strayed into the world

During Qing Che's three days in a coma, the housekeeper brought all the clothes from the villa.Quan Ce was very depressed as he wasted a lot of time, as if the man had to stay in the hospital permanently.

Standing by the window, staring at the gray sky in a trance, although Xu Chi was still in the ward, it was as quiet as an ice cellar.

……

Xu Chi sat by the bed, and when the doctor changed the dressing, he said that the continuous drowsiness would not last long, and that there shouldn't be any major problems after the fever subsided.Changed him to a bottle of glucose drip and left.

For the first time, I feel that the wait will be such a long thing.Xu Chi has been practicing medicine for so many years, he is used to seeing life and death, but for the first time he is at a loss what to do.I can only wait, waiting for a simple action of opening my eyes.

……

Not long after, there was more Xiao Nai in the ward.

Xiao Nai originally went to the family's villa, but when he went there, he couldn't find anyone, and the servants faltered and couldn't explain the situation clearly.Calling Quan Ce found that his mobile phone was still in the living room, so he had no choice but to call Xu Chi, and then he found out that they were all in the hospital.Knowing a little bit about the situation is already thrilling enough, he rushed to the hospital, and the suffocating atmosphere when he rushed into the ward made him gasp.This is clearly the breath of death.

"No, it's all right..."

The uncertain tone still reveals Xiao Nai's panic.When I didn't see him again for a few days, it turned out to be in the hospital. The already bloodless face was morbidly pale, like a rag doll lying there quietly, delicate and fragile.The thick gauze wrapped around the wrist witnessed a battle with the god of death.

"En." Xu Chi responded softly, as if he was afraid of waking up the sleeping person, but he was expecting him to wake up amidst the noise.

"What's going on? How could it be like this?"

"He used the scissors in my medicine box..." Xu Chi's voice was extremely low, he never thought that this little pair of scissors would almost become his murder weapon.Xu Chi's mood was very heavy, and he sank into the abyss.

Xiao Nai didn't speak either, the scene at that time flashed in his mind, blood was flowing, and a river of sadness flowed.

"It wasn't all good before, why did it suddenly..." Xiao Nai felt a lump in his throat.He couldn't say those two desperate words.Xiao Nai wanted to ask, how could he have the courage to be his own assassin when he is so humble and weak, and such questions are meaningless at this moment.He is already lying here, the gauze on his wrist is the best evidence.

They all misunderstood him, he was the brave warrior.

"It's all my fault. If I don't go out, nothing will happen to him."

Xiao Nai pressed Xu Chi's shoulder,

"Don't blame yourself, it's not your problem."

If a person has the desire to die, he can easily take his own life anytime and anywhere.It's just that I didn't expect this person to be Xia Qingche.Unexpectedly, knowing that it was Xia Qingche, my heart would feel such an uncontrollable severe pain.

Turning his head, looking at the silent man by the window, Xiao Nai has repressed anger in his eyes,

"Ce, you know now. It's impossible that nothing happened."

I remember that after that, Quan Ce told him in an extremely calm and even indifferent tone that he could live in peace as if nothing had happened, he could ignore the pain he gave him, and forget the traces of revenge on him... Quan Ce, can you still live in peace now?Are you mentally prepared for his decisiveness? He is so docile, you thought he would have the courage to break free from you.Xiao Nai looks at Quan Ce, with mixed emotions in his eyes.

Quan Ce answered Xiao Nai's words with silence.My self-righteousness is now just pale and weak.Because he has nothing to say.

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"Qingche?" Xu Chi's voice completely stopped all the floating anxiety.The ward was surprisingly quiet, and the suffocation began to dissipate.It seemed that a ray of sunlight softened a lot when the thin eyelids opened.

Three pairs of eyes fell on the person on the hospital bed at the same time.Tiredness overflowed in the corners of the eyes, and it seemed that it was difficult to even open them. The long eyelashes trembled like two cattail fans, obedient and clear.He opened his eyes, revealing his dark and clear pupils. The out-of-focus pupils were a little unaccustomed to the sudden light, and he blinked sleepily, staring blankly at the pure white ceiling.

"Qingche? Qingche." Even though worries were overwhelming, Xiao Nai still suppressed his emotions, fearing that his agitation would frighten the fragile little guy in front of him.

It was only when he heard someone calling his name that he came back to his senses, and turned his head to look at the owner of the voice. The corners of his mouth moved only to realize that his throat was dry.I tried my best to move my mouth, but the voice I managed to squeeze out was also hoarse.

"What's wrong with me?"

Unexpectedly, the first thing he said after waking up was a question for them. They had a long question before they were asked, and they were left speechless by his question.He asked them what was wrong so easily, it was as if he had lost his memory.

"You don't remember? What did you do yourself."

"...?"

Qingche recalled seriously, her hoarse voice hit everyone's heart like a broken wind chime, "I, I remember... I originally wanted Xu Chi to give me painkillers, but I waited for a long time..."

The tone was calm, as if telling an unrelated story, cold and misty, "I searched everywhere, but I couldn't find it, but, I really hurt..." It hurt so much that he thought he was going to die... His fingers were messing around in the medicine Searching in the box, I was shocked by the sudden stinging pain. The moment the blood flowed out from the fingertips, the pain disappeared miraculously... Ah, it turns out that it will not hurt anymore. It won't hurt anymore.So...he found there the only thing that could make him bleed, he was in so much pain, he needed pain relief.That's all.

