ten years of love

Diandian's situation is quite special. His parents divorced early.I don't know why, but I didn't explain it to him, so he lived alone for a long time, and the house at home was relatively simple, and the family paid for it to rent for him.It's just that when paying the rent every year, he didn't let him know.

When Wen Yan showed us some questionnaires.Yang Jie stood on the balcony of Diandian's house, and heaved a long sigh.Unsurprisingly, it's pretty much what we expected.

The divorce of the whole family leads to the formation of introverted characters in children.Looking at the room of less than [-] square meters, I suddenly felt that this was a vent, and no matter where I was, I felt a cold feeling on my body.

"I'm going to move in here to stay with him. After this illness, he can't live like this. He will have to walk a long way in the future, and now he is weak. What should I do in the future?"

Since Lu Le distorted Yang Jie's thoughts, he had a new understanding of this society.Everyone can change everything for money, and let go of what they want most in their hearts.When you get the banknotes, you don't care about anything. This is the reality.As for the conjoined people, the most disdainful thing is banknotes.

Perhaps, in this world, banknotes are air, which cannot be lacked, no matter how much it is, it can never be lacked.Because, in order to pursue it, many people keep giving up the things and responsibilities they should have.Just to get it.

Dreams are always beautiful, but pursuits are always painful.

Young master, I think Yang Jie has grown up, and his personality has changed a lot since he got sick.In the past, he would have made cold remarks, and even told us to ignore them, because of these trivial matters.It won't come into his sight at all.On the contrary, when these things happen to him, he himself will behave differently.

After Diandian got sick, she was not in a good mood, her parents were not around, and the school still had to take exams.There is no good environment at all.Therefore, Wen Yan suggested that we take him home, and then we collectively tutor him with his homework. Of course, we also made a condition to ask Yang Jie to cook for us.

After the Bingjie incident, we decided that among the sixteen people, there must be a few of them who must study a school course on time every day and do various exercises.And before the exam comes, predict the exam questions.Strive, every time someone goes out to take the exam, if they don't get the highest score, they must be the first in the class.

After seeing us, Diandian was in a particularly good mood. In his own words, "You are the perfect score on my report card for all subjects."

Yun knows how much pressure we have.

When Yang Jie sent us back to Yi Siam, Dian Dian was brought back to the residence by Wen Yan.Yang Jie walked towards Ran Ran's house unconsciously, and the places he cared about in his heart would always invisibly attract him to walk on that road.

At this moment, Diandian suddenly appeared in front of him.Sometimes, Yang Jie is very confused, are they alone?Or two people, because they are so much alike.

Diandian understood that Yang Jie was different from him, no matter where he came from, he was different.Generally, children of the same age will not make so many good friends, let alone such caring teachers, who, like family members, arrange every place well and always have a smile on their faces.

Looking at them, a little sad.If time can come back, he will also have such a life, even if only for ten years.He would too.

"It's cold, go back quickly. After a while, someone will come to give you an injection. When you go home, I will cook the food. I promise you like it. From now on, I will live with you. Don't worry, everything you have I will be in charge of life. I will never let you worry about it."

Yang Jie put his hands in his pockets, raised his neck, looked into the distance, and said coolly.If he hadn't entered a conjoined body before.He is also a lonely child. When encountering such a thing, he will not help. A child without parents is a child who has lost his ability to fly. No matter what achievements he has made or how much praise he has received, he will not be remembered from the bottom of his heart his.

Because, this world is like this.Parents are the floors standing in the sky.There are many things there, and every child is working hard to climb up, hoping to get those things quickly.

And a child without parents has no purpose.Not to mention the way to go, how to walk, and how to solve difficulties.In the eyes of others, they are pitiful and abandoned.In the eyes of their parents, he's just a human being who has a copy of them.Pay the fee regularly every month, and then find some random reason.Refuse to meet and communicate with them.

Day after day, the life of parents is still so good.But a lonely child will only live in loneliness.Never get out.

"Are you an angel? I think you are all very powerful. You can do everything, and you won't lose your temper. You won't talk about conditions casually. If, when I was sick, you didn't show up. Where would I go? ?”

When leaving the hospital, Diandian looked at somewhere in the sky very seriously.Naively pointed there and asked Wen Yan, "Isn't it beautiful there?"

