strayed into the world

The whole strategy was to push open the door of Xu Chi's office with his feet.The strength made Xu Chi think it was robbery.As a result, he saw that person coming in with an innocent little nurse in his arms, and smiled at him,

"Find your little nurse?"

Ignoring Xu Chi, Quan Ce went straight to the bed and put him down.

He wanted to say, there is no need to look for it.It was so obvious that it almost caused a small commotion.The victim in this commotion is the person involved.Seeing him shrinking his hands tightly into fists, he dodged his gaze obediently.His face was so pale that he was ignorant, and he suppressed his anger until he suppressed it again and again, so he had no choice but to point the finger at Xu Chi,

"Is the investment I gave you not enough for you to find more nurses? You let him go!?"

"...I think it's quite suitable. Haven't you seen that patients like Qingche?"

"It's suitable for a fart! One or two of those patients are just like those who just finished their military service. They are in very good health, so they don't need nursing care." Quan Ce has always been reticent, and it is rare to spit out so many words in one breath. "And those nurses It's also very strange, standing there without moving, there are so many patients, they still have time to join in the fun, and they are all open!"

Looking at Quan Ce's perverted motorcycle face and listening to his childish thoughts, Xu Chi smiled even more presumptuously, "Isn't it because Qing Che's charm makes my hospital look like a celebrity meeting? Can you Who is to blame."

Qingche felt embarrassed by Xu Chi's words, waved her hands and hurriedly denied, "No, no. I don't have any charm..." That's right.Attractive people are right in front of you.He is the center of all people, the star in the spotlight... the whole strategy.

"...En?..." Quan Ce was silent, what did he want to say?He was suddenly blocked by Xu Chi's phrase 'too attractive'.Looking at the person in front of him, the pink nurse's uniform did not have the original femininity on him, but the fabric just outlined his body curve.With a slender waist, straight hips, slender legs, and an exquisite face, there are fine lines at the corners of his eyes when he smiles, and the clear black pupils are shining with magic that makes people unable to move his eyes. Everyone saying hello, bending over, raising a hand, and looking back is a wave of heartbeat... And this kind of charm is already admirable, but the faint sense of inferiority makes this charm more ambiguous and irresistible .like poppies.

Xu Chi took the medicine box and walked to the bedside. He didn't need to guess to know that Qingche was injured, otherwise Quan Ce wouldn't have made such a big move.

Pulling the hands that were huddled in front of the chest, it turned out that the palms had already scratched the skin.Carefully apply the medicine with a cotton swab dipped in iodine, while talking,

"Don't belittle yourself. It's not because of you, those patients who don't want to take medicine will not take medicine obediently, and those children who are sick and can't go to school to play will not laugh so happily.  … These are all thanks to you ah."

"But, I didn't do anything." Qing Che watched Xu Chi apply the medicine to himself.I don't understand how things that sound so ordinary can be my own credit.

"Why didn't you do it? You helped them change their medicines, beat the old man's back, and sang to the children, didn't you? These are enough."

"Is this enough?"

nod. "Of course it is enough. I guarantee they will be amazed that there are such good-looking nurses in this world. Hehe."

Qing Che was still not quite used to Xu Chi's straightforward praise.No one has ever said that he is good-looking, whether it was before or now, he just feels that he is a burden to Quan Ce, and it is his injury and pain.In the past three years, he has been humiliating him incessantly, and his growing hatred and disgust have made him more and more unable to look up at his face. ...

Quan Ce is the best-looking person he has ever seen, and no one can compare to him.In his whole life, he was isolated with only Quan Ce, Quan Ce's smile, Quan Ce's anger, Quan Ce's frown, Quan Ce's domineering, everything about Quan Ce... never himself.

"Has no one ever said that we Qingche are good-looking before?" Seeing that Qingche was silent, Xu Chi continued to ask.

before?Qing Che paused, looked at Quan Ce... and shook her head.

Xu Chi might have misunderstood his silence, and said,

"do not have it?"

"...En." She retracted her eyes and answered Xu Chi perfunctorily.Lost filled the corners of his eyes.

"How is it possible?...What do you think, Ce." The last sentence Xu Chi said was meaningful and had ulterior motives.Quan Ce glanced at the flash of hesitation on his face and waited for his reply.

Qing Che was shocked.Even their bodies stiffened, their past... had been chaotic and anxious.But... He must not care about himself.At that time, he was still hard on himself, let alone paying attention.For such an answer, he didn't need to say that he already knew it in his heart. ...Just why, there is still a glimmer of expectation in my heart?

Quan Ce's pause caused waves in Qing Che's heart, round after round.

Qing Che felt that he could hardly breathe, this deadly silence covered his chest like frost at the speed of light... Then he saw the thin lips open, holding his breath——

"I used to... still have a bean bag face, fleshy..." Recalling the impression of him, the face with a bright smile and eyes narrowed into a crescent shape is as cute as a milk doll... "Before, we didn't talk much."... …they never spoke, not even had a formal meeting.He wondered if he had seen him,

Anyway, he hid in the corner and was fiercely jealous of him.

