[Pattern] Fragrance of loneliness

It's been two days like this.

Huazelei's eyes were still wrapped with gauze, which blocked the looking eyes.

In the past few days, Daoming Temple Secretary would come to see him in the ward every morning, talk to him, and leave at noon.For the rest of the time, the maid of the original Daoming Temple family took care of herself.

On the morning that Zhibu Junping set the fire, Daoming Sisi finished the meeting early and returned home, wanting to see Huazelei as soon as possible.However, the plane made an emergency landing on an island not far from Japan due to weather.

It was at this time that Daoming Siji received a call from Zhibu Junpei.

He rushed all the way back to Japan by water, and brought Hanazawa out of the sea of ​​fire.

As for Oribu Junpei, he has been arrested by the police.

This is what Daoming Sisi told him.

The class couldn't speak, so he could only nod to show that he understood.Even through the thick gauze, Huazelei could still feel Daoming Sisi's gaze on her.

The sad, remorse-like gaze, that feeling is so unusual, it sticks to him so that Hua Zelei can't ignore it.

This morning the pendulum clock struck seven times, and Daoming Sisi appeared in the ward on time as in the previous two days.

"Lei, how do you feel? Did you sleep well last night?"

nod.

"I asked the doctor, you can remove the gauze tomorrow, and the vocal cords have almost recovered, right?"

"Hmm..." Hua Zelei made an affirmative voice from somewhere in his throat.

"That's really great." Daoming Sisi said with relief.

Let the maid on the side peel the pears and cut them into slices, and put them on a plate. "Come on, eat some pears, your throat is getting better now, but try not to talk today."

These days, Daoming Sisi has been talking to Hua Zelei in such a gentle tone that almost doesn't look like him.He picked up a pear slice and handed it to Huazelei's lips.

White flesh, cherry-colored thin lips.It's so beautiful, Daoming Sisi thought, but this beauty cannot be his own after all.

When it was almost noon, the director of Daoming Temple left as usual.

That night, everything was quiet, but Hua Zelei was lying on the hospital bed but couldn't fall asleep.

"Kacha" came a soft sound from the door, and someone walked in.

Hua Zelei didn't move, now that his eyes are wrapped with gauze, no one would doubt that he is still asleep.

Who is it?He didn't think any dangerous person would come in in the middle of the night when the outside of his ward was heavily guarded by the Daoming Temple.

Someone caressed his cheek very lightly, as if afraid of waking him up.

The familiar body temperature came from his cheeks, which made Huazelei feel relieved.

It's just, what is he going to do in the middle of the night?

"Lei, I'm sorry..." The sound of apologizing was very clear in the silent night. "I really... can't live without you." As she said that, Huazelei felt that the man squatted down and approached her, and the warm and soft touch fell on her lips lightly like a feather, and she left in an instant.

But as if it was still a second late, a drop of warm water fell on his cheek, slid down the curve of his face, and landed on the pillow cover.

Daoming Sisi didn't dare to stay any longer, and walked out of the room lightly and hastily.

The night has returned to the tranquility like an enchantment. It is the beginning of April, and all the cherry blossoms in Japan are in bloom. Even in the ward, you can still smell the faint fragrance of flowers outside the window.

Those crystal clear teardrops soaked into the pillow cover, and disappeared without a trace. If it weren't for the undried water marks on his cheeks, Huaze Lei would even doubt whether it and its owner had ever been here.

Since that time when he narrowly escaped from the fire, the only time he hugged himself tightly was when he just woke up.Since then, Daoming Sisi has never touched himself again.But this light touch after two days made Huazelei faintly feel uneasy.

The next morning the pendulum clock struck seven.The door opened.

However, it was not Daoming Sisi who came, but Hua Zelei's attending physician.

"Mr. Hanazawa, your gauze can be removed."

"Ah."

The gauze was removed layer by layer, "Get used to it for a while, and then slowly open your eyes." The attending physician said.

