Jiang Ruan rushed to wash his face again, but luckily his eyes were not red, so he put on the mask and went downstairs.
Xie Shiyu was waiting for him by the car.
"...I'm sorry, I accidentally fell asleep after filming, and I just woke up." Jiang Ruan raised his head and said to Xie Shiyu, his voice was still a little hoarse, and it sounded muffled, as if he had cried nasally .
He wanted to go to the back seat, but Xie Shiyu had already reached out to help him open the passenger door.
"It's okay," Xie Shiyu said, "I just arrived too."
When everyone got in the car, the atmosphere became more and more dull, and there was nothing to talk about. Xie Shiyu tuned a radio station casually, played the background sound without embarrassment, and asked him: "Are you hungry, what do you want to eat? What do you want to eat?" Didn't you eat much tonight?"
"...I can do anything." Jiang Ruan relived an old dream for no reason, and now she has no appetite.
"You..." Xie Shiyu originally wanted to ask if you have any taboos, but he felt that it was unnecessary before he said it. He laughed lightly at himself and said, "I went to an old Hunan restaurant nearby with Director Zhang last time. Restaurant, chopped pepper fish is well done.”
Jiang Ruan nodded.
The old Hunan restaurant was secluded and elegant, Xie Shiyu asked for a private room, Jiang Ruan followed behind him, walked around the screen, the room was warmly lit, which eased the tension in his body.
"Eat first," Xie Shiyu urged him to move his chopsticks after several dishes were served, "Anyway, this drama is about to wrap up, so I won't suddenly gain weight after eating such a supper. You really have to listen to Director Zhang everywhere, and you will be tortured to the point where you never want to be in his group after filming."
Jiang Ruan lowered his head and picked up a small piece of red and spicy fish with chopped peppers. His pale cheeks finally turned red. He smiled at Xie Shiyu and said softly, "Actually, I should invite you today. Thank you for helping me during this time." So many times."
It was the first time to sit together and chat like this after the reunion, and there was no grudge about the past, you and I smiled in a measured manner, Jiang Ruan was a little dazed, as if this should be a normal reunion.
But he licked the tip of the chopsticks, his lips were still slightly swollen, he was still being licked and sucked by another person a few hours ago, and his heartbeat couldn't stop beating a little faster.
"It's too early to say thank you," Xie Shiyu raised his eyebrows, and handed him the freshly boiled sour plum soup in the shop, suggesting to him, "Maybe I have other plans?"
Jiang Ruan's eyelashes trembled, and the fish he picked up fell into the plate again.
At the beginning when he made up his mind to break up with Xie Shiyu, he did it very well. Before his grandma was discharged from the hospital, he heard that Xie Shiyu had found a rental house, so he packed up all the things Xie Shiyu left at his house. Waiting for Xie Shiyu to come and get it.
Nothing was left behind, even the box of cartoon Band-Aids Xie Shiyu used to coax him to play.
Xie Shiyu finally understood that he really wanted to break up, and it was so clean and neat, leaving no room for it.
"Are you still going to have supper on weekend nights?" Xie Shiyu couldn't just agree like this. He didn't even know the reason, Jiang Ruan was going to drive him away. He was carrying the suitcase, but remained motionless, looking back at him, " Don't you want to eat the pepper fish from the shop on the corner?"
"Not going." Jiang Ruan said.
His face was pale and transparent, which made the red rope around his neck more conspicuous, and his collarbone was thin.
"Can I ask why?"
Jiang Ruan groaned, he understood that what he was asking was not chopped pepper fish, he hadn't slept for several nights, and he had collapsed countless times after thinking about it over and over again, his cheeks were swollen, his tinnitus hadn't gone away, his eyes were bloodshot, and he was sitting on the sofa in the living room late at night, With a little parrot on his shoulders, he lowered his head and flipped through the old photo albums at home, finally realizing.
There are so many things that people can get what they want, there are too many people who want to meet, can anyone who wants to be together be together?
"I feel so tired, I seem to be stared at everywhere, and... not only the people in the class, but also the teachers know about it. Teacher Cao has approached me several times, and if the incident gets serious to the school, I can't stand it anymore, I really can't stand it, so let's stop here."
"I can transfer to another place." Xie Shiyu said.
Jiang Ruan shook his head.
He stopped replying to any messages from Xie Shiyu, and blocked his mobile phone number. The teacher had already moved their seats away, and he didn't have any contact with Xie Shiyu at school, even if he just said a word.
Until Xie Shiyu heard that his grandmother was sick and had to go abroad.
Jiang Ruan didn't see him for several days, thinking that Xie Shiyu had finally given up, but when he came home at night, he saw Xie Shiyu sitting on the steps outside the corridor of his house, with cigarette butts under his feet, he seemed to have not slept for a long time It seemed that the fundus of his eyes was red and bloodshot, and he looked very haggard.
"It's so late, why are you here?" Jiang Ruan approached him.
Xie Shiyu held his wrist in the dark, and Jiang Ruan noticed that his palm was hot, so he quickly pressed the back of his hand to his forehead, the temperature was abnormally high.
