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Sireng began to go to work normally, eat normally, and greet everyone with a normal tone... These things have always been taken for granted, but Huaisheng felt very uneasy...

why?

Because the sirloin is so 'normal' that he is not normal?

He didn't know, he only knew that now almost every night, Sireng was actively courting, although Huai Sheng was very satisfied with this.But the more this happened, the more scared he became.

He didn't like it, and didn't want Sireng to treat him like this.

Sirloin is too abnormal.

……

"Sireng?" Fang Shuhang called him, but Sireng didn't respond.The whole person looked out the window dully, as if he had lost his soul, his eyes were very empty, and there were very few.In the past, even if something serious happened to Xi Leng, he would never have such eyes... dull, confused...

"...Sireng?" Fang Shuhang called him again, he finally reacted, and looked at Fang Shuhang with a strange look in his eyes, which made him very uncomfortable.

"What's the matter? The soul is flying up into the sky?" Fang Shuhang said jokingly.

"..."

Sireng didn't make a sound, he knew that as long as he said something, Fang Shuhang would definitely notice it.

"Is there anything we can't say? Aren't we Xiong-di?" Fang Shuhang was also very worried about Sereng. Seeing that Fang Shuhang didn't speak, it wasn't that he didn't want to say it, but he couldn't say it.

There are some things that he would rather rot in his stomach than tell them and make them worry.This is what they love about him.

For a long time, Sireng still refused to say that Fang Shuhang was also defeated, there was no way, his buddies were all stubborn.

"Okay... If you don't want to tell me, I won't force you, but, if you have any difficulties, you must tell me! Although I am not a local rich man, I still have some savings. If you need money, just tell me."

Fang Shuhang also doesn't like to force others to make things difficult. After all, Sireng is Sireng, and he has his own principles in doing things.

"I know..." Sireng forced a smile on his face, not wanting to worry him.It's okay to wrong yourself, at least you can't let others feel sad with you, right?

Fang Shuhang let out a long sigh, "Oh...you and Chen Ke are really alike..."

Speaking of Chen Ke, you haven't seen him in Xileng since that day, right?He seemed to have something to say to himself that day...

"Chen Ke? What happened to him?"

"Sireng, don't get too close to Chen Ke..." Fang Shuhang seemed to think of something, shook his body, and reminded Sireng.

Probably the last time I saw Chen Ke leaning over and kissing a boy at the door of Starbucks (gay|sex|love|bar), the action was still very intimate and ambiguous.Seeing Fang Shuhang trembling all over, he suddenly felt nauseous and nauseated.

He didn't know why he felt sick at the time, but it was nothing when he saw Sireng and Huaisheng.

"……What's wrong?"

"No, it's okay...Sireng, let me ask you a question..."

"You ask."

Fang Shuhang pulled the dumb hairs on his head, and said this embarrassingly. "...You, are you g, a, y?"

As soon as this sentence was said, Fang Shuhang regretted it.How could it be sirloin?

Hearing Fang Shuhang's question, Xi Leng was a little surprised. He had never considered his sexual orientation. When he was in college, he also had a girlfriend.

"no……"

He is not.

Without Huaisheng, he couldn't be that kind of person.He and Huaisheng are both normal, and both can accept normal love affairs.

Yeah…?

Maybe, maybe not.

Although I have had girlfriends, but that is only in name, in fact, there are more in name only.It seems that the only thing he can accept is Huai Sheng, no matter male or female, the only thing he can accept and love is... Huai Sheng...

"Forget it... Anyway, pretend I didn't say it, don't get too close to Chen Ke..."

Fang Shuhang also knew that he had asked a question that shouldn't be asked, but he didn't want the danger of Sereng to be too deep.He pushed open the door, turned and walked out.

"..."

Sireng didn't care about Fang Shuhang's words, but felt it was strange, because Huaisheng had warned him not to get too close to Chen Ke before.

Suddenly, a rapid ringtone broke Xi Leng's contemplation, and he answered the phone without even looking at it.

"Hello... is this Mr. Sirloin? I'm a waiter at Starbucks..." A boy called with a childish voice, like a high school student.

