please keep me quiet dude

A week later, Hou Jing was finally able to walk on the ground, and he also knew how to make medicine, so he recovered faster.One night, Hou Jing came out of the room, took the package she had prepared, and put the letter next to Xiao Xiazi's shoes.

It's not a word, just saying that I have to go down the mountain to do errands, and if she hasn't come back before the holiday, I will go home alone and wait for her.Then, carrying the package on his back, he secretly left the academy under the cover of night.Of course, she wouldn't let the people who stood by her notice her departure, so naturally she stunned those people.

After leaving the academy, lit the lanterns and went down the mountain. When she got down the mountain, it was just dawn.Blowing out the lights, looking at the town under her feet, next... where should she go?

"Hey, guest, your steamed buns are ready."

Hou Jing put away the packed steamed buns and handed over the money to the seller. This is her food ration on the road. If it is gone, she will die.Next... let's just go west. Hou Jing narrowed her eyes, pointed in a random direction, and started on the road. She wanted to get out of here as soon as possible so that she could escape.

That's right, Hou Jing escaped, but it's not that she will never see Xiao Xiaoyan again, she just...needs a period of time to let herself think clearly.But how long it will take to figure it out, Hou Jing doesn't know.My own heart and feelings, who knows, I can't even figure out myself.

So she headed west all the way, kept going, occasionally stopping to enjoy the scenery.No one was looking for her whereabouts, Hou Jing thought, probably, Xiao Xiaoyan really gave up on her pawn completely.Away from all conspiracies, she is just her, and she has changed back to her previous name, Li Qi.

It's just that every time people call her by this name, she still hasn't gotten used to it in her heart. It's obviously her, why does she feel strange?

There were no major incidents along the way, and it was very peaceful until Hou Jing broke into the desert by mistake and cut off the water girl. She collapsed in the desert exhausted, ate a mouth full of sand, and almost died of lack of water. Fortunately, the people in the desert who passed by pulled Hou Jing out of the sand and replenished the water.

The one who rescued Hou Jing was a native of Mobei who was located on the west side of Xijing Kingdom. Xijing Kingdom and Mobei Kingdom had been at odds in recent years, but they did not fight because of this. It may be because of the strength of Xijing Kingdom that Mobei Kingdom did not dare to take action easily.

Because Hou Jing made sand all over his body, a group of Mobei people asked Hou Jing to change into Mobei attire.It's just...Hou Jing looked at the clothes in her hand, this woman's attire...

"Sorry, we don't have men's clothes anymore, only my clothes can be changed, so you can just make up for it first."

The person who came in to watch Hou Jing change his clothes was a woman from Mobei named Zhisha, who was the daughter of the family who rescued Hou Jing.Covered with a veil, but it can be seen that she is a beautiful woman.

"What's the matter, is there any problem?" Zhisha didn't leave, and looked at Hou Jing inexplicably.Hou Jing blushed and touched her nose, "Well... can you go out and play?"

"Ah, I'm sorry, I actually forgot." Zhisha blushed and backed out. After all, Hou Jing was still dressed as a man, so how could he look at the body of a man other than his marriage partner?

Oh, Hou Jing could only twitch the corners of her mouth and put on the courage to change into women's clothing... She hasn't worn it for hundreds of years, are you sure it will be visible?

After putting it on, Hou Jing felt uncomfortable all over, and when she came out of the tent, Zhisha stepped forward to look at her with surprise on her face.

"Are you female?"

"Well." Hou Jing didn't intend to hide it from her, anyway, this is Mobei, and no one knows her.

Although Hou Jing usually wears men's attire, no one suspects that she is a woman, but she is always a woman, and wearing women's attire can't conceal that she is a woman.Zhisha would recognize her as a woman, not at all surprised.

Zhisha didn't ask why Hou Jing dressed up as a man, and Hou Jing thanked her very much for that.In the next few days, Hou Jing followed them to the oasis in the desert, which was the foothold of a village in Mobei Country.According to Zhisha, this is their base camp.

Back at the base camp, Hou Jing could finally take a comfortable bath.Although there is a shortage of water, there is still water for bathing.It was the first time that Hou Jing didn't have to take a bath with such vigilance. In the past, he had to prepare drugs for taking a bath, so he didn't need to use anything. It felt good to let go of his guard.She squinted her eyes and soaked in the bath for a long time.

After she finished taking a bath comfortably, she just changed into women's clothes, and hugged her body, leaning against Hou Jing's body, breathing between Hou Jing's neck, which made Hou Jing very uncomfortable.What's even more hateful is that his hand is still being held by that person.Before Hou Jing could react, she was trapped.

"Sha, you're finally back. I've been looking for you for a long time, why did you..."

"that……"

"You're not Sha, who are you!" The woman pushed Hou Jing down and looked at her vigilantly. Hou Jing was pushed to the ground, hurting.What's the matter with this woman?It's okay to eat your own tofu for no reason, but you still push yourself, it's hateful.

"Why are you wearing Sha's clothes? Who are you?" The man pointed at Hou Jing with a dagger in his hand. Hou Jing sighed. His bad luck to see a woman has not changed in Mobei. I don't know if she should be happy. no?

