Xu Xiaoquan's story
Chapter 5
Beside the pillow, I still can't see everything. I don't even know when Xu Xiaoquan met Grandpa Chen. During those days, Xu Xiaoquan must have had a hard time.
☆, "Xu Xiaoquan, I forgive you."
"I leave you in exchange for my father's safety." Xu Xiaoquan continued, "So, Xu Xiaoquan, you left without a word to protect your father."
"Yes."
"Why didn't you tell me that you just abandoned me like this, Xu Xiaoquan, you are so cruel." Chen Han said with a wry smile.
Xu Xiaoquan didn't speak, but held the quilt tightly.
"Xu Xiaoquan, I forgive you." Chen Han hugged Xu Xiaoquan tightly and said.
Xu Xiaoquan said softly
"We still can't be together."
"why?"
Chen Han pressed Xu Xiaoquan under him, looked into Xu Xiaoquan's eyes and asked, "Why?" Chen Han shouted.
"Don't you understand? The price for me to be with you is my dad's freedom, so let's end it like this, okay? We haven't lived well without each other for the past two years?"
"Living well? Xu Xiaoquan, without me, you are living very well, right? If you think living like a walking dead every day is a good life, yes, I am living very well." Chen Han yelled.
Xu Xiaoquan stopped talking, and looked at Chen Han with teary eyes. Chen Han sighed and pressed it to Xu Xiaoquan's ear.
"I'm sorry, I should have guessed the reason why you left me long ago, but after you left, I was so sad that I couldn't think about it anymore. I'm sorry, Xu Xiaoquan, forgive me."
"Obviously I left without saying goodbye, how can I blame you."
"Xu Xiaoquan, trust me, okay, I can handle all this well."
"My dad knows about our relationship."
"what?"
"Your grandfather sent my dad a photo of the two of us. Chen Han, it's not that I don't believe you. If we two are together, it will cause a lot of trouble for the two families. Have you ever thought about it?"
Chen Han stroked Xu Xiaoquan's hair and said softly
"Xu Xiaoquan, good boy, don't think about it anymore, leave it to me, and I will do it well."
"How do you do it?"
"You don't have to worry about that."
"Umm...don't..."
Let the good times last longer.
Xiao Qi sat on the floor with his wet clothes still on, staring intently at the irregular circles coming out of the cigarette butts. He didn't let go until his fingers were burned. It's the same in life. Some things only know how to let go when they hurt.
☆. From now on, I will face the difficulties in life with you.
The next day, Xu Xiaoquan was busy in the study, but his eyelids kept twitching, and he always felt restless. Suddenly, he received a call from Xu's father, "Hey, Dad, what's wrong?"
"You go home,"
"what happened?"
"Come back as soon as possible."
"Ah."
Xu Xiaoquan hurried home without delay.
Xu Xiaoquan went downstairs, and Xu Tianyi was waiting for him downstairs with his dog egg.
"Dad." "Brother."
"Well, good boy, Tianyi, are you back?"
"Well, brother," Xu Tian stepped forward to hug Xu Xiaoquan,
"what happened?"
"Brother, no matter what happens, I will stand by your side,"
"Ah."
"Brother, you go up."
"it is good."
Xu Xiaoquan opened the door and went in. Chen Han's parents and his own parents were there. Chen Han was sitting on the sofa. When he saw Xu Xiaoquan coming, he got up and walked to Xu Xiaoquan's side. However, what happened to Chen Han's face?It's all bleeding, it's all wounds.
"What's wrong with you, Chen Han, why are you covered with injuries on your face, what's the matter?" Xu Xiaoquan frowned and asked, "I'm fine," Chen Han held Xu Xiaoquan's hand tightly, "You." So There were many people there, Xu Xiaoquan hurriedly pushed him away, "It's okay, they all know about it."
"what?"
At this time, Father Chen said Koizumi,
"Early this morning, Chen Han went to his grandfather's house, said something, and sent his grandfather to the hospital in a fit of anger."
Xu Xiaoquan looked at Chen Han, did this person say everything?
"He said that he has that kind of relationship with you, Koizumi, is what he said true."
"It's true!" Since then, there is nothing to hide.
"How could you do such a thing!" Mother Chen cried and said, "I don't think there is anything wrong with it. Since they want to be together, let's be together. It's not a matter of murder and arson." Xu's father said, "Old man, Are you confused?" Mother Xu said.
"I knew about this two years ago." Everyone was stunned.
"Hey, I've been through the gate of hell once. I can see Chen Han's kindness to Koizumi. Isn't that what it's like to live with women?"
"No matter what, I don't agree, Chen Han, don't you feel ashamed when your grandfather sent you to the hospital in anger? If you decide to stay with Koizumi, we will sever the Fu-Zi relationship from now on. , "Father Chen said, and went home angrily.
Mother Chen walked to Xu Xiaoquan's side and knelt down.
"Koizumi, I beg you, please let us off, Chen Han, okay? I kneel down for you, I beg you,"
"Auntie, please don't do this, please." Xu Xiaoquan felt extremely uncomfortable and knelt down in front of Xu's mother.
"Ma Qing, don't do this," Xu's mother said,
"Please, Koizumi, Auntie please."
"Auntie, I'm sorry, I can't live without Chen Han."
When Chen's mother heard what he said, she became furious and slapped Xu Xiaoquan, "Mom, what are you doing?" Chen Han shouted.
"When I hit Koizumi, you feel bad, but what about me and your dad, don't you feel bad? We raised you so much, and you treat us like this?" Mother Chen shouted, "Mom,"
"Don't call me mom, I don't have a son like you," he said, and went home.
The living room was silent, only the sobbing of Xu's mother could be heard. Xu's father accompanied Xu's mother back to the bedroom. Xu Xiaoquan and Chen Han also went to the bedroom. Xu Xiaoquan took out the medicine box and helped Chen Han scratch, "Does it hurt?" ?”
"It doesn't hurt."
"how did you make it?"
"Grandpa can beat it."
"Grandpa is in the hospital, are you okay?"
"fine."
"That's good."
"Does my mother hurt?"
"It doesn't hurt,"
"Sorry, I still didn't protect you well."
This man is so stupid, obviously he was injured, and he said he didn't protect himself, Xu Xiaoquan hugged Chen Han gently, Chen Han put his head on Xu Xiaoquan's shoulder, "Chen Han, no matter what happens, I will will never leave you."
"Ah."
From now on, I will face the difficulties of life together with you.
☆, "How can I be a family with you, it's really sad."
The next day, Chen Han was sitting on the stool at the door of the ward, and Grandma Chen came out of the ward, "Grandma,"
"Chen Han."
"How is grandpa?"
"The doctor just did a check-up, and there's nothing serious."
"Um,"
"Your grandfather doesn't want to see you, so you should go first."
"Okay, what's the matter with grandpa, you should call me anytime."
"kindness."
After watching Chen Han leave, Grandma Chen returned to the ward. Chen Han's parents and Chen Siwen were both there. Chen Han's parents were sitting on the sofa with a painful expression and said nothing. Chen Siwen stood leaning against the corner, playing with his fingernails .
"That bastard is gone?" Grandpa Chen said as he got up
"Let's go, good boy, you insist on beating him like that," said Grandma Chen sitting beside the bed.
"If you don't beat him, you won't change it, but I don't think you will be surprised at all."
"I've been through this kind of thing."
The whole family looked at Grandma Chen, and Father Chen asked in surprise,
"experienced?"
"My cousin's family has five girls, and only my cousin is a boy, the second child. My cousin grew up among women, and he is effeminate.
At that time, a good-looking teacher came to the village. We girls like to hang around him, but he is only good to my cousin, and the two of us are together every day.
One day, the two of them were doing that kind of thing in the cousin's room, and they were caught by the cousin. The uncle and the villagers drove the teacher away.
After that, my cousin was depressed and fell ill not long after. I remember that winter it snowed heavily and the weather was extremely cold. The doctor said that my cousin would not be able to survive the Chinese New Year.
