After being forced to do business with my ex-boyfriend, I became popular

Jiang Ruan didn't want to cry, it made him look abnormal, he wanted to be a normal person in front of Xie Shiyu, would smile at him, love him forever, just like when they first met, but now he is addicted to alcohol , full of medicine smell, tears always fall endlessly.

When he committed suicide, he never cut his wrists or left any scars on his body. He didn't want to be seen by him if he died or didn't die in the future.

But as soon as his eyes became sour, tears flowed out uncontrollably, his eyelashes were soaked, and his face and hands were hot and humid.

Xie Shiyu didn't expect to make him cry again, and he cried so fiercely. If Jiang Ruan didn't cry all the time, he even felt that the tears were so heartbreaking that they couldn't be wiped clean at all, so he hugged Jiang Ruan Ruan leaned on his shoulder and lowered his head to kiss his dripping black hair.

"Baby," Xie Shiyu unscrewed the water, tested the temperature, and then drenched his sweaty waist and back. He felt uncomfortable and his throat was hoarse because of the blockage. He coaxed him, "My heart aches when you cry. .”

Jiang Ruan almost burst into tears again, his cheeks were buried in the nest of Xie Shiyu's shoulders, he didn't want to look up, his eyes were red, swollen and painful.

After filming the Lao Gai scene, Jiang Ruan still didn't take care of him. Xie Shiyu put his chin on his shoulder, touched his protruding butterfly bone, lowered his eyes, and counted his spine from the back of his fair neck , almost in the third quarter, there was the kiss mark he left just now. Jiang Ruan's skin was cold and pale, but the red mark was particularly eye-catching.

Xie Shiyu waited quietly for him to finish crying. He felt that Jiang Ruan was tired from crying, so he turned on the water again and helped him take a bath.

Just now he deliberately let Jiang Ruan vent, he made it a bit harsh, and the bottom was still swollen when he touched it.

Jiang Ruan curled his legs slightly, his thighs were tense, and there was still spasm. The tails of his eyes were wet and red, and he stole a glance at Xie Shiyu. Xie Shiyu happened to meet his eyes, and the corners of his mouth curled up, She went over and kissed his lips, and sucked those lips. Beads licked them wet.

Soaked in warm water, leaning on Xie Shiyu's shoulder, he finally relaxed a little bit.

For some reason, Xie Shiyu suddenly remembered what Jiang Ruan had written.

"It's the holidays again, June [-]st, after the training camp at night, I went to sit next to the streetlight downstairs in the company. The manager said that the trainees can't smoke, so I stayed there and ate a bowl of ice powder. I didn't want to go back, and I didn't want to sleep. I don't know why, but I don't feel sleepy at all.

They insisted on sending me a message to tell me to go back, but he hasn't come yet. I looked up and saw many small red lights on motorcycles, but I didn't recognize them. He never came.

I still want to wait for him to pick me up and have a midnight snack, and he also said that he will buy me a cake. 』

"I went to see a movie he made in the evening. I booked the place alone and stayed in the movie theater all night. I didn't want to leave, and I couldn't see him after I left.

In fact, I met him when I went to the film festival last time. I sat with him at first, but the agent changed the seat, and I couldn’t be next to him anymore. I wanted to talk to him, but he didn’t seem to see me. Let’s go When I finished signing on the red carpet, I deliberately wrote my name next to him, sticking it very tightly, and then I was scolded for several days. 』

Xie Shiyu's Adam's apple rolled, and some foam was rubbed on Jiang Ruan's cheeks and neck with his palm. Jiang Ruan's eyes were red and swollen, and he seemed to be able to shed tears in the blink of an eye. He foolishly wiped a lot of foam.

"Now you know how to be obedient?" Xie Shiyu's eyes were still a little red, but the mist in the bathroom made it less obvious. He lowered his head, kissed his ear, and told Jiang Ruan to look at his wet chest The chest and trousers were all caused by Jiang Ruan just now, and said to him, "Good boy."

