Rebirth of the slag brother

"After I came back from the UK, I also wanted to understand that you are still so young and my feelings are so dirty, as long as I can accompany you and watch you grow up, I know that my uncle usually does not give you pocket money, so I will study hard and earn money." Scholarship, good grades, jumping a grade, you can come out and start a business earlier, but I didn’t expect to spoil you. But I have no other way, I will feel disgusted when I see you, the more I am like this, the more I can’t help but think I want to make it up to you, but it just keeps getting worse."

Xin An didn't interrupt, and the cousin who listened quietly told his feelings for him in a melancholy and charming voice.

Illusion, feeling that I have returned to before rebirth, watching my cousin sitting in front of my grave with a sad face and not saying a word, it seems that these words are the same as what should be said at that time, and the overlapping of scenes does not have any sense of disobedience .

What was not said at that time, is being said now. At that time, I heard a soft sentence of "I love you", and now I am saying it in a different way.

Every word hit Xin An's heart, and after he had reacted, he found that his eyes were blurred and there were tears on his face. Zhong Tianyu bent his fingers to wipe away the tears that fell from him, and put them in his mouth, with a salty smile. With a sour taste, "Crying? Don't cry, I am most afraid of you crying, you are seventeen."

"Cousin..." I'm actually twenty, okay, but there's no difference, my personality hasn't changed, IQ hasn't changed, except I've grown taller, so it's a failure.Thinking about my cousin's silent efforts for myself, I really failed.

What is rebirth for?Should I just be glad I didn't die?Or are you lucky to be able to live a lifetime of beauty and arrogance under the protection of your cousin?Is this what I have been pursuing?Superficial and vulgar.

Is this the only meaning of rebirth?If it's just that I was lucky and lived again, why did I go back to the past?If it's just to live, you can live with someone else's body, why do you have to go back to the past?Why do you want to hear your cousin's confession after you die?

Xin An thought a lot, did he like his cousin?Dependence and attachment, is this love?

I don't understand, I really don't understand.

His mind was in a mess. Seeing Xin An's unbearable expression, Zhong Tianyu didn't say anything further, "Go to bed early."

"I want to sleep with you." Xin An blurted out.

Zhong Tianyu was taken aback for a moment, then smiled wryly, "Xiao An, I like you, not between brothers, but between lovers. You know that I like you, and you still want to sleep with me?"

"No, cousin." Xin An licked his lips and took a deep breath. "I don't hate you. I have loved you the most since I was a child. I have a deeper affection for you than my parents."

Should I be grateful for such a deep family relationship, or should I laugh at myself?

"Cousin, don't do this."

What do you want to show such a resentful expression!

"Don't worry, I will still spoil and love you as before. You don't have to think too much. I never ask for anything extravagantly. If you feel awkward, I can take you home."

Zhong Tianyu turned and walked away, Xin An stood there unable to move his feet at all, he didn't want to leave his cousin, not at all, just assuming that they would become strangers from now on, Xin An felt like there was a black hole in his heart, non-stop Sucking the blood in the heart, the whole body is cold, and the throbbing pain in the heart tells him that all this is true, if the cousin ignores him from now on. . .No, this is not what I want.

He moved to his room and saw his cousin was making the bed by himself, "One more medicine."

Xin An nodded dully, climbed onto the bed, took off his underwear and lay down, so skilled that he didn't even notice the deep dependence inside.

Seeing his cousin standing there motionless, he remembered, as if, from now on, he should do this kind of thing by himself, "I'm sorry, I'm used to it. What about the medicine? I'll do it myself." He stood up.

Zhong Tianyu felt that he was hopeless, he couldn't hand over the ointment even if he held it in his hand, and his cousin who grew up under his care let him take care of himself from now on, he couldn't do it, he couldn't do it at all.Can't let go.

"I'll come, anyway, I was the one who came before."

In the past, I wasn't shy, and I took everything for granted, but now. . .Xin An blushed completely, and when Zhong Tianyu finished applying the medicine, he looked up and found that his cousin's ears and neck were red, special and cute, as if touching those translucent fluffy ears.

"Okay, good night. Go to bed early."

Zhong Tianyu helped Xin An put on his underwear, covered him with a quilt, and left the room, heaved a sigh of relief, his cousin was really abominable, just took off his underwear in front of him, he really was a child who couldn't grow up.

Without any sleepiness, Xin An looked at the pile of building blocks piled up on the table, got up and sat in front of the table and turned on the lamp, tore open the package, poured the parts on the table, and began to assemble them one by one while looking at the schematic diagram.