Later, my cousin went to find someone to find the teacher, and asked him to spend the last days with my cousin. Unexpectedly, my cousin survived the Chinese New Year, but not long after the new year, my cousin left .
On the second day after finishing the funeral for my cousin, someone found Mr. Teacher on the grave of my cousin, and he was frozen stiff. I will never forget that scene. He rested his head on the tombstone of his cousin, sitting , and smiled, as if that was enough.I remember that the adults were crying at that time.
Later, my cousin buried them together.
Knowing that Chen Han likes men, I am also surprised, but if he could choose, no one would choose this. I just hope that such a tragedy will not happen to him. "
Mother Chen wiped her tears and said
"Who doesn't want their children to be happy, but is being with a man happy? I don't care, no matter what method I use, I will help Chen Han change."
At this time, Chen Siwen frowned and said
"What happened to my brother, and he told you, is it just to get you to insult him? My family members regard him as a monster, so what about others? Have you ever asked about my brother's difficulties? I How to be a family with you is really sad."
After finishing speaking, he took his schoolbag and left, leaving only the adults, you look at me, I look at you.
☆、"Don't like me anymore, okay?"
As soon as Chen Siwen went out, he ran into Xiao Qi, regardless of whether there was anyone nearby, Chen Siwen hugged Xiao Qi and cried, "What's wrong?"
"Brother Xiao Qi, my brother is so pitiful."
Xiao Qi took Chen Siwen to the park of the hospital, bought a cup of milk tea for Chen Siwen, and bought a cup of coffee for himself.
"My brother likes Brother Koizumi, what's wrong, and what's the difference between liking you and me, why don't they understand?" Chen Siwen complained, "That's how their generation thought, maybe they will understand slowly. "
Chen Siwen glanced at Xiao Qi, listless,
"Brother Xiao Qi."
"Hmm, what's up?"
"My brother and brother Koizumi are together, what do you do?"
Today's day is so good, Xiao Qi covered the sun with his hand,
"I don't know what to do!" Xiao Qi said with a smile, "I confessed my love!"
"what?"
"But it was ignored!"
"Oh, are you sad?" Chen Siwen looked lonely.
"Are you sad? My heart is already riddled with holes, so it's nothing."
"Then why don't you think about it and stay with me." Chen Siwen cheekily asked Xiao Qi and glanced at Chen Siwen, eyes full of guilt.
"I'm sorry, I said that to you last time, you are just a child."
"Everything I do is to be with you."
"Wen Wen, if you like me ten points, then I like Xu Xiaoquan eleven points, so you should be able to understand that I won't fall in love with other people, right?"
"I'm so sad." Chen Siwen covered his chest with tears streaming down his face.
Chen Siwen gently rested his head on Xiao Qi's shoulder.
"I, I have given you the warmth of my whole life, brother Koizumi. It was before, it is now, and it will be in the future. But this world is not perfect. Whatever you want, God will not give you anything, so ah , Wenwen, you have to learn to give up, don't end up covered in bruises like me."
"Why don't you give up?"
"I'm different from you. You're still young. As long as you live a good life, sooner or later someone will show up who knows what's cold and what's hot, and will give you happiness. But I can't give you anything, so don't like me anymore. okay?"
Chen Siwen cried and nodded.
Perhaps, the most beautiful thing is not staying together, but when you miss the past, as long as you think of that person, your heart will be warm, and that's enough.
(Chenchen has something to do these two days. When I come back, I will continue to update. However, it will be over in a few chapters. I am so sad, I don’t want to say goodbye...)
☆, through the storm
Xu Xiaoquan stayed in the study for the past few days, and went to sleep at Chen Han's house at night.
Xu Xiaoquan suffered from insomnia every day, and Chen Han couldn't get better. Xu's father called and said that Xu's mother's attitude was still the same, tough. Xu Xiaoquan had already thought about it, but he felt uncomfortable.
Chen Han went to the hospital every day, and every time Grandpa Chen avoided seeing him.
This afternoon, Chen Han went to work, Xu Xiaoquan was busy in the bookstore, and received a call from Xu's mother.
"Koizumi, your father has been arrested."
Xu Xiaoquan was stunned for a moment, the one who should come still came.
"Mom, don't worry, I'll be home right away."
Xu Xiaoquan called Chen Han on the way, and Chen Han said he would be there soon.
Chen Han's parents were shocked when they heard the news. Xu's father was arrested, so Chen Han's father was also involved.Chen Han's parents hurried to the hospital, and they could only ask Grandpa Chen for help.
When Xu Xiaoquan came home, Xu Tianyi was accompanying Xu's mother, Goudan was frightened, and when he saw Xu Xiaoquan coming back, he ran into Xu Xiaoquan's arms.
"Mom, what's going on?"
"Isn't it because of the incident at the hot pot restaurant? Some policemen came just now and said that your father was reported for tax evasion. Koizumi, we have paid up those evaded taxes. How could someone report it? "
"Mom, don't worry."
"Your father's health is not good, I'm worried what happened to him."
Xu Xiaoquan was also worried, what if he had a heart attack?
At this time, Chen Han came,
"You are here." Xu Xiaoquan said
"kindness."
Chen Han walked over and sat beside Xu Xiaoquan.
"Auntie, uncle should be fine. He will probably come out tomorrow. The lawyer is already on his way."
Xu Xiaoquan looked at Chen Han suspiciously, and Xu's mother looked at Chen Han and asked, "Is it true?"
"It's true, wasn't the tax paid up two years ago? It was made up without anyone noticing, and now someone deliberately framed it."
Chen Han glanced at Xu Xiaoquan, Xu Xiaoquan knew that it must be Grandpa Chen's trick.
"They can't find any evidence. Let me tell you the truth. There are more than one or two people involved in this matter. My dad, and of course the people above my dad. Don't worry, uncle will be safe tomorrow." come out."
"That's good."
"kindness."
"Mom, you go to rest, don't worry." Xu Xiaoquan said, "En."
Xu Tianyi took Goudan to play.
Xu Xiaoquan asked Chen Han softly,
"Is what you said true?"
"Believe me."
When Chen Han's parents rushed to the hospital, Grandpa Chen was drinking tea leisurely.
"Dad, something happened." Father Chen said
"What are you panicking about?"
"Xu Jie has been arrested, and I will be next."
"I sent someone to report it."
"What?" Mother Chen said in surprise
"This is the only way to make Xu Xiaoquan leave us, Chen Han." Grandpa Chen said firmly, "Dad, this time I finally managed to become the director. I can't be delayed because of this matter."
"It's more important for you to be the director or the future of our family Chen Han?" Grandpa Chen reprimanded, "You don't know the truth in this, this is pushing Deputy Mayor Li and me to a dead end. Do you think Deputy Mayor Li Is it clean too? At the beginning, in order to please him, Xu Jie and I gave him a lot of money. This time, it’s time for a new term. How many people are waiting for him to have an accident? Dad, it’s not just me, I’m afraid you It must also be involved, Dad, you are already old, you can't carry a bad place, Dad."
"do not talk."
"Dad, if the two of them are really together, it's not like this can separate them,"
"Dad, Chen Gang is still young, we can't ruin his future." Mother Chen said after a moment of silence when talking about Grandpa Chen
"Go to Director Zhou of the Public Security Bureau and get Xu Jie out."
"Ah."
Father Xu returned home smoothly, and the turmoil was over.
☆, "Chen Han, my mother accepts us."
Xu's father returned home safe and sound. These days, Xu's mother has been thinking about Xu Xiaoquan and Chen Han, and she has lost a lot of weight.
One day, Xu Xiaoquan was busy in the study when he turned around and saw Xu's mother.
"Mom, why are you here?" Xu Xiaoquan was embarrassed to look into Xu's mother's eyes, "I miss you, you haven't come home for many days."
"Mom, sit down,"
"Um,"
Xu Xiaoquan made a cup of milk tea for Xu's mother. Xu Xiaoquan lowered his head nervously, not daring to look at Xu's mother. "How is business?" Xu asked with concern
"Well, it's okay."
