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"Let's go..." He lowered his head and sat weakly on the floor, his voice hoarse without any ups and downs.There were a few fallen beer cans beside him, and the white shirt was also stained with the smell of beer, looking a bit decadent.

He was startled, his face was pale, he looked at him with wide eyes, he couldn't believe it, the area on his chest was tense, and the corners of his mouth trembled slightly: "You...you want to drive me away?"

"Otherwise?" He sneered, raised his head and looked into his eyes, "Do you want me to say it again? I said..."

Sereng frowned, stepped forward and grabbed his collar, and yelled at him: "What do you mean now? Who the hell do you think I am?! Go away as soon as you call, come when you call? You said no You will drive me away... bastard!" His eyes began to turn red and swell.

Please, don't say these words, okay...

Huaisheng looked at him and laughed, full of sarcasm, looking at him coldly, without any warmth. "Are you like that with everyone? Or do you see me as that? Sorry, I don't like things that other people have used."

When it comes to 'used', it also emphasizes the tone.

Xi Leng paled, let go of his grip, and took a few steps back.He... got it?

He straightened his clothes, stood up and approached Sireng step by step, forcing him against the wall, pinching his chin hard, suppressing the anger in his heart. "You're really good. I really didn't expect you to be so good in bed. Anyone can do it? Excuse me, how much is it for a night?"

Xi Leng looked at him without making a sound, his heart suffocated.Suddenly hot tears dripped down on Huaisheng's hands, burning him.The part of the heart still hurts no matter how much you rub it, Sireng buried his head very low, his shoulders trembling.

"Are you crying? What right do you have to cry for me?" He pinched harder and harder, his heart twitched, suppressing the unspeakable pain. "You want to get my forgiveness? You're really good, Sireng...you're really good..."

He started yelling hysterically, he wanted to tell him that he was uncomfortable, very uncomfortable... As long as he explained to him well, he would forgive him.

However, he is Sireng, he bears everything by himself, and carries everything by himself.

"You fucking talk to me!"

Xi Leng turned his face away, closed his eyes tightly, and did not speak.There was a burst of pain in his chin, which told him that he was also suffering...

"Do you think that if you don't speak, there's nothing I can do about you?" Huaisheng gritted his teeth and looked at him, but he just closed his eyes without saying anything, letting tears flow out.He kissed his lips forcefully, biting the corner of his lips, and the smell of blood spread in their mouths...

But no matter what he did, Sireng just refused to make a sound or respond.

Finally he let go of him, took a few steps back, shook his head, and smiled wryly: "You go, we're done playing...I don't want to see you again..."

……Why?Why don't you just believe me?

"...you go."

You obviously don't know anything! !

"...You won, you never fucking loved me from the beginning to the end!! You won, are you satisfied? Those bullshit vows are all fucking bullshit, the one who betrayed is you, not me!"

"I never promised anything!" Sireng trembled and leaned against the wall.

"Enough, shut up!" Huaisheng yelled at him, slapped Sireng's face resoundingly, and the burning pain filled his whole body.

"Go away!"

Sirloin is really gone.He walked very embarrassed, with tears still on his face, and went to Fang Shuhang's house, which was the only place he could stay overnight.He curled up on the sofa, trembling all over, Huai Sheng's hurt eyes appeared in his mind.Really, he won, and that look told him that he succeeded in being silent, and the game between them is over...

Sirloin, we're done.

He doesn't trust him.

Finally abandoned him.

It hurts, it really hurts... I like the scars all over my body, the wounds are completely shattered.He hugged his knees and cried bitterly. Is this what he wanted?no……

Obviously I don't want to be hurt anymore, but I still can't control myself to approach him, approach him, like him, fall in love with him...

"Sireng, are you okay?" Fang Shuhang boiled ginger water for Sireng to warm him up.

"Why don't you wear an extra dress?"

"Why don't you have a drink..."

Seeing that Xi Leng was absent-minded, Fang Shuhang really felt sorry for him. He also felt guilty about what happened a few days ago. If he had been there at that time, the misunderstanding today would not have been caused...

Sireng couldn't listen to a word, and folded his lips up and down, muttering: "Hang... what do you think I should do? Me, him, me and him... it's over... it's over..."

"You didn't tell him about that?"

"...No, he doesn't even want to hear my explanation... He said he doesn't want to see me, but he obviously doesn't know anything... He doesn't know anything..."

"Sireng, calm down, it's okay."

"I, I want to sleep, I'm a little tired."

Fang Shuhang sighed softly, "Xiong-di, in fact, don't deal with any relationship issues coldly at the beginning. If you have any doubts, you should ask them, if you have mistakes, you should admit them, and if you think about them, you should tell him. Many things can be tolerated and just be patient." It has become blurred, and even if it is not a misunderstanding, it will become a misunderstanding. Don’t think that the problem will be resolved in the time of patience, it will only explode in the accumulation of time, and give you an unbearable result. Some things, you don’t say how Huaisheng will I know, he is also a human being, and there are times when he doesn’t know, and it will be very tiring to suffer alone...you should think about it.”

Xi Leng didn't fall asleep, he squinted his eyes, tears streaming down and soaking his clothes.

Obviously you haven't done anything, you know it will hurt, you don't want to be hurt but you insist on stabbing each other in the heart before you find the pain, it makes everyone feel uncomfortable.

You feel bad, don't I feel bad?Are you feeling better? Am I feeling better?

I don't know, it's so uncomfortable, if I knew it would end like this, I shouldn't have fallen in love with each other...

……

One day, Sereng was invited by Chen Ke to go shopping, but he did not refuse.Along the way, only Chen Ke was talking, Xi Leng couldn't listen, and was a little distracted.

"Sireng, what's the matter? You are in a daze, what are you thinking?" Chen Ke asked knowingly, wanting to know more about Sireng, even from the perspective of a friend.

"Sirloin?"

Xi Leng stared at the front, a little dazed.The world is really small, no matter where you go, you can meet it.In front of them were Huaisheng and Hu Sisi. Hu Sisi held Huaisheng's arm and walked side by side with him. They looked like a couple, like...

If so how long ago, the person Hu Sisi held in his arms belonged to him.

"Are you okay?" Chen Ke asked with concern when he saw that Xi Leng was sweating all over his body and his face was pale.

"No……"

Huaisheng and Hu Sisi were coming towards them, Xi Leng couldn't hide even if he wanted to, so he could only stand there and watch them.

Hu Sisi narrowed her eyes and looked at the embarrassing figure in Xileng, her lips hooked tightly to Huaisheng's arm, Huaisheng also felt it and fell silent.

Sereng stood beside Chen Ke, lowering his head.

"Hey, Mr. Xi~" Hu Sisi's sudden greeting scared Xi Leng, he straightened his body and looked at Hu Sisi, thinking: What does she want to do again...

"Ah, Mr. Chen is here too?" She squinted her eyes and smiled sweetly. Most people would definitely be fascinated by her, but in Xi Leng's eyes, this smile is so sinister, so "You two have such a good relationship~"

Chen Ke responded with a smile, Huaisheng glanced at him, his lips parted slightly: "I really envy the relationship between you two."

The sarcastic language stabbed him.

Xi Leng shivered all over, and his mind was empty.

Even if one day you will leave me, can you let me hug you before leaving?

I didn't expect to leave you and see you again, but this is the scene...

It turns out we can't go forever.