beautiful heart

Xiaoyue was rushing to the hall, but met Zhou Zi on the way, because Shi Yi usually asked Zhou Zi to talk to her when he needed something, so the two had known each other for a long time, but Zhou Zi still treated her as respectfully as the first time , Let Xiaoyue change from the initial kindness to the current habit.

Hearing that Shi Yi asked her to meet in the gazebo in the back garden, Xiaoyue felt a little abnormal. Usually, Shi Yi asked her to meet in her yard, and it was never an exception. Now that the place was suddenly changed, how could she not be allowed to meet her? Confuse.

Xiaoyue went all the way to the gazebo in the back garden in doubt, and saw a person in the gazebo from a distance, thinking it was Shi Yi who hurriedly walked over happily, but the closer she got to her, the slower she walked, and even stopped at one point, because the gazebo The person with his back to her inside was not wearing the long robe that Shi Yi often wore, nor the official uniform that Shi Yi seldom wore, but a military uniform.

The shiny helmet, the dark green helmet tassel and cloak, and the saber around the waist all show that the person in the gazebo is a great general, but this makes Xiaoyue hesitate, because although Shi Yi has always been It's a general, but she has never seen Shi Yi in a battle uniform, at most he has worn an officer's uniform.

So Xiaoyue was timid, but she looked left and right and didn't see anyone else, so she couldn't help but look at the person in the gazebo a few more times, and when she looked carefully, she found that the person's height and figure were very similar to Shi Yi's. Like, thinking that most men in the inner mansion can't enter, Xiaoyue understood that that person should be Shi Yi, who just walked into the gazebo.

After Shi Yi and Duan Min came out of the study, they each went to the courtyard where they lived. As soon as Shi Yi returned to the courtyard, he asked people to pack up, and he prepared the necessary things and changed clothes. About Xiaoyue.

I thought I would arrive later than Xiaoyue, but Shi Yi didn't see Xiaoyue when he arrived at the gazebo, just as the fish in the pond jumped up, Shi Yi went to the gazebo to look at the fish in the water, and saw them The swim was very happy and carefree, and I thought of myself when I was a child, and I was so happy without worry.

But since the two family changes, these have become her eternal memories, forever out of reach, until she met Xiaoyue, she didn't know that besides family affection, there is also a feeling that makes her heart beat faster and worry about gains and losses called love , let her have other concerns besides revenge.

Shi Yi didn't know whether this was good or bad at first, but Beishan Ding enlightened her in a timely manner, letting her understand that this is a good thing and not a bad thing, because falling in love with someone is neither wrong nor wrong. As Bei Shanding said, "Love doesn't know where it started, and it goes deeper and deeper, it's not a crime, it's the heart."

Shi Yi lost her father since she was a child, and lost her mother when she grew up. Shi Yi was unfortunate, but later she had a good friend Beishan Ding, a foster father, a foster mother and a grandmother, and later she had a lover, and a Lovers of courage, this is luck.

But every time she is with Xiaoyue, Shi Yi still feels like a dream, because she is afraid that Xiaoyue will alienate her after knowing her identity, and even hate her, so she only dares to love but dare not speak out or tell Xiaoyue Moon her secret.

But today she is about to go to war, and she doesn't know whether it's life or death. She can't keep Xiaoyue in the dark. I also have the courage to speak out, but I have to think carefully about how to say it.

Shi Yi was engrossed in his thoughts for a moment, but he didn't realize that Xiaoyue had arrived beside her. She didn't come back to her senses until Xiaoyue patted her on the shoulder. Shi Yi, however, was staring at the fish in the water in a daze. After waiting for a while, she didn't come back to her senses, so she just took a pat.

"...Xiaoyue, you are here" Shi Yi subconsciously wanted to fight back when he was slapped, but when he turned his head and saw Xiaoyue, he quickly put his hand back and said with a smile.

"I'm so engrossed in my thoughts, I didn't even realize I was here." Although Shi Yi's movements were fast, Xiaoyue's eyesight was not bad, but she didn't mind, because it was just an instinctive reaction of a martial arts practitioner.

Shi Yi didn't know how to answer for a while, so he quickly said something else to change the subject, and after helping Xiaoyue to sit down, he asked someone to bring the food. Xiaoyue hadn't eaten yet, and neither had she, so they happened to have a meal together. It is really good to practice it for yourself and have a beautiful woman to accompany you.

This is the first time for the two of them to eat alone, which makes Shi Yi very excited and nervous. Compared with her, Xiaoyue is much simpler. Apart from being happy or happy, the first time eating alone is still in such a beautiful scenery, which makes Xiaoyue feel happy. Great, I am also touched by Shi Yi's hard work.

During the banquet, the atmosphere was harmonious and harmonious, and the two couldn't help but drink two glasses. They wanted to drink more, but considering that it was only morning and there were important things to do later, Shi Yi didn't dare to drink more Seeing Xiaoyue so happy, she hesitated.

But thinking of the decision just now, thinking of saying it sooner or later, thinking of his imminent departure, Shi Yi had no choice but to be ruthless, for Xiaoyue's own good as well as for Xiaoyue's own good. It will be reluctant, but she will silently watch her behind her and love her.

"By the way, why are you dressed like this today?" Xiaoyue suddenly thought of the initial doubts and asked. Although Shi Yi looks very mighty, she still likes Shi Yi who is a little bookish and a little silly.

"The battle situation in Shuzhou is urgent. Beishan has sent me to lead the army. How can the generals who are going on the expedition not wear armor?" Shi Yi, who was about to tell the secret, didn't expect Xiaoyue to ask this now, but he still answered truthfully.