"That's good."
"Um,"
"Xiaoquan, is there really no room for reversing that matter?" Mother Xu asked gently. Xu Xiaoquan's heart skipped a beat and he shook his head. I accept that this is impossible,"
"I,"
"Listen to me. Since the two of you can't be separated, I won't treat you as lovers. I will treat you as Xiong-Di who have a good relationship. This is the limit of what I can do."
"Mom," Xu Xiaoquan looked at Mother Xu gratefully.
"Thank you."
"Hey, Mom didn't think about it from your perspective, how difficult it must be for you! Son." Xu's mother said that tears fell down.
"Mom, no, Chen Han is very good to me," Xu Xiaoquan held Mother Xu's hand and comforted, "Well, that's good."
At this moment, Chen Han pushed the door open and came in. Why did this man have another injury on his face.
"Auntie," Chen Han shouted
"What happened to your face!" Mother Xu asked
"It's okay, my grandfather can fight." Chen Han said helplessly
"Why did you hit you again?" Xu Xiaoquan looked at Chen Han distressedly, "It's okay, after all, he is willing to see me."
Mother Xu looked at Chen Han and Koizumi, and felt a little uncomfortable. These two children really had a hard time, so they chatted for a few more words, and then went home.
Back home, Xu Xiaoquan sat on the sofa and rubbed Chen Han's wound. Alas, the corner of his mouth was injured again. I'm afraid he won't be able to open his mouth to eat again.
"Why does grandpa always beat people?" Xu Xiaoquan complained softly.
"He's like that, very grumpy,"
"Chen Han, my mother accepts us."
"is it?"
"Well, she said yes, let's treat it as Xiong-Di who has a good relationship,"
"Great,"
"Well, yes, that's great." Xu Xiaoquan hugged Chen Han tightly and said, "But, what about uncles and aunts?" Xu Xiaoquan stuck to Chen Han's back.
"My parents, and my grandfather, I believe they will understand one day."
"Well, I hope."
Xu Xiaoquan didn't want Chen Han to go to the hospital and bumped into walls again and again. Although he had to be filial, seeing Chen Han's appearance made him feel uncomfortable.
I can't go with Chen Han, I'm afraid Grandpa Chen will get angry again when he sees him, hey, I've been suffocating for the past two days, and my mouth is still foaming.
In the evening, Mother Xu came home and went to Chen Han's parents' house with Father Xu. The four parents sat together. Mother Chen kept crying silently. Mother Xu spoke first, "Old Xu and I have already acquiesced to them."
Chen Han's parents looked at Xu's mother in surprise,
"Since it can't be changed, we won't force it anymore. The two of them can support each other to live, so let's live."
"Hey, why did such a thing happen!" Father Chen said while smoking, "I feel distressed when I look at Chen Han, good boy, because you don't agree, I look haggard all over you, you are born He raised his parents, you can't accept it, can he feel at ease? You should think about it carefully, don't torture the child so badly in the end. "
Father Chen didn't speak, just kept smoking. Father Xu and Mother Xu left, after all, there was no rush.
☆, "I'm leaving."
After more than ten days, Grandpa Chen was discharged from the hospital, and Chen Han went to pick him up. Although Grandpa Chen was still silent, he no longer had the aggressive attitude he had before.
Chen Han goes home every day to see the old man, and the old man doesn't want to see him. Every time, Chen Han just sits and walks away. He goes home from time to time, and his parents don't take care of him. When Chen Han came home, Chen Siwen would pester him and ask him to explain some questions that he didn't understand.
The business of Xu Xiaoquan's bookstore is getting better and better. Most of them are female students, and there are even some students who have been taught by themselves, and now they will be seniors.
This day, Xu Xiaoquan had nothing to do, so he sat on the bay window on the third floor and read a book. Relax your eyes, but you see Xiao Qi's figure wandering at the intersection.
Xiao Qi didn't know how to go in, he really wanted to see how that person was doing now, but he was afraid that he wouldn't want to see him, hey, if I knew it, I shouldn't have confessed, just keep those words in my heart, Forget it, let's go.
Xiao Qi turned around and left. He had just taken two steps when he heard Xu Xiaoquan's voice, "Xiao Qi,"
Xiao Qi froze for a long time before turning around.
"Why don't you come in?"
"I'm afraid you don't want to see me." Xiao Qi said softly.
"No." Xu Xiaoquan said with a smile,
"Let's go." Xu Xiaoquan said.
"it is good."
It was already December, and the sky was slowly getting colder. Xu Xiaoquan and Xiao Qi walked on the school path, the trees were all withered, and it was very bleak, but there were still some red leaves hanging on the trees.
"I..." Xiao Qi spoke first,
"Ah."
"What I said last time was true."
"I know."
"Oh."
"Ah."
Koizumi, I tried my best to be nice to you, I tried my best to accompany you, but I ignored that you don’t need me, and what you need from the beginning to the end is not me.
"Are you and Chen Han out of the closet?" Xiao Qi asked
"Yes."
"How did the parents react?"
"My parents accepted, I am much luckier than Chen Han,"
"Well, take your time."
"Yes."
The two of them stopped talking, and sat down by the lake, Xiao Qi stared at the lake in rapt attention, it was so peaceful, but suddenly a gust of wind came, causing waves to rise.
"Koizumi,"
"Um,"
"I'm leaving."
"Where are you going?" Xu Xiaoquan looked at Xiao Qi and asked.
"Doctor Aid Africa, I have signed up."
"What? It's so far away, why do you want to go?"
"because of you,"
"Me?" Xu Xiaoquan asked suspiciously.
"I can't be by your side, I'm afraid I will miss you. Koizumi, you are like my sun, it is always warm with you, so I want to take you home, so that even if it is dark It can shine on the sun. But, I understand that I was only warmed unintentionally, and you are always willing to be warm, only Chen Han. Right?"
"I'm sorry." Xu Xiaoquan said with his head down.
"It's okay, it's windy, let's go." Xiao Qi said with a smile.
"it is good."
Xiao Qi came here by bus and did not drive. Xu Xiaoquan and Xiao Qi walked to the bus stop. The two of them walked very slowly along the way. This is probably the last time they met.
Xu Xiaoquan suddenly remembered the scene of waiting for the bus with Xiao Qi at the gate of the community that day. It was almost 20 years ago. Xu Xiaoquan couldn't believe it. Sure enough, time can't be kept.
"Xiao Qi, how long are you going?"
"It's probably two or three years."
"Don't forget to email me."
"it is good."
"The car is here."
The No. 201 bus drove over.
"Bon voyage." Xu Xiaoquan patted Xiao Qi's shoulder lightly and said, "En."
Just as Xiao Qi was about to get on the bus, he turned around and hugged Xu Xiaoquan. Xu Xiaoquan was stunned for a moment, and hugged Xiao Qi too.Xiao Qi really didn't want to let go of Xu Xiaoquan, and wanted to keep holding him like that.
Koizumi, I love a lot, I can love many people, but I only have one heart, and I can only pretend to be the next you.
"Take care." Xu Xiaoquan patted Xiao Qi on the back and said.
Xiao Qi said something in Xu Xiaoquan's ear, turned around and got in the car. Xu Xiaoquan didn't hear what Xiao Qi said last, because he said it into his right ear, and Xu Xiaoquan only felt it. his breath.
Seeing the bus going away, Xu Xiaoquan felt a little sad. This world is really unfair. Xiao Qi, I hope you can meet someone who will give you warmth.
Xiao Qi kept looking at Xu Xiaoquan until the car turned and he couldn't see him. A tear fell on his hand, and he even cried.
When people are most sad and panicked, there are no tears. Tears will always flow at the end of the story, at the end of everything!
☆, the daily life of a better life
Xu Xiaoquan came home sullen, Chen Han was cooking, Xu Xiaoquan went to the kitchen and hugged Chen Han.
"What's wrong?" Chen Han asked while chopping vegetables.
Xu Xiaoquan didn't speak, but still hugged Chen Han tightly.