Jiang Ruan blushed when she looked at him, and water droplets dripped from Xie Shiyu's hair, along her neck, collarbone, across her chest, and then slid down the waist of her suit trousers along the mermaid line.

He raised his hand to caress the tight but not exaggerated muscles on Xie Shiyu's chest.

"It's my fault," Xie Shiyu let him touch, and held his wrist, making his whole palm stick to his warm skin and flesh, and said with a half-smile, "Don't you want to touch me all day long? You can touch it casually, have you touched it enough? Do you like it? Little rascal. "

"..." Jiang Ruan's voice was so hoarse that she couldn't make a sound, she lowered her head and said in a low voice, "I didn't touch anyone else."

Seeing that he was calmer, Xie Shiyu dared to talk to him more. He washed off the bubbles on his body with warm water, wrapped him tightly in a towel, and bent over to hug him out.Jiang Ruan still had no strength. He was not sleepy, but he was exhausted, and his arms were limply wrapped around Xie Shiyu's neck.

"Can't sleep?" Xie Shiyu put him on the bed, and found that Jiang Ruan didn't seem to be sleepy at all.

Jiang Ruan curled up under the quilt and nodded, "...um."

Fortunately, he didn't have to go to the set tomorrow, and he had nothing else to do. Xie Shiyu lifted the quilt and went in, hugged him and lay face to face with him.

Jiang Ruan's lips were red and hot from his kiss. He had bitten them and they were still not healed, but now they dare not touch them. There is a little flesh on the lips that are full of water.

Jiang Ruan was a little numb from exhaustion, holding Xie Shiyu's hand and staring at him.

Xie Shiyu couldn't help laughing when he stared at him, moved forward a little, buried his head on the side of his neck, and said suspiciously: "You didn't like me at the beginning because of my face, did you?"

Jiang Ruan was much more open than he was at the beginning, panting and swaying, holding his face and kissing him, hands dishonestly on his chest, shoulders, and waist and abdomen muscles He fumbled back and forth, and touched his thigh several times, and was pushed away by his clenched wrist, so he stopped moving. His whole body was soaked in sweat, his cheeks were damp, his eyes were watery, and he stared at him without blinking. he.

"..." Jiang Ruan didn't know what to say.

He fell asleep in Xie Shiyu's arms for a while, but still couldn't fall asleep. He stroked Xie Shiyu's hair, then suddenly lowered his head, and whispered in his ear.

Xie Shiyu didn't feel sleepy either. Hearing Jiang Ruan's words, he woke up completely.

"What did you say?" Xie Shiyu stood up a little and pinched his chin.But Jiang Ruan bit her lower lip, her cheeks were blushing. Of course, he fell in love with Xie Shiyu first, so he was willing to be hugged by him. At the beginning, he was busy with the exam, and no one was too lazy to look at him in front of him. He didn't remember at all. What does Xie Shiyu look like?

After feeling a little liking for him, I really raised my head and took a serious look at him for the first time.

Jiang Ruan put her arms around his neck, her eyelashes were trembling, her face was flushed, and she repeated in a low voice against his ear, "You... You look so handsome." He couldn't help touching Xie Shiyu's sweat Wet face.

"...The waves are like this." Xie Shiyu licked the crown of his tooth, his ears were a little red, and his palm was slightly heavy. He slapped him on the waist and said, "Sleep."

Jiang Ruan was hugged tightly by him, so she pushed his shoulders and muttered in a low voice, "...I want to sleep by myself."

He felt that his heartbeat was not normal, not because of shyness, Xie Shiyu hugged him like this, he must have heard it.

"No," Xie Shiyu didn't agree, closing his eyes and talking nonsense, "I have to hug someone to fall asleep."

"Then who are you hugging when I'm not around?" Jiang Ruan was speechless, and without thinking, she refuted him, biting her lips as soon as the words came out.

