strayed into the world

Silence fell on the room again.

It doesn't matter if it's all sunny or Qingche.Quan Ce's calmness remained the same, as perfect as a sculpture.

They are not related by blood...no relationship...

This is such a bland sentence, without embellishments or gorgeous exclamations.I used to think that one day I would cry with joy when I heard that he and Quan Ce were not related by blood, but I didn't expect that when this day came, I would be stunned, and the whole world would become quiet, only the sound of blood gurgling and flowing under my skin. Quietly standing still, let the swarming thoughts overflow the heart lake, a mess, a mess...

They are not related by blood... Quan Ce seems to have known it for a long time.He knew it a long time ago... He did know it a long time ago... Yes, that's why he suddenly changed his attitude towards him

So he was kind to him, everything he did to him...was it for the aftermath of this bloodless? ...

"How do you know?" Quan Qing asked.

Quan Ce didn't intend to hide it, he even felt that the man was so shocked that his face was pale and confused, and it was irreversible, so he could only bite the bullet and continue, "Just 10 minutes before I got engaged to you, my mother gave me

A 28-year-old joke.I am not her own. "He was just adopted by her and raised as a tool for her revenge.

Heh...what a dramatic and ridiculous plot...Qing Che.You must find it ridiculous, right...you must hate, complain and be angry, right? ...Because of this ridiculous joke, he has been doing irreparable stupid things.Those three years, no, the hatred that lasted for more than ten years was just a piece of paper joke...

"So, he and I have no blood relationship at all." There was nothing between us, like people from two different worlds, with nothing to do in an instant.Each breaks free from its own track.from now on forever.pour out.

"Then why do you still keep him by your side, and you still... still kiss him?"

"Don't you understand yet?"

……

"You will be called gay, and the old man will not approve."

"It's not important." Quan Ce wanted to say, who can control him now.Not even the old man who gave him all this.

At this moment, the person who had been silent all this time finally had a reaction, his face was pale, his tone was crying, and he looked at Quan Ce with a pair of dark eyes, "You...are you treating me so well because you feel sorry for me?" ?..."

Why do these eyes not shed tears, but tears are shining, more sad than tears.If it wasn't for Quan Qing's presence, he would have already rubbed him into his arms.

Just ignore him for now.Quan Ce looked at Quan Qing, "You can go back and tell the old man to see what he will do? I am also curious what he can do with me?"

"you!"

"Aren't you going to change your clothes?"

It feels like a clear order to expel customers from the whole policy.Quan Qing snorted angrily, "I will tell the old man, don't worry!"

"No delivery."

"Humph!"

After watching Quan Qing completely leave the study room, Quan Ce turned his eyes to the motionless person there again.I thought...today is still troublesome, but I didn't expect Quan Qing to tell him all the things that he planned to hide for a longer time.Although sooner or later.

At this moment, what he was worried about was not Quan Qing's reaction after going back to tell the old man, but him.

Pulling him to the sofa and sitting down, Quan Ce just waited for him to speak first. He must have a lot of questions to ask, such as the question just now.

"Policy……"

"kindness?"

Looking back at him, there was his own image in the dark pupils, very clear. "Are you being nice to me because you're sorry for me?"

"What do you say?"

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"What do you say?"? ... How should he answer, Qing Che didn't dare to think of any answer, her inferiority complex was at work, and she was sensitive and turned back into that snail hiding in its shell.Her tightly pursed lips turned ginger white, she lowered her eyes to look at her entangled fingers, her voice was so low that she had no confidence,

"I...I don't know."

"Do you think I owe you?" He stretched out his hand to play with the hair beside his ear...it was as cold and soft as silk.

"..." Shaking his head, "I don't know..." His words can always make him ecstatic one second, and make him feel miserable the next second.He has always had this ability to control his emotions... He is only used to waiting for Quan Ce to speak, and he doesn't know how to answer him, how to say when he hears the sentences that make him sometimes sad and sometimes happy. Give the answer you want.He never actively expressed his feelings in front of him...

"How come you don't know, that's not how you faced Quan Qing just now." Quan Ce's words were so aggressive that Qing Qing couldn't breathe.Trembling, he stepped back step by step, "Why did you become so submissive when you got in front of me?"

His voice was imminent like a sword on his neck.His only thought was to escape from here as soon as possible, far away, not wanting to hear or answer...

He got up in a panic, bumped into the coffee table, and ran straight to the door without caring about the pain... A voice sounded behind him, ordering him to stop.

Chen just happened to go upstairs and saw that hasty figure sneaking into his room, and then watched Quan Ce follow him, striding towards that room...

****

Quan Ce hesitated for a moment before turning the door valve.Hesitating whether the door will not open and block the way between him and him.

Hesitating if he can't open it, whether he should tilt the door open or smash it open...

After hesitating for a second,...the hand still landed on the door valve, turned it, and pushed it away with relief, and heaved a sigh of relief.

When he walked into the room, he saw the child lying on the head of the bed, with his face buried in the pillow, suppressed sobs came from time to time, his thin shoulders trembled...his heart tightened... Approaching, calling softly,

"Qingche."

"..." What answered him was a suppressed sob.

Stop by the bed.