"Xu Xiaoquan, I have to move and go to cook."
"Oh,"
Xu Xiaoquan hasn't let go of his hand yet, he just doesn't want to let go like a scumbag.Chen Han didn't care about him, just like that, Chen Han was hugged by Xu Xiaoquan and finished cooking.
"Xu Xiaoquan, it's time to eat by yourself,"
"No."
Chen Han turned around and hugged Xu Xiaoquan. Xu Xiaoquan pouted and looked at Chen Han with a pitiful expression.
"What aggrieved you?"
"Xiao Qi is gone."
"Where did you go?"
"Are you participating in a medical aid team to Africa?"
"Go so far!"
"Yes."
"Are you sad?" Chen Han asked playfully.
Xu Xiaoquan glared at Chen Han, with an expression of being too lazy to talk to you, and wanted to go back to the bedroom to sleep by himself. "Stop eating?"
"Don't eat, hum."
"Come here, eat." Chen Han said forcefully.
Xu Xiaoquan looked at Chen Han's face, so fierce, he sat obediently at the dining table, picked up his chopsticks and started eating, and Chen Han also sat down.
After a while, Xu Xiaoquan turned on the fault-finding mode again.
"This meat is so hard that you can't bite it. And this dish, what? It's so salty, and the rice is so hard."
"Xu Xiaoquan, get out if you don't eat." Chen Han said angrily, throwing his job bowl on the table.
Xu Xiaoquan glanced at Chen Han secretly, and ate obediently, hum, why are you so fierce?
After eating, Xu Xiaoquan obediently went to wash the dishes, Chen Han leaned against the kitchen door, Xu Xiaoquan cleaned the dishes like a thunderbolt, Chen Han really didn't know what to say, so he walked over.
"Xu Xiaoquan, that's a bowl, not me, this bowl will break if you're not careful, you know?"
"Hmph, I won't brush anymore." Xu Xiaoquan threw the gloves into the sink, turned around and was about to leave.
Chen Han immediately put Xu Xiaoquan in his arms, hugged him tightly, and comforted him, "I know you're sad, but it's not like I'll never see Xiao Qi again. He's gone, maybe I can feel better in my heart."
"kindness."
Xu Xiaoquan knew that even if Xiao Qi stayed, he couldn't give him anything, he could only treat him as a good friend.But as kind as Xu Xiaoquan, he didn't want to watch Xiao Qi leave like this, he could feel Xiao Qi's pain, that man who had always been so strong was just a child in front of him.
However, I can't give you anything.
The next day, Chen Han woke up, Xu Xiaoquan was sleeping soundly, Chen Han had to go to work, so he woke up gently to avoid waking Xu Xiaoquan.
After cooking the porridge and frying two more eggs, I went downstairs to buy a few steamed buns, returned to the bedroom, and began to change clothes.
"Husband," Xu Xiaoquan got out of the bed.
"Woke up,"
"Well, wake up,"
Xu Xiaoquan rubbed his eyes, Chen Han was lying on the edge of the bed, hugging Xu Xiaoquan, "Husband, I will support you, okay, you don't have to go to work,"
"How do you raise me?" Chen Han said with a smile,
"I have a bookstore." Xu Xiaoquan said with a smile
"You're the one being oppressed, so there's no reason for you to be raised."
Chen Han pinched Xu Xiaoquan's nose, Xu Xiaoquan held back his mouth, stopped talking, and stretched out his hand to untie Chen Han's pants. Chen Han looked at Xu Xiaoquan with interest, but he didn't expect him to untie them.
"Xu Xiaoquan, don't touch it, or you won't be able to leave." Chen Han pressed Xu Xiaoquan's hand.
"If you can't go, you can't go."
Xu Xiaoquan didn't care so much and continued to touch Chen Han.
"You!" Chen Han shouted
"What's wrong with me?"
"you wanna die."
After Chen Han finished speaking, he pressed Xu Xiaoquan under him.
"Ugh, I hate it, don't touch it, don't, don't, ah, ah, ah."
On this day, Chen Han, who had never been late for work, was actually late.
In the afternoon, Xu Xiaoquan was cleaning the study. It was Sunday and there were not many students.
After a while, Xu Xiaoquan sat down at the bar to rest after cleaning, and saw the girl walk in. Xu Xiaoquan couldn't help feeling helpless, but he still wanted to greet her with a smile.
This girl's name is Wu Li, and she was a student taught by Xu Xiaoquan. She didn't read the book a few times, but just stared at Xu Xiaoquan. Xiaojuan could tell that she had other thoughts about Xu Xiaoquan.
"Mr. Xu, good,"
"Hello."
Wu Li ordered a cup of coffee, sat on the table closest to the bar, and took out a book to read. In fact, she was not reading a book at all, and her eyes never left Xu Xiaoquan. Xu Xiaoquan was uncomfortable being stared at. third floor.
There were some obscure books on the third floor, almost no one would go to them, Xu Xiaoquan took a book and read it casually, after a while, Wu Li followed, Xu Xiaoquan turned around and wanted to leave when he saw her coming.
"Teacher Xu, why are you avoiding me?" Wu Li asked embarrassedly.
"No."
"Teacher Xu, I,"
"I'm not a teacher anymore, don't call me teacher anymore," Xu Xiaoquan said with a smile, "I still like to call you Teacher Xu."
Xu Xiaoquan nodded and put the book away.
"You read, I won't bother you anymore."
Xu Xiaoquan went downstairs to leave, Wu Li suddenly shouted,
"I like you, Teacher Xu."
Xu Xiaoquan sighed, turned around and said,
"I already have someone I like."
"You're talking nonsense. For such a long time, I haven't seen you dating any woman." Wu Li became more excited as she spoke, and shouted.
"His lover is not a woman, but a man,"
It turned out to be Chen Han's voice, Xu Xiaoquan turned to look at Chen Han with reproach.
Wu Li looked at Xu Xiaoquan in disbelief, Chen Han walked over slowly, hugged Xu Xiaoquan into his arms, and kissed Xu Xiaoquan's mouth, Wu Li looked at this scene in surprise, Xu Xiaoquan shyly pushed away Chen Han.
Wu Li nodded,
"I see." Turning around, he left alone.
Xu Xiaoquan hit Chen Han hard,
"You man, if this news gets out, who will come to my study?"
"So what, I will support you."
Xu Xiaoquan took a look at Chen Han, then went downstairs, and Chen Han followed behind with a smile.
At the entrance of the alley, several girls were waiting for Wu Li. Seeing Wu Li coming, they jumped up anxiously.
"how is everything?"
"Yes, how is it?"
Wu Li looked disappointed, and suddenly became happy.
"They are really a couple," Wu Li said happily
"is it?"
"No way."
"The two kissed in front of my face." Wu Li said excitedly.
"So direct!"
"Yeah, he's so handsome. Well, I've been undercover for so long, and I won the bet. Hurry up, treat those who should eat, and those who should give money will pay."
A few girls, you look at me, and I look at you.
"I have to leave beforehand,"
"By the way, my boyfriend is waiting for me to eat, and I'm leaving too." "I have to go to self-study. I won't accompany you."
Wu Li looked at them angrily and shouted
"Hey, you guys are too rude."
☆, see in-laws
Xu Xiaoquan's business didn't get worse, but got better, and he bought more and more books.
Goudan is in elementary school, and he carries a small schoolbag every day, which really looks like that. Goudan still lives with Xu's father and the others, and Xu Xiaoquan goes back every two days.
Xiao Qi left without asking Xu Xiaoquan to see him off. In fact, Xu Xiaoquan really wanted to know what Xiao Qi said in the end, but he didn't ask, but it seemed that this was not important anymore.
Chen Han has been promoted and became President Chen, with an annual salary of 30, not to mention some other benefits. After Xu Xiaoquan found out, he counted with his fingers. Wow, that's a lot. Sure enough, he was still taken care of. Originally, Chen Han didn't expect Xu Xiaoquan to make money. He was the kind of person who was given 50 by others and could give 100 to others.