So Hou Jing explained to her why she was wearing Zhisha's women's clothing and the fact that she was rescued.The woman looked at her with some doubts, "Where did Nasha go?"

"How do I know?" Hou Jing shrugged, but in a blink of an eye, the person disappeared, and Hou Jing had no choice but to admit that he was unlucky.

After resting in the room for a while, Hou Jing went outside to relax, and happened to let her see Zhisha drinking wine by the fire by herself, her eyes full of melancholy.

So she is here, I wonder if that woman found her?

Hou Jing passed by, Zhisha handed her the wine, Hou Jing shook his head.

"You people from Xijing, don't you like to drink alcohol?"

"No, who doesn't like alcohol? I just want to be sober today."

Hou Jing shook her head and said, drinking can indeed numb people's hearts for a while, but only for a while, after that, there is only endless sadness and irreparable sadness.

"Then you must be in a good mood. If you are in a bad mood, you will think about drinking. Li Qi, have you ever loved someone?" Zhisha asked looking at the stars in the sky.

Ever loved someone?Hou Jing was the first to think of Xiao Xiaoyan, but...wasn't she escaping because she didn't want to think of her?

"My love, why is it so painful?"

Zhisha took another big sip of wine for herself, with a wry smile on her lips.

"No, loving someone is not painful, but loving someone who is not suitable for you, or someone who is not suitable for you, will be painful. Therefore, it is very important to love someone." Tell her and tell yourself at the same time.Loving the right person is easy to say, but the difficulty lies in loving the right person.

"Yeah, love the right person..." Zhisha burst into tears suddenly, Hou Jing couldn't see others crying, so she took out a handkerchief and handed it to her.Zhisha said thank you and wiped away her tears.

"You love that person very much?"

Zhisha nodded.

"Does he know?"

"I don't know... I dare not let that person know. If that person knows, I'm afraid that person will ignore me again. I'm afraid we won't be able to go back. I'm afraid I will lose that person. So I silently watch By that person's side, I thought I could stay with that person for the rest of my life, but..."

"That person is going to get married soon, and when I get married, I don't have any qualifications anymore. I'm about to lose that person, and I can only watch that person be with other people and grow old together. I feel very sad, I Don't know what to do?"

Zhisha cried in a mess, Hou Jing lent her his shoulder to let her cry well, feelings are indeed the most hurtful sword.

"Confession." Hou Jing's eyes flickered, she knew she shouldn't be nosy, but...she didn't want to see others suffer so much.

"No!" Zhisha covered her face and shook her head.

"why?"

"No, I don't want that person to feel bad about me. We...our relationship is not allowed. I just want to leave a good impression in that person's heart, and I don't want to leave such an ugly image. And... That person... can't possibly like me, can't possibly like me. "

Hey...Hou Jing sighed, a fool of feelings...

"Then you...do you want to regret it for the rest of your life? Didn't you say that that person is going to get married? If you let yourself miss her like this, do you really...don't regret it? "

"I……"

"What are you doing?"

A female voice sounded from behind, Hou Jing was taken aback by the voice, thinking he had committed something.She turned her head and saw the woman who spoke, who turned out to be the woman who pushed her down, but she saw this woman staring at her fiercely, her eyes full of guard.

"Sister-in-law, why are you here?"

"Why can't I come?"

"No, I mean, you..."

Zhisha was pulled aside by the woman called sister-in-law, and Zhisha was arguing with the woman called sister-in-law, but Hou Jing's eyes fell on the entangled hands of the two.Touching his nose and observing again, the man's attitude towards him also understood a little bit in his heart.

But... is it possible?

Hou Jing was a little puzzled, did he think too much?

Then, she saw the woman whom Zhisha called her sister-in-law walked away with her sleeves thrown away, and Zhisha looked at her in despair, so cautious, so... It made people feel distressed.Immediately, Hou Jing understood that her guess was correct.

"Sorry, my sister-in-law is not the kind of impolite person, but she may have been worrying a lot recently, so her attitude..."

"The person you love is her?"

"You..." Zhisha's eyes were full of shock, and she probably couldn't figure out how Hou Jing could see it.How could Hou Jing say that she had seen that kind of look in her eyes before.

"Yeah, it's her, so you should understand why I can't confess, right? She is about to become my sister-in-law and my brother's woman. How could I rob a woman from my brother? Even if I love her again, I am also a woman from beginning to end, and she and I... huh... are impossible at all."

Hou Jing didn't persuade her anymore, but before leaving, Hou Jing asked her, did she ever think that she loves you too?

Zhisha shook her head and said, this kind of thing is impossible.I have problems myself, but it doesn't mean that my sister-in-law has problems too.She also hopes that her sister-in-law can find a man and be happy together. At least, the other party is a man who can protect her.

how about you?Can't you protect her?

Hou Jing didn't ask this sentence, she knew that even if she asked, Zhisha would probably give up because it was difficult for her to pass her test.

Feelings, why are you such a jerk?Is the moon in the sky always idle?Why didn't the Jade Emperor fire him for always messing up red lines?Don't say that you are too old, you have to understand that such a cheating old man must give a bad review, a bad review!

But... those two people... all right?

Hou Jing frowned, suddenly annoyed with her meddling.