"What? There are so many generals in Dongzhou, how could they send you there? I want to go to the princess, and I can't say anything to send you." Yi stopped.

"Xiaoyue, I don't need to go to the princess, I voluntarily." Although Beishan never asked her, she did go there voluntarily, because she had learned the art of war and martial arts for so long and was looking forward to trying it on the battlefield. Now that she finally had such an opportunity, how could she let it go.

Unexpectedly, this was the case, Xiaoyue had to sit down again, the smile and joy on her face had long been replaced by sadness and pain, she couldn't figure it out, now that the North Kingdom has dispatched troops, the situation in Shuzhou is very dangerous, at this time Pai Shi Isn't it because Yi went to the tiger's mouth, how could she not feel sad.

Seeing Xiaoyue's expression, Shi Yi guessed what Xiaoyue was worried about, quickly comforted her, and patted her chest to ensure that she would come back safely. Seeing that Shi Yi was full of confidence, Xiaoyue couldn't bear her to go out I still worried about myself in the future, so I had to pretend to believe her words and stop being sad.

"It's a long way to go, you must not have time to pack your luggage, I'll help you pack your luggage right away." Xiaoyue said and left again. She was really worried that Shi Yi would not pack her luggage, and neither would others. rest assured.

"Xiaoyue, they can do these small things, and I have already checked, and everything is in order, please sit down, I have something to tell you." How could Shi Yi let Xiaoyue leave at this time? I want to say it.

Seeing Shi Yi's serious expression for the first time, Xiaoyue had to sit down again. Since Shi Yi invited her to the back garden today, she felt strange. Later, when she heard that she was going to go to war, she was even more worried. Now She is so serious, Xiaoyue doesn't know what Shi Yi is going to say next, but she knows it must be very important, otherwise Shi Yi would never be like this.

"Xiaoyue, you just need to answer what I say next, don't worry about whether it's auspicious or not, okay?" As long as Shi Yi said something unlucky, Xiaoyue would definitely say it, knowing that she was worried about herself, But this is not what they want now, so Shi Yi made the request first.

"...Okay..." I don't know why Shi Yi said this, but Xiaoyue agreed after thinking about it.

"If I was disfigured on the battlefield and turned into an ugly monster when I came back, would you still like me?" Shi Yi asked confidently.

"Yes" Xiaoyue replied without thinking, still a little angry in her heart that Shi Yi didn't believe in herself, if she was really that kind of person, she would scold herself to death without Shi Yi or others talking about her.

"Then if I become a useless person after returning from the battlefield, will you still like me?" Shi Yi still asked confidently.

"Yes, because it's you!" Not someone else.

"Then if one day I become a monster, will you still be able to stick to it?" Shi Yi asked with some confidence, because there are still many stories about ghosts, gods and monsters in this world, and they have heard many stories since they were young. But the result of monsters and people has always been a tragedy.

"...Yes, because it's still you" Thinking that the ending of people and monsters has always been a tragedy, Xiaoyue hesitated. She was not afraid that Shi Yi was a monster, because there are good and bad monsters. She was afraid of dragging Shi Yi down, but when she thought of Shi Yi She felt safe again just by her side.

Seeing Xiaoyue's hesitation, Shi Yi's heart ached like twists and turns. It is common sense to become ugly and disabled in this troubled world, and it was within her expectation that Xiaoyue would answer like that, but if it went beyond common sense, it would be very different, so She just said this assumption that is far beyond common sense.

The heartbroken Shi Yi was no longer hopeful, but just when she was about to give up and retreat behind the scenes, Xiaoyue said the above words, which made her unbelievable for a while, until Xiaoyue repeated it again. ecstatic.

Shi Yi thought: At that moment just now, I seemed to have arrived in the underworld, with no blood, no temperature, and only a body, but now I seem to see my parents, even happier than seeing my parents. Your answer makes me desperate, and I just want to accept it. You can answer in the same way, so I am willing to spend my whole life loving you.

"Xiaoyue,... I am a woman!" I thought I was brave enough, but when I said it, it still became a broken sentence.

"What did you say?" Xiaoyue was shocked, so Shi Yi had to repeat it again. Hearing that sentence again made Xiaoyue very annoyed, "You liar!", Xiaoyue wanted to slap the person opposite. In the end, he still couldn't do anything, so he had to walk away.

"Xiaoyue, I didn't lie to you, I never did, I have always liked you, always you, Xiaoyue" I was ready to accept that slap, but I didn't wait until I opened my eyes. Seeing that Xiaoyue had left the gazebo, Shi Yi hurriedly shouted.

Seeing Xiaoyue leave without looking back, Shi Yi's heart was pierced like a knife. His sadness could only be turned into silent rain and tears, and the blurry scene in front of him could only be replaced by darkness. Missed the moment Xiaoyue stopped.

Xiaoyue went all the way to the outside of the garden before seeing anyone. She finally understood why the garden was so quiet, and why the gazebo was so quiet. There was no one else except when the food was served. It turned out that it was because of the secret. The secret that made her almost hit Shi Yi.

After Beishan Ding and Shui Jialing finished their meal, they went to the study room to take the military talisman to the main hall, because Bei Shanding had sent an order to be promoted to the hall before eating, so when Bei Shanding rushed to the back of the main hall, all the civil and military personnel in Dongzhou Already waiting in the hall.

Including Duan Min, who has taken care of her clothes and changed her clothes, Xu Chang has secretly led the army away and naturally she is not there, she will also say in front of everyone that Xu Chang is on leave due to illness, but what makes Beishan Ding strange is that he did not see the protagonist Shi Yi who is going to fight today, Fortunately, she hadn't gone out yet, so she quickly asked Wen Zhong to find Shi Yi.

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