ordered by me

A few days later, the formalities were completed.

Sireng and Fang Shuhang walked out of the bank, both of them felt unprecedentedly relaxed.

Fang Shuhang stretched his waist and breathed a sigh of relief, "Huh, now I can rest for a few days."

"Yeah." Sireng replied.

"I'll be leaving in a few days to accompany Lin Xin." Fang Shuhang grinned, very happy.Because when he went to find Lin Xin by himself yesterday, Lin Xin agreed to let him accompany him to Shanghai.

Xi Leng glanced at him indifferently, smiled slightly, and said nothing.

This is very good, my own xiong-di can be so happy, of course I am also happy for him.

"If I go to Shanghai with Lin Xin... when do you plan to return to the United States?" Fang Shuhang looked at Sereng, who shrugged, but he didn't know.

Is he leaving?Are you willing to leave?

[Where there is Huaisheng, there is a home. 】

Is it still?

Hehe, the more I think about it, the more ironic and ridiculous I feel.

Fang Shuhang felt uncomfortable seeing Sireng like this. The three-year friendship was not for nothing.

Fang Shuhang reached out and patted Xi Leng on the shoulder, "...Sir Leng, did something happen between you and Huai Sheng?"

Xi Leng was taken aback, didn't he hide it well?How would he know?

Xi Leng didn't speak, Fang Shuhang also knew that he probably guessed right.

"...You two keep arguing, I don't want to talk about it anymore. Before, you two were in love with each other, like a desperate Saburo. Now? One is chasing and the other is hiding. Is it necessary? It's not good to be together frankly. Do you have to play sadomasochism?"

"..."

Sireng looked up at the sky, he didn't know what to do, should he tell Huaisheng?Then the two dramatically announce their love affair to the world?Make everyone accept them?Can they withstand these external pressures?

No, even if Huaisheng could do it, he couldn't do it.He couldn't be as magnanimous as Huai Sheng, he had worries about his future, and he had a lot of worries.

He has a family, and the reputation of Huaisheng's parents must also be taken into account. This world will not allow them to be together as easily as in the plot of the novel, and most people will not introduce this kind of relationship.

"That's... not bad."

Yes, this is also very good. Sooner or later, they will have their own lives, and there is no need to drag each other down and get entangled.Sooner or later, they will meet the person they want to protect all their lives...

It's just that it's not me.

"Do you think this is good? It was so difficult for you to be together, so you just gave up? Don't you think it's a pity?"

Fang Shuhang also didn't want to feel depressed and give up like Xiong-di.

"Fang Shuhang..." Xi Leng looked at him, "When I first told you that I like men, did you not accept it?"

Fang Shuhang was startled, but did not deny it.

When I introduced my girlfriend to him [in order not to let Lin Xin be with him], Sireng kept looking for reasons to refuse.Finally one day, under Fang Shuhang's persecution, he revealed his sexual orientation.

Xi Leng smiled wryly, "Not all love can be blessed. Didn't you avoid me at first?... It's fine for me to fall into it myself. There's no need to drag him into the water. It's good for both of us..."

He will have his own life, get married and have children, and have a happy family. Those things, those things, that kind of life... are all that Sireng can't give.

That's fine...

Fang Shuhang shook his head, there was no way, Xi Leng was stubborn, no matter how others persuaded or enlightened him, he would not change his decision.

"Maybe you think this will be good for both of you, but have you ever thought about Huai Sheng's feelings? I think, if I were him, I would definitely not accept your thoughts."

"So it's better if he doesn't know." Xi Leng said indifferently, every time Huaisheng's problems were touched, he would be very sensitive.

"Do you think Huai Sheng is afraid of those rumors?"

"Won't……"

How could he be afraid?

He will not be afraid, the only thing he is afraid of is losing him.

"Then what are you worried about?" Fang Shuhang couldn't figure out what was going on in Xi Leng's mind!

"There are some things that he can't bear if he is not afraid. I know he is not afraid of anything, and it is because of this that I can't tell him...Hang, there is actually a sentence that is quite suitable for me and him, 'No one loses anyone in this world. just can't survive'."

"xiong-di, there is no way to decide the relationship between two people with one person's efforts. Do you think you will not regret it in the future if you do this?"

"Even if you regret it...it's better than ruining him."

Xi Leng lowered his eyes, why doesn't he want to be with Huai Sheng forever?

impossible……

I also want to grow old with you,

When sitting with fingers interlocked and watching the clouds rise and set,

Unfortunately not possible,

unrecognized love,

spurned love,

How dare I invite you to stay together?