It's New Year's Day, Xu Xiaoquan sent the festival to his parents early, but Chen Han was in trouble, afraid that Chen Han would
☆, "Xu Xiaoquan, I forgive you."
"I leave you in exchange for my father's safety." Xu Xiaoquan continued, "So, Xu Xiaoquan, you left without a word to protect your father."
"Yes."
"Why didn't you tell me that you just abandoned me like this, Xu Xiaoquan, you are so cruel." Chen Han said with a wry smile.
Xu Xiaoquan didn't speak, but held the quilt tightly.
"Xu Xiaoquan, I forgive you." Chen Han hugged Xu Xiaoquan tightly and said.
Xu Xiaoquan said softly
"We still can't be together."
"why?"
Chen Han pressed Xu Xiaoquan under him, looked into Xu Xiaoquan's eyes and asked, "Why?" Chen Han shouted.
"Don't you understand? The price for me to be with you is my dad's freedom, so let's end it like this, okay? We haven't lived well without each other for the past two years?"
"Living well? Xu Xiaoquan, without me, you are living very well, right? If you think living like a walking dead every day is a good life, yes, I am living very well." Chen Han yelled.
Xu Xiaoquan stopped talking, and looked at Chen Han with teary eyes. Chen Han sighed and pressed it to Xu Xiaoquan's ear.
"I'm sorry, I should have guessed the reason why you left me long ago, but after you left, I was so sad that I couldn't think about it anymore. I'm sorry, Xu Xiaoquan, forgive me."
"Obviously I left without saying goodbye, how can I blame you."
"Xu Xiaoquan, trust me, okay, I can handle all this well."
"My dad knows about our relationship."
"what?"
"Your grandfather sent my dad a photo of the two of us. Chen Han, it's not that I don't believe you. If we two are together, it will cause a lot of trouble for the two families. Have you ever thought about it?"
Chen Han stroked Xu Xiaoquan's hair and said softly
"Xu Xiaoquan, good boy, don't think about it anymore, leave it to me, and I will do it well."
"How do you do it?"
"You don't have to worry about that."
"Umm...don't..."
Let the good times last longer.
Xiao Qi sat on the floor with his wet clothes still on, staring intently at the irregular circles coming out of the cigarette butts. He didn't let go until his fingers were burned. It's the same in life. Some things only know how to let go when they hurt.
☆. From now on, I will face the difficulties in life with you.
The next day, Xu Xiaoquan was busy in the study, but his eyelids kept twitching, and he always felt restless. Suddenly, he received a call from Xu's father, "Hey, Dad, what's wrong?"
"You go home,"
"what happened?"
"Come back as soon as possible."
"Ah."
Xu Xiaoquan hurried home without delay.
Xu Xiaoquan went downstairs, and Xu Tianyi was waiting for him downstairs with his dog egg.
"Dad." "Brother."
"Well, good boy, Tianyi, are you back?"
"Well, brother," Xu Tian stepped forward to hug Xu Xiaoquan,
"what happened?"
"Brother, no matter what happens, I will stand by your side,"
"Ah."
"Brother, you go up."
"it is good."
Xu Xiaoquan opened the door and went in. Chen Han's parents and his own parents were there. Chen Han was sitting on the sofa. When he saw Xu Xiaoquan coming, he got up and walked to Xu Xiaoquan's side. However, what happened to Chen Han's face?It's all bleeding, it's all wounds.
"What's wrong with you, Chen Han, why are you covered with injuries on your face, what's the matter?" Xu Xiaoquan frowned and asked, "I'm fine," Chen Han held Xu Xiaoquan's hand tightly, "You." So There were many people there, Xu Xiaoquan hurriedly pushed him away, "It's okay, they all know about it."
"what?"
At this time, Father Chen said Koizumi,
"Early this morning, Chen Han went to his grandfather's house, said something, and sent his grandfather to the hospital in a fit of anger."
Xu Xiaoquan looked at Chen Han, did this person say everything?
"He said that he has that kind of relationship with you, Koizumi, is what he said true."
"It's true!" Since then, there is nothing to hide.
"How could you do such a thing!" Mother Chen cried and said, "I don't think there is anything wrong with it. Since they want to be together, let's be together. It's not a matter of murder and arson." Xu's father said, "Old man, Are you confused?" Mother Xu said.
"I knew about this two years ago." Everyone was stunned.
"Hey, I've been through the gate of hell once. I can see Chen Han's kindness to Koizumi. Isn't that what it's like to live with women?"
"No matter what, I don't agree, Chen Han, don't you feel ashamed when your grandfather sent you to the hospital in anger? If you decide to stay with Koizumi, we will sever the Fu-Zi relationship from now on. , "Father Chen said, and went home angrily.
Mother Chen walked to Xu Xiaoquan's side and knelt down.
"Koizumi, I beg you, please let us off, Chen Han, okay? I kneel down for you, I beg you,"
"Auntie, please don't do this, please." Xu Xiaoquan felt extremely uncomfortable and knelt down in front of Xu's mother.
"Ma Qing, don't do this," Xu's mother said,
"Please, Koizumi, Auntie please."
"Auntie, I'm sorry, I can't live without Chen Han."
When Chen's mother heard what he said, she became furious and slapped Xu Xiaoquan, "Mom, what are you doing?" Chen Han shouted.
"When I hit Koizumi, you feel bad, but what about me and your dad, don't you feel bad? We raised you so much, and you treat us like this?" Mother Chen shouted, "Mom,"
"Don't call me mom, I don't have a son like you," he said, and went home.
The living room was silent, only the sobbing of Xu's mother could be heard. Xu's father accompanied Xu's mother back to the bedroom. Xu Xiaoquan and Chen Han also went to the bedroom. Xu Xiaoquan took out the medicine box and helped Chen Han scratch, "Does it hurt?" ?”
"It doesn't hurt."
"how did you make it?"
"Grandpa can beat it."
"Grandpa is in the hospital, are you okay?"
"fine."
"That's good."
"Does my mother hurt?"
"It doesn't hurt,"
"Sorry, I still didn't protect you well."
This man is so stupid, obviously he was injured, and he said he didn't protect himself, Xu Xiaoquan hugged Chen Han gently, Chen Han put his head on Xu Xiaoquan's shoulder, "Chen Han, no matter what happens, I will will never leave you."
"Ah."
From now on, I will face the difficulties of life together with you.
☆, "How can I be a family with you, it's really sad."
The next day, Chen Han was sitting on the stool at the door of the ward, and Grandma Chen came out of the ward, "Grandma,"
"Chen Han."
"How is grandpa?"
"The doctor just did a check-up, and there's nothing serious."
"Um,"
"Your grandfather doesn't want to see you, so you should go first."
"Okay, what's the matter with grandpa, you should call me anytime."
"kindness."
After watching Chen Han leave, Grandma Chen returned to the ward. Chen Han's parents and Chen Siwen were both there. Chen Han's parents were sitting on the sofa with a painful expression and said nothing. Chen Siwen stood leaning against the corner, playing with his fingernails .
"That bastard is gone?" Grandpa Chen said as he got up
"Let's go, good boy, you insist on beating him like that," said Grandma Chen sitting beside the bed.
"If you don't beat him, you won't change it, but I don't think you will be surprised at all."
"I've been through this kind of thing."
The whole family looked at Grandma Chen, and Father Chen asked in surprise,
"experienced?"
"My cousin's family has five girls, and only my cousin is a boy, the second child. My cousin grew up among women, and he is effeminate.
At that time, a good-looking teacher came to the village. We girls like to hang around him, but he is only good to my cousin, and the two of us are together every day.
One day, the two of them were doing that kind of thing in the cousin's room, and they were caught by the cousin. The uncle and the villagers drove the teacher away.
After that, my cousin was depressed and fell ill not long after. I remember that winter it snowed heavily and the weather was extremely cold. The doctor said that my cousin would not be able to survive the Chinese New Year.
Later, my cousin went to find someone to find the teacher, and asked him to spend the last days with my cousin. Unexpectedly, my cousin survived the Chinese New Year, but not long after the new year, my cousin left .
