strayed into the world

When he got up early the next morning, Quan Ce didn't see Qing Che in the dining room.

"It's strange, why the tonic soup I made disappeared."

Dazed for a moment, Quan Ce looked at Chen with surprise in his eyes, "Didn't you give me a drink last night?"

"Last night? When."

"Around two or three o'clock..." Thinking about it, it should be at that time. I remember that he was really worried about his growling stomach at that time.

"I went to bed early at that time."

My heart trembled...it wasn't Chen, then the person who put the plate in front of his door last night...there won't be another person...

Chen also suddenly realized, staring at Quan Ce with unquestionable eyes, "Yes..."

It was him... Before Chen could say anything, Quan Ce had already got up and strode out of the dining room, leaving the table completely untouched in his haste...

Quan Ce didn't know what emotion he was bringing into that door, opened it, the golden light made his eyes sore, Quan Ce thought about the light that was still on in the morning, walked a few steps closer, the bed was empty There was no trace of movement at all, and his gaze fell on the swing chair by the French window - he was indeed inside.

Walking into him,...Looking at the person curled up on the swing chair and falling asleep with his head tilted, Quan Ce remembered what Chen said, that he has been nesting here without moving for the past few days, as if he would never be able to sleep during the day Wake up...Looking at this unsteady sleeping face, the slight twist between the brows made him want to reach out and smooth it out for him.Still wearing the clothes she wore yesterday confirmed Quan Ce's idea of ​​just entering the door.I don't know if he has been nesting here since he cooked the soup for him, Quan Ce guessed.

At this time, the eyelids of the person in front of him moved and opened, and there was his own reflection in the baby's black pupils, and then a trace of surprise rose from the bottom of his eyes and hit his heart,

"Quan Ce... why are you here?"

Having been robbed of his lines, Quan Ce felt more helpless, and replied, "I still want to ask why you are here, did you not sleep last night?"

"Huh?...Yes, I slept..." He wanted to argue that he was talking just now?But would Quance believe it?He was so clever, and his lies were so clumsy.

Seeing his bravado, the dark circles under his eyes are really glaring, it doesn't look like they fell after staying up all night... Is it really like what Chen said, he has been living like this for the past few days?Can't help frowning deeper, pouted, looked at him,

"Do you think I'll believe it?"

"..." Of course it is impossible to believe it.Qingche drooped his chin and pursed his lips in silence.

"What are you doing in a daze, why don't you go back to bed and sleep." Quan Ce was very annoyed at the person who was in a daze in front of him, his dark circles, his slowness, and his damn body.I can't let him go on like this, no matter what the reason is, he must let him sleep well, the top priority.

"Ah?" Raising his head, he didn't know what to do with the domineering command of the whole strategy, and responded obediently, "Oh." Then he put down his legs that had been bent all the time. It's not clear how long he lasted in this position, and he found his whole leg when he touched the ground. All numb, one staggered and sat on the ground.

"Are you OK."

Quan Ce didn't have time to catch him and saw him sitting upright on the ground, squatting down to support his slightly trembling shoulders, worry had surfaced on his face.He thought it was due to hypoglycemia again, as if he had already reacted instinctively,

"Would you like chocolate?"

"No, no, I'm fine. It's just that my legs are a little numb after sitting for a long time. Just sit for a while and it will be fine." Qing Che hurriedly waved her hands and shook her head.

sit down?What does he mean, how long does he want to sit on this cold floor?Quan Ce felt that the more he listened, the more absurd it became. No matter what he had numb legs or hypoglycemia, he just wanted to get him back to bed as soon as possible.He lifted his hand and stretched it under his knee... He was also used to this kind of action, used to him curling up in his arms like a docile cat.But this cat, which has always been docile, struggled abnormally in his arms today, shouting,

"Quan Ce, I know how to go, Quan Ce! I'm fine, you don't have to do this! Quan Ce!"

He called his name over and over again, said over and over again that he was fine, that he didn't need his arm, and he didn't need his care, why did he suddenly don't need anything, and threw him on the bed angrily, He just wanted to teach him a lesson about his abnormality, and when he heard the muffled sound of the bed being pressed, he looked at him contentedly,

"Okay, I don't care what you said, so you can die or live as you please. Don't let me see it."

...God knows he didn't do it on purpose, he just wanted to make him angry, make him take back what he said just now and then rely on him as before and yearn for his care.

The person lying on the bed was motionless, his small hands curled up in front of his chest were tightly clenched into fists... completely quiet as if he had been frightened stupid.Such silence frustrates Quan Ce, it is not as simple as he expected, he is even at a loss, he uses the worst tricks like a child, against him,

"I'm leaving."... At the end, he wanted to ask questions.

Turning around to leave, Quan Ce tried his best to maintain the image he had created before, and left indifferently and cruelly, leaving him alone.

But...he had already arrived at the door, and was about to go out, that person was still as quiet as if he wasn't breathing, he didn't call his name anymore, he didn't want him to stay longer...he was too abnormal, wasn't he?

... After a pause, Quan Ce turned around and walked over... Did he lose to him, or himself.Who made it clear.

