Qiao Yan Xiao Yu

The next day, someone knocked on the door early in the morning, and Qiao's mother insisted on asking Qiao Luoyan to open the door. Qiao Luoyan had already guessed who it would be, and got up helplessly to open the door.

The girl standing outside the door was holding a delicately packaged gift box. She seemed a little nervous, but her appearance was exactly as Qiao's mother said, fresh and dignified.

"Hello!" Qiao Luoyan greeted politely, then turned sideways to let the girl in.

"Hi, my name is Wu Yan." The girl's cheeks were slightly red, probably a little shy.

"Hi, my name is Qiao Luoyan."

Qiao's mother stayed in the kitchen for a while, leaving enough time for her son and future wife to get along with each other.Then he came out with a plate of washed fruits.

Mother Wu greeted with a smile: "Hey, Xiao Wu, you are here."

Seeing Mama Qiao coming out, Wu Yan hurriedly got up and bowed slightly to Mama Qiao, then handed the meeting gift in her hand to Mama Qiao: "Hello, Auntie, I really don't know what you like when I visit you for the first time, so I just bought something, I hope you like it. "

Qiao's mother laughed so hard that the corners of her mouth almost cracked to the back of her head. She took Wu Yan's hand and said in a friendly way: "Hey, you are a real kid. It's fine as long as you are here. Why don't you bring any gifts?"

"It should be, it should be."

After the two women chatted for a while, Mother Qiao got up and went into the kitchen to continue preparing lunch. Before she left, she did not forget to ask her son to show his gentlemanly demeanor and take good care of the lady.

Qiao Luoyan had no choice but to chat with Wu Yan.Qiao Luoyan felt that his level of nonsense had seriously declined in the past few years. He used to talk nonsense for most of the day without stopping, but now he really didn't know what to say, and chatting with Wu Yan was often cold.

After lunch, Wu Yan sat for a while and felt a little embarrassed, so she got up and said goodbye.

But before leaving, the gentle eyes that looked at Qiao Luoyan seemed to be able to pinch water out, and Mother Qiao knew that this matter was almost inseparable.

So he poked Qiao Luoyan's waist, "Why don't you give it to someone else?"

"It's okay, auntie, I'll just take the bus when I go out, so there's no need to take the bus." Wu Yan quickly refused, this trick is called playing hard to get.

Qiao Luoyan put on his shoes helplessly: "Let's go, I'll take you to the bus station."

After walking out of the community building.

"you……"

"that……"

The two spoke at the same time, Wu Yan lowered her head in embarrassment, her cheeks began to flush again.

This woman is easily shy.

Reminds him of the little girl who robbed him of Lu Xiao's position in college, Xia Juan?Alas, such distant and insignificant people are not important anymore.

"If you don't mind, can I say it first?" Qiao Luoyan said, he probably knew what Wu Yan wanted to say, if Wu Yan said it, and he said what he wanted to say, it would definitely hurt the girl's self-esteem.

"Hmm..." Wu Yan nodded shyly.

"I'm sorry about this blind date. You are a good girl. I am not worthy of you, and I have no right to harm you."

"What?" Wu Yan was a little shocked, she never thought that Qiao Luoyan would say such a thing.

Qiao Luoyan closed his eyes and pondered for two seconds. After taking two deep breaths, he continued: "I'm really sorry. I had a first love in college. I loved him very much. Four years ago, I separated for some reason. I still think about it. He, although I think it is impossible to be with him in this life, but before I let him go completely, I will not consider falling in love, it is not fair to you, so I am very sorry."

Wu Yan looked at Qiao Luoyan's serious explanation, although she didn't know whether the "he" he was talking about was "he" or "she", but the persistence deep in her eyes was so obvious.

Wu Yan sighed, although she has a good impression of Qiao Luoyan, but as he said, there are other people in her heart, and starting a new relationship is not a fair thing for anyone.Even if Qiao Luoyan is willing, she will refuse.

Wu Yan smiled softly and said: "I really envy your first love, you seem to really love her, I hope you can be together. But if you let her go in the future, then I haven't If you get married, I would also like to try it with you."

Qiao Luoyan was a little shocked, looking at the considerate girl in front of him, he slowly raised his hand, unbuttoned the cuff of his shirt, revealing the old bracelet on his wrist: "If one day, I take off this bracelet , Maybe I really gave up." Sighed and buttoned up again: "Thank you. I also hope that you will find someone who truly loves you as soon as possible."

Wu Yan nodded and waved to Qiao Luoyan: "The bus stop is ahead, you can go back."

Qiao Luoyan returned home with some heavy steps, with a deep tiredness on his face.

What I didn't want to mention for so many years, I just told a stranger like this.

After seeing her son coming back, Mother Qiao's face burst into a smile, and she pulled her son to sit on the sofa together and began to inquire about today's progress: "How is it? You have been away for so long, what did you talk to the girl about?" ?”

"I didn't talk about anything, I just explained it to her."

"Explain what?"

Qiao Luoyan looked at Qiao's mother with firm eyes: "Make it clear, I don't want to talk about feelings recently."

"You..." Qiao's mother stared, obviously a little angry.

This girl, but she is only willing to come to see her if she wants to talk about it. The interaction between the two children just now is pretty good. Thinking about it, it is almost inseparable.Such a good girl put down her face and came here on her own initiative, but she never thought that it was her son who was not happy.