"I saved money from taking pictures of people before." Xie Shiyu handed him a card and said to him, "There are a few numbers posted on the card, if your uncle comes to make trouble again, you can call whoever you want. Someone will come to help. If you still want to find me... You can also find me, no matter where I am, I will come back."
"...I don't need..." Jiang Ruan curled up his fingers, not wanting to pick them up, but Xie Shiyu held his hand, smoothed his fingertips, and put them on.
Xie Shiyu stubbed out his cigarette and stood up.
"You have a fever." Jiang Ruan said, "Aren't you going to the hospital?"
Xie Shiyu looked at his face through the dim lights of the community, and couldn't move his eyes away as if in a daze. In the end, he couldn't hold back. He reached out and hugged him as before, buried him on the side of his neck, and smelled the faint smell on his body. With the smell of soap locust, his arms gradually tightened, making Jiang Ruan breathless, and tentatively pushed him.
"I know it sounds ridiculous to say that." Xie Shiyu's voice trembled for a moment, and he tried his best to restrain himself, "But can you take care of yourself? At least better than when I was here."
……
Jiang Ruan blinked and lowered his head to eat the already cold piece of fish.
"I don't know if you were with Luo Xin before, whether it was real or not," Xie Shiyu leaned over a little closer, and smiled, "But, Mr. Jiang, you should be single now, right? I haven't thought about it before talking about it." Is it a paragraph?"
Xie Shiyu once really thought about giving up.
When he first went abroad, he always wondered if he would suddenly meet Jiang Ruan somewhere, imagined the scene of reuniting with him countless times, thinking that later, Jiang Ruan deleted all his contacts Way, across the ocean and far shore, there is no more news.
When he was a sophomore, before his debut, he went back to China once for a shooting task arranged by the school.
I bumped into Jiang Ruan living with another man.
He heard Jiang Ruan's reply with his own ears.
Admitted that it was someone he fell in love with later on.
I was about to give up completely.
He wasn't so rushing to commit crimes. He didn't believe that Jiang Ruan didn't have any feelings left when he broke up with him back then, so he couldn't let him go. He missed him every day after the separation, but if Jiang Ruan was really with someone else Together, then they really are over.
After returning to China, he never took the initiative to inquire about any news about Jiang Ruan, and even if he occasionally had to meet at events or dinners, he never had a conversation.
Eight years seems to be a long enough time to make a person's memory gradually dim, even if the love is unforgettable, until Zhang Shu contacted him suddenly more than half a year ago, saying that he would make a new movie.
"Are you interested in taking on a play?" Zhang Shulai asked Xie Shiyu, and sent him a list of all the cast members for the second episode, "I first contacted Jiang Ruan, but his agent said that the schedule couldn't be adjusted, it's too late." It's a pity that I didn't find a more suitable person later."
Xie Shiyu stared at the photo, and suddenly realized that everything from the past was etched in his mind, and he hadn't forgotten anything.
Can't we just try again?
"Brother, you can find someone to ask Jiang Ruan again, don't worry about his manager, just go to him directly," Xie Shiyu said, "If he agrees to take over, I will act."
He saw Jiang Ruan looking at him from a distance through the car window outside the studio, passing by the dressing room and saw his thin back, and his fair and beautiful cheeks, being hugged by him in the quiet corridor of the hotel A bouquet of rich roses filled my arms.
I really want to say nothing to him, and I hope that he will really be safe.
Jiang Ruan wanted to pretend that he didn't understand the meaning of Xie Shiyu's words, but it was already obvious that it was too hypocritical for him to continue pretending now.
"Don't you think about me?" Xie Shiyu asked him bluntly, and Danfeng's eyes curved into a smile, "They're both single, so it's okay to have a relationship, right? Or do you want to go on and say, do you have a boyfriend?"
Jiang Ruan licked her lower lip, thinking about how to refuse.
But Xie Shiyu stopped it in time.
"Don't rush to reject me. I didn't urge you to agree right away. It's not too late to give me an answer after you go back and think about it." Xie Shiyu waited for him to finish eating the last piece of chopped pepper fish on the plate, and then said, "I admit that I am There are many things I want to ask you, but not now, wait until you figure out how to tell me, okay?"
Having already talked about this part, Jiang Ruan could only nod indiscriminately in agreement.
Before leaving the restaurant, Xie Shiyu put Jiang Ruan on the shoulders, rubbed his palms against his arms and wrists, and finally held his hands like a lover, leaned into his ear and said obscene words, "Even if you don't want to fall in love, you Come to my room anytime."
Jiang Ruan's ears and cheeks near him were burning hot, she gritted her teeth secretly, and couldn't help whispering: "Are you usually the one who chases after you like this, and you have deceived many people, right?"
"Not necessarily," Xie Shiyu felt a little sour, and laughed, "Didn't you agree?"
Xie Shiyu really did what he said and gave him time, Jiang Ruan heaved a sigh of relief.
After returning to the hotel, I had a dreamless night.
The breakup scene will be filmed the next day.