In an instant, tears appeared in Wen Yan's eyes.What's up?Let such a small child have the desire to yearn for the sky?Is it oppression or the freedom you yearn for?

How to say that?At that moment, Wen Yan hugged Diandian in his arms.Nothing is said, sometimes, a hug can replace a thousand words.So, when you have nothing to say, please give each other a warm embrace.

"Silly boy, I'm your patron saint. Where else are you going to do?"

Yang Jie took the palm that was full of needles from the starting point.Turned around and walked in the direction of home, really, sometimes, memory is a kind of eternity.But reality is a pair of scissors.

When I got home, Dian Dian looked at the house that had been rearranged.Tears were pouring down, and to be honest, we just fiddled with it.I didn't expect it to cause such a big reaction from him.

Diandian is the kind of person who likes very passionate colors.So we filled his room with all kinds of stickers.He also changed his bed sheet into orange, hoping that he would wake up every day.The eyes are full of the color of hope.

We did not move the photos that were hung on the wall. There is a saying that the position on the wall is the same as the position in the heart.Since the photo frame is covered with cloth, we have no reason to replace it.

When he saw the unaltered picture frame on the wall.His face sank, his tears stopped, and his smile faded.In this small room, only the walls are what he cares about.

Life is like this, it is a day to live seriously, and it is also a day to live in a mixed way.As for Diandian, he never took his own life seriously. Perhaps his heart was broken when his parents left home.Therefore, things in life are always sloppy and never taken seriously.

"Dian Dian, you are a big boy. Some things, you can't do whatever you want. Everyone has their own way of life. Since others don't want you to join their lives, then you can live your own life well. .”

Yang Jie, standing behind Dian Dian, understands the pain in his heart. For a person who can’t even say goodbye, all he is left with is infinite pain and waiting. Every night, he always hopes that when the light is on, someone he is familiar with will walk in. .Talk to him with a smile.Every time at noon, he opened the door and came home, hoping to see someone at the table, pointing to the hot rice on the table and talking to him.

More often, he is willing to look at a drunk person.Stay in the room every day.There is zero communication with each other every day.Doing nothing, just listening to the other person's breathing, making him feel that he is not the only one in this family.

When hope fails, it is a huge pain for Diandian.No one wants to be hurt, unfortunately, this is how life treats him.

"Yang Jie, do you know what photo is here?"

"Family portrait!"

In the hearts of children, family photos are the most precious.Regardless of the appearance of the people inside, the affection between each other cannot be replaced.

"No, it's me. Do you know why?"

Yang Jie was a little surprised by this answer, because Diandian's parents divorced only a few years ago.How could he be so narcissistic?what exactly is it?let him do it.

"Every time I see people being with their parents, I think about what I did wrong. I can't get the love and company of my parents. So, I put my photos here. At the beginning, I thought Tell the father that his son is waiting for him, later, this approach didn't work. I also want to understand that when a person cares about you, no matter what you do, he will get his care, and when he doesn't care, no matter what No matter how you mess around in front of him, you will get silence. After that, I hang the photo here, cover it with a cloth, and tell myself that I am an unwanted child."

A little bit of practice, very simple.He wants his parents to discover the pictures on the wall.Then take him to take a family portrait, or go out to play together, even if it's just acting, his lonely heart will feel better.At least, in memory, their family was happy once.

"You have me, in the future, after you recover, I will take you to find your parents and help them find their way home. After so long, the blankness will separate you completely."

When Yang Jie held the trembling palm, he obviously felt a trembling feeling.A little bit of fear, loss is loss, and what I got back was the cruelty I didn't see in my heart.

"No, I want to be myself. Their business has nothing to do with me. On the day this photo was hung here, I started to get sick. I couldn't sleep every night, and I didn't have energy in class. I didn't Appetite. Now that you have cured my illness, it will be better than anything else for you to be with me in the future."

A little word made Yang Jie's heart ache.If you can't find the company of your loved ones, finding someone who cares about him may be the best solution.

"I'll be with you. When you think I'm bored, I'm leaving."

"It's a word."

The agreement with parents is silent, but the agreement with the person you care about is to speak out what is in your heart.