Xu Xiaoquan's story

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"Well, soon."

"Don't think too much, Xu Xiaoquan."

"Not at all."

"En. Good boy, go to sleep."

"You can sing to me."

"What are you singing?"

"Just sing 'I Do'."

"Going with you

Soundless and breathless haunting the bottom of my heart

engulf me in silence in a blink of an eye

I can't resist especially at night

I miss you so much I can't breathe

I wish I could run towards you immediately

tell you loudly

willing for you i willing for you

I would like to forget my name for you"

Xu Xiaoquan fell asleep to Chen Han's singing, and slept soundly.The next day "brother, get up."

"kindness."

"Brother, get up."

"kindness."

"elder brother……"

"Xu Tianyi, can you stop quarreling with me?"

"Oh brother..."

"Get up, get up. I'm really afraid of you."

"Good brother."

"Xu Tianyi, get out quickly."

"En." Xu Tian walked away with a fart

Xu Xiaoquan took the mobile phone, and turned it off when it ran out of battery.

While eating breakfast, Xu Xiaoquan listened to Xu's mother nagging.He said that he should study hard and set a good example for Xu Tianyi.Xu Tianyi kept nodding on the sidelines.Xu Xiaoquan found that no matter where he went, he was the one who was nue.

Xu Xiaoquan went to Chen Han's house after breakfast.When Chen Siwen saw Xu Xiaoquan coming, he jumped on him happily.

"Brother Koizumi, hello."

"Wen Wen is good."

"hey-hey."

Chen Han packed his schoolbag, when he heard Xu Xiaoquan coming, he shouted

"Xu Xiaoquan, wait a minute."

"kindness."

Father Chen heard Xu Xiaoquan's voice and came out of the bedroom, "Xiaoquan is here."

"Hello, uncle."

"Well, how does your class feel? Are you still used to it?"

"Well, it's okay."

"If I knew you still had an experimental class, I would have found a relationship to let you and Chen Han be in the same class."

"No, I can't keep up in the experimental class."

"Look at you, you always talk about looking for relationships, and let the children think." Chen's mother blamed, "It's okay, auntie."

"Xiaoquan, your mother hasn't left yet, has she?"

"No."

"Well, it's getting colder. I thought we'd have hot pot together today."

"Okay, okay." Xu Xiaoquan said with a smile

"Eat it, I can't catch up." Father Chen said

"what happened?"

"There is a private party today."

"Drink less."

"It's so verbose."

"It's for your own good too."

Xu Xiaoquan felt that this scene was very familiar. In the past, his mother told his father the same way, but now he doesn't even know where his father is.He walked really cleanly.

Chen Han came out in time and stopped Xu Xiaoquan from thinking.

On the way, Chen Han complained

"You fell asleep before I finished singing yesterday."

"Really?" Xu Xiaoquan said shyly.

"I'm so angry, is my singing so ugly?"

"No, it's just because I'm too sleepy."

"If there is a next time, you will die."

"No, no."

"kindness."

Xu Xiaoquan held onto Chen Han's handlebars and asked Chen Han to lead him away, so that he didn't have to exert himself.Although Chen Han was helpless, he didn't say anything.Who let himself spoil him.

When passing by the alley next to the school, Xu Xiaoquan saw the students who were smoking in the carport that day talking and laughing unscrupulously in the alley.Why do I feel that I yearn for their happiness.

In the second class, the smoking students made noise in the carport again, making Xu Xiaoquan unable to concentrate on listening. Xiao Qi noticed that Xu Xiaoquan was absent-minded, and asked softly, "What's wrong?"

"They're here again."

Xiao Qi looked into the carport, just happened to meet one of them, and they left after a while.Xu Xiaoquan looked at Xiao Qi and said, "Why did they leave?"

"Let's go after smoking."

"Oh."

In fact, Xu Xiaoquan felt that they constituted a strange scene in the school, and it was quite enjoyable to look at them from time to time, like a counterattack against the boring school.

Chen Han came to Xu Xiaoquan's floor to go to the bathroom between classes, Xu Xiaoquan thought it was ridiculous.Followed Chen Han to the toilet, and said while solving the problem, "Is there no toilet in your building?"

