Big Sister Bingshan was warmed by me

The sound of panic resounded across the empty riverside, startling a few wild birds hiding in the grass.

Thumping, thumping, flying away from here.

It's just that there is no one there.

"Sister!"

"Sister!"

A sad voice resounded through the night.No one answered.

He refused to give up, calling for Chu Xinning one after another.

"Sister!"

No one answered for a long time, and Zhou Yang was flustered, like a messy head? A fly looked around in a daze.

Chu Xinning watched him running barefoot from the tree, panicked, and gradually calmed down.

She is not someone who will run away when things happen, she must ask clearly.

"Why are you lying to me?"

Chu Xinning gently landed in front of Zhou Yang.

"Sister!"

Zhou Yang's great sadness suddenly turned to great joy, and he wanted to run to the past.

It's just that a plain hand stretched out, and the palm of the hand stood up, facing him.

"do not come!"

Zhou Yang stopped miserably.

Chu Xinning looked cold, her eyes were as sharp as a sword, she looked straight at him, and asked again:

"Why are you lying to me?"

Why, why did you lie to Senior Sister?yes why?

The sky is silent, the surrounding fields are silent, and the night is silent.

These words are like nine days of thunder, roaring endlessly in Zhou Yang's heart.

Zhou Yang kept asking himself in his heart.

In order to love you, Senior Sister, he wants to speak the truth.

But he actually wanted to do something to hurt her in the name of love?

Zhou Yang's face turned pale all of a sudden.

Is this still love?Is it still love?

He fell into deep doubts, and his heart was burning like a flame.

Chu Xinning's expression turned to weeping. She stared at him in a daze, not understanding why he had deceived herself, and why he hadn't explained it until now. He was like this? Looking at herself, without saying a word, what did he mean, what did he mean? mean?

Finally, tears that had never been shed welled up.

Tears were floating in the eyes, about to drip, the swollen eye sockets hurt, the eyes were a little dazed, the person in front of him was so far away and so strange, but Chu Xinning didn't blink, she just stared at Zhou Yang, letting the tears roll, Even though the tears welled up secretly, he still held back the tears in his eyes, not letting them roll down.

She is such a proud woman, but at this moment she looked at him with tears in her eyes, and asked him stubbornly again:

"Why are you lying to me?"

I love you, senior sister, Zhou Yang wanted to yell, express, and explain, but the huge guilt and anxiety made him unable to face himself, let alone Chu Xinning's aggressive questioning.

He felt so guilty that he couldn't explain a single word!

Senior sister is so kind to me, why did I lie to her?why?

At that time, I confessed my love so recklessly, and I was happy, but why didn't I think of it now?

Suddenly, I felt how vigorous my original oath was, and how ridiculous it would be when the truth was revealed.

In the name of love, the reality of deceit.

I, I actually lied to my senior sister, to her heart, and to her identity again??

Zhou Yang felt as panicked as a prisoner.

This tangled pain tore his heart and made him look like he was insane.

"what!"

His throat was congested, his throat hurt like a fire, and he roared inwardly, but he couldn't say a single word. Finally, he saw two lines of tears slowly streaming down from those cold and lonely beautiful eyes, covering the eyes. cheek.

He completely collapsed and staggered a few times, as if he was about to fall, but he stopped abruptly.

For a split second, tears streamed down his face.

I, I finally made my senior sister cry!

"You lied to me, but you don't even have a single word?"

This sentence was extremely plain and cold, Zhou Yang suddenly felt cold all over his body!

His heart was in pain and it was difficult to breathe. Looking at the woman with tears in her eyes, he felt that he was dying of grief, and something extremely important was being lost.

A kind of life-like? An important sense of loss and fear forced him and drove him away. He rushed over desperately, letting the palms push back, let the fists beat, he seemed to be holding on to save his life. The straw hugged Chu Xinning tightly.

Don't let go!Don't let go!

