strayed into the world

villa.

Qing Che was already awake when Xu Chi entered the room.Chen said that he hadn't spoken since he woke up, and he was staring out of the window with his head tilted and his big dark eyes open, losing his former clarity.Xu Chi couldn't find any emotion in these eyes, like a newborn baby, or like an old man who has seen through the past generations... There is no joy, anger, sorrow, or human emotion if you don't cry or make trouble. Huan, like an unconscious doll.

Suddenly, I really want to hear him talk. Hearing his waxy, soft and slightly nasal voice, it's like a wind chime, and I feel distressed when I speak.

"Qingche, let me change your medicine for you, okay?"

"……"no respond.

Xu Chi sighed. Before, Qing Che was reticent, but after waking up, she was even more quiet and terrifying.It would be better if he was crying and hysterical, how can people not feel distressed by being so silent now. ...

With a calm voice, he was afraid that if he made a loud noise, he would startle the emotionally unstable person, his tone was gentle,

"I'll give you medicine now, and you must tell me if you are in pain."

As she said that, she stretched out her hand to hold his face to check the wound at the corner of his mouth, and as soon as his fingertips touched the skin, he trembled like a small animal in terror.

Xu Chi paused with his hand raised in the air, not daring to act rashly, and quickly tried to persuade the restless people,

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's okay."

...The child shrank his legs, revealed a pair of big, pitiful eyes, glanced at Xu Chi, then shrugged and raised his head.Only the knuckles of the fingers hugging the shoulders are sharp and ginger-white.

Xu Chi hesitated, and slowly put his hand on that thin shoulder, so that he could rest assured that he was harmless to him.

"It's okay, Qingche, no one will hurt you."

After a long time, that faint murmur drifted into Xu Chi's ears, "Why... treat me like this..."

Xu Chi's heart trembled, and Qingche's answer was so truthful that he was speechless.Who is he asking? ... all policy? ...

Caressing his forehead with distress, being careful not to scare the sensitive and fragile people again, "Qingche. Qingche..." Calling his name, it seems that he can also recall the figure hidden deep in the soul at the same time.

And he still muttered to himself unconsciously, the curse-like Yin Rao was in everyone's ears, "Why...why...I'm still alive...why I'm still alive..."

...Why can I still see this desolate Bai after waking up, can still smell his body...and feel the tearing pain on my body...Why.

"Don't do this, Qingche, don't say that." Xu Chi panicked, the horrible words coming out of that person's mouth completely disrupted his calm heart for many years. As a doctor, he has witnessed countless deaths, Some people died in his hands, and some people lived.

In front of him, although he is alive, he is more painful than death

...Even so, he still wants to live a good life...so he desperately saved him from death time and time again...he is responsible for his body...for the rest of his life.

"...Xu Chi." Did he finally see him?Finally heard his voice?Xu Chi was so overjoyed that he felt like crying.

"what's up?"

"Is my body rotten... I feel so painful..." His sleepy voice was as cold as if he was narrating someone else's story, and it was his own shadow in Ru Mo's eyes that made Xu Chi sure that he was look at yourself.After thinking about how to answer him and comfort him,

"No. You're just too weak. You'll be fine with some rest."

"But I'm really in pain..." The hand exposed in the air tightly grasped the quilt, and the sudden veins bulged, "Can you give me painkillers... Please... Really, it hurts."

Hearing his hoarse voice, Xu Chi's nose was a little sore, and he covered the cold hand and held it in the palm of his back. He knew that he must be in pain at the moment... He can heal the pain in his body, but how can he calm down the pain in his heart... …

The only thing I can do now is to follow him and make him feel at ease.

"Okay. I'm going to get the medicine now."

"En." Qing Che nodded, and responded in a soft voice that was weak and weak. Xu Chi almost didn't dare to look at him again, turned and walked out the door...

Leaving the medicine box on the table... and the lonely figure behind him.

When Xu Chi stepped out the door, his eyes were already red, and when he raised his eyes, he met those deep silver eyes.Somewhat surprised, the other party spoke first,

"Why did you come out?"

Xu Chi looked at Quan Ce and frowned slightly, unable to hide his worry, and smiled coldly,

"Don't you care?"

Quan Ce was speechless, and hastily rushed back since receiving the call that the child had woken up.Standing at the door but not daring to go in, now watching Xu Chi go straight to the balcony at the end of the corridor, Quan Ce followed closely behind.

……

The silence between the two continued, Quan Ce was the first to break the deadlock, his tone was a little weak,

"I heard that he woke up."

"En." Xu Chi responded briefly.The atmosphere was a little awkward.

"Then why did you come out?"

"He said he was in pain and asked me to give him painkillers."

Pain... Quan Ce's heart clenched... "It's been a week, how can it still..."

"I'm going to ask you this!" Xu Chi became very angry when he heard Quan Ce's heartless words, and couldn't help shouting at him, "Shouldn't you be the most aware of what you did?! "

"Then give him painkillers." In the cold tone that was still repulsive, only Quan Ce could feel the sourness rolling rapidly...

"I'm sorry, I don't have that ability." Xu Chi looked back at Quan Ce, making no secret of his inability.This made Quan Ce speechless for a while in astonishment.

In the past, Xia Qingche's ailments, big and small, could be cured by Xu Chi one by one. Could it be that this time it was really too serious?So serious that even Xu Chi can't do anything?Quan Ce couldn't help feeling a little uneasy, and said,

"Why not? It hurts, just stop the pain."

"...Let me tell you, those medicines already have an analgesic effect. But he was screaming for pain, and he said he was in excruciating pain...he begged me to give him painkillers...how do you ask me to give it to him!" In the end, Xu Chi felt a little powerless... Can Quan Ce understand his pain?This man has a heart of stone, and he can finally understand that what he has done has left a fiery scar on that innocent heart.

Quan Ce fell silent suddenly, standing in the sunlight, he was as handsome as a god.A gust of wind blows, blowing his heart to pieces... He seems to understand Xu Chi's words, understand his pain... Of course it will hurt, it will definitely hurt... The only pain he gave him was in his body It left bright red traces, which made him sleepless for days and nights. He wanted to visit him several times, but he stopped walking when he reached the door...

The self in his eyes now is as terrifying as those nightmares that tormented him... Quan Ce doesn't know how to face that pale face, and he's not sure if his bottom line will collapse instantly after seeing that miserable face .Pulled by the contradiction, he chose to remain indifferent.

"Why don't you talk anymore? You can speak more confidently... Use your damn excuses to give all your so-called family feuds to him?"

"..." The scorching sun hurt his eardrums.Quan Ce felt the pain, as if he could feel his pain.

"Are you going to ignore it all the time and pretend it never happened? Quan Ce." Xu Chi's questioning continued, his tone was not the same as before, and he tried again, testing the bottom line of Quan Ce's silence...Trying the eyes cause of sorrow.

"..." Quan Ce fell into deep thoughts and couldn't extricate himself. He wanted to answer Xu Chi's question. He thought he could say it easily...but he couldn't utter a single word...Let him think about it , just for a second.And such request

It turned out to be a luxury at the moment, and then I heard Chen's exclamation from the corridor,

"what!"

——Then the two rushed to the source of the voice in their first reaction...

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The abuse is coming to an end.Survive this level, the following is the rainbow.