strayed into the world

[Are you sure he will listen to you and go back to his parents? ] Xu Chi's doubts at that time still surfaced in his mind.Quan Ce replied to him at that time,

[He has no choice.This time, it's not like last time.He must go. ]

[He will be sad, what should we do? ]

[Time will heal everything]... a little longer, maybe he will forget these three years, the color of life will soon overwhelm these paleness, they are not worth mentioning in the long years, so is he, he is just him A passerby who shouldn't appear in his life, a person who has blood relationship with him but is stranger than a stranger.after

Even if we meet each other, we will never remember each other, walking past each other lightly.

"This is the best outcome, the best."

Quan Ce chanted it over and over again, as if possessed by a demon.It seems endless.

You said, is this the best way, Mom.

***

The days flowed from the body in a hurry, and drove forward gracefully.Vigorous and mighty, with all the joys and sorrows, happiness or despair...

Stretch out your fingers and try to catch it, but the wind blows your fingers like rain and smoke... How to keep time, keep him.

The light coffee on the wrist is accompanied by silver, they are so harmonious.

Walk through Quan Ce's bedroom, where he has all the good memories of being here.Although this was once his restricted area.But the whole policy allows him to enter here every rainy night.

Hugging the little boy in his arms, hugging him tightly, as if he was the only one left in the world by accident, buried his head in its soft hair, silently, without crying.

"Little boy, he's getting engaged, he's getting engaged to a woman, and he doesn't know that I've liked him for a long time."

……

"Little boy, I like him, but he wants me to leave, he has to let me go, on Christmas day..."

……

"Little boy, how wonderful it would be if we were not Xiong-Di, and how wonderful it would be if I were a woman..."

……

"Little boy, what wish do you make this year? No wish will ever come true...it won't come true again..."

...And why can't I cry?

****

Nearly the day before Christmas.

Quan Ce put down what he was doing and turned off his phone, temporarily isolating himself from the world, except him.

Woke up early in the morning and had breakfast as usual.He sat on the far right of the table, opposite to himself, and also far away.He wore that white sweater today, white suits him well.Although he also suits more colorful clothes.

As usual, he had a silent breakfast with him. After eating, he would read the newspaper for a while, and then watch the person on the other side pecking at the milk in his hand.Just imagine, there must be glucose in that glass of milk, which is very sweet.

Ask him, I haven't talked to him for a long time, just want to hear his voice, on the last day,

"Remember to take that glucose with you, too."

"..." He didn't make a sound, just nodded.Eyes downcast.

"Is there any more chocolate? It should be finished." He likes chocolate the most.

"Well, we're done eating." Finally he spoke, so listless that Quan Ce was very worried.

"I'll go buy it for you again."

"En." She pursed her lips and nodded vigorously.The cup in my hand is blurred and clear, repeating...

... "..." At a loss for words, Quan Ce didn't know what to say. It seemed to be an order and an explanation, and he couldn't say it. He found that there were still many things to worry about.

"Quan Ce." It was Qing Che who spoke first this time.

"what?"

"I like you." The bangs blocked his eyes, and at this moment, the first ray of winter light softly sprinkled on his cheeks, making those whites transparent for an instant.He thought he would melt into foam in the light.This moment.

There was a spoiled smile on the corner of his mouth, which couldn't be more pure, he thought, he understood. "I know."

"Not as a brother."

"Well, I know that too."

"...you don't hate me, do you..." Wrapping the cup with her fingers, those fingers are really beautiful.Quan Ce thinks.

"I don't hate you."

"Will you be happy if I leave?"

"I don't know, at least I will be normal." Happiness, does he deserve it?

"..." He was silent for half a second.The long eyelashes trembled slightly in the drooping eyes. "I trouble you, don't I?"

"... Confusion. I think if you leave, the confusion might go away."

"So, will Quan Qing treat you well?"

"Well, she likes me." Just like you, Quan Ce seemed to say.But think about it, you can't compare him with that woman.They are so different.

……

He was slightly taken aback, and after a pause for a few seconds, he spoke again, imitating Quan Ce's usual coldness, and said lightly,

"Then, I wish you happiness, Quan Ce...brother."

My heart skipped a beat.Quan Ce thought he had heard wrong, so he called him brother.On the day before Christmas.He played him a huge joke.But so real.

When did he become so calm, and when did he start to look more and more like him.

I don't know, I can't know anything anymore.

It's time to come.

The sound of time passing by broken bones, accompanied by the crisp sound of jingling, hits the empty atrium, who will fill the empty space.

Who stopped us who were at a loss on the road.

This Christmas.The family villa is extremely deserted.

The engagement ceremony was held in a hotel under the Quanshi Group.

Four p.m.

Both Xiao Nai and Xu Chi are in the villa.There is also Chen, and Quan Ce.

Xiao Nai puts Qing Che's luggage in the trunk of the car.This time it seems to bring a lot more things than last time.

Qingche held Xiaoguai in his arms, without even looking at the whole strategy.On the other hand, Xu Chi Xiao Nai insisted on exhorting,

"Remember to call when you get home, you know? The phone number is already written in your notebook."

"kindness."

"Remember to take medicine regularly, don't forget. Also, eat well."

"kindness."

"You can come to us anytime. Do you know?"

"En." He kept his head down, and his exposed finger joints were pale.

"And..." Xu Chi leaned closer to Qingche's ear and whispered, "Also, forget the whole strategy...you will be happy."

"..." Only this, he didn't nod. ...Only this, he can't promise.The corner of his mouth moved, "I'm sorry, Xu Chi."

"Fool. I will come to see you." Rubbing the soft brown hair.Xu Chi thinks this is just an all-out trick. If it is a trick, there will always be a moment to stop... just like every time he does a trick.Only this time, he was completely unsure.

"Okay, it's getting late. It's time to go." Quan Ce's voice interrupted the short farewell.He is announcing the result.die.Between him and him.

Obedient to him for the last time, Qing Che got into the car and Quan Ce helped him close the door.

"Put that Winnie the Pooh at my place." Quan Ce said the second sentence of the day to him.

"Okay." Don't worry about why anymore, any more why will only be in vain for his tragedy.Qing Che turned to take a last look at Quan Ce, and he wanted to bury this look deeply in his memory and never forget it.with him until death.

Maybe I will meet someone in the future.He may fall in love with someone, but he will remember this face, this handsome and perfect face, with deep eyes and straight eyebrows.Goodbye... all policy.

look back.The car is starting.The scenery outside the car window is receding.

Closing his eyes, this time he smelled blood, and it turned out that he had already bitten his lip.It doesn't hurt anymore.