"Flesh? It's unimaginable." Xu Chi imagined Quan Ce's fleshy, bean-packed face, but he couldn't think of the skinny person with his chin sharpened.

"It's hard to imagine." Quan Ce looked at Qing Che now, and sighed helplessly.If he hadn't watched him change day by day, he wouldn't have believed that the chubby, confident and smiling baby had transformed so thoroughly now.I don't want to blame myself anymore, after all, it is useless.

"Is it a disaster or a blessing in disguise? Tell me." Xu Chi began to deal with the swelling on Qingche's knee.In his memory, this place has been injured more than once, and there has been a scar on it, which seems to be scarring.There are scars all over the child's body, and the deepest part has become a part of his body and stretched on the snow-white wrist.

Listening to their conversation, Qing Che was silent...heaved a sigh of relief.Quan Ce's answer still pleased him.At least he still has a reflection of him.Not all are appallingly blank.Just thinking of the former self, it seems that the memory is a little fuzzy.Those things that belong to me, including fat, have been submerged without a trace for a long time without knowing it. Standing in front of the mirror, I often think that he is such a thin person by nature.Born with a root of disease, born with low self-esteem. ... Frowning, pulled back to reality by the tingling pain in his knee, he murmured depressingly,

"Hmm~"

This soft croon also brought back Quan Ce's thoughts.His tone was a little heavy, and he looked at Xu Chi,

"Take it easy."

"I'm light enough."

"Didn't you see him cry out in pain?"

"It's definitely going to hurt, you didn't see it was all swollen."——the two were holding each other back and forth.Qing Che pulled Quan Ce's sleeve, looked at him tenderly,

"Stop arguing with me..."

"Shut up!" As a result, the words were completely interrupted by the two people's unanimous answer.He stopped talking, sat there obediently and let the two continue to argue.

"No, I'd better come."

"You come? I'm worried."

"There's nothing to worry about. I'll take care of his injury when you're not around."

"Are you ashamed to say that he will be injured if it's not because of you?"

"you!……"

"What are you, you have nothing to say. You are a sadist."

"you!"

"I have nothing to say again..."...Quan Ce found that his whole body was wrong, from the beginning to the end, from the past to the present, and he always owed Qing Che too much, whether it was body or Mind, he can no longer change him back to the healthy beanbag face he used to be, he can only make up for those mistakes as much as possible, get back those things that belonged to him, as long as he wants, he will help him get it.

However, what does he want? ...

***

After Qing Che left, the hospital returned to the gloom of life and death.

At this moment, Ningdu has been shrouded in a thick veil, damp, cold and full of unknown hope.

Quan Ce still broods over Qing Che's injury. ... out of the corner of his eye, he saw the quiet person beside him.Thinking about meeting that man before... the corners of his mouth twitched,

"Do you miss home?..." Without a subject or attributive, Quan Ce felt that such a phrase was already difficult for him to say.Then the silence of the people around him made him even more astonished. "Qingche? Did you hear me?"...

...the same silent answer.Quan Ce turned his head to look, and the man tilted his head and fell asleep.The window was still open, and the wind made the hair messy and scattered on the cheeks, covering the pitifully small face, and the hands with the sleeves stretched out were wrapped in gauze, only the slender fingers were exposed.Quan Ce closed the window and slowed down.Turned up the temperature in the car.

Want to blame but also reluctant.

It's all to blame Xu Chi, a Mongolian doctor who kills thousands of knives, knowing that he is not in good health, why would he ask him to help, and besides, he has to be a nurse if he can't help.Wearing a nurse's uniform and running around like a nanny.Also got hurt.His cheeks were covered with tiredness, which made him feel distressed. …Thinking about it, recently the number of times I feel sorry for him has become more and more, and I have gradually become accustomed to the word distressing popping up in my mind at any time. When I think of Xiao Nai's words, does distressing also include sympathy?

Stop at a red light.Quan Ce can appreciate this sleeping face to his heart's content in this 1 minute.Li straightened the strands of hair scattered around his ears, revealing half of his face, which was still pale, and he was already very familiar with that layer of paleness.Been with him for three years.And even longer.Quan Ce imagined what Qingche's mother would look like when she saw him three days later, she would burst into tears and feel sad, and she would resent him for not taking care of Qingche properly to make him so thin.You will find that you will find the scars all over his body, including the line of course. ... The poor woman will definitely feel sorry for his son, and she will definitely blame herself for not protecting him with all her strength three years ago. Obeying the man's decision made her lose the qualifications of a mother, so she regretted it Endless...but...does it work?Whether it's her, the man, or him, they all regret it, and they can't do it all over again.

Can't do it all over again... just move forward.

——When the green light is on, step on the accelerator and the car will continue to move forward.

The neon lights were brilliant, but it was a pity that he missed the flash-like ice flowers on the dear face beside him, desolate, dazzling, and desperate.