ten years of love

The time for the exam is coming soon, and Diandian's homework review is coming to an end.Everything is prepared step by step, just waiting for the exam to come.Everyone is full of confidence.

To be honest, Yang Jie was very distressed. After saving Ran Ran, he felt as if he had a disease in his heart.It can’t be cured no matter what, maybe it grows in the heart, so it can’t be cured.

After being together with Diandian, every night, he had to hold his hand to sleep.In the morning, looking into Diandian's clean eyes, Yang Jie couldn't control himself.

Feel a little bit like a lot of people, but he is who he is.Sometimes, Yang Jie would ask himself, "Who is he like? Which one do you want him to be like?"

The earliest meeting was just a love, and the later meeting was really reluctant and unable to let go.A little bit of simplicity and innocence is not something ordinary people can have.Maybe it's because he doesn't know his own heart too well, so he always hopes that Diandian is his brother and the person who takes care of him.In this way, Yang Jie can rest assured to stay with him.

Sometimes, there are always things that can help hesitant people to make a correct decision. Although the process is painful, the pain of one person is better than two people.

Yang Jie woke up, when he saw no one around him.He laughed helplessly, and Diandian really did what he said.Last night, when they were having dinner, Yang Jie absent-mindedly brought food to him.It was this move, he put down his chopsticks a little aggrieved, and asked him, "In your eyes, what am I to you?"

As early as a long time ago, Diandian knew that Yang Jie divided him into several shadows in his heart.At all, he was not regarded as him.Just an object of care and pampering.

Just like, it was the same when he insisted on letting Yang Jie sleep with him.He can use "I don't want to be alone anymore, so, you help me change from here."

At that time, Yang Jie's eyebrows became the word "mountain".However, Diandian still endured it, accepting all his slightly angry expressions.Secretly hiding in dreamland and crying.when?They become such strangers?

In Diandian's heart, every time Yang Jie goes out, he always goes to a certain place. To be honest, he sometimes wants to ask, what does that place mean to him?But every time I can't ask.

What Yang Jie gave him was charity, if he broke the casserole and asked the end.Not a good thing for them either.Maybe, he will leave and never care about him again.

On the lunch table, Yang Jie lowered his head silently, fiddling with the chopsticks in his hand.Dot is right, since they moved into the house.His mind has been wandering.Rarely gather to be godlike.Sometimes, Diandian would jokingly ask him, "Yang Jie, what's wrong with you? It's like losing your soul."

Every time, he smiled quietly.But he was suffering in his heart. Really, he really wanted to get out of this situation, and said loudly to Diandian, "I don't want to stay with you. Whenever you have difficulties, I will help you. But at this time, I Really can not."

Promise him and sleep with him.Eat with him.Study with him.Getting along with each other every day has already brought him to the brink of collapse.But dots still haunt him.

Yang Jie who stood up didn't say anything.He walked forward with his head down, and was stopped by Dot a few times before.But this time, he can't do this anymore, the matter must be resolved, and it can't be delayed like this.

Like is a matter of two people, but change is a matter of one person.Yang Jie knows that he likes Ran Ran, it may be an illusion produced by sympathy.

Unknowingly, he walked to the door of the house.It belonged to Ran Ran's family. Instead of knocking on the door, he stood at the bottom of the building and raised his neck to look up.More often, he likes the feeling that there is someone waiting for him to save, from the inside out.I need him to do everything, and I can't do without him for a minute.He is everything to that person.

Suddenly, Brother Ran Ran pushed open the door and walked out.When the four eyes met, Yang Jie saw the flash of meaning in his eyes and was moved.

Sometimes, when you feel a cold person, there is always a moment of lightning.He has warmth, but there are too few people who can see it.They stood silently looking at each other.

The posture did not change, and the eyes were looking straight at each other.It seems that when friends who have not seen each other for many years meet, silence replaces all joy and words.

It was Yang Jie who spoke first. For him, the matter of Ran Ran was more important.For other people's affairs, he is not so concerned, and he will not have so much hostility.

"Is he okay? I want to wait until he has time. Can I see him."

The polite words won Lu Le's distrust.At this moment, what can Brother Ranran give?When a question is asked, the answer is always intriguing.Perhaps this is the charm of communication.You never know what the other party will say in the next second.This is what everyone loves.

"You have a drink with me, or make me happy. Maybe, I can tell you about him, otherwise, it's okay to lead you in directly."

"Did you find the wrong person for your request? With such a high status and social status, you don't need someone like me to work for you. If you take a step forward, you won't find any fun or touch anyone. But no, your last Love is inside. Isn’t it such a pity to miss it?”

