Pei Zixi's Misery Life

When it came time to release the results, the head teacher called Pei Zixi with a livid face and shouted, "What school did you fill in?" Because the head teacher trusted Pei Zixi too much, he didn't check his application form at all, thinking that he would definitely fill in the best university .

Pei Zixi murmured, and hung up the phone on the pretext that someone was looking for him.

Pei Zixi went out with some guilt, and told Ye Wen that she wanted to see the list.Walking out of the house, Chu Jingxia was waiting outside, Pei Zixi tightened his heart, and murmured, "Aren't you abroad, why are you back?"

"Of course you have to come back on the day when you release the rankings," Chu Jingxia said in a rare gentle manner.

Pei Zixi was suddenly frightened and regretful, wondering if he had done something wrong, he suddenly didn't dare to look at the list.

"Anyway, the result is certain, it doesn't matter if you don't watch it, let's go out and play," Pei Zixi wanted to escape this catastrophe.

"How can I do that?" Chu Jingxia frowned, "You have worked so hard, and seeing your name on the red list with your own eyes is a kind of relief and affirmation of your hard work."

Chu Jingxia stopped talking to Pei Zixi, took the lead and got into a car outside.

"You drove the car yourself?" Pei Zixi was a little curious, "I'm not afraid of being stopped by the police."

"I just got my driver's license," Chu Jingxia took out a green book from his pocket and waved it in front of Pei Zixi.

Pei Zixi took it over and looked enviously at Chu Jingxia's name on it.

As he got closer to the school, Pei Zixi's heart became more and more tense, and he had the urge to run away.Why do I feel sorry for him? This is too strange, Pei Zixi tried to comfort himself, I was right to do so.

The car stopped and walked towards the place where the red list was posted in the school. There was a crowd of people around, and the two of them greeted each other.

Standing outside the crowd, when Chu Jingxia found Pei Zixi's name, her face turned livid, she rushed up and tore off the red list, held the red list in her hand, and looked at Pei Zixi angrily, "How did you come back? Tell me."

Pei Zixi looked away guiltily, "Probably because of my poor grades, I was not admitted by my first choice."

The people next to him were all watching the fun, everyone knew that because Chu Jingxia did not take the college entrance examination, Pei Zixi won the city's number one in science, and now he said that he was not admitted in his first choice, which is an obvious lie.

Chu Jingxia tore up the red list to pieces, got in the car and left alone.

Pei Zixi stared blankly at the fragments on the ground, feeling that her heart was also broken on the ground.Standing for a while, I ignored the person who greeted him, and walked back stupidly. Shouldn’t I be happy that I didn’t go to a university with him? Why can’t I be happy when I see him angry? Not the result I want.

Pei Zixi took a taxi, and finally reported the address of Chu's house somehow, and went outside the gate of Chu's house, staring inside in a daze.He leaned against the corner, squatted down, and buried his head in his knees.

When Wen Jinshan came back, she was surprised to see Pei Zixi squatting in the corner, and asked him to sit inside. Pei Zixi shook her head and left.

Wen Jinshan came home and knocked on the door of Chu Jingxia's room, "You and Zixi have a conflict? Why is he squatting at the door of the house and not coming in? I let him in, but he left."

Chu Jingxia only replied lightly, "Follow him."

When Pei Zixi returned home, Ye Wen saw Pei Zixi's appearance and was terrified, "What's the matter, did you fail the exam?"

Pei Zixi shook her head, tears were about to fall.

"What's the matter, you are talking," Ye Wen said anxiously, "Did you really fail?"

Pei Zixi shook his head again.

"A bad school?"

Pei Zixi nodded.

"How bad is it?"

Pei Zixi shook his head.

"Forget it, I'll ask myself." Ye Wen called the head teacher, asked the reason, and looked at Pei Zixi with reproach, but seeing his sad look, Ye Wen finally sighed, "Moderate willfulness , everyone can accept it, but being too willful will only make people hate it. The school is not bad, although it is not the best, don't be sad, I admit it." Then he called Pei Dali.

Pei Zixi was lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze. This was the first time he understood that while hurting others, he would also be hurt, perhaps more painful than the hurt person.

Chu Jingxia didn't stay in China for a long time, and flew abroad two days later. She didn't tell Pei Zixi when she left, and she never took the initiative to call Pei Zixi again.

Pei Zixi used to think that Chu Jingxia had a lot of phone calls, and then she didn't talk too much when she called, but she hung up the phone after a few words, but she really felt a deep loss and an inexplicable emptiness without his call , as if nothing could fill this void.

Before this, Pei Zixi didn't know what emptiness felt like.