On the second day after finishing the funeral for my cousin, someone found Mr. Teacher on the grave of my cousin, and he was frozen stiff. I will never forget that scene. He rested his head on the tombstone of his cousin, sitting , and smiled, as if that was enough.I remember that the adults were crying at that time.
Later, my cousin buried them together.
Knowing that Chen Han likes men, I am also surprised, but if he could choose, no one would choose this. I just hope that such a tragedy will not happen to him. "
Mother Chen wiped her tears and said
"Who doesn't want their children to be happy, but is being with a man happy? I don't care, no matter what method I use, I will help Chen Han change."
At this time, Chen Siwen frowned and said
"What happened to my brother, and he told you, is it just to get you to insult him? My family members regard him as a monster, so what about others? Have you ever asked about my brother's difficulties? I How to be a family with you is really sad."
After finishing speaking, he took his schoolbag and left, leaving only the adults, you look at me, I look at you.
☆、"Don't like me anymore, okay?"
As soon as Chen Siwen went out, he ran into Xiao Qi, regardless of whether there was anyone nearby, Chen Siwen hugged Xiao Qi and cried, "What's wrong?"
"Brother Xiao Qi, my brother is so pitiful."
Xiao Qi took Chen Siwen to the park of the hospital, bought a cup of milk tea for Chen Siwen, and bought a cup of coffee for himself.
"My brother likes Brother Koizumi, what's wrong, and what's the difference between liking you and me, why don't they understand?" Chen Siwen complained, "That's how their generation thought, maybe they will understand slowly. "
Chen Siwen glanced at Xiao Qi, listless,
"Brother Xiao Qi."
"Hmm, what's up?"
"My brother and brother Koizumi are together, what do you do?"
Today's day is so good, Xiao Qi covered the sun with his hand,
"I don't know what to do!" Xiao Qi said with a smile, "I confessed my love!"
"what?"
"But it was ignored!"
"Oh, are you sad?" Chen Siwen looked lonely.
"Are you sad? My heart is already riddled with holes, so it's nothing."
"Then why don't you think about it and stay with me." Chen Siwen cheekily asked Xiao Qi and glanced at Chen Siwen, eyes full of guilt.
"I'm sorry, I said that to you last time, you are just a child."
"Everything I do is to be with you."
"Wen Wen, if you like me ten points, then I like Xu Xiaoquan eleven points, so you should be able to understand that I won't fall in love with other people, right?"
"I'm so sad." Chen Siwen covered his chest with tears streaming down his face.
Chen Siwen gently rested his head on Xiao Qi's shoulder.
"I, I have given you the warmth of my whole life, brother Koizumi. It was before, it is now, and it will be in the future. But this world is not perfect. Whatever you want, God will not give you anything, so ah , Wenwen, you have to learn to give up, don't end up covered in bruises like me."
"Why don't you give up?"
"I'm different from you. You're still young. As long as you live a good life, sooner or later someone will show up who knows what's cold and what's hot, and will give you happiness. But I can't give you anything, so don't like me anymore. okay?"
Chen Siwen cried and nodded.
Perhaps, the most beautiful thing is not staying together, but when you miss the past, as long as you think of that person, your heart will be warm, and that's enough.
(Chenchen has something to do these two days. When I come back, I will continue to update. However, it will be over in a few chapters. I am so sad, I don’t want to say goodbye...)
☆, through the storm
Xu Xiaoquan stayed in the study for the past few days, and went to sleep at Chen Han's house at night.
Xu Xiaoquan suffered from insomnia every day, and Chen Han couldn't get better. Xu's father called and said that Xu's mother's attitude was still the same, tough. Xu Xiaoquan had already thought about it, but he felt uncomfortable.
Chen Han went to the hospital every day, and every time Grandpa Chen avoided seeing him.
This afternoon, Chen Han went to work, Xu Xiaoquan was busy in the bookstore, and received a call from Xu's mother.
"Koizumi, your father has been arrested."
Xu Xiaoquan was stunned for a moment, the one who should come still came.
"Mom, don't worry, I'll be home right away."
Xu Xiaoquan called Chen Han on the way, and Chen Han said he would be there soon.
Chen Han's parents were shocked when they heard the news. Xu's father was arrested, so Chen Han's father was also involved.Chen Han's parents hurried to the hospital, and they could only ask Grandpa Chen for help.
When Xu Xiaoquan came home, Xu Tianyi was accompanying Xu's mother, Goudan was frightened, and when he saw Xu Xiaoquan coming back, he ran into Xu Xiaoquan's arms.
"Mom, what's going on?"
"Isn't it because of the incident at the hot pot restaurant? Some policemen came just now and said that your father was reported for tax evasion. Koizumi, we have paid up those evaded taxes. How could someone report it? "
"Mom, don't worry."
"Your father's health is not good, I'm worried what happened to him."
Xu Xiaoquan was also worried, what if he had a heart attack?
At this time, Chen Han came,
"You are here." Xu Xiaoquan said
"kindness."
Chen Han walked over and sat beside Xu Xiaoquan.
"Auntie, uncle should be fine. He will probably come out tomorrow. The lawyer is already on his way."
Xu Xiaoquan looked at Chen Han suspiciously, and Xu's mother looked at Chen Han and asked, "Is it true?"
"It's true, wasn't the tax paid up two years ago? It was made up without anyone noticing, and now someone deliberately framed it."
Chen Han glanced at Xu Xiaoquan, Xu Xiaoquan knew that it must be Grandpa Chen's trick.
"They can't find any evidence. Let me tell you the truth. There are more than one or two people involved in this matter. My dad, and of course the people above my dad. Don't worry, uncle will be safe tomorrow." come out."
"That's good."
"kindness."
"Mom, you go to rest, don't worry." Xu Xiaoquan said, "En."
Xu Tianyi took Goudan to play.
Xu Xiaoquan asked Chen Han softly,
"Is what you said true?"
"Believe me."
When Chen Han's parents rushed to the hospital, Grandpa Chen was drinking tea leisurely.
"Dad, something happened." Father Chen said
"What are you panicking about?"
"Xu Jie has been arrested, and I will be next."
"I sent someone to report it."
"What?" Mother Chen said in surprise
"This is the only way to make Xu Xiaoquan leave us, Chen Han." Grandpa Chen said firmly, "Dad, this time I finally managed to become the director. I can't be delayed because of this matter."
"It's more important for you to be the director or the future of our family Chen Han?" Grandpa Chen reprimanded, "You don't know the truth in this, this is pushing Deputy Mayor Li and me to a dead end. Do you think Deputy Mayor Li Is it clean too? At the beginning, in order to please him, Xu Jie and I gave him a lot of money. This time, it’s time for a new term. How many people are waiting for him to have an accident? Dad, it’s not just me, I’m afraid you It must also be involved, Dad, you are already old, you can't carry a bad place, Dad."
"do not talk."
"Dad, if the two of them are really together, it's not like this can separate them,"
"Dad, Chen Gang is still young, we can't ruin his future." Mother Chen said after a moment of silence when talking about Grandpa Chen
"Go to Director Zhou of the Public Security Bureau and get Xu Jie out."
"Ah."
Father Xu returned home smoothly, and the turmoil was over.
☆, "Chen Han, my mother accepts us."
Xu's father returned home safe and sound. These days, Xu's mother has been thinking about Xu Xiaoquan and Chen Han, and she has lost a lot of weight.
One day, Xu Xiaoquan was busy in the study when he turned around and saw Xu's mother.
"Mom, why are you here?" Xu Xiaoquan was embarrassed to look into Xu's mother's eyes, "I miss you, you haven't come home for many days."
"Mom, sit down,"
"Um,"
Xu Xiaoquan made a cup of milk tea for Xu's mother. Xu Xiaoquan lowered his head nervously, not daring to look at Xu's mother. "How is business?" Xu asked with concern
"Well, it's okay."
"That's good."
