The dead enemy has to spoil me after being stupid [entertainment circle]

Lu Bianyan was covered under the quilt, his head was dazed, his back was slightly arched, and the exposed back of his neck was white and red, like a drunken shrimp.

He didn't expect Shen Jizhou to remember this matter, let alone bring it up again after such a long time.

But thinking about it carefully, although I have never seen Shen Jizhou drunk before, but with his calm and rational characteristics, even if he is drunk, he should not be a person who will be broken.

In the final analysis, he was just deceiving himself and others, even if there was only a slight possibility that Shen Jizhou would not remember, he clung to it like a life-saving straw and convinced himself to believe it.

He realized that he was panicking, so he chose to escape.

But now it seems that there is no escape.

The night was very quiet, and Shen Jizhou didn't forcefully ask questions, but the sound of rustling and rain seemed to be an invisible urging, which disturbed his mind.

Why is he pretending it didn't happen...

After a long while, I muttered softly: "Is this kind of thing important? It's normal for people to be impulsive when they are drunk, and I didn't care about it with you..."

"But I want you to think about it."

Shen Jizhou's tone was gentle, but this kind of ordinary tone was the most irritating.

Lu Bianyan even felt aggressive and had nowhere to escape.

Shen Jizhou seemed really unhappy today.

When he thought that Shen Jizhou might be sad, he felt uncomfortable.

But if he had to spread these things out to understand, he felt that he was not good enough.

"Shen Jizhou, since I was a child, when I couldn't see you, I was really not used to it, unhappy, and not interested in doing anything. You are a very important person to me, so I hope I can always see you in the future. Is it the same as before... If you are unhappy, then I will coax you, okay?"

The kid's words were apologetic, soft-hearted, and probing, and it was rare for him to give in to him once.

Shen Jizhou's heart was soft and sore.

He understood what Lu Bianyan meant, and was worried that if some words were too blunt, he would not even have to be friends, but he was reluctant to disappear by himself, so he wanted to continue as before.

Shen Jizhou chuckled: "How are you going to coax me?"

Lu Bianyan squirmed under the quilt, "coaxing" was not something he was good at, if the other party wasn't Shen Jizhou, he probably wouldn't be able to say such things in his life.

Weird.

"How do you want to coax?"

Just by looking at the back of this cute head, Shen Jizhou knew how struggling this person was.

"Turn around and look at me."

Since I took the initiative to say that I want to coax people, I have to show a coaxing attitude, after all, Shen Jizhou was very gentle when coaxing him before.

Lu Bianyan gritted his teeth, turned around, and faced Shen Jizhou face to face.

Fortunately, the night was dark, and Shen Jizhou definitely couldn't see his face that was red like a crayfish.But the tent is that big, so close, you can clearly feel each other's breathing.

He asked in a low voice, "And then..."

Shen Jizhou laughed angrily: "You want to coax me, and you want me to teach you?"

"I have never coaxed people before, and I have no experience."

The voice is small, but confident.

Shen Jizhou really has no temper. In the night, he can see the cute little faces of the children, as well as the flustered little eyes. The dazed look is really cute.

He couldn't hold it back, stretched out his hand and scratched the tip of the child's nose, and said slowly: "First of all, those who coax others should not lose their temper, they must obediently obey what the other party says, and fulfill their requirements until the other party is satisfied. Can you do that?" ?”

Lu Bianyan's eyes rolled slowly under his long eyelashes, it didn't sound too cost-effective, but it seemed to make sense, so he said "um" vaguely.

Shen Jizhou was satisfied: "Then whatever I ask now, you should answer me obediently."

"Ah."

"Before you helped me press the hot search, buy out the news, and know that I might have black news, what kind of mood did you have?"

Lu Bianyan didn't even think about it: "You can't have black material, there must be something inside."

"So trust me?"

"Well, letter."

Shen Jizhou smiled: "Okay, next question."

"The last time you played Truth or Dare, how did you feel when you heard that my first kiss was in high school?"

"None of my business."

"to be frank."

Lu Bianyan pursed his lower lip in annoyance, and then said in a muffled voice, "...a little bit uncomfortable, but just a little bit."

"Okay, a little bit is fine." Shen Jizhou traced the outline of the person in front of him in the dark night, and was silent for a few seconds, "Then I tell you now that I have never kissed anyone else, will it make you happier?"

Lu Bianyan raised his eyelids unexpectedly, and the boredom suddenly faded away, but he still glanced at the person in front of him with distrust: "Did you lie that day?"

"No." Shen Jizhou's eyes fell on his lips, "I only kissed one person, and that time was you."

Lu Bianyan pursed his lips subconsciously, his mind went blank for a moment, and he frantically searched for memories, but finally found nothing.

Shen Jizhou was not surprised, and looked at him deeply: "I don't know if the frog prince will become a prince after being kissed by the princess, but after being kissed by the prince, he will really become a prince, won't he?"

Lu Bianyan's heart skipped a beat.

not a dream...

It's not a dream...

The dream that he thought he kissed Shen Jizhou in his dream, and he felt uncomfortable for several days, turned out to be real...

It's actually true.

The shock at this moment was no less than that day when Shen Jizhou kissed him while drunk.

He kissed Shen Jizhou when he was in high school?

Kissed the very sober Shen Jizhou?

No wonder that frog mask looks so familiar.

"Silly?"

Shen Jizhou's tone was still gentle.

Lu Bianyan seemed to be drained of strength, even his tongue became dry, and he swallowed subconsciously.

"You...why didn't you mention this at the time?"