Qiao Luoyan sighed, clenched his palms on his thighs into fists, and mustered up the courage to speak: "Mom, it's not what you think, I've been in love, really."

Hearing what her son said, Qiao's mother's eyes lit up, and the unhappiness just now was forgotten: "When did it happen?"

"When I was a junior."

"It's been so long, and I haven't heard from you. Are we still together now? Take it home someday and show it to mom. Don't worry, as long as it's what you like, mom will never object."

"Mom, you've seen someone else's."

"Oh?" Qiao's mother quickly went through it in her mind. From Qiao Luoyan's junior year to now, she has never seen Qiao Luoyan deal with any girl of the same age. "Is there? Why didn't I?" impression."

"Do you remember? In the summer vacation of my junior year, I brought a classmate back. His name is Lu Xiao."

"Ah, I remember, that child is very likable." Thinking of the fair and well-behaved boy Qiao's mother's eyes became gentle many years ago, Lu Xiao had only played at Qiao's house for less than a week, Qiao's mother was sincere I like this child, but I didn't hear Qiao Luoyan mention it again, so I didn't care about it anymore. "Is your partner Lu Xiao's older sister or younger sister?"

Qiao Luoyan shook his head: "No, it's him."

Qiao's mother was really shocked this time. It took her a long time to understand Qiao Luoyan's simple five words. What does "it's him" mean?

"You mean, you fell in love with that boy?" Mother Qiao was still holding on to the last hope that she had auditory hallucinations.

"En." Qiao Luo nodded solemnly, with no hint of a joke in her eyes, which also broke Qiao's mother's last hope.

"You..." Qiao's mother stood up and slapped Qiao Luoyan on the left side of the face. Qiao's mother was trembling with anger.Her son, whom she had been proud of for so many years, was actually gay and fell in love with a boy. Even if it was a well-behaved and likable boy like Lu Xiao, she couldn't accept it.

"Mom, listen to me." The left side of the face that was slapped was hot and painful. In Qiao Luoyan's memory, this seemed to be the first time she was slapped by Qiao's mother. When she was naughty and beaten when she was a child, Qiao's mother was also thunderous and rainy. It doesn't hurt too much when hit on the body.

"What are you talking about?!" Mother Qiao screamed, "Listen to you talking about your love history? Then do you want me to agree with you? Let me tell you, this is absolutely impossible!!!"

Qiao Luoyan got up and wanted to give Qiao's mother a hug, but Qiao's mother ruthlessly pushed her away: "Get lost! When will you break with Lu Xiao completely, and when will you come back?"

After speaking, Mother Qiao pushed Qiao Luoyan out of the house, locked the door behind her and ran back to the bedroom to cry.

Qiao's mother thought that her son was still in love with Lu Xiao, so she rejected such a good Wu Yan.

Originally, it was a three-day holiday on May [-]st, but because of this, Qiao Luoyan had no choice but to fly back to the company that afternoon.

After staying at home for a whole day, Qiao Luoyan regretted it a little. He shouldn't have conflicts with his family because of a person he would never see again.

But, it's not bad, Qiao Luoyan knew what kind of character her mother was, but she couldn't accept it because it happened so suddenly, and it would be fine if she calmed down after a few days.

I feel a lot better when I say it, and because of this, my mother won't force me to have a girlfriend anymore, so that's pretty good too.

It's been so many years, it's time to let go and start a new life, isn't it?

Thinking about it, Qiao Luoyan called Qiao's mother.

The phone was hung up three times, and for the fourth time, Mother Qiao finally answered.

"Mom..." Qiao Luoyan choked up, "I'm sorry, I..."

"Stupid child..." Qiao's mother's voice was also trembling.

Qiao Luoyan didn't dare to say any more, so he talked on the phone with Qiao's mother silently.

That's right, in this world, which mother doesn't want her son to be happy.Even if his son likes men, so what.If a mother doesn't understand her son, who in this world will stand by her son?

"Mom, I'm sorry, give me some time. Soon, soon I will let go, and then follow your words to find a girl to marry, and then give you a grandson."

"If you don't like that girl, won't getting married hurt others?" Qiao's mother smiled helplessly: "Silly boy, no matter what decision you make, the mother will support you."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." I kept repeating I'm sorry, besides being sorry, Qiao Luoyan didn't know what else to say to her.

After hanging up the phone, Qiao Luoyan touched his cheek, which was a little wet, and actually shed tears.

A long time ago, when Qiao Luoyan finally convinced himself that he really lost Lu Xiao, Qiao Luoyan tried his best to show that nothing happened, isn't it just broken love?Who among today's young people has never lost love when they fall in love?

People who want to jump off a building today because of a broken relationship, crying and getting drunk, can start to pursue new goals alive and kicking tomorrow.

Qiao Luoyan also wanted to be like those people countless times, just be sad for a few days after losing love.

However, as time went by, Qiao Luoyan found that he couldn't do it.It's been four years, and even though there's been no news for these four years, Qiao Luoyan still can't forget that person.

Whenever someone mentioned that name, there would be a tearing pain in Qiao Luoyan's chest.

It turns out that inadvertently, I have loved you so deeply.

Just staring at the incandescent lamp on the ceiling, from dusk to dawn.

The author has something to say: It will be over tomorrow! ! ~(≧▽≦)/~