"I am, what's wrong?" Sireng scratched his head, Starbucks?What the hell, why do you have your own phone?

"Your friend got drunk at our place, and no one pays the bill. I hope you can come over for a while?"

friend?Who?

"friend……?"

"Well, Mr. Chen Ke, do you know him?" he said.

"Okay, I know."

Sereng hung up the phone, hurriedly went downstairs to hail a taxi, and took the car to Starbucks.He might not have seen Huaisheng coming over with a midnight snack.

Afterwards, Huaisheng also stopped a taxi, and followed the car in Xileng.

When he arrived at Starbucks, Sireng saw the person who met him at the door, who was a little taller than him.Seeing Sireng coming, he stepped forward to take him into the bar.

"Where's my friend?"

"Relax in the suite."

"How much did he drink?"

"Three thousand four hundred and seven yuan."

Sireng didn't say anything, and after standing at the door and giving the money to the young man, he went into the suite to look for Chen Ke.

When he entered the suite, he saw Chen Ke sleeping on the ground like mud, and the room smelled heavily of alcohol.Xi Leng bent down and put his hands on his shoulders. Facing Chen Ke who was smelling of alcohol, he couldn't help but curse, "You're really good, there are so many!"

Chen Ke was so drunk that he was unconscious, and when Sireng pulled him out of the Starbucks along the way, he was in a coma.

Suddenly, Chen Ke pulled hard and pushed Xilen into a dark dead end.

"Hey, hey... what are you doing, it hurts, let go." Xi Leng's wrist grasped by Chen Ke was so painful that he couldn't shake it off even if he wanted to.

Chen Ke ignored him, and looked at him affectionately with the cold face in his hands.Perhaps because of the alcohol, Chen Ke looked at Sireng strangely.

"What are you doing..." Sireng didn't like this kind of action, it was very ambiguous, disgusting, and annoying.

"Sireng...I, I like you..." Chen Ke struggled to say this.

As soon as this sentence came out, it seemed that the whole world stood still.Sireng was stunned, what did he say...?He likes me?Just kidding...

"...you're drunk." Xi Leng turned his head away from Chen Ke, Chen Ke lowered his voice and roared, "I'm serious! Sireng! I've liked you since junior high...why did you leave... ...You obviously stayed by my side, why did you leave..."

"..."

"Please...have pity on me, or sympathize with me...please stay by my side..." Chen Ke begged Sireng with a tone almost crying.

"...Is this kind of love really going to be good?" Xi Leng asked, but his eyes were fixed on the person standing outside the alley, he knew that that person might be Huai Sheng.

"Yes."

After Chen Ke finished speaking, the figure standing outside the alley had disappeared.

"I'm sorry, Chen Ke, I just treat you like a Xiong-di." Xi Leng said calmly, he doesn't like flirting, so it's better to end it directly.

Chen Ke smiled wryly, this ending was expected a long time ago, wasn't it?Why does my heart hurt so much?

You said you didn't want to let me know someday

you are so good to him

You said you would understand my loss

You can't get rid of it by tolerance

I thought I just showed up

You and him are talking about breaking up

I thought you stopped expecting him

Don't let him hurt you again

I thought my tenderness could give you the whole universe

I thought I could fill the void in your feelings with all my might

Concentrate on being by your side to make up for all his mistakes

Maybe I was too naive to think that miracles would happen

I thought you'd come to understand eventually

his heart is not with you

I care about you still indifferent

I just thought

I thought my tenderness could give you the whole universe

I thought I could fill the void in your feelings with all my might

Concentrate on being by your side to make up for all his mistakes

Maybe I was too naive to think that miracles would happen

He made your eyes red, but you still smiled and forgave

It turns out that you have already figured out who you want to stay with

I thought I was strong enough but I was disappointed every day

Give me less hope, hope is not a luxury

I thought my tenderness could give you the whole universe

I thought I could fill the void in your feelings with all my might

Concentrate on being by your side to make up for all his mistakes

Maybe I was too naive to think that miracles would happen

He made your eyes red, but you still smiled and forgave

It turns out that you have already figured out who you want to stay with

I thought I was strong enough to lose so hopelessly

Give me less hope, hope is not a luxury