"Um,"
"Xiaoquan, is there really no room for reversing that matter?" Mother Xu asked gently. Xu Xiaoquan's heart skipped a beat and he shook his head. I accept that this is impossible,"
"I,"
"Listen to me. Since the two of you can't be separated, I won't treat you as lovers. I will treat you as Xiong-Di who have a good relationship. This is the limit of what I can do."
"Mom," Xu Xiaoquan looked at Mother Xu gratefully.
"Thank you."
"Hey, Mom didn't think about it from your perspective, how difficult it must be for you! Son." Xu's mother said that tears fell down.
"Mom, no, Chen Han is very good to me," Xu Xiaoquan held Mother Xu's hand and comforted, "Well, that's good."
At this moment, Chen Han pushed the door open and came in. Why did this man have another injury on his face.
"Auntie," Chen Han shouted
"What happened to your face!" Mother Xu asked
"It's okay, my grandfather can fight." Chen Han said helplessly
"Why did you hit you again?" Xu Xiaoquan looked at Chen Han distressedly, "It's okay, after all, he is willing to see me."
Mother Xu looked at Chen Han and Koizumi, and felt a little uncomfortable. These two children really had a hard time, so they chatted for a few more words, and then went home.
Back home, Xu Xiaoquan sat on the sofa and rubbed Chen Han's wound. Alas, the corner of his mouth was injured again. I'm afraid he won't be able to open his mouth to eat again.
"Why does grandpa always beat people?" Xu Xiaoquan complained softly.
"He's like that, very grumpy,"
"Chen Han, my mother accepts us."
"is it?"
"Well, she said yes, let's treat it as Xiong-Di who has a good relationship,"
"Great,"
"Well, yes, that's great." Xu Xiaoquan hugged Chen Han tightly and said, "But, what about uncles and aunts?" Xu Xiaoquan stuck to Chen Han's back.
"My parents, and my grandfather, I believe they will understand one day."
"Well, I hope."
Xu Xiaoquan didn't want Chen Han to go to the hospital and bumped into walls again and again. Although he had to be filial, seeing Chen Han's appearance made him feel uncomfortable.
I can't go with Chen Han, I'm afraid Grandpa Chen will get angry again when he sees him, hey, I've been suffocating for the past two days, and my mouth is still foaming.
In the evening, Mother Xu came home and went to Chen Han's parents' house with Father Xu. The four parents sat together. Mother Chen kept crying silently. Mother Xu spoke first, "Old Xu and I have already acquiesced to them."
Chen Han's parents looked at Xu's mother in surprise,
"Since it can't be changed, we won't force it anymore. The two of them can support each other to live, so let's live."
"Hey, why did such a thing happen!" Father Chen said while smoking, "I feel distressed when I look at Chen Han, good boy, because you don't agree, I look haggard all over you, you are born He raised his parents, you can't accept it, can he feel at ease? You should think about it carefully, don't torture the child so badly in the end. "
Father Chen didn't speak, just kept smoking. Father Xu and Mother Xu left, after all, there was no rush.
☆, "I'm leaving."
After more than ten days, Grandpa Chen was discharged from the hospital, and Chen Han went to pick him up. Although Grandpa Chen was still silent, he no longer had the aggressive attitude he had before.
Chen Han goes home every day to see the old man, and the old man doesn't want to see him. Every time, Chen Han just sits and walks away. He goes home from time to time, and his parents don't take care of him. When Chen Han came home, Chen Siwen would pester him and ask him to explain some questions that he didn't understand.
The business of Xu Xiaoquan's bookstore is getting better and better. Most of them are female students, and there are even some students who have been taught by themselves, and now they will be seniors.
This day, Xu Xiaoquan had nothing to do, so he sat on the bay window on the third floor and read a book. Relax your eyes, but you see Xiao Qi's figure wandering at the intersection.
Xiao Qi didn't know how to go in, he really wanted to see how that person was doing now, but he was afraid that he wouldn't want to see him, hey, if I knew it, I shouldn't have confessed, just keep those words in my heart, Forget it, let's go.
Xiao Qi turned around and left. He had just taken two steps when he heard Xu Xiaoquan's voice, "Xiao Qi,"
Xiao Qi froze for a long time before turning around.
"Why don't you come in?"
"I'm afraid you don't want to see me." Xiao Qi said softly.
"No." Xu Xiaoquan said with a smile,
"Let's go." Xu Xiaoquan said.
"it is good."
It was already December, and the sky was slowly getting colder. Xu Xiaoquan and Xiao Qi walked on the school path, the trees were all withered, and it was very bleak, but there were still some red leaves hanging on the trees.
"I..." Xiao Qi spoke first,
"Ah."
"What I said last time was true."
"I know."
"Oh."
"Ah."
Koizumi, I tried my best to be nice to you, I tried my best to accompany you, but I ignored that you don’t need me, and what you need from the beginning to the end is not me.
"Are you and Chen Han out of the closet?" Xiao Qi asked
"Yes."
"How did the parents react?"
"My parents accepted, I am much luckier than Chen Han,"
"Well, take your time."
"Yes."
The two of them stopped talking, and sat down by the lake, Xiao Qi stared at the lake in rapt attention, it was so peaceful, but suddenly a gust of wind came, causing waves to rise.
"Koizumi,"
"Um,"
"I'm leaving."
"Where are you going?" Xu Xiaoquan looked at Xiao Qi and asked.
"Doctor Aid Africa, I have signed up."
"What? It's so far away, why do you want to go?"
"because of you,"
"Me?" Xu Xiaoquan asked suspiciously.
"I can't be by your side, I'm afraid I will miss you. Koizumi, you are like my sun, it is always warm with you, so I want to take you home, so that even if it is dark It can shine on the sun. But, I understand that I was only warmed unintentionally, and you are always willing to be warm, only Chen Han. Right?"
"I'm sorry." Xu Xiaoquan said with his head down.
"It's okay, it's windy, let's go." Xiao Qi said with a smile.
"it is good."
Xiao Qi came here by bus and did not drive. Xu Xiaoquan and Xiao Qi walked to the bus stop. The two of them walked very slowly along the way. This is probably the last time they met.
Xu Xiaoquan suddenly remembered the scene of waiting for the bus with Xiao Qi at the gate of the community that day. It was almost 20 years ago. Xu Xiaoquan couldn't believe it. Sure enough, time can't be kept.
"Xiao Qi, how long are you going?"
"It's probably two or three years."
"Don't forget to email me."
"it is good."
"The car is here."
The No. 201 bus drove over.
"Bon voyage." Xu Xiaoquan patted Xiao Qi's shoulder lightly and said, "En."
Just as Xiao Qi was about to get on the bus, he turned around and hugged Xu Xiaoquan. Xu Xiaoquan was stunned for a moment, and hugged Xiao Qi too.Xiao Qi really didn't want to let go of Xu Xiaoquan, and wanted to keep holding him like that.
Koizumi, I love a lot, I can love many people, but I only have one heart, and I can only pretend to be the next you.
"Take care." Xu Xiaoquan patted Xiao Qi on the back and said.
Xiao Qi said something in Xu Xiaoquan's ear, turned around and got in the car. Xu Xiaoquan didn't hear what Xiao Qi said last, because he said it into his right ear, and Xu Xiaoquan only felt it. his breath.
Seeing the bus going away, Xu Xiaoquan felt a little sad. This world is really unfair. Xiao Qi, I hope you can meet someone who will give you warmth.
Xiao Qi kept looking at Xu Xiaoquan until the car turned and he couldn't see him. A tear fell on his hand, and he even cried.
When people are most sad and panicked, there are no tears. Tears will always flow at the end of the story, at the end of everything!
☆, the daily life of a better life
Xu Xiaoquan came home sullen, Chen Han was cooking, Xu Xiaoquan went to the kitchen and hugged Chen Han.
"What's wrong?" Chen Han asked while chopping vegetables.
Xu Xiaoquan didn't speak, but still hugged Chen Han tightly.
"Xu Xiaoquan, I have to move and go to cook."