Quan Ce's outstretched hand hesitated for a moment, but he still caressed the soft brown hair, and spoke again in a deep and magnetic voice,

"Hey...I cried before I said anything."

It doesn't matter if this is said, the pair of thin shoulders began to tremble unscrupulously, and the suppressed sobs turned into low sobs as they choked... like a child with a temper.Very sad with some wayward grievances.

"If Chen sees you like this, you think I'm bullying you again, don't you?" He stroked that soft hair in a coaxing tone.Quan Ce distinguishes the priority of this moment.

"You don't understand...you don't understand..." The hoarse voice with a strong nasal tone came from the pillow, mixed with indescribable power shaking Quan Ce's heart.

"I don't understand anything." He understands everything about him.

"You... don't understand my mood at all... Ce has never understood my mood!"

...I don't like him talking to me in this way, Quan Ce grabbed those shoulders and tried to make him turn over and look at me, but I didn't dare to use force for fear of hurting him, but I didn't expect that this little thing was still struggling, Pulling on the blanket refused to move.order him,

"look at me!"

"do not want!"

It's rare to see him playing with his temper, Quan Ce is still a little relieved.It was impossible to see such a scene of defying him before.His heart softened, he gave up the movement of his hands, and simply bent down close to his ear, exhaling softly,

"I know, and I know what you're thinking, fool."

Sure enough, when he softened, he also softened.It's just that the damn sobbing is still going on, seeing half of his face exposed, the corners of his mouth pouted, "You know what I'm... thinking?..."

"of course."

Qingche sniffled, wiped Huahua's crying face with a blanket indiscriminately, and squeezed her hands into fists tightly on her chest, "You know, why do you ask me like that... You know I can't answer, I'm afraid, ...I dare not think..." Hearing his intermittent voice, Quan Ce's heartache was still intensifying.

"You said you know what I'm thinking...but you don't know at all. I don't have the courage to accept your kindness to me anymore, just like every time you give me alms..." As I spoke, I choked again, choking Coughed up and tears kept pouring out.Quan Ce patted him on the back to help him calm down, pity was rippling in the corner of his eyes,

"Why do you think I called off the engagement?"

Qing Che shook her head.

Quan Ce never told him, so he didn't dare to ask.

"I knew that you and I were not related by blood 10 minutes before the engagement, and I was used by my mother as a tool for revenge... I always thought that revenge on the Zheng family was the only motivation for me to live, and suddenly it became a lie..." In his mouth Telling about her life experience, repeatedly stroking his back gently with her hands, Quan Ce's eyes are full of his shadow.

Under Quan Ce's caress, Qing Che moved her lips, breathing slightly more smoothly, "...Are you... sad?..."

"Oh... I thought I would be sad..." But, no.He quickly pulled away from the sudden sarcasm just because the urgent phone call told him that he was missing. ... "It's just that it's too late."

"Do you regret it? You feel owed to me so you called off the engagement?"

"The reason for canceling the engagement is because I don't think there is any need to hold it anymore. It has nothing to do with not regretting later...but it does have something to do with you."

At this time, the second snow of this winter began to fall outside the window...

The two inside the window maintained an extremely ambiguous posture.The air around them doesn't seem to be full of spring...

"related to me?"

"At first, I thought it was because of making up for what you owe... But sending you back is the best way to make up for you, but I just want you to stay..."

Qing Che was startled, her heart ran faster and faster like a clock that was wound up, and finally became out of control.Qingche couldn't believe her ears, they suddenly became dull, didn't she hear those words clearly, they were so incredible, so beautiful... Opened her eyes and blinked, her hair blocked the trap, the world was blurred, Extremely insecure.He grabbed the hand that was in front of his eyes and held it tightly.But he couldn't speak a single word.

Quan Ce looked at the hand that was holding him hard, the frail, cold and slender hand was extremely stubborn.hold him backhanded,

"I didn't tell you because I was afraid that you would leave. If you want to leave, I won't stop you." And I want to keep you...

"Really?...Aren't you being nice to me because you feel sorry for me?" Still confused, still uneasy, still so humble and sensitive.Let Quan Ce feel helpless and pity.Isn't it his own masterpiece that he has such low self-esteem? ... Kiss him on the cheek, just like my mother used to coax herself,

"Really. I promise."

When Quan Ce finished speaking, seeing that he finally had a reaction, he moved his body, turned over, and met his red eyes for the first time.A little swollen but still clear and nice.

"You didn't lie to me..."

Quan Ce paused and sighed.He admitted that he still blamed himself... This insecure and extremely fragile person is undoubtedly his masterpiece in the past three years.He was as pure as a newborn baby, whether it was irony or admiration... Quan Ce couldn't tell.In addition to nodding, acquiescing, and reassuring him,

"kindness."

"Then...it's not your brother...can I still like you?..."

Quan Ce didn't know if his eyes were wet, he didn't dare to blink, he was afraid that he would be like this crybaby.The soft and delicate voice came to his ears like the sound of nature. This was no longer a question begging him, but a vine that led to the light.Grab it and never let it go.Wrapped tightly in his arms as if imprisoning his body,

"It's not that you can...but you must....As long as you like me, I will like you."

As long as you like me.I just like you.

This is my promise to you, like redemption and sweet words...

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