Chu Tingdong's ankle fell and was injured during the competition. He had been treated at home and abroad, but the results were not very good, at least not enough for him to return to the competition. Received a call from his former coach.
The doctor who said that he hadn't been able to wait for the appointment before will open registration in the near future. He has treated countless athletes, especially those with injuries like Chu Tingdong.
Wu Yulan had always opposed Chu Tingdong's figure skating, but this time her expression was blank for a moment, and she even took the initiative to urge Chu Tingdong to go abroad for treatment, "Mom knows that you have always wanted to go back to the provincial team, this opportunity is rare, if you can be cured, say Maybe we can play again?"
Chu Tingdong knew that on the one hand, she wanted to heal herself, and on the other hand, she wanted him to leave Zhong Xun.
"We only have these few important scenes left." The entire crew has been running day and night for nearly three months. Although everyone is tired, they are tense. Zhang Shu encouraged the actors and staff, "The filming is finished in one go. !"
After Jiang Ruan finished her makeup, she waited beside her and played with Xie Shiyu.
This time it was his home game again, with a lot of lines, each sentence getting longer and longer, like a parrot rapping, and his mouth was dry before the end of the scene, but Xie Shiyu didn't need to speak much throughout the whole process, which was very comfortable.He secretly glanced at Xie Shiyu, thinking that the other party hadn't noticed.
As a result, Xie Shiyu raised his eyebrows, and when he got up, he fiddled with his little hands, "Let's go, little parrot, you talk a lot."
The field recorder shouted, "Clean the field!"
Then hit the board.
"One shot at a time! Action!"
Zhong Xun also knew the news that Chu Tingdong had hope of curing his illness. He never thought that Chu Tingdong might not go. He felt that in Chu Tingdong's heart, figure skating must be more important than him. What is he?
It’s just that if Chu Tingdong goes abroad, if he can be cured, he may come back after the college entrance examination. After all, the opportunity is too rare, and it cannot be bought with money. You have to cooperate with the doctors there. If you miss it, you don’t know what year it will be next time. , and the most precious thing for athletes is time.
Then they will have a long-distance relationship.
"You are not allowed to mess with others when you go abroad." Jiang Ruan lay on Xie Shiyu's bed, hugged his pillow, and hammered it a few times as if to vent his anger.
Xie Shiyu didn't bother to talk to him, and sat on the carpet, reading a book against the bed.
Seeing that he was silent, Jiang Ruan got up and went to sit on the edge of the bed. Her snow-white calf slumped on Xie Shiyu's shoulder, and her soft calf rubbed against the side of his face and ears.
Xie Shiyu frowned and looked back at him.
Jiang Ruan got off the bed, stepped on the carpet and sat on his lap, then burrowed into his arms, touched his back, and then touched his crotch, the loose T-shirt on her body was rubbed up, Xie Shiyu He took a heavy breath, gritted his teeth, and asked in a low voice, "What are you going to do?"
"Before you leave, you can mess with me a few more times," Jiang Ruan said naturally, "If you don't go abroad, you won't cheat on me again."
"Neuropathy."
"Why are you like this!" Jiang Ruan was stunned. I have never seen such a gentle person. This kind of person can still have a partner, thanks to his blindness.
When the director yelled "cut" out of mercy, Jiang Ruan was on the verge of burning.
He almost rolled and crawled off Xie Shiyu's body.
But Xie Shiyu added fuel to the fire, stretched out his hand pretending to help him, and said to him in a low voice with a smile: "I really never messed with anyone abroad."
"Fuck whoever you want." Jiang Ruan held back his ears for a long while.
The next few scenes are exterior scenes.
Zhong Xun thought that Chu Tingdong would definitely leave, so he couldn't hide his sourness.But Chu Tingdong struggled and hesitated for many days. He didn't want to leave. Maybe no one could understand this decision, but he didn't want to leave Zhong Xun alone in this place. His parents didn't care about Zhong Xun before, and now they have a child , let alone care about him.
He has gone through two years of torturous, hopeless treatment, and now another torture that may have no results, and a future that can be realized at the same time, he wants to choose the latter.
Not to mention Wu Yulan couldn't understand, even Zhong Xun was dumbfounded, who the hell is crazy? !
But Chu Tingdong has already made up his mind and doesn't intend to change.
Lights up at night.
"Second shot once! Action!"
"Is he really sick?" Jiang Ruan forgot to smoke with a cigarette in his mouth, "Damn it, he has always wanted to heal his legs, so he won't go if he can't. Bar."
"I'm afraid you will be wronged at home." Hupenggouyou clicked his tongue.
In fact, he could also think that, just like Jiang Ruan's family, now that his stepmother has a child, then Jiang Ruan is completely non-existent. He stays at school in the third year of high school, maybe no one remembers him, so no one cares.
"...It's really not worth it," Jiang Ruan took a deep breath on the cigarette, and the smoke circle quickly dissipated into the night wind in early spring, "It's fine for true love, am I fucking worthy?"
The next scene transition is the breakup scene.