"Senior Sister! Senior Sister!"

"It's my fault! Please don't leave me!"

He finally opened his dry and sore throat and cried bitterly.

It seems that the mouth of the dike has been opened, and the hidden grief has been opened. While weeping and pouring out, he will not let go even if he dies.

"Senior sister, I'm a girl, I know I lied to you, but I like you!"

"Why do you tell me that when I met you, I fell in love with you at the first sight, and I have never been able to get away from then on? Pack it up, I will follow you to Wudang Mountain, and I want to be your junior brother, because this is the only way to get close to you. ? Can stay by your side forever."

"I don't ask about the past life? I don't ask for the next life? I only want this life? I only want this life? This life? To be with you forever."

"You don't know how happy I feel when I'm by your side, even if I don't say a word, even if I just look at you."

"I like you so much. For you, I can give everything. For you, I am willing to exchange my sincerity for this lifetime."

"But I'm a woman, I'm a woman, senior sister, how can a woman love you? I don't want to be like this, I just want you!"

"So I disguised myself as a man, I carefully pretended to be a man, I lied to everyone, haha, I lied to everyone, just to stay by your side, for you, I can do anything, I am not afraid of anything! "

"It's me, I lied to you, I fell in love with you as a woman, and I wanted to ask Mrs. Master to marry you, I lied to you!"

"Senior sister, senior sister, I know I lied to you, I have nothing to say, nothing to say!"

"But, even if, even if everyone spurns me, even if you stab me to death with a sword, I will be with you, I will never let go~!"

"Senior sister, I must be with you, without you, what's the point of me living in the Great Song Dynasty?"

"Don't drive me away, don't want me! I can do anything? I don't want to, I just want you, senior sister!"

He hugged Chu Xinning tightly, like a drowning person grabbing driftwood, like a suffocating person breathing air, he dare not let go, can't let go, don't let go.

"Enough said?"

Hearing this cold voice asking, Zhou Yang trembled with fear, he slowly let go of the man in his arms, and saw those calm and plain eyes.

In an instant, he felt a huge terror attacking his whole body, mind, and even soul.

He knew that Chu Xinning was like that? An arrogant woman, she would never compromise, let alone act on the occasion. The calmer she was, the more she disliked herself.

I'm going to lose her, I'm going to lose her!

This? Great grief bombarded him one after another.

In an instant, Zhou Yang's ears roared, his head buzzed, and there seemed to be thunder in the sky.

It blew up his spirit and will, shattered his faith and hope.

Sister!Sister!He subconsciously murmured this word in his mouth, as if this was his own belief, as if this was his own light.

However, in the dark, he seemed to hear bursts of Sanskrit sounds.

All conditioned dharmas are like dream bubbles, dew and electricity, and should be viewed in this way.

Do not!don't want!

He stretched out his hand and grasped it towards the void, but the whole person fell into the darkness like falling into an abyss.

Chu Xinning grabbed the fallen Zhou Yang at the last moment.

She tugged at his arm? Seeing his eyes closed, his face pale, and his breath weak, she couldn't bear it.

She couldn't tell what it was like in her heart, this person deceived her, her heart was really painful, blunt, wanting to yell, wanting to yell, flustered, helpless, as if she had returned to her childhood, alone , On the deserted Taiji Peak, the night is long and the day is lonely. I have been alone all the time, very lonely and lonely.

Why is he a woman?why?

Chu Xinning closed her eyes in pain, letting the tears fall.

After a long, long time, she finally picked up Zhou Yang and sent him back to the room.

Xing Tian and Huo Ri stood a hundred meters away, wondering in their hearts.

The two looked at each other and couldn't help asking at the same time:

"Is the boss a heartbreaker?"

"Did they fight?"

"I don't know!" Huo Ri replied sullenly.

Immediately, the two fell silent again and continued to squat.