"Have."

"Then why did you come to our floor?"

"I want to see you, can't I?"

"Hey, I knew it."

"kindness."

"In the future, if you come during the big breaks, you won't need the small ones."

"Why?"

"I need some personal space."

"What do you want your personal space for?"

"I always want to chat with Xiao Qi or something."

"Then why don't I come to you during the big recess?" Chen Han pulled up the zipper, walked to the sink and said, "Oh, why do I feel such a strong smell of vinegar?"

"Well, I'm jealous."

"Oh, look at how narrow-minded you are."

"Who is narrow-minded." Chen Han and Xu Xiaoquan walked to the back door of Class Ten while talking. "It's just you."

"I am leaving."

"Okay, okay. I'm joking." Xu Xiaoquan hurriedly pulled him back and said, "I'll come to you in the big breaks and leave the small ones to you, okay." Chen Han said with a smile, "I know that Chen Han is the most alright."

"Well, I'm going back. Listen to the class carefully."

"Bye-Bye."

Xiao Qi watched Xu Xiaoquan say goodbye to Chen Han, the moment Xu Xiaoquan turned his head, Xiao Qi lowered his head and continued to read the magazine.

After getting to know the teachers for most of the subjects, the day went by like this.The head teacher said that the children who live in the school have to come to self-study at night.Day school children, but you don't have to come.Xu Xiaoquan and Chen Han decided not to come to study at the same time.Not to mention Xiao Qi.

When Chen Han and Xu Xiaoquan came home at night, Dad Xu was sitting at the table drinking with Dad Chen.

Although Xu Xiaoquan was a little surprised, he didn't say anything. When he came into the kitchen, Mother Chen and Mother Xu were busy cutting vegetables.Xu Xiaoquan didn't know what was going on.Chen Han saw his question and asked his mother, "Mom, why is Uncle Xu here?"

"You kid said, this is home, where can we go if we don't come here?"

"Oh."

After Xu Xiaoquan heard it, he didn't react too much.Chen Han patted him on the shoulder.To show comfort.

Chen Han helped Xu's mother choose vegetables, Xu Xiaoquan watched from the side, and Chen Han glanced at Xu Xiaoquan from time to time.

Chen Han felt that he was getting more and more confused about Xu Xiaoquan. No matter what Xu Xiaoquan thought in his heart when he was a child, he would definitely show it on his face.Like it or hate it, Chen Han will always notice it.But now, slowly, Xu Xiaoquan has learned to hide his feelings.Chen Han felt that going on like this would be very dangerous.

Xu Xiaoquan and Chen Han quickly finished their meal and went to Chen Han's room.There is not much homework to write.

"Xu Xiaoquan, our English teacher is a foreign teacher." Chen Han said, "Is that so? Is it the fat foreigner?"

"Well, very good teacher."

"Fortunately, I'm not in your class. I'm sure I can't understand a word."

"Sometimes he speaks in Chinese."

"Really? Interesting."

"Well, I still have a composition to write."

"Then I'll go to your bed and read magazines."

"Go."

After Chen Han finished his homework, he looked at the bed, and his face was completely changed, "Xu Xiaoquan, you don't have to do this to my bed."

"Oh, who made your bed so comfortable."

"It's not the same as yours."

"How do I feel comfortable with you?"

"illusion."

Chen Han came to lie down next to Xu Xiaoquan, thinking that it was time to talk about something serious, "Xu Xiaoquan, what do you think of your father's return?"

"It's nothing, as long as my mother is willing."

"Really?" Chen Han turned over and looked at Xu Xiaoquan

"Well, I'm fine, actually."

"That's good."

"kindness."

"Xu Xiaoquan, I feel that I am getting more and more confused about you."

"is it?"

"In the past, I always knew what you were thinking. Now, it's difficult."

"No matter what, I am your Xu Xiaoquan."

"Ha ha."

Yes, who won't grow up, who has no secrets, no matter what, as long as that Xu Xiaoquan remains the original one, it's fine.

"Xu Xiaoquan, do you have my mark on you?"

"What do you mean?" Xu Xiaoquan put down the magazine and asked

"What proof do you have that you belong to me?"

