't want to make others feel sad. Let's not maintain this kind of relationship that seems to have a faint hope. Now I won't want to restrain you anymore..."

Gu Heng didn't let him continue, so he kissed Zhiwei.

Their shortness of breath intertwined, the setting sun sank, and the distant street lights lit up.

Many memories flashed through both of them in this sad kiss.

After it was over, Xu Zhiwei opened the distance: "Let's end like this, okay?"

After breaking up, it was the first time that he was so gentle and calm in front of Gu Heng, but also so clear and firm.

Gu Heng never thought that such a gentle kiss would break his heart.

"It's not you who restrain me, it's me who loves you. You said I was too selfish...so I," he reached out and stroked Zhiwei's moist eyes, "I will do what you say. But how can love stop, I There's no way to control it."

He whispered: "As long as you want to contact me, I will always be there."

The author has something to say: Zhiwei said that this paragraph is an evil fate.In fact, this is to click on the previous title, the original title given to this book is a good relationship

If you like BE and like to watch the ending of the breakup, you can stop here. When the two of them go their separate ways from now on, although Gu Heng has always missed Xu Zhiwei, there is no way to get close to him like this

If you like HE, you can continue to look down

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