strayed into the world

[Finally, you and I will become passers-by who will never meet again. I am destined to cross the body with you and go to endless despair. 】

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"I want to remember you."

There was a faint smile on the corner of Qingche's mouth, waiting for his next move.

"But I won't remember you."

The child felt stunned for a moment, his smile froze for a second, he smiled, and said it again,

"I want to remember you."

These words imprisoned Quan Ce's heart like a mantra. For a moment, Quan Ce mistakenly saw the smile too transparently. Smiling in front of her face is shockingly beautiful.He picked up the bracelet and put it on for him, but when he saw his right hand behind his back, he stopped immediately and looked up at him,

"Then do you know what I want to do most in this 1 minute?"

The kid shook his head.

With a gentle smile on Quan Ce's handsome face, he hooked his index finger at him, and Qing Che moved closer.

At the end of this dull and hot midsummer, when the years were quiet, Quan Ce gently placed a kiss on the boy's forehead and told him,

"That's what I want to do most this minute."

******

late at night--

Quan Ce watched Xu Chi smear iodine on the lotus root-like arm, and the needle pierced into the snow-white skin, his eyebrows were deeply furrowed, as if he was the one who got the needle.

"Don't worry, it's just dehydration."

Xu Chi's voice reminded Quan Ce of his gaffe.He responded softly, and sat down on the sofa behind him, neither seeing nor calming down.

"I injected him with a small amount of sedative. I guess he hasn't slept much these days, and his mental state is really bad."

Quan Ce leaned his head back on the sofa, covered his eyes with his hands, and just uttered a short monosyllabic "En."

Xu Chi looked at the exhausted man behind him, and couldn't help chuckling, "Do you want me to give you an injection too."

"Just take care of him."

"I only care about trauma."

"Just take care of your injuries."

Xu Chi knew Quan Ce too well, and it was because he knew too well that he could understand what he meant.Not everyone can understand this man, he understands, but he doesn't understand.Just like the covered face of the man at this moment, his fatigue was evident.It was rare for him to see such an untidy Quan Ce, and his low tone could not hide his worry.Paradoxically, those sexy and beautiful lips were slightly drawn.

"madman."

"I decided to let him go, Xu Chi."

"What did you say? Letting him go means..." Xu Chi was astonished and almost knocked over the IV bottle in his hand.

Quan Ce's tone was flat,

"That's what you understand."

"..."

"..."

The cameras of the two were silent, and Xu Chi tried his best to digest this huge message.He was dubious about Quan Ce's words, how could this man let go of the hatred in his heart,

"Can you let go?"

But Quan Ce's answer is only one sentence, "If you can't let go... so what."

******

The next day, everything was the same as usual, the only difference was that the family villa was completely restored to its original state after today.

There was no Xia Qingche before, and no one will remember Xia Qingche in the future.

He remembered the surprised expression on her face when he told Chen to prepare Qing Che's luggage the night before yesterday.She must be very surprised that she was so merciful once every ten thousand years, and she was willing to let him go.I asked him several times in a row, true or false.He nodded, really. ...all true.

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On the second day, he left, feeling a little overwhelmed in a hurry.Instead of a relieved smile, she was stunned and sad about parting. When she came out, her eyes were red.Quan Ce stepped forward to comfort Chen, only to realize that it was so difficult to speak.

"Chen, you should be happy, so he'll be safe, right?"...The pain in the heart, who will take care of it.

"But...young master, why is it so fast, did something happen to you?"

Of course he knows that Chen is reluctant, Quan Ce knows that she is the only one who loves the child the most in this family, so he forced a smile, "It is the best way for him to leave." Very helpless, but it is the truth.

"Hey..." Chen had nothing to say and sighed.