Jiang Ruan was inexplicably a little apprehensive, as if he broke up with Xie Shiyu first in and out of the play, and even saying sorry was superfluous.
The field record hit the board again.
Behind him was the moat that had just thawed in early spring. Jiang Ruan and Fa Xiao squatted next to the railing to smoke, and the ash fell all over the floor.
"You said how did you think of lying to him?" Fa Xiao folded his arms, feeling really outrageous, "It's all right now, he really likes you, and came out with his family because of you, that's not what you want Is it? You're upset again."
"...Then I'm not gay," Jiang Ruan said vaguely while lighting a cigarette, "I'm not wronged, I'll take advantage of him so much, let him have fun."
He turned his head to talk to the novel, and vaguely heard footsteps approaching behind him, and the smoke in his mouth seemed to suddenly become bitter.
The tone was still casual, "I just deliberately tricked him into being with me, and then went to find the old man to come out of the closet, so mad at him, is it all my fault? If he doesn't beat me up, treat me a little better, I don't have to confront him like this, Chu Tingdong, it's his bad luck."
As soon as Jiang Ruan finished speaking, he was slapped on the shoulder by Fa Xiao. He got up and turned around, and saw Xie Shiyu. The soot was blown off by the wind, and the back of his hand shrank.
"You go first." Jiang Ruan sent a novel to him.
Then he turned his head to look at Xie Shiyu, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, not apologetic, "I'm so sorry, I didn't want you to hear that."
Xie Shiyu's eyes were cold, and the suppressed hostility was concentrated in the bottom of his eyes. Jiang Ruan had been beaten by him, but he had never looked at him with such eyes, and his nose was even a little sore for a moment.
"Forget it, you've heard it anyway, so I'll explain it to you." Jiang Ruan said, "Go and see your legs, don't stay here with me, it's not worth it, neither of us Together? But you probably think so, so break up."
After he finished speaking, Xie Shiyu still didn't move, just stood there looking at him, his hands clenched into fists, as if trying to restrain himself.
"I lied to you so many times, I can't even remember." Jiang Ruan's throat choked up, and he smiled again, "The only time I tell you the truth, if you still don't believe me, I deserve it."
"Cut!" Zhang Shu frowned and shouted to stop.
In this scene, Chu Tingdong finally suddenly realized, what was the disobedience he felt when Zhong Xun was chasing him at the beginning, and now he was broken up again, with mixed feelings of anger and disappointment in his heart, he slapped Zhong Xun across the face .Zhong Xun didn't shed a single tear, and when he told him to break up, including leaving after being slapped, he was smiling.
But Xie Shiyu didn't move, and Jiang Ruan had finished his lines.
"What's the matter with you?" Zhang Shu walked over and asked Xie Shiyu, "I was in a good mood just now, and your disconnection has been broken."
In fact, Xie Shiyu had discussed this scene with him a long time ago, and thought that he should either delete it or change the method.
Zhang Shu did not agree.
"I really can't do it." Xie Shiyu was a little helpless, he really couldn't do it, it didn't matter if he changed someone, but he was filming a scene with him, and it was Jiang Ruan who was still in such a scene.He said jokingly, "I can't bear it." Zhang Shu couldn't understand, "Isn't it just a slap scene? Jiang Ruan has filmed quite a lot before."
Jiang Ruan was often beaten in this play, especially Zhong's father, who hit him the most frequently, although it was not a real beating.
"It's impossible for Chu Tingdong to do anything." Xie Shiyu said, "He really didn't know that Zhong Xun liked him, and he didn't understand why he wanted to break up at this time?"
Zhang Shu frowned and lowered his head, thinking about the plot.
"Brother," Xie Shiyu told him to step aside, "Can you do this..."
No one discussed with Jiang Ruan, and even avoided him on purpose. Jiang Ruan was at a loss and could only wait for Xie Shiyu and the others to come back.
"Okay, let's continue just now, and continue to shoot the last part." Zhang Shu coordinated the staff and actors of various departments.
"How do we shoot?" Jiang Ruan asked Xie Shiyu.
"Just cooperate with me." Xie Shiyu told him.
Jiang Ruan was puzzled, but stood up again and said the lines just now. Xie Shiyu still looked at him coldly, and when he was about to reach the last few words, he suddenly raised his hand towards him.
I don't know the content of the change, but when I saw this action, I thought Xie Shiyu would hit him.
His eyelashes trembled subconsciously.
In the end, Xie Shiyu's slap couldn't be called a slap at all, it was as light as a caress, and he patted his cheek lightly.What Xie Shiyu wanted to cooperate was for Jiang Ruan to be in a daze for a few seconds, or to dodge.
Jiang Ruan felt the temperature of his palm, but tears flowed down instantly.
It was as if the slap he had slapped himself, the pain and burning, had been healed.
The author has something to say: I want to stay in a place that is more comfortable to read, so I can’t help but write a little more. I’m really sorry for being late. This book is more convenient, and I can’t help but write more qwq every day
◎Xiao Xie pinched Xiao Ruan's face after knowing what happened back then, "I'm not willing to beat my wife, why are you?"