Just now? They hid in the distance and didn't hear what the two said clearly. They only saw the two quarreling, and then Zhou Yang fainted.

Is this the love between men and women?How strange.

Chu Xinning put Zhou Yang back on the bed and covered him with the quilt.

Turning around to leave, but a little unwilling.

She didn't know why she still stayed by his side, she looked at the unconscious Zhou Yang, her heart was in a mess.

Why is he a woman?Why?

He is a woman, what should I do?

Chu Xinning looked at Zhou Yang with a complicated expression. The thoughts in her heart were turning over and over again, and her whole body was like duckweed in a sea of ​​bitterness, unable to calm down.

Zhou Yang fell into boundless darkness, heavy guilt and great grief enveloped him, he kept falling into the abyss, kept falling.

As if there is no end?.

He was immersed in the abyss of grief, unable to extricate himself.

Countless memory fragments flew by, and a figure emerged from the deepest part.

This figure has always straddled the corridor of memory.

Suddenly, there seemed to be a gap in the darkness, and he saw a glimmer of light!

What did he remember.

He uttered the most heartfelt cry.

Sister!

Sister!

One sound, one sound, like the window of life, like the door of the soul.

Chu Xinning stared at him in a daze, her hands and arms were clasped in the air, desperately trying to grab something.

Sister!

Sister!

Painful, helpless cries sounded.

She couldn't bear it anymore, and slowly stretched out her hand.

The hand that I held in vain? Grabbed her hand at once.

Tightly, firmly, in the palm of your hand.

Chu Xinning burst into tears.

Ziyi, what do you want me to do?

She let Zhou Yang hold her hand? until his cries subsided.

Then, she made up her mind, covered him with the brocade quilt, and left quietly.

……

At some point, Zhou Yang developed a high fever.

In the morning, Lianxiang came to tell the time in a hurry, and Chu Xinning was washing up.

"Young master, the servants wanted to take care of Zhou Shaoxia to wash up this morning, but they found that he hadn't gotten up for a long time. They went to check it out worried, only to find that he had a high fever. The servants have already ordered someone to call for a doctor."

Chu Xinning stayed up all night, her eyes were red and swollen.

She has decided not to see Zhou Yang again.

Unexpectedly, this person was not only unconscious, but also had a high fever.

She was so entangled in her heart that she really didn't know what to do.

Zhou Yang's identity as a woman was too sudden and too shocking. She was at a loss for a while and couldn't bear it. At this moment, she didn't want to face Zhou Yang at all.

Really don't want to bother with this.

But she vaguely felt that Zhou Yang's daughter should not be known by others.

She didn't think about it too much, but she just instinctively didn't want more people to know this? A secret.

What's more, what's more, she is still his senior sister, and she should care for him in terms of emotion and reason.

Forget it, let's just pay back what he did to her before, she suppressed the resentment in her heart, and ordered:

"Junior brother hurt his body from practicing kung fu, can't you? Medication indiscriminately, I will step in when the doctor comes, you all go down, don't come in to disturb you if you have nothing to do."

Lian Xiang was taken aback when she heard the words, the relationship between the young master and Zhou Shaoxia is really good, no wonder I heard that the two are going to get married soon.

She thought of another man's figure for no reason in her heart, but she couldn't help feeling very sad when she thought of the difference between her and that person's identities, and she quietly backed out.

After Chu Xinning hurriedly washed up, she didn't even bother to eat breakfast, so she went to the courtyard next door.

Walking into a familiar room, her heart began to ache.

Had this man cheated on her, yet passed out and asked her to take care of him?

Why?Chu Xinning felt aggrieved and uncomfortable.

She has always been not good at expressing emotions. When she was a child, she felt uncomfortable and wronged, but she just kept it in her heart, until her heart became dull and painful, and her whole body became more and more numb.

It was Zhou Yang who pulled her out of the deserted days.

But, why is this person a woman?

Approaching the bed, she looked at him resentfully.