"I do not know."

"How about we keep one?"

"what?"

Chen Han turned over and pressed Xu Xiaoquan, Xu Xiaoquan was a little surprised, what is he going to do?

"What are you going to do?"

"What do you say?"

Chen Han approached while talking.Xu Xiaoquan picked up the magazine and covered his face, and Chen Han kissed the face of the model on the cover of the magazine.

"Hahahahaha..."

Xu Xiaoquan pushed Chen Han away, laughed and said

"You...haha..."

"Xu Xiaoquan, come here."

"No."

"Come here." Chen Han said fiercely

Xu Xiaoquan had no choice but to crawl over, but was pushed down by Chen Han again.Xu Xiaoquan said, "Now, isn't it too early?"

"what?"

"I said we were still young."

"Hey, someone's first kiss must have been mine long ago."

"Ah, when did it happen?" Xu Xiaoquan said in surprise

"By the river at grandma's house that year, I kissed you when you fell asleep"

"What? You are like this."

Xu Xiaoquan said angrily

"So now you don't have to be twitchy."

"I……"

Before he finished speaking, Chen Han's lips pressed up

☆, until it becomes two parallel lines, which will never intersect again.

After the long kiss, Xu Xiaoquan's face was blushing, Chen Han got up and took out a box from the desk drawer.

"what is it?"

"Lie down, don't get up."

"I hate it." Even so, she lay down obediently.

Chen Han sat beside Xu Xiaoquan, opened the box, and took out the necklace.

"nice."

A necklace of musical notes, the musical notes are the color of fire, like burning flames.

"Like it?"

"Well. Did you buy it?"

"I bought two, which are exactly the same, but unfortunately there are no couples. Come, I'll bring them for you."

"kindness."

Chen Han helped Xu Xiaoquan put on the necklace,

"Thank you."

"You're welcome."

"hey-hey."

Chen Han lay down next to Xu Xiaoquan.

"Chen Han, it's good to have you here."

"is it?"

"Well. That's great."

Chen Han looked at Xu Xiaoquan and said

"It's good to have you here."

"kindness."

Chen Han hugged Xu Xiaoquan tightly from behind, Xu Xiaoquan liked being hugged like this.I fell asleep after a while.

After a long time, Chen Han helplessly looked at Xu Xiaoquan who was sleeping soundly.Chen Han helped Xu Xiaoquan change into pajamas.He also fell asleep holding Xu Xiaoquan.Before going to bed, he still didn't forget to kiss Xu Xiaoquan's forehead lightly.

I am not satisfied with being by your side in this life. In the next life, no matter where you are, I will find you, just to tell you that I still love you so much.

Unknowingly, the first year of high school has passed.Both Xu Xiaoquan and Chen Han, the sophomores, have grown into adults.

Xu Xiaoquan felt that the first year of high school was just like that.Not many waves.The grades are average, not very good.Chen Han said that there is no need to worry, and he will make up for it after finishing the selection of arts and sciences.Chen Han's grades have been kept in the top 50 of the school.

Father Chen is not very satisfied with Chen Han's grades, Li Qinglan's grades are much better than Chen Han's.Chen Han doesn't like to study hard. Unlike girls, he still memorizes vocabulary between classes, and he often stays in the classroom in physical education class.

What Chen Han was most satisfied with was taking Xu Xiaoquan's physical education class together. What he was most dissatisfied with was that Xu Xiaoquan never played basketball in physical education class, and he couldn't take a shower immediately after playing.Chen Han was very helpless about this.

The relationship between Chen Han and Xiao Qi is still the same.In physical education class, Chen Han's class often played basketball games with Xu Xiaoquan's class. Xu Xiaoquan sometimes felt that this was really difficult for himself.

Each time, the two squads seemed to carry out a massacre.Girls in the class sometimes come to cheer.When Chen Han hits a beautiful ball, Xu Xiaoquan will cheer happily, which attracts the eyes of the girls in the class.

Xiao Qiqiu is as good as Chen Han.The girls in the class are all special to see Xiao Qi, he is handsome, although he doesn't study very well, he has never violated discipline in class, and there is no sign of a bad boy.