During these three years, she stood by the child's side silently comforting him, taking care of him, watching him cry, watching him hurt, watching him endure after being injured, watching him grow up bit by bit, while the body is growing but the mind is being crushed. stayed three years ago. ...Maybe it's what Quan Ce said, but she also saw a glimmer of hope in the child's eyes, which was a light that had never been extinguished. Could it be that he has decided to extinguish it?

"This is a happy thing, you should laugh." Quan Ce found that it was always easier to say than to do.

"...Well... I know."

Do you really want to see you again?He wanted to take Qing Che away countless times, but he was finally persuaded by him. He said that he didn't want to leave Quan Ce, and he wanted to atone for his father. She knew that he was not just atonement...

Now that he really had to leave, the luggage was already in the living room, Quan Ce stood in front of that door, paused for half a second before pushing it open and walking in.

And he was sitting by the bed, staring at the swing chair in front of the French windows in a daze, holding the fluffy teddy bear in his hand, without changing his clothes.

"Why don't you change your clothes?"

He turned his head when he heard his voice, looked at him, a shadow flashed in his dark pupils, Quan Ce didn't know what it was.Walking to his side, he thought it was because of the swing chair,

"I'll deliver the swing chair to your house."

"...Why?" Quan Ce was speechless with the blank question.After a pause, "Don't you like it? Don't you want to take it away?"

"Just put it here"...

"Huh?" Lun Quan Ce was surprised.

"I think it looks best here. What do you think?"

... "It's up to you." ... After that, the two of them were silent in a tacit understanding... No one was afraid to speak first to break the silence.until he speaks first,

"Do you really want me to go back?" I didn't look at Quan Ce, and my eyes kept falling on the swing chair...

"Why do you ask that?"

"You won't regret it?" Regretted the chance to retaliate against him.Let them go.

"At least not yet. If you ask me that again, I might give up my mind." Quan Ce actually didn't want to hear his hesitant sentence, it would only make him regret immediately and leave him, imprisoning him in his own forever. around.

"..." Seeing him silent this time, Quan Ce thought he was taking his words seriously and was worried, so he quickly reassured him, "Okay, I'll keep my word, you can leave here today." Yes. , leave and never come back.

"..." He was still silent, and Quan Ce began to wonder whether what he was looking at was a swing or something, and he was about to leave, didn't he say something to him?At least say goodbye. ... No, he probably doesn't want to say goodbye to him, after saying goodbye

I will definitely see you again.

Shrugging his shoulders, Quan Ce felt that it was time to leave, but just as he was about to turn around, he heard his soft and delicate voice,

"Master is leaving?"

Standing still, looking at him, meeting his eyes for the first time today, "I'm going to the company..."

So...is this farewell?He would never see him again, and he would never hear his footsteps when he came back...Qing Che looked at Quan Ce deeply, without blinking his eyes...

"Do you have to go today?"

"En..." Quan Ce paused, and continued, "Your things are all packed, and the driver is waiting outside. You can leave whenever you are ready."

"...Yes, master."

What's wrong with him, today is a happy day for him, he should see his smile, he should be very excited that he can leave his clutches immediately, but...he didn't see any happiness in him, There was even a hint of hesitation in the corner of his eyes.He was crazy, he actually showed such a direct expression in front of him, what did he want him to do?went and took his face in his hands, and spoke to him commandingly for the last time,

"You are not allowed to show this kind of expression, don't look reluctant, so that I will think you want to stay and take back the previous promise. And once I take back the promise, you will never be able to go back. Do you know?"

Was he threatening him, was he threatening him, threatening him to leave him...?Qing Che looked at the person in front of him, watched him let go of his hand, turned and walked out of the room, and with the disappearing figure, he seemed to feel that it also took away his soul at the same time.

Quan Ce felt that the road from the stairs to the gate was extremely long today.

He had to go downstairs, around the corner, and then go straight through the living room to get out of here. This villa is no different from usual, the servants are still indifferent, and they don't have the slightest parting sorrow.This house is also so big and desolate, he still sets out from here every morning and returns at night with the night frost. ...It's just that after coming back today, I will never see that timid figure again, looking at me shyly and timidly, and greeting him respectfully. ...that's probably the only difference.