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Xie Shiyu was waiting for him by the car.
"...I'm sorry, I accidentally fell asleep after filming, and I just woke up." Jiang Ruan raised his head and said to Xie Shiyu, his voice was still a little hoarse, and it sounded muffled, as if he had cried nasally .
He wanted to go to the back seat, but Xie Shiyu had already reached out to help him open the passenger door.
"It's okay," Xie Shiyu said, "I just arrived too."
When everyone got in the car, the atmosphere became more and more dull, and there was nothing to talk about. Xie Shiyu tuned a radio station casually, played the background sound without embarrassment, and asked him: "Are you hungry, what do you want to eat? What do you want to eat?" Didn't you eat much tonight?"
"...I can do anything." Jiang Ruan relived an old dream for no reason, and now she has no appetite.
"You..." Xie Shiyu originally wanted to ask if you have any taboos, but he felt that it was unnecessary before he said it. He laughed lightly at himself and said, "I went to an old Hunan restaurant nearby with Director Zhang last time. Restaurant, chopped pepper fish is well done.”
Jiang Ruan nodded.
The old Hunan restaurant was secluded and elegant, Xie Shiyu asked for a private room, Jiang Ruan followed behind him, walked around the screen, the room was warmly lit, which eased the tension in his body.
"Eat first," Xie Shiyu urged him to move his chopsticks after several dishes were served, "Anyway, this drama is about to wrap up, so I won't suddenly gain weight after eating such a supper. You really have to listen to Director Zhang everywhere, and you will be tortured to the point where you never want to be in his group after filming."
Jiang Ruan lowered his head and picked up a small piece of red and spicy fish with chopped peppers. His pale cheeks finally turned red. He smiled at Xie Shiyu and said softly, "Actually, I should invite you today. Thank you for helping me during this time." So many times."
It was the first time to sit together and chat like this after the reunion, and there was no grudge about the past, you and I smiled in a measured manner, Jiang Ruan was a little dazed, as if this should be a normal reunion.
But he licked the tip of the chopsticks, his lips were still slightly swollen, he was still being licked and sucked by another person a few hours ago, and his heartbeat couldn't stop beating a little faster.
"It's too early to say thank you," Xie Shiyu raised his eyebrows, and handed him the freshly boiled sour plum soup in the shop, suggesting to him, "Maybe I have other plans?"
Jiang Ruan's eyelashes trembled, and the fish he picked up fell into the plate again.
At the beginning when he made up his mind to break up with Xie Shiyu, he did it very well. Before his grandma was discharged from the hospital, he heard that Xie Shiyu had found a rental house, so he packed up all the things Xie Shiyu left at his house. Waiting for Xie Shiyu to come and get it.
Nothing was left behind, even the box of cartoon Band-Aids Xie Shiyu used to coax him to play.
Xie Shiyu finally understood that he really wanted to break up, and it was so clean and neat, leaving no room for it.
"Are you still going to have supper on weekend nights?" Xie Shiyu couldn't just agree like this. He didn't even know the reason, Jiang Ruan was going to drive him away. He was carrying the suitcase, but remained motionless, looking back at him, " Don't you want to eat the pepper fish from the shop on the corner?"
"Not going." Jiang Ruan said.
His face was pale and transparent, which made the red rope around his neck more conspicuous, and his collarbone was thin.
"Can I ask why?"
Jiang Ruan groaned, he understood that what he was asking was not chopped pepper fish, he hadn't slept for several nights, and he had collapsed countless times after thinking about it over and over again, his cheeks were swollen, his tinnitus hadn't gone away, his eyes were bloodshot, and he was sitting on the sofa in the living room late at night, With a little parrot on his shoulders, he lowered his head and flipped through the old photo albums at home, finally realizing.
There are so many things that people can get what they want, there are too many people who want to meet, can anyone who wants to be together be together?
"I feel so tired, I seem to be stared at everywhere, and... not only the people in the class, but also the teachers know about it. Teacher Cao has approached me several times, and if the incident gets serious to the school, I can't stand it anymore, I really can't stand it, so let's stop here."
"I can transfer to another place." Xie Shiyu said.
Jiang Ruan shook his head.
He stopped replying to any messages from Xie Shiyu, and blocked his mobile phone number. The teacher had already moved their seats away, and he didn't have any contact with Xie Shiyu at school, even if he just said a word.
Until Xie Shiyu heard that his grandmother was sick and had to go abroad.
Jiang Ruan didn't see him for several days, thinking that Xie Shiyu had finally given up, but when he came home at night, he saw Xie Shiyu sitting on the steps outside the corridor of his house, with cigarette butts under his feet, he seemed to have not slept for a long time It seemed that the fundus of his eyes was red and bloodshot, and he looked very haggard.
"It's so late, why are you here?" Jiang Ruan approached him.
Xie Shiyu held his wrist in the dark, and Jiang Ruan noticed that his palm was hot, so he quickly pressed the back of his hand to his forehead, the temperature was abnormally high.