Chen Han's annoyance was that every time after physical education class, there would be a bottle of water on the table, even though Xu Xiaoquan would buy water for him every time.Once or twice, Chen Han didn't take it seriously, but it has been like this since the first year of high school, and Chen Han was a little angry.

Xu's father and Xu's mother remarried, Xu Xiaoquan did not express any opinions, but there was a gap between him and Xu's father.It will never be the same again.Xu's father also understands that the harm he has caused Xu Xiaoquan may not be able to make up for it in his life.Just treat Xu Xiaoquan well.

Xu Tianyi has grown a lot taller, children always grow fast, but Chen Siwen's growth is not obvious.Xu Tianyi and Chen Siwen are both primary school students.Chen Siwen already knew the words she wrote in her diary.Just never asked, never mentioned.

Life in high school is dull and boring. Only history class is Xu Xiaoquan's favorite. Xu Xiaoquan can count from the first generation of emperors to the last generation.Can give a complete account of wars, large and small.Xu Xiaoquan often said, "I like history more than I like Chen Han." Every time Chen Han hears it, he finds it funny. He can't be jealous of history.

The seats in the class have been transferred many times, but the seats for the two are still at the end.Xiao Qi felt that this year was his best time, the time he spent with Xu Xiaoquan exceeded the time that Chen Han and Xu Xiaoquan spent together.It's just that the position in Xu Xiaoquan's heart has not changed.Friends only.

Xu Xiaoquan and Xiao Qi often play backgammon after class.Xiao Qi often wins, and Xu Xiaoquan's face is often pasted with a note. When he loses too badly, Xu Xiaoquan will shamelessly tear off the note on his face.

During class, Xiao Qi often reads car magazines.If it's too boring, Xu Xiaoquan will hold the historical encyclopedia and read it.

Later, when Xu Xiaoquan recalled this period of time, he was still very grateful to Xiao Qi, knowing that it is not easy to find a friend who is willing to do so.

It's just that Chen Han doesn't want to recall everything about high school, good or bad, Chen Han doesn't want to think about it again.Because, he almost lost Xu Xiaoquan.Because, that was the time when he was in pain.Xu Xiaoquan also tried to avoid mentioning everything about high school, and he was also afraid to think about it, because they almost missed it.

In those years when we were young and less energetic, we may all have missed some beautiful things.However, I hope we will not miss each other, and we must know that once we miss each other, we will never return to the original point.

Everything changed in the second half of the second semester of high school.

Since Xu Xiaoquan resolutely chose liberal arts, Xu's father once opposed it, and after Chen Han explained his interests to him, he also compromised.

Xiao Qi also chose liberal arts, which surprised Xu Xiaoquan. Xiao Qi said, "It's the same in everything, anyway, it's the last one." 'In this way, Xiao Qi and Xu Xiaoquan are still in the same class, but the head teacher has changed.

In Chen Han's class, only one or two people chose liberal arts, and Chen Han's deskmate chose liberal arts, which surprised Chen Han.Chen Han has never been at the same table because there are few people in the experimental class, and there is no phenomenon of shifting classes.There will still be a bottle of water on Chen Han's table. Chen Han knows that Li Qinglan may have put it there, but he can't ask rashly.

That day, at the end of autumn, was a rare fine weather.In physical education class, Xu Xiaoquan and Xiao Qi came to the playground.Xu Xiaoquan searched for a long time, but did not see Chen Han's shadow.

"Why didn't Chen Han come? Didn't play anymore?" Xiao Qi asked

"I do not know."

"Then I'll go play." Xiao Qi patted Xu Xiaoquan on the shoulder and said, "Well, good."

Chen Han wanted to find the person who gave him water in this class, otherwise he would be suffocated to death by a bottle of water.Otherwise, maybe in tomorrow's newspaper there will be "a so-and-so classmate in the second year of No. [-] Middle School was choked to death by a bottle of water." '

There are not many people in the class, because the weather is good, they all went out to bask in the sun.Chen Han looked at the book.After a while, pretend to go out.

Standing at the back door, Chen Han saw Li Qinglan put water on his table, and shook his head helplessly.

Li Qinglan returned to her seat and sat down, taking a deep breath.At this time, the few remaining people in the class also left the classroom one after another.

