Black powder self-cultivation

The river flooded Lin Tianluo's head, and he felt countless cold hands tearing him.He struggled in the water, longing to escape the distraction of suffocation.

Lin Tianluo swung his arms and waved away the claws of those evil spirits. He couldn't die, and he still had to find an answer.

I don't know how long I have been swimming in the water, but there is a faint skylight shining down from the top of my head.He swam towards the sky, and with a splash, he got out of the water.

What I saw in front of me was a bustling city, with tall buildings and a lot of people.He climbed up from the water, but no one noticed him. He was standing under a willow tree. The weather was foggy and it seemed to be raining. He saw a woman in plain clothes leading a little boy towards him. come.

There was a faint trace of deja vu between the little boy's eyebrows.

The woman said to the boy: "Xiao Luo, be good, wait for your mother here, if there are uncles or aunts who are willing to take you away, you can go with them."

The boy nodded obediently and watched the woman go away.

Lin Tianluo felt that something was wrong, so she followed the woman quietly, and found that she had gone and returned, hiding in the dark and secretly watching the boy's figure wiping tears.

This woman is afraid that she will abandon her son——

Lin Tianluo guessed this way, seeing the woman shed tears and left without looking back, a bit of determination was hidden in her back.

Lin Tianluo returned to the boy again, and found that he couldn't see herself at all, thinking to herself, could it be that she came to the world of mortals?Soon he stopped being obsessed with it, but waited for the woman with the boy as if to confirm his conjecture.

Later, light rain fell from the sky, but the little boy stood motionless under the willow tree.

Lin Tianluo sighed, raised his head, and saw a cyan figure standing at the end of the bridge, seeming to be looking in their direction. After seeing the man's face clearly, Lin Tianluo couldn't help being stunned.

Gu Jiashu!

However, Gu Jiashu only glanced at them indifferently, then turned and left.

Until he walked across the stone bridge for the second time, this time he stared in their direction for a longer time, only to turn and leave again.

When Gu Jiashu passed the stone bridge for the third time, the rain was already heavy, and the sky was gradually getting dark. This time he did not leave, but walked towards them.He didn't seem to see Lin Tianluo, so he walked straight through his body, knelt down in front of the little boy, stuffed the purple bamboo umbrella into the boy's hand, and said in a low voice, "Will you go home with me?"

The boy shook his head and said stubbornly, "I'll wait for my mother."

"She won't come back, she abandoned you."

"You nonsense!" The boy slapped his hand away excitedly, but tears fell from his eyes. After waiting for so long, he was already sure in his heart that he was abandoned, but he refused to admit it and said: "My mother won't leave me, she won't..."

Gu Jiashu gently wiped away his tears: "You are a smart child, you must have guessed it already. Don't cry, your mother doesn't want you, I want you, come home with me, okay?"

After all, the boy couldn't bear it anymore, threw himself into his arms, and burst into tears.

Gu Jiashu comforted him for a long time, and finally took his little hand and started on the way home.

Lin Tianluo was surprised, and after digesting for a long time, he just came back to what Gu Jiashu and the little boy said just now.

It turned out that this Gu Jiashu was not the Gu Jiashu in the underworld, but a certain life of his.

In this life, he was the eldest son of the prime minister's family, and he was famous all over the capital.

Suddenly, the scene in front of him changed, and it was replaced by a lamp on a night with a bright moon and a breeze. Under the dim candlelight, it was still the boy from just now, snuggling in Gu Jiashu's arms, staring at the white paper in front of him seriously.Gu Jiashu held his hand, stroke by stroke, wrote three words on the paper, and said softly: "Gu Jiashu——"

"Gu Jiashu..." the boy repeated in a low voice.

Gu Jiashu smiled, and wrote three more words: "This is your name, Lin Tianluo—"

Lin Tianluo, who was standing at the door watching them, widened his eyes in disbelief, and looked at the boy, only to see the boy chant after him: "Lin Tianluo, this is my name."

"Yes, this is Luo'er's name." Gu Jiashu said softly.

impossible!

How can it be!

Lin Tianluo's face changed slightly, staring at the boy's face, thinking, how could he be me?

Gradually, the boy's appearance changed into that of a teenager. He was about fifteen or sixteen years old, and his childishness had not yet faded away, vaguely resembling Lin Tianluo.

Lin Tianluo stared at him absent-mindedly.

I saw the young man writing Gu Jiashu's name over and over again on the clean white paper, as if he wanted to engrave this name in his bones.