Huazelei slowly opened his eyes and looked at the doctor in front of him.

After doing the necessary vision test and physical examination, the attending physician told Lei Huaze that he was fine and could be discharged from the hospital.

After the doctor left, Huazelei looked at the maid standing beside her. "Where is Si?"

"Go back to Master Huaze, Master Si went to America last night."

"doing what?"

"I heard it's studying abroad."

"Is it."

"Master Huaze, I have already packed your belongings. The driver and deacon of Huaze's family are waiting for you downstairs. You can go home."

"Oh? Go home? Back to Huaze's house?"

The maid bowed her head respectfully and said, "Yes."

Hua Zelei didn't intend to ask any more, "You ask someone to move my things into the car for me first, I'll be down in a while."

"Yes." The maid backed out in response, and at the moment the door was closed, she heard Hua Zelei softly say, "What is this?..."

And it's upstairs in this ward.Daoming Sisi was standing by the window, watching the servants put the items belonging to Huaze into the black car one by one.Thinking that after a while, Lei will also sit in this car, and then leave here, leave himself.

Daoming Sisi left the window and sat on the edge of the bed.

I still can't do it myself.

He thought that he could watch the back of his lover leave, but at this moment, he realized that he was still exalting himself too much.I couldn't do it myself, and I didn't even have the courage to stand by the window and watch.He couldn't bear it, he was afraid that he couldn't help but want to keep him.

But that is not allowed.

Isn't it enough for him to want to leave the lesson he has learned?From the scene of the fire, I saw the person who was unconscious on the bed, and the ankles were mixed with sweat and blood from trying to break free from the shackles.At that moment, he knew that he could not keep him.

The Secretary of Daoming Temple looked down at his hands, his dirty hands stained with blood, what right did he have to touch him again...

He didn't even have the courage to say a word to him to set him free.

"Dong dong—" A slight knock on the door brought him back from his thoughts.

"Come in. Has he already left?" As if he had already guessed who would come, Daoming Temple asked with his back to the door.

"Yes, Master Huaze has already left." It was the maid who had taken care of Huazelei who answered him.

"That's all right. Did you tell him about my going to America?"

"said."

"Did he say anything?"

"..."

"I see, you go down." What's wrong with me? "It's better if you don't have one." I finally let go, and lied to Huaze Lei that I went to the United States so that he could live here with peace of mind. It is best for Lei not to ask anything.

Is it looking forward to the smile that the class will show to itself after waking up?Is it looking forward to the joy in the heart when the class didn't push him away?Si buried his face in his palms.How can it be?That was just a subconscious act of the rest of Lei's catastrophe, and even if he fell asleep and didn't have time to wake up, how could Xie show such reassuring emotions to himself.The warmth that I thought I felt that day was just self-righteousness.

Like him, for the past two days, maybe he has been troubled by his behavior after waking up.If it wasn't him who was beside Lei at that time, but someone else, such as the maid who just left, it is only natural that Lei would do the same thing.

And at this moment, he was finally free.I still imagined that he would have something to commemorate, I really... overestimated my capabilities.

In the end, how self-righteous you are.

"Dong dong—" There was another slight knock on the door.

Who is it this time?But no matter who it is, it doesn't matter anymore, the person I want to see the most has left and will never come back again. "Come in."

"Crack-"

"What's the matter?" Daoming Sisi still turned his back to the door.

"..."

"Just tell me what you want." Sisi Daoming who didn't get a response turned his head impatiently, but stood up suddenly when he saw someone coming. "How do you..."

"Why am I here? Do you want to ask this?"

"I..." Not knowing what to say, Daoming Temple hurriedly pulled off the clothes on the side and wanted to put them on, but it was already too late anyway, what I least wanted to let him see, what I most wanted to cover up, was just now , has been all exposed under the eyes of that person.

The author has something to say: Note: The last two words in the penultimate paragraph of the last chapter were [groan/groan]

And guess who was the last person who appeared in front of Daoming Sisi?

☆, so