Chen Han stood beside Li Qinglan's seat.Li Qinglan looked up at Chen Han in surprise, "In the future, don't do such a thing again."

"I..." Li Qinglan stood up and said weakly

"Hey, it's not good for me if it spreads out, I don't care, it's not good for you."

"I did it voluntarily, I just wanted to..."

"I appreciate you, but I don't want to owe you too much, you know, I can't pay you back."

Just as Chen Han was about to leave after speaking, Li Qinglan grabbed Chen Han and knocked the book off the table.

Chen Han lowered his head to pick up the book, but an old newspaper caught Chen Han's attention.

Chen Han picked it up and looked at it. Isn't this the picture of the performance at the welcome party for freshmen?There is also Li Qinglan's backup dancer.This is the school newspaper for the first month of high school, and he and Li Qinglan are on the front page.Xu Xiaoquan has been thinking about this for a long time.

Chen Han put down the newspaper and wanted to return to his seat.

"Why can't you be nice to me?"

Chen Han turned his head to look at Li Qinglan.Li Qinglan was already in tears.

"I have always liked you so much, and I always hoped that you would look at me more. The only connection between the two of us was the orientation party. I read that newspaper again and again. That was the only time I lived in your world. "

"You are wrong, you were not in my world that time, don't cry. Some things are yours, and there is no way to force them."

"Why, why?

Li Qinglan knelt down with her head in her arms, crying even harder.Chen Han said helplessly, "There is always someone in my heart, and no one can replace it. So, don't waste time on me. If you cried today, don't cry again."

Li Qinglan suddenly felt that all these years of love had disappeared.Tears are like a broken thread.

Chen Han supported Li Qinglan on the seat, and Li Qinglan cried on the table, Chen Han didn't know what to do, those hurtful words were not his intention, but he was afraid that the words would be too vague, Li Qinglan still didn't understand.He didn't want to waste other people's time on himself.

"I'm sorry, I just don't want you to be like this anymore, you will be very tired. Take a break and don't cry."

Chen Han didn't want to stay any longer, what he wanted to do most at this moment was to leave.Just when she was about to leave, Li Qinglan hugged her.

Chen Han froze for a moment, then turned around.It's like the feeling of two people hugging.

Because Xu Xiaoquan couldn't find Chen Han, he wanted to go to Chen Han's class to have a look.This is what I saw.Chen Han and Li Qinglan are hugging.Xu Xiaoquan short-circuited and left quickly.

Chen Han pushed Li Qinglan away and said

"It's not necessary, it's not worth it. One day you'll find someone who loves you."

Li Qinglan looked at Chen Han in pain, and Chen Han's expression was indifferent.Li Qinglan covered her mouth and ran out of the classroom.

Chen Han returned to his seat and looked out the window.I don't know how to describe the mood.

Xu Xiaoquan stumbled back to the classroom, constantly wondering what happened just now.

On the way home, Chen Han felt that Xu Xiaoquan had something to say, but he didn't know how to ask it.

"Xu Xiaoquan, I didn't go to physical education class today."

"know."

"Then what are you doing in gym class?"

"No reason, go back to the classroom and read."

"Really? Seriously."

"Well, what about you?"

"Me, I'm also reading in the classroom."

"is it?"

"Yes what's the matter?"

"No, just asking."

"kindness."

Chen Han thought that if he told Xu Xiaoquan what happened at that time, there would be no subsequent stories.So they won't miss it.

It is best to have no secrets between two people.Otherwise, they will go farther and farther until they form two parallel lines that will never intersect again.

☆. What's your attitude?

Xu Xiaoquan returned home, finished his dinner, and returned to his room to do his homework, unable to calm down.Why did Chen Han lie to himself, why didn't he tell him what happened.Could there be something between Chen Han and Li Qinglan?

Xu Xiaoquan was tormented by these messy thoughts with a headache.Put on your coat and want to go for a walk.Helpless, Xu Tianyi insisted on following, so he had no choice but to take him with him.With Xu Tianyi by his side, at least there are people to talk to, so you don't have to think about it.

