President, I divorced you

2012. 6, 21

Today I saw my brother walking with a man on the street. I felt that my brother treated him differently from other people. I also felt that that man also had unusual feelings for his brother. He looked at him very gently. , so affectionate that it cannot be ignored.I followed them to the bar, watched them go backstage and never came out.

At night, I couldn't help looking for my brother to ask why, but my brother obviously didn't want to talk to me. He told me not to call him brother... Does my brother think I'm disgusting?Actually fell in love with his brother?

I still remember the mahogany heart I gave my brother when I was a child. My brother promised that I would always keep it with me, but he broke his promise. He didn’t take it away when he ran away from home. I kept putting it in the cabinet. When I think of my brother, I just Pick it up and look at it.

2012. 6, 22

Ah Hu gave me a trick, he asked me to drug and force my brother, but I refused.With my charm, is it necessary to seduce people?Besides, my brother is different from other people, I can force other people, but I will not force my brother to do something that my brother doesn't like, because I don't want my brother to hate me.

2012. 7, 7

Today I saw a man who looked very similar to my brother on the street. I struck up a conversation with him, and after some pleasantries, I learned that his name was Xiaobao. I always felt that he had a crush on me. Could it be my illusion?

I asked someone to investigate his information and hobbies, but found out his sexual orientation, he is a homosexual.This is just right, or he can replace my brother, maybe I will fall in love with him because he is completely different from my brother.The elder brother is very indifferent, but Xiaobao is like the elder brother before.

2012. 7, 30

I feel that Xiaobao has changed. Could it be that I was drunk and said something that shouldn't be said that day?Why is he not so enthusiastic anymore?Instead, he was as cold as his brother.

2012. 8, 8

Xiaobao saw my brother's photo in the phone album, and I finally had a showdown with him.In fact, I am also very uneasy about using Xiaobao, but I can't go against my heart. I try very hard to love Xiaobao, but I know very well that the one I love has always been my brother.In order to make Xiaobao give up and stop thinking about me, I said a lot of things that hurt him, so that he can forget about me, right?Because of guilt, I gave him 100 million, hoping that he would treat himself better.

Chen Yi finally closed the diary with trembling hands, and then opened Xiaokai's bedside table. The things inside were neatly placed, including Xiaokai's mobile phone, and the mahogany heart that Xiaokai gave him back then lying on the bed coldly. Inside, he tremblingly picked up the heart. After the traces of time and long-term friction with the owner, the mahogany heart has faded, but it is still intact.For some reason, his vision was suddenly blurry, and he felt something falling from his eyes, soaking his heart.

It's not a rare treasure, it's not a priceless treasure, this kind of thing can be bought for a few dollars, but for him, it's just a memory of his childhood.Apart from his father and mother, this was the first gift he received. When he ran away from home, he only remembered to take away his mother's photo and the pocket watch his father gave him, but he forgot this gift, but Yuan Xiaokai actually kept it. for more than ten years.

He was really asking for trouble, why didn't he sleep in the middle of the night, and ran to Yuan Xiaokai's room nervously?When did he feel so nostalgic?When did you become so fragile, so fond of crying?Isn't he the cold-blooded and heartless Yuan Chenyi?Why are you crying?And still crying for the man he has always looked down upon.

It would be great if he hadn't entered this room, then he wouldn't know about Yuan Xiaokai, and he wouldn't know that he had been wrongly blaming him all along.At least he can feel less guilty and feel better.

"Don't be sad, no matter what happens, don't forget, you still have me." After sleeping until midnight, he noticed that Chen Yi got up and thought he was just going to the bathroom. However, when he passed by this room, he heard murmured sobs. If it wasn't because he was familiar with Chen Yi's voice, he would have thought it was Yuan Xiaokai's lingering spirit.He pushed open the half-closed door, and saw Chen Yi sitting beside the bed crying.

"I have always misunderstood him. Since we reunited, I have almost never looked at him directly." He looked at Hongmu Xin and said.He never cared about Xiaokai's "like" that night, and always looked down on Xiaokai's frivolity. When Xiaokai pressed on him that day, he always thought that he was going to force him, but he didn't expect, It turned out that he was trying to pull him up and accidentally fell on him. At that time, he was still angry about this, so he slapped Xiaokai. Thinking about Xiaokai's astonished eyes at that time, he felt guilty.After meeting Angle, not only did he not feel sorry for Xiaokai's death, but he despised him even more in his heart, because he thought it was Xiaokai who raped Xiaobao..." As an older brother, am I a failure? I never I didn’t really know him, so I decided that he was what I thought in my heart, and I thought he was so bad.”