"I saved money from taking pictures of people before." Xie Shiyu handed him a card and said to him, "There are a few numbers posted on the card, if your uncle comes to make trouble again, you can call whoever you want. Someone will come to help. If you still want to find me... You can also find me, no matter where I am, I will come back."
"...I don't need..." Jiang Ruan curled up his fingers, not wanting to pick them up, but Xie Shiyu held his hand, smoothed his fingertips, and put them on.
Xie Shiyu stubbed out his cigarette and stood up.
"You have a fever." Jiang Ruan said, "Aren't you going to the hospital?"
Xie Shiyu looked at his face through the dim lights of the community, and couldn't move his eyes away as if in a daze. In the end, he couldn't hold back. He reached out and hugged him as before, buried him on the side of his neck, and smelled the faint smell on his body. With the smell of soap locust, his arms gradually tightened, making Jiang Ruan breathless, and tentatively pushed him.
"I know it sounds ridiculous to say that." Xie Shiyu's voice trembled for a moment, and he tried his best to restrain himself, "But can you take care of yourself? At least better than when I was here."
……
Jiang Ruan blinked and lowered his head to eat the already cold piece of fish.
"I don't know if you were with Luo Xin before, whether it was real or not," Xie Shiyu leaned over a little closer, and smiled, "But, Mr. Jiang, you should be single now, right? I haven't thought about it before talking about it." Is it a paragraph?"
Xie Shiyu once really thought about giving up.
When he first went abroad, he always wondered if he would suddenly meet Jiang Ruan somewhere, imagined the scene of reuniting with him countless times, thinking that later, Jiang Ruan deleted all his contacts Way, across the ocean and far shore, there is no more news.
When he was a sophomore, before his debut, he went back to China once for a shooting task arranged by the school.
I bumped into Jiang Ruan living with another man.
He heard Jiang Ruan's reply with his own ears.
Admitted that it was someone he fell in love with later on.
I was about to give up completely.
He wasn't so rushing to commit crimes. He didn't believe that Jiang Ruan didn't have any feelings left when he broke up with him back then, so he couldn't let him go. He missed him every day after the separation, but if Jiang Ruan was really with someone else Together, then they really are over.
After returning to China, he never took the initiative to inquire about any news about Jiang Ruan, and even if he occasionally had to meet at events or dinners, he never had a conversation.
Eight years seems to be a long enough time to make a person's memory gradually dim, even if the love is unforgettable, until Zhang Shu contacted him suddenly more than half a year ago, saying that he would make a new movie.
"Are you interested in taking on a play?" Zhang Shulai asked Xie Shiyu, and sent him a list of all the cast members for the second episode, "I first contacted Jiang Ruan, but his agent said that the schedule couldn't be adjusted, it's too late." It's a pity that I didn't find a more suitable person later."
Xie Shiyu stared at the photo, and suddenly realized that everything from the past was etched in his mind, and he hadn't forgotten anything.
Can't we just try again?
"Brother, you can find someone to ask Jiang Ruan again, don't worry about his manager, just go to him directly," Xie Shiyu said, "If he agrees to take over, I will act."
He saw Jiang Ruan looking at him from a distance through the car window outside the studio, passing by the dressing room and saw his thin back, and his fair and beautiful cheeks, being hugged by him in the quiet corridor of the hotel A bouquet of rich roses filled my arms.
I really want to say nothing to him, and I hope that he will really be safe.
Jiang Ruan wanted to pretend that he didn't understand the meaning of Xie Shiyu's words, but it was already obvious that it was too hypocritical for him to continue pretending now.
"Don't you think about me?" Xie Shiyu asked him bluntly, and Danfeng's eyes curved into a smile, "They're both single, so it's okay to have a relationship, right? Or do you want to go on and say, do you have a boyfriend?"
Jiang Ruan licked her lower lip, thinking about how to refuse.
But Xie Shiyu stopped it in time.
"Don't rush to reject me. I didn't urge you to agree right away. It's not too late to give me an answer after you go back and think about it." Xie Shiyu waited for him to finish eating the last piece of chopped pepper fish on the plate, and then said, "I admit that I am There are many things I want to ask you, but not now, wait until you figure out how to tell me, okay?"
Having already talked about this part, Jiang Ruan could only nod indiscriminately in agreement.
Before leaving the restaurant, Xie Shiyu put Jiang Ruan on the shoulders, rubbed his palms against his arms and wrists, and finally held his hands like a lover, leaned into his ear and said obscene words, "Even if you don't want to fall in love, you Come to my room anytime."
Jiang Ruan's ears and cheeks near him were burning hot, she gritted her teeth secretly, and couldn't help whispering: "Are you usually the one who chases after you like this, and you have deceived many people, right?"
"Not necessarily," Xie Shiyu felt a little sour, and laughed, "Didn't you agree?"
Xie Shiyu really did what he said and gave him time, Jiang Ruan heaved a sigh of relief.
After returning to the hotel, I had a dreamless night.
The breakup scene will be filmed the next day.