Xu Xiaoquan took Xu Tianyi to the nearest bookstore. Xu Tianyi sat on the floor and began to read comics. Xu Xiaoquan wanted to see if there were any new history books, so he walked around casually.

"Xu Xiaoquan?"

Xu Xiaoquan looked up and saw that it was Lin Ziqing,

"What a coincidence." Xu Xiaoquan said

"Yes."

"What are you doing here?"

"I'll find some books to read."

"It's a history book. The whole school will soon know that there is a historical genius like you."

"What kind of genius is there? Isn't history written in Chinese characters? Everyone knows it."

"That's different, wait for me to introduce my brother to you."

"Your brother?"

"Well, bro. Come here."

Xu Xiaoquan looked at the past, why did he look so familiar.

"Brother, this is Xu Xiaoquan from our class. Xu Xiaoquan is my brother, Liu Qiang. Do you think you've seen him before?"

"En." Xu Xiaoquan scratched his head, trying to recall

"It's the one smoking in the carport." Lin Ziqing reminded in a low voice, "Yes, I remember."

It turned out that it was the boss who smoked in the carport.He was dressed in denim, washed white.Hair that is neither short nor long makes people feel evil.

"Do you smoke or not?"

Xu Xiaoquan was taken aback, Lin Ziqing smiled and said

"Brother, can you be normal. This is a bookstore."

"What's wrong with the bookstore? I haven't seen anywhere that says no smoking."

"I really can't stand you. If I knew it earlier, I wouldn't have let you come." Lin Ziqing said helplessly, "It's not that I'm afraid of you getting dark. It's just that I was wrong, it's really unreasonable.

Liu Qiang said while putting the cigarette in his pocket

"Xu Xiaoquan, don't take offense, my brother is like this."

"No, but what kind of brothers and sisters are you? Are you cousin and cousin?"

"No, it's a reorganized family. His mother took him, and my dad took me."

"That's it."

"Boy, don't pay attention to my sister. She is mine." Liu Qiang said threateningly, "I don't." Xu Xiaoquan quickly explained

"What nonsense are you talking about? It's really disgusting." Lin Ziqing stared at Liu Qiang and said, "It was." Liu Qiang had an aggrieved expression.

"Stop talking nonsense with you, I'm going to read a book."

After Lin Ziqing left, Xu Xiaoquan felt awkward being with Liu Qiang and wanted to leave, but Liu Qiang grabbed him by the collar and grabbed him back.

"Come on, let's find a place to smoke."

"what?"

Before Xu Xiaoquan could react, he was dragged away by Liu Qiang.Xu Xiaoquan hurriedly said, "Wait, my brother is still here, I'll hand him over to Lin Ziqing before I leave with you, that's fine."

"kindness."

Xu Xiaoquan hurriedly gave Xu Tianyi to Lin Ziqing. Lin Ziqing liked Xu Tianyi when he saw him. This kid is really cute.

Xu Xiaoquan followed Liu Qiang into a dark alley, Liu Qiang handed Xu Xiaoquan a cigarette, Xu Xiaoquan shook his head and said, "I can't."

"How can a man not smoke. Come, try."

Xu Xiaoquan took the cigarette, lit it, put it in his mouth and choked on it, Liu Qiang laughed and laughed, "Hahaha, you are so funny."

"Cough, cough, what, what is there to smoke. Cough, cough."

"Smoke can make people forget their troubles. It can make people free."

"is it?"

Xu Xiaoquan took a few more puffs, and looking at the smoke rings he exhaled, Xu Xiaoquan felt that the smoke might really have a liberating effect.

Liu Qiang said

"Why, you have something to worry about too?"

"have it."

"tell me the story."

"Nothing to say, secret."

"Hey, everyone has secrets."

"What about you? Do you have troubles too?"

"Yes, my sister, I like her, and you know we are brother and sister."

Xu Xiaoquan felt that what Liu Qiang said was understatement, but he was not very calm when he heard it.

"Although you are not related by blood, you are still brothers and sisters according to the law. How can you be together."

Liu Qiang gave Xu Xiaoquan a supercilious look and said

"Why can't we be together, why can't we be together." Liu Qiang squatted in the corner after speaking.