Every stroke is full of young love.

He has unknowingly fallen in love with Gu Jiashu who accompanied him day and night.

Lin Tianluo's eyes changed suddenly, and his expression was extremely flustered.Suddenly, the whole body suddenly became hot, and the scene in front of me changed again, with thick smoke billowing, fire blazing into the sky, a group of people carrying buckets and sand, beating gongs and drums, and shouting loudly to get out of the water.

Lin Tianluo saw the young man rushing desperately into the depths of the fire just now, and shouted while crying: "He's still inside! He's still inside!"

With a sudden bang, the entire bookstore collapsed in the waves of fire.The young man who was suppressed by his subordinates was full of despair, and finally cried loudly: "Brother Gu! Brother Gu——"

"do not die!"

"Don't die!"

He held the servant's hand tightly, and kept begging: "Please save him, he's still inside, he's inside—"

His cries could be heard in almost the entire Gu Mansion. He was crazy, desperate, and crazily crawled towards the direction of the fire, until a pair of hands stretched out from behind and hugged him: "Luo'er , don’t be afraid, I’m here.”

The boy stopped crying, and in an instant, there was silence around him, except for the crackling sound of the fire.

The young man turned his head, his face suddenly turned pale.

Lin Tianluo seems to be able to hear his heartfelt - Brother Gu knows that I like him, he will think I'm a pervert!

Lin Tianluo felt his embarrassment.

After the fire incident, the young man became very silent, hiding from everyone, and was often invisible. Although there was no gossip in the mansion, he knew, they all knew, knew that he liked men, and felt that he had defiled their eldest son .

Time flies, and the scene quickly changed to a scene of a young man packing his bags.

Lin Tianluo knew that he couldn't bear it anymore, and he wanted to leave.

The boy carried his burden on his back and left the Gu mansion where he had lived for eight years through the back door.

He was walking alone on the ancient road. Soon after, the sound of horseshoes came from a distance. The young man seemed to have sensed it. When he turned around, he saw a person galloping past him. Pulling it into his arms, he rode his horse and ran towards the deep forest until a grass field appeared in front of him.

He lifted the young man off the horse, threw him on the ground, leaned over and imprisoned him in his arms, and asked viciously, "Why did you leave?"

The boy's eyes trembled, not knowing how to answer.

Gu Jiashu's expression became a little irritable, but he was also a little happy, and he repeated: "Why did you leave? I thought...we were clearly in love with each other, do you regret it?"

The young man seemed to see the dawn in the darkness, his eyes lit up, and he said in disbelief, "What did you say?"

Gu Jiashu bowed his head and kissed his lips, and said in a hoarse voice: "I like you, Luo'er, stay for me."

"you……"

"I always thought that I would be unrequitedly in love for the rest of my life, but I didn't expect you, Luo'er..." Gu Jiashu's eyes were full of unspeakable joy, "I'm so happy. Compared with the prejudices of the world, I'm more afraid of you, Luo'er... think I'm a pervert."

All the love in this world is inferior to my crush on you, and you just happen to have a crush on me too.

At that moment, the boy had never felt that his life was so complete. As a matter of course, they hugged each other on the grass, expressing their love to each other heartily.

Those were the memories that Gu Jiashu and the teenager cherished for a lifetime.

The happiness between Gu Jiashu and the boy ended at the moment when a treasonous letter was handed over to the emperor. In the letter, Gu Xiang's crime of treason was clearly revealed. The emperor was furious, and Gu Xiang was sentenced to beheaded.

The entire Gu Mansion was shrouded in an atmosphere of despair.

The young man was not from Gu's family, the jailer had received great kindness from the prime minister, and was entrusted by the prime minister to secretly let the young man go away. However, on the eve of leaving, the young man brought Gu Jiashu a glass of wine. After the glass of wine, Gu Jiashu poured it into the young man's arms. Under the shocked gaze, the young man knelt down in front of him, and said in a low voice: "There is no repayment for the kindness of adoption. I am willing to die on behalf of the eldest son, and I beg the prime minister to make it happen."

After that, the scene in front of him changed rapidly, and soon it was the day when the Gu family beheaded.Lin Tianluo saw Gu Jiashu appearing in the crowd, and watched everyone's heads fall to the ground, and the blood stained the execution ground.After nightfall, under the misty moonlight, Gu Jiashu knelt down in front of the bloodstain.

Lin Tianluo slowly floated over, knelt down in front of him, watched him bite his lips to bloody flesh, and wept silently.

