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Chen Ke fell on the bed, recalling the scene just now in his mind...

Xileng rushed under Huaisheng's umbrella in the rain, that smile was filled with happiness... He knew that Xileng seldom smiled at people, and if it was necessary for business, he would only talk about it.

The way Xilen looked at Huaisheng was different from the way he looked at himself or Fang Shuhang, that kind of eyes were very ambiguous and warm.

An inexplicable sourness in my heart.

……

I still remember the first time I saw Sireng, he was not very good at talking, and he looked like a frail scholar, making people want to bully him.

Chen Ke is completely different from him. His parents divorced early, and he is a dissolute person. No one cares about him, and no one dares to touch him.Fighting, smoking and drinking can do anything, but when I saw the words that Sireng said after being bullied that day, I suddenly felt a feeling. I didn't know why at the time, maybe I just sympathized with him...

It wasn't until Sireng left that day that he realized that that emotion wasn't sympathy, but liking from the bottom of his heart.

When he saw Sireng again, Sireng was no longer the Sireng he knew...

He was busy with work, regardless of his body, and often fell ill.He is nice and delicate to everyone.To use Fang Shuhang's words, "I can give you such a Xiong-di, buddy, I also recognize it!"

But...he didn't want to look at him like this...

He has always been by his side, even if he doesn't like him, or doesn't know what he means, at least as a friend to care for and protect him.

But why did Huai Sheng appear?

why?

Why did he want to take Sireng away?

why?

I have been by his side all the time, seeing his suffering, his sadness and sadness are all by his side, why does he let him grow so much, but in the end it is others who enjoy it?

Think about when I first got to know Serang, it seems to be the entrance exam for junior high school.

At that time, his grades were not good, and his popularity was poor. Chen Ke, who could only ask for blessings in the examination room, was bored and drew pictures on the examination papers. Facing these questionnaires was as difficult to understand as a bible.

"……classmate?"

Suddenly someone poked Chen Ke's back from behind, and Chen Ke turned his head and looked at him puzzled.

"Do you... need your pen? You don't need to borrow it from me, okay?" Sireng smiled at him contentedly, "Lend me to copy after I finish writing?"

At the time, Chen Ke didn't think that he would copy it for himself. Anyway, it was a waste of time, so it was better to lend the pen to a good student.Then he generously lent the pen to the candidate at the back table, Sireng.

I can lie on the table and sleep comfortably!

When he was about to fall asleep, the person behind poked Chen Ke's back again. Chen Ke turned his head and squinted his eyes to look at him. Xi Leng smiled silly, "I'm done writing, do you want it?"

No copy, no copy~ Chen Ke unceremoniously took his test paper and put it under the table, and secretly filled in his answer on his own test paper.

In this way, Chen Ke felt that Xileng was a nice person.

He never thought that Xileng Junior High School, whom he ran into in the examination room, would be in the same class as him. When Xileng saw him, he waved desperately at him.

"I'm in the same class as you."

"Ah."

Throughout junior high school, Chen Ke had the strongest relationship with Xi Leng, always protecting Xi Leng like his younger brother.

"Sireng, my parents divorced very early." He said indifferently, as if this matter had nothing to do with him. "They have nothing to do with me. When I was very young, my grandma took me. My dad is an alcoholic. Every time he comes home after drinking, he will throw things. I don't want him at home. When grandma passed away, he took When I got other people's compensation, I used it to gamble and lost... Now people come to collect debts, with knives or something, they will let dead rats at the door every day, and my bastard father, huh... I dare not come back now... ..."

Chen Ke turned his head and saw that Xi Leng's eyes were red, and he was dumbfounded all of a sudden. He was not used to seeing others cry, and what's more, he was not used to seeing Xi Leng crying like a girl.

"..."

"What are you doing? Why are you crying? It's none of your business that this happened!" He scratched his hair helplessly.

Xi Leng was crying so hard that he kept wiping away his tears with his sleeve.

"Oh... don't cry... I didn't say anything..."

"Chen...Chen Ke...Aren't you sad?...Don't you care if they treat you like this?..." Xi Leng said sobbingly. "In the future... this... this kind of thing can't... keep it in your heart... if you feel uncomfortable, you have to tell me..."

Chen Ke was taken aback, he never thought that one day someone would say such things to him.It's not that I don't feel sad, it's just that I become numb after seeing too much.

He never thought that anyone would cry because of his past, Sireng was the first and only one.

Sirloin,

do you know?

You have always meant a lot to me.

How come when I thought I got you,

You fell in love with someone else?