"Look at how well you are now. If you tell your parents about this, maybe you won't be able to see the sun tomorrow."

"Hey, this world can't be saved."

Liu Qiang took a deep breath of the cigarette,

"Did you see me smoking in the carport and think I'm a jerk?"

"No, I feel that you are living a carefree life. You don't have to worry about failing the exam, and you don't have to worry about the future college entrance examination."

"You child, you don't understand how hard an adult feels."

"Tch, aren't you just a year older than me?"

"Well, let me tell you, the third year of high school is really hard. I don't want to be like a fool, studying and studying your sister."

"Isn't that also impossible?"

Liu Qiang stopped talking and sucked one after another.Xu Xiaoquan just sucked and played, Liu Qiang handed over another one.Xu Xiaoquan hesitated for a moment, but took it anyway.

On that day, Xu Xiaoquan felt that this was the starting point of degeneration, and he didn't want anyone, maybe he had such a talent in his bones.

After a while, Xu Xiaoquan took Xu Tianyi home. Before leaving, Liu Qiang did not forget to tell Xu Xiaoquan, "I'll talk to you about my life when I have time."

"Okay." Xu Xiaoquan agreed with a funny face

People of this generation are living too well, they don't know what suffering, so they squander their youth vigorously.When youth is gone, I realize that it is so short.

When Xu Xiaoquan came home, he pushed open the door, and Chen Han was waiting for him in the room, "Where have you been? You didn't bring your mobile phone?"

"Xu Tianyi and I went to the bookstore."

"Why don't you take me with you?"

Xu Xiaoquan felt that Chen Han was here to find fault, so fierce.

"Aren't you busy studying?"

"When did I get busy studying?"

"Okay, it's not a big deal. Why are you doing this?"

"What's the difference between a mobile phone and a phone? Do you know? You can carry a mobile phone with you at any time, otherwise why do you need a mobile phone. In the future, you must take your mobile phone with you when you go out. Do you hear me?"

"Got it. I'm so tired and want to sleep."

Xu Xiaoquan lay on the bed, Chen Han looked at Xu Xiaoquan and said

"I don't know what I'm busy with all day, and I'm tired every now and then."

"Why are you like my mother?" Xu Xiaoquan said impatiently, "Why are you so impatient. I still don't care about you."

"Thank you for your kindness. I am very tired now and want to sleep. Can you go back to the palace?"

"What's your attitude?"

Chen Han was really angry, and he was in a bad mood today.Not to mention Xu Xiaoquan.

"That's my attitude, what's the matter, just leave before I wait to see you, and I didn't let you stay."

Chen Han was furious, stared at Xu Xiaoquan and said

"Xu Xiaoquan, are you looking for a chipper?"

"I'm not that busy."

"Yes, I am free. I have nothing to worry about you. I am sick. Xu Xiaoquan, you can do it. You are amazing. I'll go, let me go."

Chen Han left the room.

Xu Tianyi was washing little feet in the living room.Xu Tianyi was taken aback by the hard closing door.When Xu Tian saw Chen Han, he left his home angrily.I thought to myself, brother and brother Chen Han quarreled again.Brother did something wrong again.

Xu Xiaoquan stared blankly at the ceiling, motionless.I can't remember the last time we had a fight.Is Chen Han still the original Chen Han?still?The scene of him hugging Li Qinglan reappeared in his mind.

Sometimes, we are reluctant to ask because we are afraid of knowing, afraid of knowing things we don't want to know.Afraid of being sad, afraid of being sad, afraid of not being able to bear it.

Xu Xiaoquan didn't remember how he fell asleep, but the next day, Xu Tianyi shook him awake and washed his face.Had some breakfast and left.

When Chen Han went to find Xu Xiaoquan, he had already left.Chen Han was very angry with Xu Xiaoquan's attitude.How can you lose your temper for no reason?Chen Han spent the whole morning in the mood of ignoring him without apologizing.

It happened to be Saturday and there were only morning classes.

At noon, when Xu Xiaoquan was thinking about whether to leave by himself, Chen Han appeared.

Everyone in the classroom left, including Xiao Qi.Xu Xiaoquan lay on the table and ignored Chen Han. Chen Han helplessly shouted outside the classroom, "Can you go?"