"It turns out that blood can relieve pain." Is it an illusion?Quan Ce seemed to see a faint smile on that pale face.

"You're crazy! How could you do something stupid! Do you know that you almost died?" When Xiao Nai blurted out, everyone gasped, with serious expressions on their faces.In comparison, the person on the bed seemed indifferent.

"Death...?" Muttering this unfamiliar yet familiar word, there are vicissitudes that cannot be seen through in the blank and innocent eyes, and they are as clear as a newborn baby.The corners of his mouth moved, his tone was sluggish, "Death... so it's not scary at all."

[It turns out that death is not scary at all. ]——This is the calamity he left for him, and he has never recovered for it since then.

*****

No one mentioned that day again, and this was the third day after that.

The sun rises in the east and sets in the west, and the city is full of moisture, sadness, despair, and full of worries.

Quan Ce, Xiao Nai and Xu Chi reached an unanimous agreement, not to ask about the reason anymore, the reason that you will regret after getting to the bottom of it.

In the past three days, Qing Che has been asleep most of the time. Quan Ce has never seen anyone who loves to sleep like him. The complete sleeping position is like a shelled shrimp.The strangest thing was that Quan Ce found that he was always leaning against the edge, worried that he would fall off the bed if he turned over, but he just stuck there without moving.It made him feel uneasy.

In the past few days, Quan Ce deliberately did not allow himself and Xia Qingche to be alone, just like the doctor said not to stimulate him, and even Xiao Nai and Xu Chi did not allow him a chance to get close, as if all of a sudden the whole world Leaving aside him and accusing him of being a vicious killer, it was clearly Xia Qingche herself who killed him.

Walking in the corridor of the hospital, Quan Ce was still not used to the smell of disinfectant.Holding the chicken soup that Chen asked him to bring in his hand, he said it was to replenish Qing Che's blood, but how many chickens would it take to make up so much blood?Quan Ce thought about it seriously, but in the end there was no result.

Before I got to the ward, I saw the nurse coming out of the ward, and I was shocked, no way... Could something happen to him? … strode forward, called the nurse,

"What are you doing?"

The nurse was taken aback by Quan Ce's sudden questioning, and explained to him, "I'm here to get the medicine bottle. After today, I don't need any more infusions."

"That's right." So, he breathed a sigh of relief, and then frowned again, "You won't lose after only three days?"

The reason why Quan Ce said this is because the child still looks sick, and it has become a habit these days.As long as he saw the needle rubbed on the back of his hand, he would be inexplicably relieved.

"The doctor said that it is not necessary, and the next thing is to recuperate well. After a day or two of observation, you can be discharged from the hospital."

"Discharged?" Quan Ce was even more surprised, with such a big family, he thought he would have to stay in the hospital for at least two or three weeks before he could be discharged.Now the nurse actually told him that he could be discharged from the hospital in a day or two, and somehow he felt angry, and he didn't know it when his tone got worse.

"Is there any mistake! Didn't you see that he is still not healed? The injury on his hand is also not healed! How can he be discharged from the hospital!" He said a lot, and the little nurse in front of him was so scared that he couldn't say a word .He also thought that this person was tall, handsome, and handsome, but he was probably sick in the end.Everyone else wanted to be discharged from the hospital early, so why did this person leave the hospital early.He was so nervous that his brows were tightly frowned, and such a handsome face showed irresistible courage at the moment, making people wonder what the relationship between the person lying inside and him is...

Come to think of it, when she first went in to change his dressing, the child was still asleep, and opened his eyes only after she touched him, his dark pupils were filled with exhaustion, even so, she was still shocked at that moment, this People... Even when they are sick and weak, they are amazing enough. The exquisite facial features seem to have been carved by the bitter wind, which is different from the pure yang of a man, which is the haze between a man and a boy. Shouldn't the boy who walks out be loved by thousands of people?Why did he hurt himself? He heard from the doctor that the wound on his wrist was so deep that it kept bleeding from it, and it couldn't be stopped, staining the white sheet under him red. ...According to the doctor, he has many injuries on his body, not just on his wrist.The one on the wrist was made by myself, and the other places were given by others... Looking at the person in front of me, I couldn't help but ask him,

"Are you really his brother?"... They are not alike at all, the two are not alike at all.

"Huh?" Surprised, Quan Ce froze.

"If you are, then why didn't you protect your younger brother, and you worried about it after the fact? What's the use of that? If it really can't be saved, you don't want to regret it for the rest of your life." The straightforward words deeply stimulated everyone. Ce's heart... He really didn't regard him as his younger brother, never, he even regarded him as an enemy, an enemy he hated to the bone.He wanted him to be respectful, obedient, and submissive. He filled him with pale hatred and numb pain. How could he protect him? He wished he could hurt him completely.It's just... She was right, he was worried, not only that, he had already started to regret it.Fortunately, he is still alive, and he doesn't have to bear this kind of heavy depression that he can't explain for a lifetime.That is worse than death.

"I thought he was dead, and I would be very happy..." The nurse was so shocked that she couldn't say a word, as she murmured to herself, she walked past him , go to that door...will he be happy if the people inside die...?