Walking through the living room, the suitcase was placed there alone...witnessing a separation.Chen looked at him meaningfully, he hesitated to speak, he knew what she was going to say, but it didn't matter what she said. ...in vain.

... The gate was right in front of him, and Chen was beside him helping him to hold the coat. Quan Ce stopped suddenly, wanting to turn around and confirm the existence of that person again. They complement each other from then on, they are not from the same world, his hatred, his irritability, his anxiety... his self-deception will all evaporate under the sun.

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... He counted how many steps he took to walk into the sun, he counted, this step is the third step... After taking the next fourth step, he suddenly felt a soft object hit his back Sensen was in pain, and his waist was tightly hugged by a pair of frail arms, and he could feel how much strength he had exerted.Fingers grabbed his clothes vigorously to make them pleated beautifully... If his heartbeat stopped suddenly for more than ten seconds, would he die? ...and he's coming soon...

It wasn't until he heard the suppressed sob behind his ear that he remembered to breathe again, without moving, without looking back,

"open."

"..." Instead of letting go obediently, those hands hugged him even tighter. ...warn him one more time,

"Let go! Did you hear me!"

His tone was raised a lot, he thought he would withdraw his hand in fear. ... This time, he was wrong again.Those slender hands showed no tendency to loosen... Is he playing with fire?He knew it was hard for him to do so,

Not only his waist but also his heart.The hands hanging on both sides covered the hands that bound him, and he wanted to move them away, he wanted to get rid of them.

He has used a lot of strength but still can't pull away the seemingly weak hands. It's strange, when did his strength become stronger?At the same time, feeling a faint wet coldness on his back, the person who had been silent all this time finally spoke,

"I won't let go! I won't let go! As soon as I let you go, you will leave!" The stubborn and self-willed tone made Quan Ce suddenly lost his mind, put away his previous emotions, and felt more helpless... hanging down Come on.The corners of his mouth moved,

"It's not me who's leaving, it's you."

"I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving, okay!"

He was taken aback again, even Chen beside him was surprised, Quan Ce managed to break free from the shock, a hibiscus was pulled out from the corner of his mouth,

"Are you kidding..."

"It's not a joke, what I said is true, I don't want to leave here, I don't want to go back, I don't want to go...I..."

"No!" Cutting off his words, Quan Ce just didn't want his last line of defense to be broken, and finally made a decision to part ways with him. He didn't want to go against his previous decision, and he didn't want to repeat the same mistakes. ... He must have said that on impulse, hasn't he seen him clearly?Hasn't he hurt him enough?He still can't bear anything... Tell him, rub his scars, "Do you still want to continue to live like this? As long as you are here, I will continue to torture you, don't you have enough injuries? You hurt No one will care about you, are you willing to live like this for the rest of your life?...Don't you miss your home?..."

I felt him trembling, trembling with everything else, his voice was soft but extremely stubborn, "I don't mind, I don't mind, you can treat me whatever you want, I don't mind at all..." The sobs behind him shook his eardrums , he was bleeding from pain...

"Don't let me go, I'm willing to be used by you, I can help you, anything... Don't let me go!..."

Quan Ce was stunned, it turned out that he still heard what he and Mu Hyuk said...Finally, he had to use this method to force him to speak the truth, this fool endured alone in a place he couldn't see, licking and wiping Wound……

He was so heart-wrenching.

Quan Ce let go of his hands in relief, the soft body fell like a rag in front of his eyes, and the flying tears splashed on his skin, scalding hot... He stretched out his hand to embrace him, clasped his head in one hand and rubbed it into the warm chest, the mournful sobs were drowned in expensive fabrics...

"A passionate madman."

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Really the last one.

The one just now doesn't count.Ha ha ha ha.

capricious!