Chu Tingdong's ankle fell and was injured during the competition. He had been treated at home and abroad, but the results were not very good, at least not enough for him to return to the competition. Received a call from his former coach.
The doctor who said that he hadn't been able to wait for the appointment before will open registration in the near future. He has treated countless athletes, especially those with injuries like Chu Tingdong.
Wu Yulan had always opposed Chu Tingdong's figure skating, but this time her expression was blank for a moment, and she even took the initiative to urge Chu Tingdong to go abroad for treatment, "Mom knows that you have always wanted to go back to the provincial team, this opportunity is rare, if you can be cured, say Maybe we can play again?"
Chu Tingdong knew that on the one hand, she wanted to heal herself, and on the other hand, she wanted him to leave Zhong Xun.
"We only have these few important scenes left." The entire crew has been running day and night for nearly three months. Although everyone is tired, they are tense. Zhang Shu encouraged the actors and staff, "The filming is finished in one go. !"
After Jiang Ruan finished her makeup, she waited beside her and played with Xie Shiyu.
This time it was his home game again, with a lot of lines, each sentence getting longer and longer, like a parrot rapping, and his mouth was dry before the end of the scene, but Xie Shiyu didn't need to speak much throughout the whole process, which was very comfortable.He secretly glanced at Xie Shiyu, thinking that the other party hadn't noticed.
As a result, Xie Shiyu raised his eyebrows, and when he got up, he fiddled with his little hands, "Let's go, little parrot, you talk a lot."
The field recorder shouted, "Clean the field!"
Then hit the board.
"One shot at a time! Action!"
Zhong Xun also knew the news that Chu Tingdong had hope of curing his illness. He never thought that Chu Tingdong might not go. He felt that in Chu Tingdong's heart, figure skating must be more important than him. What is he?
It’s just that if Chu Tingdong goes abroad, if he can be cured, he may come back after the college entrance examination. After all, the opportunity is too rare, and it cannot be bought with money. You have to cooperate with the doctors there. If you miss it, you don’t know what year it will be next time. , and the most precious thing for athletes is time.
Then they will have a long-distance relationship.
"You are not allowed to mess with others when you go abroad." Jiang Ruan lay on Xie Shiyu's bed, hugged his pillow, and hammered it a few times as if to vent his anger.
Xie Shiyu didn't bother to talk to him, and sat on the carpet, reading a book against the bed.
Seeing that he was silent, Jiang Ruan got up and went to sit on the edge of the bed. Her snow-white calf slumped on Xie Shiyu's shoulder, and her soft calf rubbed against the side of his face and ears.
Xie Shiyu frowned and looked back at him.
Jiang Ruan got off the bed, stepped on the carpet and sat on his lap, then burrowed into his arms, touched his back, and then touched his crotch, the loose T-shirt on her body was rubbed up, Xie Shiyu He took a heavy breath, gritted his teeth, and asked in a low voice, "What are you going to do?"
"Before you leave, you can mess with me a few more times," Jiang Ruan said naturally, "If you don't go abroad, you won't cheat on me again."
"Neuropathy."
"Why are you like this!" Jiang Ruan was stunned. I have never seen such a gentle person. This kind of person can still have a partner, thanks to his blindness.
When the director yelled "cut" out of mercy, Jiang Ruan was on the verge of burning.
He almost rolled and crawled off Xie Shiyu's body.
But Xie Shiyu added fuel to the fire, stretched out his hand pretending to help him, and said to him in a low voice with a smile: "I really never messed with anyone abroad."
"Fuck whoever you want." Jiang Ruan held back his ears for a long while.
The next few scenes are exterior scenes.
Zhong Xun thought that Chu Tingdong would definitely leave, so he couldn't hide his sourness.But Chu Tingdong struggled and hesitated for many days. He didn't want to leave. Maybe no one could understand this decision, but he didn't want to leave Zhong Xun alone in this place. His parents didn't care about Zhong Xun before, and now they have a child , let alone care about him.
He has gone through two years of torturous, hopeless treatment, and now another torture that may have no results, and a future that can be realized at the same time, he wants to choose the latter.
Not to mention Wu Yulan couldn't understand, even Zhong Xun was dumbfounded, who the hell is crazy? !
But Chu Tingdong has already made up his mind and doesn't intend to change.
Lights up at night.
"Second shot once! Action!"
"Is he really sick?" Jiang Ruan forgot to smoke with a cigarette in his mouth, "Damn it, he has always wanted to heal his legs, so he won't go if he can't. Bar."
"I'm afraid you will be wronged at home." Hupenggouyou clicked his tongue.
In fact, he could also think that, just like Jiang Ruan's family, now that his stepmother has a child, then Jiang Ruan is completely non-existent. He stays at school in the third year of high school, maybe no one remembers him, so no one cares.
"...It's really not worth it," Jiang Ruan took a deep breath on the cigarette, and the smoke circle quickly dissipated into the night wind in early spring, "It's fine for true love, am I fucking worthy?"
The next scene transition is the breakup scene.