Brother Ranran's invitation to Yang Jie is sincere, since he appeared.He seemed to understand something in his heart.A lifetime is very short, if you can only deal with money, you will not have a single close friend around you.Days like this are really tasteless.Perhaps, make a friend who can face yourself.He knew that the other party was someone he couldn't conquer, but psychologically, he still had a seat for him.

When I finally died, I recalled this period of time.In one's own life, nothing will be lacking. Such satisfaction is really important.

The two of them were speechless all the way, and walked to a restaurant with classic decoration.Brother Ran Ran, his personality is not as cold as the surface, it may be because of his natural sense of mission, which led him to learn to wear a hypocritical mask early on.Although, he really wanted to take off this mask, but the facts did not allow it. From the day he was born with a golden spoon in his mouth, everything was written.

What he wants to go is to follow step by step.There is no need to think about anything, but people are like this, a kind of resistance in the bones can always change many things.Knowing that the ending was already doomed, they just refused to admit defeat.

When he sat down, Yang Jie saw the gauze on his right hand.Explain that he has done some terrible things recently.Children from rich families cherish their bodies the most, because the family business needs a healthy person to run it, not just one.People who don't know how to love themselves.

Ran Ran, who ordered a glass of spirits, looked at Yang Jie with a very sad smile.Things are unpredictable, last time, he hated the person in front of him so much, but today, he needs his company very much.Maybe, people are like this, they can never stay alone.Because, he needs someone to accompany him, even if it is a group of hypocritical people.

"If you are not in good health, don't do anything that is not good for the wound."

Yang Jie took the wine glass from his hand and put a cup of hot water in front of him.Maybe, people are like this, no matter when, they will unconsciously take care of each other, no matter what happened to them in the past or today.In my heart, I still hope that the other party is well.

"I thought you would hate me very much. I knew I was wrong about what happened last time. At that time, I saw the appearance of Ran Ran begging his father, and my heart was a little bitter. Now, I finally understand. He knows better than me Love yourself, a person who knows what love is, will never be sick, let alone depressed. Because the heart can be filled with love, unlike me, who grew up so big. Only then did I understand that I am a person without love, Not to be loved."

Brother Ranran is really depressed about what happened today.At family gatherings, he was standing by the window with a glass of wine in a low mood, his eyes were always erratic, as if he hoped that scene would happen.

At this time, his father came over in a very gentlemanly manner.It has always been like this. In the eyes of outsiders, they are the most polite people, and they have a noble quality that no one can compare to.But after a long time, such a sense of nobility is a kind of pressure.

"You take care of me, remember. You are the guardian of this family. No matter what happens, you can't put yourself first, because this is your mission. You want to shoulder the glory of the family, You have to give up your right to choose. Ran Ran has known for a long time that he will live a stable life, so now, only you, whether you like it or not, you are the next pillar of this family."

Yun knew that these words were a bomb that shattered all of Brother Ranran's weak hearts.One day, the closest person told him, "You are just the one who bears the burden of this family, no matter what happens. Others can leave, but you cannot. You have to carry the burden and stay here all the time."

The right to choose is destroyed by the honor of the family.This is what he has always wanted.Now it seems that he is a smart person. Ran Ran has already broken away from the shackles of fate and started a new life. No matter what happens in the future, he will be free, but he is miserable.

"There are some things that you can't change if you want to. Now that you are in pain, learn to endure and learn to be happy in the pain. Don't think that everyone has a better life than you. In fact, you are the happiest one. .Remember, no matter when, your choice has always existed, and it cannot be canceled by someone else's sentence or two."

"always there?"

Yang Jie's words are a shot in the arm for Ran Ran, for him.Over the years, he has always planned how to accept the family property.To be honest, he is the kind of person who can accomplish something. Even without such a family background, he himself is a mountain.As long as the time comes, everything will be there.

"You are a strong person, but you are always lost in your eyes by beautiful little things. In your eyes, I have never seen your confused look. It means that every step you take is willing to do so in your heart. It's already like this, what else is bothering you? The pain of happiness? Are you provoking me?"

Liking is a simple thing. Many people hold the things they like, but they don't understand that this is liking.The feeling of happiness always makes people very dull.

"Ran Ran is waiting for you, go back. I really hope that you can be together, no matter what kind of method it is, in short, I need your company."

"No, when I saw your confusion today, I suddenly understood that some people, if you miss it, you don't need to look back. The door to happiness is already at the foot of Ran Ran. I go, I don't know the way behind. How to go. Why don't you just disconnect and get all kinds of happiness."

Yang Jie picked up the wine glass and drank all the wine in one go.The warmth in his heart stimulated his tears.Sometimes, happiness just needs stimulation to understand.It has always been there, Ran Ran is a happy child, from the beginning to the end, he has been happy all the time, his appearance is just icing on the cake and has nothing to do with the overall situation.

"Thank you."