[Pattern] Fragrance of loneliness

Huazelei wanted to comfort him, even though he didn't know why he was crying.

But halfway through his hand, someone grabbed his wrist tightly.

His slender wrist was pinched and hurt, Lei frowned, "What are you doing? Secretary!"

"Does it hurt?"

"Of course! You let go!"

The wrist under his hand is so slender, as if it would be broken if he squeezed hard.

"I won't let go." Si firmly said.

"What stupid things are you talking about?! Let go!"

"Lei!" Si suppressed Huaze Lei who was resisting, and called out.

Lei paused and looked at him blankly, "What's wrong?"

"Do you love me?"

Class heard the Secretary say so.

"You're crazy!" Lei broke free from his grip, and pushed away Daoming Sisi who was pressing on him.

He wanted to leave the room, he blocked the door.

"Stay!" Si was short of breath like a beast, and Si wanted to make the human pay the price for suffering alone!

"I don't know what caused you to have feelings that you shouldn't have, but I hope you are rational." Hua Zelei said lightly.

But for Si, who was dazzled by the wave of inner pain, the expression of class irritated him like a poisonous snake.

reason?Throw away all the useless stuff.

Shouldn't there be?That's right, this relationship that shouldn't have arisen has really existed for more than ten years!He started to overdo it.

Huazelei was resisting, so he used violence to force him to accept it!

Since you can even do it with women you don't know, why can't you?Thinking about it, Si ripped off Huaze Lei's bathrobe.

Hua Zelei was half a head taller than Daoming Si Si, kicked Si off his body, and staggered towards the door.

The residue of alcohol also affected his movements, and the sudden movement of getting up made Xi Jinping feel dizzy.Carpets, furniture, furnishings, and gates are spinning and mixing together, like watercolors mixed with several colors, fused into pitch black.

When the class woke up again, it didn't know how long it had passed.

His head is no longer dizzy, and he clearly recalls the previous events.

The furnishings in the room told him that this was still Daomingsi's house.He tried to move, but found himself strapped to a chair.

The chair was comfortable and it didn't make his neck sore.

The doorknob turned slightly, and someone came in.

"You're awake." Si said with a blank expression.

There was a bottle of light green liquid on the bedside, Si picked up the vial and walked to Hua Zelei.

He half knelt down, keeping his eyes on the same level as Hua Zelei.

"What do you want to do?" The fear of the unknown made Hua Zelei faintly uneasy.

"Reluctantly...it won't work," Si said. "You still love her?"

She meant Fujitang Jing, and both of them understood.

"so what?"

"Give up." Si said, "If no one else cares, why don't you consider me?"

"No talk."

"Hey...don't refuse so quickly." Si gently stroked the back of Huazelei's hand on his knee, "You want to forget her too? Shall I help you?"

"dream!"

"Pfft!" Daoming Si Si laughed, "You are obviously very indifferent to many things, but you are extremely paranoid about this."

Daoming Temple Secretary shook his head helplessly, "Are you in pain?"

Hanazawa did not answer.

Daoming Sisi continued to speak. "Me too."

I am also in pain.

He's good, handsome, and indifferent to his efforts.For so long, he has put all his energy on Fujido Jing, and he has been ignored.But that was all right, he suffered alone, and one is always alone in life.

"I know a way to forget the pain." Daoming Sisi's voice was like a witch's bewitching, he raised the glass bottle containing the light green liquid in his hand, "If you agree, smell it, you will be happy. "

Hua Zelei didn't open her mouth, her beautiful eyebrows were slightly tightened.

"Don't show such a confused expression." Si reached out to smooth the bulge between Huazelei's eyebrows.

Huaze Lei did not agree, but Daoming Sisi still unscrewed the bottle cap and put the mouth of the bottle under Hua Zelei's nose.

Class held his breath and stared at Si in front of him without blinking, as if protesting, as if saying, "Take it away!"

Daoming Sisi looked at him with a smile. As long as a person is alive, he is destined to need to breathe. The longer he holds his breath, the greater his inhalation, and he doesn't even have to wait for tens of seconds.

Hua Zelei finally gave up, no matter how reluctant he was, his body reacted before him.

"Look...it would have been better to have done this earlier."

Daoming Sisi untied the rope that bound Hua Zelei, and put him gently on the bed.

Hanazawa didn't know what that liquid was.But it must be something unusual.

He felt that he couldn't exert all his strength, but his senses were still clear, and his consciousness was also very clear, but he was weak.