It was a long night, he was not the only one who couldn't sleep, and Zhong Tianyu couldn't sleep either. Don't look at his calm face just now, when he went back to the room and thought about what happened just now, he really wanted to slap his mouth. Fortunately, Xin Xiaoan didn't show disdain or panic Eyes, otherwise I will definitely not be able to bear it.Especially when they had developed very well before, don't be too nice about masturbating babies and so on, but they ended up having brain twitches, and that's it.

Only mother is good in this world. Zhong Tianyu picked up the phone and called home no matter what time it was. It was his father Zhong Chen who answered the phone. Obviously, he would wake up when the phone rings, "Hello?"

"Dad, what about my mom?"

Zhongchen looked at his sleeping wife and said to his son, "You remember that you have been weaned for a long time."

"I was impulsive and told Xiaoan that I liked him."

"Oh, then he called you a pervert?"

"No."

"Then ran away?"

"No."

"Ignore you?"

"also not."

"Since there are no worst outcomes, you should be happy. Why are you calling so late?"

"I'm worried. The secret I've kept for so many years has been revealed. I can't bear it if the relationship breaks down or something."

Zhongchen is helpless, it is a tragedy that his son likes a man, but in the end he likes his cousin, who would be killed if he let someone else go. Fortunately, he and Chen Rong are more open-minded, and he is the best parent. up.

"It's not broken. In other words, you have a chance. Since he didn't run or make trouble and didn't call you a pervert, it means that he also has the potential attributes of a pervert. Come on, I'm optimistic about your son. Sleep, bye."

"Hello!" Before Zhong Tianyu could say a word, there was already a busy voice over there.

He rubbed the space between his brows, got up and got out of bed and opened the curtains. Although there was no moon, the room was not so dark, otherwise there would be a sense of guilt stretching into the abyss.Back on the bed to continue making pancakes, he heard the sound of his door being unlocked. He knew that Xin Xiaoan had come in, so he quickly put on a pose and pretended to be asleep.

Xin An couldn't fall asleep after working on two robots from the Hero Factory. He wanted to see his cousin by chance. He sneaked into the house with his bare feet and touched Zhong Tianyu's bed. He squatted beside the bed and looked at his sleeping face.

Zhong Tianyu was very nervous, thinking that he would leave when he saw that he fell asleep, but he didn't expect to stay for a long time. Fortunately, the room was dark, otherwise he would definitely see his trembling eyelashes.

The first time I saw Zhong Tianyu sleeping, my cousin used to watch him sleep.

A rare exchange, the outside of the window is not brighter than the inside of the room, but it is enough for him to take a closer look at Zhong Tianyu.

He has a tall nose, smooth and slightly hard short hair, and a handsome face even in sleep. However, his cousin, who is eight years older than him and only 25 years old, is much more mature than his peers. It's all because of me. Without him, my cousin wouldn't be like this.

"Cousin, are you tired with me?" Xin Xiaoan's voice was very soft, as if he was asking himself.

I knew my cousin would not hear it when he was asleep, and I didn't expect my cousin to answer, but the pain in my heart was real.

If, the heart will hurt.

If so, reluctantly.

If, as long as you say if, you will be inexplicably nervous and afraid of losing.

Do you like this?

"I seem to like you...a little bit." Xin An sat on the ground and lay beside the bed, facing his emotions that were in a mess in his heart for the first time, he whispered softly in Zhong Tianyu's ear.

Zhong Tianyu felt that he had been struck by lightning, beaten by electricity, and stabbed with a knife.

He heard Xin Xiaoan say that he liked it a little.

Just this one thing made him almost cry.Suppressing the emotional breakdown, holding back and wanting to wait until Xin An leaves, but the more anxious Xin An is, the more he will not leave.His body was stiff and his legs were numb. This guy had no intention of getting up and leaving.

After a while, the long breath came out along with the cheerful little snoring, Zhong Tianyu almost ran away, this guy fell asleep like this?How heartless is he? ! !

Narrowing his eyes secretly, seeing Xin An sleeping with his face turned to one side was a struggle.

"Do you know how annoying you are? Do you know how heartless you are? Do you know what liking is?"

Reluctant to let his cousin fall asleep like this, he hugged Xin An to the bed and covered him with a quilt. As soon as he lay down, Xin Xiaoan clung to him and found a comfortable position to continue snoring. I really want to bite off his nose.

When Xin An woke up, he found that he was actually in his cousin's room, and Zhong Tianyu, who was hugging him, turned him over with a word.

"Xiao An, you have to remember that you climbed into my bed on my own initiative in the middle of the night last night."