"Oh,"
Xu Xiaoquan hasn't let go of his hand yet, he just doesn't want to let go like a scumbag.Chen Han didn't care about him, just like that, Chen Han was hugged by Xu Xiaoquan and finished cooking.
"Xu Xiaoquan, it's time to eat by yourself,"
"No."
Chen Han turned around and hugged Xu Xiaoquan. Xu Xiaoquan pouted and looked at Chen Han with a pitiful expression.
"What aggrieved you?"
"Xiao Qi is gone."
"Where did you go?"
"Are you participating in a medical aid team to Africa?"
"Go so far!"
"Yes."
"Are you sad?" Chen Han asked playfully.
Xu Xiaoquan glared at Chen Han, with an expression of being too lazy to talk to you, and wanted to go back to the bedroom to sleep by himself. "Stop eating?"
"Don't eat, hum."
"Come here, eat." Chen Han said forcefully.
Xu Xiaoquan looked at Chen Han's face, so fierce, he sat obediently at the dining table, picked up his chopsticks and started eating, and Chen Han also sat down.
After a while, Xu Xiaoquan turned on the fault-finding mode again.
"This meat is so hard that you can't bite it. And this dish, what? It's so salty, and the rice is so hard."
"Xu Xiaoquan, get out if you don't eat." Chen Han said angrily, throwing his job bowl on the table.
Xu Xiaoquan glanced at Chen Han secretly, and ate obediently, hum, why are you so fierce?
After eating, Xu Xiaoquan obediently went to wash the dishes, Chen Han leaned against the kitchen door, Xu Xiaoquan cleaned the dishes like a thunderbolt, Chen Han really didn't know what to say, so he walked over.
"Xu Xiaoquan, that's a bowl, not me, this bowl will break if you're not careful, you know?"
"Hmph, I won't brush anymore." Xu Xiaoquan threw the gloves into the sink, turned around and was about to leave.
Chen Han immediately put Xu Xiaoquan in his arms, hugged him tightly, and comforted him, "I know you're sad, but it's not like I'll never see Xiao Qi again. He's gone, maybe I can feel better in my heart."
"kindness."
Xu Xiaoquan knew that even if Xiao Qi stayed, he couldn't give him anything, he could only treat him as a good friend.But as kind as Xu Xiaoquan, he didn't want to watch Xiao Qi leave like this, he could feel Xiao Qi's pain, that man who had always been so strong was just a child in front of him.
However, I can't give you anything.
The next day, Chen Han woke up, Xu Xiaoquan was sleeping soundly, Chen Han had to go to work, so he woke up gently to avoid waking Xu Xiaoquan.
After cooking the porridge and frying two more eggs, I went downstairs to buy a few steamed buns, returned to the bedroom, and began to change clothes.
"Husband," Xu Xiaoquan got out of the bed.
"Woke up,"
"Well, wake up,"
Xu Xiaoquan rubbed his eyes, Chen Han was lying on the edge of the bed, hugging Xu Xiaoquan, "Husband, I will support you, okay, you don't have to go to work,"
"How do you raise me?" Chen Han said with a smile,
"I have a bookstore." Xu Xiaoquan said with a smile
"You're the one being oppressed, so there's no reason for you to be raised."
Chen Han pinched Xu Xiaoquan's nose, Xu Xiaoquan held back his mouth, stopped talking, and stretched out his hand to untie Chen Han's pants. Chen Han looked at Xu Xiaoquan with interest, but he didn't expect him to untie them.
"Xu Xiaoquan, don't touch it, or you won't be able to leave." Chen Han pressed Xu Xiaoquan's hand.
"If you can't go, you can't go."
Xu Xiaoquan didn't care so much and continued to touch Chen Han.
"You!" Chen Han shouted
"What's wrong with me?"
"you wanna die."
After Chen Han finished speaking, he pressed Xu Xiaoquan under him.
"Ugh, I hate it, don't touch it, don't, don't, ah, ah, ah."
On this day, Chen Han, who had never been late for work, was actually late.
In the afternoon, Xu Xiaoquan was cleaning the study. It was Sunday and there were not many students.
After a while, Xu Xiaoquan sat down at the bar to rest after cleaning, and saw the girl walk in. Xu Xiaoquan couldn't help feeling helpless, but he still wanted to greet her with a smile.
This girl's name is Wu Li, and she was a student taught by Xu Xiaoquan. She didn't read the book a few times, but just stared at Xu Xiaoquan. Xiaojuan could tell that she had other thoughts about Xu Xiaoquan.
"Mr. Xu, good,"
"Hello."
Wu Li ordered a cup of coffee, sat on the table closest to the bar, and took out a book to read. In fact, she was not reading a book at all, and her eyes never left Xu Xiaoquan. Xu Xiaoquan was uncomfortable being stared at. third floor.
There were some obscure books on the third floor, almost no one would go to them, Xu Xiaoquan took a book and read it casually, after a while, Wu Li followed, Xu Xiaoquan turned around and wanted to leave when he saw her coming.
"Teacher Xu, why are you avoiding me?" Wu Li asked embarrassedly.
"No."
"Teacher Xu, I,"
"I'm not a teacher anymore, don't call me teacher anymore," Xu Xiaoquan said with a smile, "I still like to call you Teacher Xu."
Xu Xiaoquan nodded and put the book away.
"You read, I won't bother you anymore."
Xu Xiaoquan went downstairs to leave, Wu Li suddenly shouted,
"I like you, Teacher Xu."
Xu Xiaoquan sighed, turned around and said,
"I already have someone I like."
"You're talking nonsense. For such a long time, I haven't seen you dating any woman." Wu Li became more excited as she spoke, and shouted.
"His lover is not a woman, but a man,"
It turned out to be Chen Han's voice, Xu Xiaoquan turned to look at Chen Han with reproach.
Wu Li looked at Xu Xiaoquan in disbelief, Chen Han walked over slowly, hugged Xu Xiaoquan into his arms, and kissed Xu Xiaoquan's mouth, Wu Li looked at this scene in surprise, Xu Xiaoquan shyly pushed away Chen Han.
Wu Li nodded,
"I see." Turning around, he left alone.
Xu Xiaoquan hit Chen Han hard,
"You man, if this news gets out, who will come to my study?"
"So what, I will support you."
Xu Xiaoquan took a look at Chen Han, then went downstairs, and Chen Han followed behind with a smile.
At the entrance of the alley, several girls were waiting for Wu Li. Seeing Wu Li coming, they jumped up anxiously.
"how is everything?"
"Yes, how is it?"
Wu Li looked disappointed, and suddenly became happy.
"They are really a couple," Wu Li said happily
"is it?"
"No way."
"The two kissed in front of my face." Wu Li said excitedly.
"So direct!"
"Yeah, he's so handsome. Well, I've been undercover for so long, and I won the bet. Hurry up, treat those who should eat, and those who should give money will pay."
A few girls, you look at me, and I look at you.
"I have to leave beforehand,"
"By the way, my boyfriend is waiting for me to eat, and I'm leaving too." "I have to go to self-study. I won't accompany you."
Wu Li looked at them angrily and shouted
"Hey, you guys are too rude."
☆, see in-laws
Xu Xiaoquan's business didn't get worse, but got better, and he bought more and more books.
Goudan is in elementary school, and he carries a small schoolbag every day, which really looks like that. Goudan still lives with Xu's father and the others, and Xu Xiaoquan goes back every two days.
Xiao Qi left without asking Xu Xiaoquan to see him off. In fact, Xu Xiaoquan really wanted to know what Xiao Qi said in the end, but he didn't ask, but it seemed that this was not important anymore.
Chen Han has been promoted and became President Chen, with an annual salary of 30, not to mention some other benefits. After Xu Xiaoquan found out, he counted with his fingers. Wow, that's a lot. Sure enough, he was still taken care of. Originally, Chen Han didn't expect Xu Xiaoquan to make money. He was the kind of person who was given 50 by others and could give 100 to others.
It's New Year's Day, Xu Xiaoquan sent the festival to his parents early, but Chen Han was in trouble, afraid that Chen Han would
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