Xu Xiaoquan was still lying on his stomach, but Chen Han said again

"If you don't go, I will go."

Xu Xiaoquan still didn't move, Chen Han really had no choice but to spoil him like this.Turned around and left.

Xu Xiaoquan raised his head and saw that Chen Han was gone, he was furious immediately.He slammed his schoolbag on the desk, and after a while, he felt that there was no need for this, so he left too.

Unexpectedly, Chen Han was waiting for him in the carport. Xu Xiaoquan didn't even look at Chen Han, and pushed the car to leave. Chen Han stopped him and said, "What are you angry about? You didn't wait for me this morning, even yesterday I was a little too much, and what you did was not right."

"What did I do wrong, what did I do wrong." Xu Xiaoquan said angrily, "What's wrong with you? You are so angry."

"I am willing."

Xu Xiaoquan left by bicycle.Chen Han felt that he was wronged, and he cared about him yesterday, why is he still angry with that attitude?The more I think about it, the angrier I get, and I don't care about him anymore.

☆, Xu Xiaoquan, do you want to separate from me just like that?

Xu Xiaoquan met Liu Qiang on the way, and said that it was wrong to meet him, because Xu Xiaoquan knew that they liked to make trouble in this alley, so he came here specially.

"Why are you here?" Liu Qiang asked with a smile

"It's annoying, do you have a cigarette?"

Liu Qiang handed Xu Xiaoquan a cigarette. After Xu Xiaoquan lit it, he smoked and said, "Hey, life is so boring."

"Hey, what's wrong with you? Don't you always live carefree?"

"Hey."

Xu Xiaoquan sighed.

"Brother Qiang, let's go, don't forget to sing together at night."

"Don't forget, let's go."

Xu Xiaoquan crouched in the corner, smoking a cigarette.Looking at the entrance of the alley, he met the eyes of a person.

"It's really bad."

"What's wrong with you today?" Liu Qiang asked funny

"Do you know the person who passed by just now?"

"Isn't that talented Li Qinglan? Of course I know."

"I bother."

"How did she offend you?"

"Seduce my man."

Liu Qiang picked out his ears and said

"Can you say that again?"

"It's fine if you don't hear it."

"Wait, what do you call a man? You are a man, so it should be said that you are seducing a woman."

"I like men, can't I?"

"what?"

"It's nothing."

Liu Qiang squatted in the corner like Xu Xiaoquan, looking at Xu Xiaoquan suspiciously, "Are you kidding me?"

"Am I joking?"

"I like my sister, she is a girl anyway. You like boys, there are so many wonders in the world." Liu Qiang took a deep breath on his cigarette.

"I just like it, what can I do. Let me tell you, you are the only one who knows, no one can tell, not even your sister, understand?"

"Don't worry, how can I tell others that I like my sister, you have to keep it a secret. She doesn't know yet, I'm afraid to scare her. "

"know."

"How did you like him?"

"Growing up together since we were young, we have never been separated. Just think, with him by my side, I feel very at ease."

"It's the same feeling my sister gave me."

"I went to find him that day and found that he was hugging Li Qinglan."

"Really? Co-authoring is empathy."

"I don't know, I never dared to ask. The relationship between us has always been stable, and there has never been a third person. Now, suddenly, I am a little at a loss."

"Why don't you ask? Just say a word, and it's over. If he really likes someone else, my buddy will find someone for you, teach him a lesson, and vent your anger."

"That's not what hurts my heart."

"Hey, you are just too stupid. You are a man, and he is also a man. Why are they together? It's normal for him to like women."

"He has been my man all his life, and no one can take him away."

"Hey, ask the world, what is love, just teach life and death."

That day, Xu Xiaoquan chatted with Liu Qiang very late and smoked all the cigarettes on Liu Qiang.Xu Xiaoquan felt sorry and went to the store to buy two more packs.One bag for Liu Qiang, and one bag for myself.When buying cigarettes, the store owner looked at Xu Xiaoquan with contempt, and Xu Xiaoquan suddenly had an urge to kill.Of course, it's just a thought.

When Chen Han returned home, Xu Xiaoquan hadn't returned yet.take out