The Secretary of Daoming Temple unbuttoned the few clothes on his body, revealing his white carcass in front of his eyes.

The proportions of the figure are perfect, Daoming Sisi kissed Lei's body like a pilgrimage.He has no faith, but is more devout than ordinary believers.

When the fiery liquid sprayed into Huazelei's warm body, Daoming Sisi seemed to smell that special fragrance again.

Same taste as before, but stronger.

"Have you put on perfume?"

"No."

"Oh." Daoming Sisi / pulled / out of Lei's body, and buried himself deeply again.

The so-called friendship has been trampled on, but Si has no regrets.

After the enthusiasm passed, the effect of the medicine on Lei almost disappeared.Si didn't make it difficult for him anymore, even if he beat him and scolded him just to vent his anger, it didn't matter.

But Lei's behavior was beyond his expectation.

Hua Zelei got off the bed, only wrapped a white towel around her lower body/body, and walked to the bathroom without saying anything.

The white liquid between the buttocks dripped onto the dark carpet due to gravity, and the turbidity was a bit shocking.

Daoming Sisi looked at the liquid that once belonged to him on the carpet, wondering what Lei was thinking.

Isn't he angry?Is he not angry?Didn't he have any resentment at being treated like this?

Si wanted to question him, so he walked to the door of the bathroom and opened the door.

Human didn't even lift his eyes, and didn't care what the expression of the man standing at the door was.

"Aren't you angry?!" Si asked, "I did that to you! Aren't you angry at all?"

"Come here." Lei said without answering his doubts.

Secretary walked over.

Class stopped his neck, "You are right, this is indeed very happy."

During the time of sex/love, the body and mind seem to be emptied, and you don’t need to care about who lived in your heart and who will come in the future.Huaze felt like an eagle exiled on the Mongolian grassland.

"You mean...you don't mind...I hug you." Daoming Sisi asked blankly.

"En." Hua Zelei smiled, but the smile didn't reach his eyes, and Daoming Sisi's face was still not reflected in his eyes.

Si felt like crying.

I felt like laughing again.

The two diametrically opposite emotions caused Si to make a strange expression on his face.

Looking at the white skin covered with the marks left by him, he felt a perverted sense of satisfaction in his heart.

He knew that Hua Zelei still didn't love him, but he was willing to accept himself now.The reason for this acceptance is the so-called happiness that I put forward.

Ridiculous ending!The Secretary of Daoming Temple thought.

But he didn't even have the courage to refuse.

Because even if he knew it was false tenderness, he was not willing to discard it.

"How are you and Huazelei?" On the balcony, Shancai and Sisi Daoming stood shoulder to shoulder and asked.

"Why do you ask that?"

"I always feel...the relationship between you has become different."

"Have it?"

"some."

Daoming Sisi had to say that this woman's intuition was terrifyingly accurate.

"Do we have a future?" Daoming Temple Secretary asked Shancai.

Shancai knows that the "we" that Daoming Si refers to is him and Lei, but she doesn't know either, and frankly says she doesn't know.

Daoming Sisi smiled helplessly.

Since that day, Si and Lei have maintained a so-called physical relationship.

Don't talk about feelings, just talk about sex.

Let Daoming Sisi not feel a little love.

Human beings will bear and accept themselves under themselves, but it always feels that other human beings will not reject them.

For example, Ximen, Meizuo, or Makino Shancai.

But in his heart, Si still longs for humans to accept him, even a little bit.

The boss will buy things for Lei, and do things that he thinks Lei might be happy with.

If Hua Zelei is a child who is easy to be happy, as long as he wants, he can satisfy him, whether it is money or other things.Daoming Sisi thought, even if he was a poor man, he would do his best to satisfy all his demands.

But now, he can only kneel down in front of this child who has no desires.

He even felt that there was no one crueler than humans in the world.

During the day, Lei is still the young man who is not interested in anything at school. At night, he will make love with himself in bed until dawn, but when he wakes up, he still has the same frozen face, as if wearing a mask .

Fortunately for the only commander, Lei no longer goes to nightclubs.

Even if Xi Jinping feels heartless, ruthless and cold, even if the person in Xi Jinping's heart is not him, but another woman he cannot touch.

But he still loves him, hopelessly in love, crazy and persistent!

Secretary thought.

So go ahead.

One day, the cold individual of human beings will be warmed up by him, as long as he keeps giving and making unremitting efforts.

Love will eventually reach the other side.

Even though the time is long, the road is long.

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