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Standing by the bed, he still can't be as cruel as he thought... He always has too many unexpected things about him... He stretched out his hand and tried to lift the hair that covered his face, and just touched it between his fingers Touching it, I was stinging with a burst of moist heat.

Cried? ... Turning over those skinny shoulders and pulling him into his arms, is he still resisting at this moment?Cover your face so he can't see it? ... What is he being stubborn about, what is there to be stubborn about, hasn't he seen it all?I've even seen him when he was weakest, and he's still missing this.Grab his hand and forcibly take it away without using much force, he has been gentle to him a lot,

"Did I hurt you?"

Shaking his head, he didn't speak.I suppressed my face and didn't look at him, but the crystal liquid kept overflowing from those eye sockets, and my heart ached.

"Then why are you crying? Don't cry." As he spoke, he wiped away the tears streaming down from the corners of his eyes, and soon got wet...

He blocked his hand, and wiped his tears awkwardly with the back of his hand, over and over again, Quan Ce even felt that he was trying to break away from him, it wasn't his hand holding his shoulder that made him unable to move, he must have escaped far away.The hand that was blocked by him stopped in mid-air, embarrassed and at a loss, and finally pushed away the weak hand. The back of his hand was already wet, but it still didn't help, his face was just like a cat with tears, hugging him You have to keep up, while carefully wiping those tears that can't be wiped dry,

"Don't wipe it anymore, your face is red."...

At this time, he finally had a reaction, and it was the courage he had accumulated for a long time that he suddenly struggled so hard, and then struggled to break free from his arms, his hoarse voice trembling like broken wind chimes,

"Don't be like this! Don't be so nice to me! Don't!"

…Stopping what you’re doing, there’s a second of blankness in the whole strategy… Having nothing to say, being caught in the cold wind in the empty arms he broke free from, he looked at him with tears streaming down his face but he was extremely stubborn,

"I can't take it anymore... Please, don't treat me like this again. Don't give me hope again. You can beat me and scold me... just don't treat me well..." The pair of shoulders went from the initial trembling to Now he was shaking violently, his hands were pulling on the sheet with all his might, what a painful face was under his bangs, Quan Ce saw the drops of crystal falling on the pure white sheet, splashing him in a hurry, subverting everything. ... Desperately wanting to stop his trembling, stop the water lilies that bloom, stop those heart-wrenching sentences... stretch out his hand to stroke the soft hair, let him raise his head to reveal his sad pupils... Going up to cover the slightly long lips, I just want to bite him...to warm him...Tips those small lips carefully, pushed loose teeth, his tongue slipped in, bit by bit, Melting him, melting himself, slowly raised his tongue, which should be chasing and entangled with him, but now it is too obedient...

After a few seconds of blankness, Qing Che immediately realized the situation at the moment, and pushed the whole policy away abruptly,

"Don't! Don't do this!..." Danced and scratched Quan Ce's cheek, a small mouth soon became vivid on the fair skin.However, Quan Ce quietly looked at the hysterical person in front of him, his eyes seemed to be gleaming with oppressive haze and powerful sadness.

"How could you do this to me! Do you know what you are doing?" He wiped his lips and kissed his mouth desperately, his lips were red and swollen due to too much force... How could he kiss him, how did he do this, "You put What did I think, how could you just..." just avoid his first kiss...that was his first kiss, the only thing that mattered to him...

"Qingche..." Quan Ce moved his lips, wanting to say something...but what exactly did he want to say...

"I know, this is nothing to you at all. Your concern and your kindness to me are just your poor charity... I know it all..." He hugged his knees and faced Quan Ce in a closed posture, Quan Ce didn't dare to touch those dark eyes... "...I wish I was a woman... so I can have a reason to beg for more attention from you. But I'm not... you say that men do sex I can't get pregnant with anything, it's all so painful, why they can, but I only have pain..."

"Don't say it again!" Don't hear such cruel accusations from his mouth again, Quan Ce only felt that these sentences were like a knife stabbing his heart... the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe...

As if he didn't hear it, he whispered like a nightmare, his hoarse voice pulled Quan Ce's soul, and it was about to tear apart...

"You don't understand, you don't understand, you don't understand, you don't understand how much that means to me...I have nothing, really nothing...No family, no home, no self-esteem , without purity, without love..."

It turned out that if he didn't mention it, he would treat it as if nothing had happened. He finally heard his words in the car that day... He didn't expose him, he just endured alone in a place he couldn't see, licking and wiping The wound, he regretted his pain but didn't get any return from him... He was so heartbreaking.The eye sockets of heartache are sour.He didn't care whether doing so would hurt the sensitive him again, he couldn't think too much about the whole strategy, he could only act with his brain, stretched out his arms to hug the thin man into his arms, and never let him break free,

"You don't have nothing! You have a family, and I will return your family to you, as well as your home!"

Sure enough, the person in the arms didn't resist after hearing his words, and climbed his hands on his back, pulled his clothes lightly, and asked him in shock and anxiety, "You said you want to return my family to me?" ...What do you mean...he doesn't understand.