Lin Tianluo wanted to reach out to wipe away his tears, but it passed through his body.Footsteps sounded behind Gu Jiashu, Lin Tianluo and Gu Jiashu turned their heads at the same time, and saw the boy who should have been beheaded walking from the moonlight in white clothes.

Lovers who have gone through life and death embrace each other.

"It's Xiangye who... let someone else replace me. He said, if I die, you won't be able to live." The young man whispered all this in his ear.

Gu Jiashu hugged him tightly: "Father is right, Luo'er, I can't lose you. However, the blood debt owed by the dog emperor to our Gu family must be paid—"

Lin Tianluo probably already guessed the subsequent development.

Gu Jiashu left with the young man, kept his name incognito, and studied poetry and books day and night. Ten years later, Gu Jiashu went to Beijing to rush for the exam under the pseudonym Gu Wuhuan.

If you don't avenge this revenge, you will have no joy in caring for each other.

Everything was as Lin Tianluo guessed. After changing his name, Gu Jiashu won the first prize and was married to the princess by the emperor.

That night, the candles were burning, and in the princess mansion, the beautiful woman in brocade clothes looked at Gu Jiashu coldly, and said loudly: "You want to reverse the case for the Gu family, and this palace wants to get rid of the chaotic ministers and thieves, Mr. Gu, I think you have to agree with Gu Jiashu." Bengong plays this scene, and I promise that after the society is stable, I will let you and Lin Tianluo go back, and I will never intervene again, but before that, please cooperate with me, and the matter of the fake marriage is known to heaven and earth , you know and I know."

Gu Jiashu took a deep look at her, and said in a low voice: "Gu will obey the princess' order, and ask the princess to keep her promise, and take care of Luo'er."

Lin Tianluo watched them make the oath, but he didn't know all this in that life, he vaguely remembered how sad and desperate he was when he heard the news that Gu Jiashu was going to marry the princess.However, this is Gu Jiashu's ambition, and he must fulfill him.

He remembered it all.

On the night of Gu Jiashu's marriage, the house was full of guests and the lanterns were like flowers. He passed through the noisy crowd, walked into the wedding hall, took a glass of wine, raised it high, and said loudly: "Brother Gu, with this glass of wine, I wish you and the princess to have a baby soon." , grow old together."

Every word weeps blood, but every sentence comes from the heart.

Whatever Gu Jiashu wanted to do, he would do it for him.

He thought, his love can only be perfect.

He left the wedding banquet, and then Gu Jiashu chased him out, swore to him, but never mentioned his covenant with the princess.Lin Tianluo thought that he had betrayed him, and made a decision in his heart. That night, they hugged each other, and they were extremely lingering, just like what they did on that grass field one afternoon.

As if nothing had happened yet, they were still in love with each other.

Before dawn, Lin Tianluo woke up from his sleep, led a skinny horse, and left Gu Jiashu.

After that, Gu Jiashu never found any trace of him, nor got any news about him.

Until the news of Lin Tianluo's death under the robber's knife came, that was the only news Gu Jiashu got, but it was the news of his lover's death.All the grief turned into dripping blood, which stuck in his throat.At that moment, what was hate and what was love, the world turned into nothingness.He handed the princess a divorce letter, and left the princess mansion under her astonished gaze.

Lin Tianluo died, and Gu Jiashu couldn't survive.

This is already doomed.

He killed himself in the most brutal way.

With a glass of poisoned wine, his seven orifices bleed, and he died in the wedding hall he personally arranged for himself and Lin Tianluo.

——This life has come to an end, I only hope that our souls can be reunited after death.

Gu Jiashu's last wish before his death.

Standing in the center of the wedding hall, Lin Tianluo felt that the red makeup all over the room was on fire, but Gu Jiashu, who was dressed in red, was lying on the side of the table with his eyes closed, the wine cup tilted and the wine flowing.

Bloodstains meandered from the corners of his mouth and eyes.

A dazzling red.

"Brother Gu——" Lin Tianluo felt suffocated like the water in the River of Forgetfulness submerged his head. All the sadness and despair turned into this mournful cry. Lin Tianluo couldn't tell which life he was calling him .

A soft heart has long been cut to pieces by the sharpness of the ending.

All the grievances and grievances in the past have disappeared, but his soul is in the vast world, but he doesn't know where to go.

Lin Tianluo looked at the dream shadow that was gradually dissipating in front of him, and finally couldn't hold it anymore, tears streaming down his face.