Jiang Ruan was inexplicably a little apprehensive, as if he broke up with Xie Shiyu first in and out of the play, and even saying sorry was superfluous.
The field record hit the board again.
Behind him was the moat that had just thawed in early spring. Jiang Ruan and Fa Xiao squatted next to the railing to smoke, and the ash fell all over the floor.
"You said how did you think of lying to him?" Fa Xiao folded his arms, feeling really outrageous, "It's all right now, he really likes you, and came out with his family because of you, that's not what you want Is it? You're upset again."
"...Then I'm not gay," Jiang Ruan said vaguely while lighting a cigarette, "I'm not wronged, I'll take advantage of him so much, let him have fun."
He turned his head to talk to the novel, and vaguely heard footsteps approaching behind him, and the smoke in his mouth seemed to suddenly become bitter.
The tone was still casual, "I just deliberately tricked him into being with me, and then went to find the old man to come out of the closet, so mad at him, is it all my fault? If he doesn't beat me up, treat me a little better, I don't have to confront him like this, Chu Tingdong, it's his bad luck."
As soon as Jiang Ruan finished speaking, he was slapped on the shoulder by Fa Xiao. He got up and turned around, and saw Xie Shiyu. The soot was blown off by the wind, and the back of his hand shrank.
"You go first." Jiang Ruan sent a novel to him.
Then he turned his head to look at Xie Shiyu, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, not apologetic, "I'm so sorry, I didn't want you to hear that."
Xie Shiyu's eyes were cold, and the suppressed hostility was concentrated in the bottom of his eyes. Jiang Ruan had been beaten by him, but he had never looked at him with such eyes, and his nose was even a little sore for a moment.
"Forget it, you've heard it anyway, so I'll explain it to you." Jiang Ruan said, "Go and see your legs, don't stay here with me, it's not worth it, neither of us Together? But you probably think so, so break up."
After he finished speaking, Xie Shiyu still didn't move, just stood there looking at him, his hands clenched into fists, as if trying to restrain himself.
"I lied to you so many times, I can't even remember." Jiang Ruan's throat choked up, and he smiled again, "The only time I tell you the truth, if you still don't believe me, I deserve it."
"Cut!" Zhang Shu frowned and shouted to stop.
In this scene, Chu Tingdong finally suddenly realized, what was the disobedience he felt when Zhong Xun was chasing him at the beginning, and now he was broken up again, with mixed feelings of anger and disappointment in his heart, he slapped Zhong Xun across the face .Zhong Xun didn't shed a single tear, and when he told him to break up, including leaving after being slapped, he was smiling.
But Xie Shiyu didn't move, and Jiang Ruan had finished his lines.
"What's the matter with you?" Zhang Shu walked over and asked Xie Shiyu, "I was in a good mood just now, and your disconnection has been broken."
In fact, Xie Shiyu had discussed this scene with him a long time ago, and thought that he should either delete it or change the method.
Zhang Shu did not agree.
"I really can't do it." Xie Shiyu was a little helpless, he really couldn't do it, it didn't matter if he changed someone, but he was filming a scene with him, and it was Jiang Ruan who was still in such a scene.He said jokingly, "I can't bear it." Zhang Shu couldn't understand, "Isn't it just a slap scene? Jiang Ruan has filmed quite a lot before."
Jiang Ruan was often beaten in this play, especially Zhong's father, who hit him the most frequently, although it was not a real beating.
"It's impossible for Chu Tingdong to do anything." Xie Shiyu said, "He really didn't know that Zhong Xun liked him, and he didn't understand why he wanted to break up at this time?"
Zhang Shu frowned and lowered his head, thinking about the plot.
"Brother," Xie Shiyu told him to step aside, "Can you do this..."
No one discussed with Jiang Ruan, and even avoided him on purpose. Jiang Ruan was at a loss and could only wait for Xie Shiyu and the others to come back.
"Okay, let's continue just now, and continue to shoot the last part." Zhang Shu coordinated the staff and actors of various departments.
"How do we shoot?" Jiang Ruan asked Xie Shiyu.
"Just cooperate with me." Xie Shiyu told him.
Jiang Ruan was puzzled, but stood up again and said the lines just now. Xie Shiyu still looked at him coldly, and when he was about to reach the last few words, he suddenly raised his hand towards him.
I don't know the content of the change, but when I saw this action, I thought Xie Shiyu would hit him.
His eyelashes trembled subconsciously.
In the end, Xie Shiyu's slap couldn't be called a slap at all, it was as light as a caress, and he patted his cheek lightly.What Xie Shiyu wanted to cooperate was for Jiang Ruan to be in a daze for a few seconds, or to dodge.
Jiang Ruan felt the temperature of his palm, but tears flowed down instantly.
It was as if the slap he had slapped himself, the pain and burning, had been healed.
The author has something to say: I want to stay in a place that is more comfortable to read, so I can’t help but write a little more. I’m really sorry for being late. This book is more convenient, and I can’t help but write more qwq every day
◎Xiao Xie pinched Xiao Ruan's face after knowing what happened back then, "I'm not willing to beat my wife, why are you?"
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