"do you like him?"

"How could I like my younger brother? But if I knew these things, at least I wouldn't treat him that way." In this way, or none of this will happen, Xiaokai, and the boy named Xiaobao will not die .

Sometimes he would blame himself for having a woman's face, and how much trouble he had caused for himself. He never knew what they liked about him?Apart from this face, what else is there to be liked by others?Everyone is saying that he is cold and heartless, but why do people like such a cold and heartless person?

"It's not your fault. What should come will always come. No one can escape the arrangement of fate."

"I never believe in fate." He has never been such a superstitious person. If fate really existed, wouldn't it be different from the current situation if he chose to be a young master at home instead of running away from home?How can there be any fate in the world?

It would be nice if he found out that it was a misunderstanding earlier, then at least he wouldn't treat Xiaokai that way, if he treated him better, maybe Xiaokai wouldn't die, and the one named Xiaobao wouldn't die either.

"If I knew that he would fall in love with me, I would rather wander away all my life and never enter Yuan's house."

"Those are in the past. There is no medicine for regret in the world. What happened has already happened. Yuan Xiaokai would not like to see you like this. He must wish that you were still cold-blooded and ruthless at this time. He would not want you to cry. The past has already happened." Sad and regretful in the past and now, it will not help.”

"I don't know what he likes about me. Even though he knows that I have changed, why does he still like me, Shaohua, tell me, why do you like me? Is it because of this face?" From high school Having been confessed by men all the time, he already hated this face very much.

"It's not because of this face. I have loved you for so many years, and I don't know what it is that I fell in love with you, but I know very well that if this face is another person's heart, then I am absolutely I won't fall in love with you. I love you just because you are Yuan Chenyi."

Shaohua didn't know what it was that he loved. Could it be that love is really so unreasonable?He fell in love with En Hui at the beginning, but looking back now, he actually didn't know why he fell in love with her, or rather, he didn't know what love was.

"Don't be sad. If you really feel that you owe him, then live a happier life and make up for his share of happiness. I think, when you love someone, the other person's happiness is his greatest happiness."

"Shaohua, is it the same?" Hearing this, he couldn't help looking up at him and asking, how could people have such a mentality?To be happy because another unrelated person is happy?

"Yes. So, if Chen Yi is happy, I will be happy. If Chen Yi is not happy, I will be sadder than anyone else." He looked down at him tenderly and smiled, taking it for granted.

incomprehensible.Chen Yi looked at him a little confused.

I seldom saw his frail appearance, and the innocent and confused eyes almost made him lustful. Just didn't know it at all, didn't know that his every frown and smile was enough to make him delirious.

He stroked Chen Yi's head and said, "In order for Yuan Xiaokai to feel at ease, can Chen Yi go to bed quickly?" He felt more and more that Chen Yi looked like a Siamese cat, and sometimes he wanted to coax him like his own child. But he is also happy about it, this side of Chen Yi, maybe even Yuan Liqiu can't see it, only Ling Shaohua can see it.

He nodded blankly, and when he left, he didn't forget to take the mahogany heart that Yuan Xiaokai gave him back then.

Because he had nightmares, Shaohua slept with him that night.Before confessing to him, even if they were lying on the same bed, they both slept in separate places, with only occasional touches of limbs accidentally, and since Shaohua confessed to him, Shaohua often hugged each other. sleep with him.

"Cousin Yingjie, I have the latest information on Yuan Chenyi, do you want to listen to it?" Tianxue greeted Yingjie as soon as he entered the door and asked, regardless of that poker face, Yingjie's temper is really bad these days One is hot enough to displease everyone, even eating with a stinky face, as if everyone owes him billions, although his parents have told him several times, but he is not moved at all, It made her feel as if she was living in a volcano these days, and if she was not careful, the volcano would erupt.

She found that every time Yingjie was angry with Chen Yi, he would do nothing but drink, and he would not even go out to flirt. Maybe it was because he was so angry that he couldn't help but get mad at those women.

When getting along with Yuan Chenyi, she feels that she lives in an iceberg every day, while with Yingjie it's a volcano, the two are indeed incompatible, only when they live together can they not harm others.