Because a certain person refused to admit it after kissing someone, and he didn't know why he was crazy, so he insisted on taking him to the Lu family temple to kowtow the next day, vowing to be a good brother for a lifetime in the future.

He guessed that Lu Bianyan had vaguely noticed something at that time, but he couldn't remember the fragment at all because he was drunk.

Even if he couldn't remember clearly, with such a big reaction, he was anxious to get right with him, so why would he have any reason to flop with someone seriously.

Shen Jizhou: "Because I know you don't like it, and I also know that you lose your memory after drinking, just like now, you will be shocked after I say it."

Lu Bianyan was still a little overwhelmed, his palms gripped the quilt tightly to suppress his nervousness and guilt.

So after Shen Jizhou fell ill, he said that he had amnesia, and he didn't remember many things.

It turned out that he really didn't remember many things.

Thinking of this, Lu Bianyan suddenly felt sad, as if something was blocked in his heart.

In addition to guilt, there is also an empty sense of loss, because if Shen Jizhou hadn't been sick, he probably would never have mentioned these things, and he would never have known that they had done such intimate things when they were young and absurd.

"Shen Jizhou."

"Ah."

"I...I apologize to you, I'm sorry."

"You didn't owe me." Shen Jizhou's voice was hoarse, "Didn't I get it back last time?"

I didn't feel that the child owed him, not only because of the urge to get it back last time, but also because it was the child's secret love for him when he was young and grew up savagely, a little sweetness of charity.

Afterwards, he was full of sourness and joy, and even during the three years abroad without Lu Bianyan, he would feel gentle and satisfied just by recalling the brief intimacy at that time.

Mentioning this, the kid shrunk back into a little drunk shrimp, blushing with shame, and buried his head in embarrassment to speak.

Shen Jizhou's heart was numb from being scratched.

How can he be so obedient? No wonder he always wants to bully.

"last question."

Lu Bianyan blinked, and raised his round, red ears.

"Did you miss me during the three years I left?"

The little ears were completely red, and they couldn't hide them in the night.

He tugged at the quilt and was awkward for a while.

"think......"

It was like the buzzing of mosquitoes and ants, the sound was so small that it was almost inaudible.

But Shen Jizhou still heard it.

The emotions that had been suppressed for too long overflowed, and finally couldn't hold back anymore. All the rational indifference was defeated, and I just wanted to vent it.

One word.

He felt enough was enough.

He stretched out his hand in the night, wrapped around the back of Lu Bianyan's head, leaned forward, turned all his thoughts into a kiss, and blocked the ending sound of that word between his lips.

Not superficially tender, with forbearing restraint, the kiss was deep and heavy.

Lu Bianyan's brain almost stopped functioning, and his breathing was stagnant. He just stretched his nerves, feeling Shen Jizhou's breath and softness.

He didn't respond, but he didn't resist either.

He seemed to enjoy it a little bit, this kiss seemed to soothe a lot of his sourness and guilt, as well as those turbulent and unknown hazy emotions.

How can there be someone who is so meticulous, considerate, and extraordinarily gentle, tolerates his arrogance and temper without complaint, and cares about his well-being.

It turned out that it was just hiding a long-lasting and long-lasting affection.

He seemed to suddenly understand.

Shen Jizhou might really like him...

But how likely is this possibility?

It has been three years since Shen Jizhou left, without a single call, message, or even greetings from others.

Is it really possible to love someone so unfeelingly?

Because he missed Shen Jizhou countless times, countless times.

I scolded him in my heart, blamed him, hesitated countless times with my mobile phone and wanted to delete all contact information, and felt that I was too serious, as if he was the one who was abandoned.

So he knows what it's like to miss.

If Shen Jizhou liked him, how could he be willing to suffer this kind of suffering.

The more Lu Bianyan thought about it, the more aggrieved he became, and finally his eyes turned red and he choked up.

Sensing the trembling breath and voice, Shen Jizhou was stunned, and his heart sank suddenly.

He let go of Lu Bianyan and looked down at him.

The corners of the kid's eyes were red, he pursed his lips, turned his head away from him, his eyelashes trembled because of being bullied.

really.

I couldn't accept it and got angry.

Shen Jizhou didn't feel very surprised, but the sourness in his heart still came up.

He was silent for a moment, wiped away the moisture from the corners of Lu Bianyan's eyes, and made his tone sound as gentle as possible: "This time I didn't get your consent again, but I'm not going to apologize."

"Lu Bianyan, I also want to be selfish once, to fight for myself once."

Shen Jizhou's voice was hoarse, gentle and sincere: "My brother really likes children a lot, and he has liked them since he was sensible."

Lu Bianyan's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he held his breath.

"When I was very young, I felt that Yanyan had a bad temper and didn't bother to talk to you, but when I saw you playing with other children, I felt unhappy, when I saw you being punished, I felt very angry, and when I saw you being bullied by others, I felt very angry. Reluctantly recognized a stupid younger brother."

"Get used to taking care of you, protecting you, following you with your eyes anytime, anywhere, watching you grow into a teenager."

"Laugh at me, make trouble with me, and always play tricks and lose your temper, but he is also very easy to coax. He is the most coaxable kid I have ever seen."

"It wasn't until I came back to my senses that I realized that I didn't know when it had become abnormal."

"When I look at you, my heart will be pounding, very fast. When I hold you, I will feel uncomfortable, nervous, and feel like I can't breathe, but I am very happy."

"When you sleep next to me, you will lose sleep all night, but you can't bear to throw you out. I want to see you all the time, I want to be closer to you, closer..."

His voice was slow and mellow, as if he was talking about an ordinary thing.

"Lu Bianyan, do you understand what I'm talking about?"