It's not like Xie Shiyu didn't have other boyfriends when he was away, maybe he would sleep with his arms around him like this at night.

Xie Shiyu was obsessed with the bastard Jiang Ruan was talking about before, and Jiang Ruan didn't let go. Did he still have to be a loner for Jiang Ruan? It sounded a bit cheap no matter what.

But if Jiang Ruan hadn't forgotten him, it would be impossible for him to be with others.

"When you were not around," Xie Shiyu Danfeng's eyes curved upwards, his eyelashes were straight and his eye sockets were deep, and he always looked cold, but at this moment, he seemed to be a little bit distressed, smiled at him, and whispered to him , "Then I can only think of you."

Jiang Ruan's emotions were extremely depressed that night, and her lungs smelled of blood. She opened her mouth and buried her face in the pillow, asking in a muffled voice, "Thinking of me while holding someone else?"

"I lied to you," Xie Shiyu admitted bluntly, "I haven't been with anyone before. It's true that I want to talk again. It's true that I have invited others to dinner, but I haven't contacted them since then. gone."

As he said, he touched Jiang Ruan's head with his palm, like rubbing some unruly animal, and his tone was low and gentle, "I've seen the best one, and there will be no one better than him after that, I can't even look down on him." Eyes, I have people in my heart, I can't let go, and others can't look down on me."

Jiang Ruan turned around in a daze, Xie Shiyu put his arms around him again and asked, "Is that person responsible for me?"

As soon as Xie Shiyu finished speaking, he always felt that Jiang Ruan's eyes were red again, so he raised his hand to cover his eyes, not allowing him to cry, and he let go when Jiang Ruan seemed to calm down.

"...You have to invite me to dinner too." Jiang Ruan was silent for a long time, and when she opened her mouth, she made trouble with him unreasonably.

"Okay, I invite you," Xie Shiyu held his hands and coaxed him softly, "Will you go tomorrow? You can go wherever you want."

Jiang Ruan finally felt a little sleepy. With his forehead resting on Xie Shiyu's arm, and still holding his hand, he fell into a drowsy sleep.Xie Shiyu didn't sleep all night. He waited for Jiang Ruan to fall asleep, gently took his hand away, and went to get his notebook again.

He couldn't finish looking through the photos, so he could only look at Jiang Ruan's Weibo account, and before he could finish the look, it was already dawn.

Jiang Ruan didn't wake up until noon. He was sleepy for a while, and the memory of last night came back, thinking that he might be crazy, crying like that in front of Xie Shiyu, and it was quite embarrassing , he couldn't help but blush.

His eyes were still red and swollen, but Xie Shiyu might have applied it for him, and the swelling wasn't as bad as last night.

Xie Shiyu really wanted to invite him to dinner, but Jiang Ruan was embarrassed, with burning ears, and refused him, "Just eat a little at the hotel...I'm talking nonsense..."

"Even if you're talking nonsense," Xie Shiyu pulled him up, "it's okay to go out for a meal, right? Can't I take my boyfriend to dinner? I'm going to stay in the hotel all day without filming. I'm going to get bored. It's not far away. It takes about ten minutes to drive there, and I invite you to eat bungalow hotpot."

Jiang Ruan had no choice but to sit up, took the clothes to put on, and Xie Shiyu suddenly grabbed his pants again.

"Are you my fan?" Xie Shiyu's eyes were full of malice, he scratched the bridge of his nose, and asked him, "Do you want my autograph?"

He read the things written by Jiang Ruan from beginning to end several times, and it was painful to the bone, and he remembered it very clearly. Jiang Ruan said that he wanted his autographed poster one year, but he didn't get it. He kept it for several days. While talking, Xie Shiyu inexplicably remembered the emoji of the little parrot shedding hair that Jiang Ruan sent him.

"I don't want..." Jiang Ruan blushed unapologetically, trying to snatch his pants back.

Xie Shiyu hugged him and pushed him onto the bed. Jiang Ruan's waist was sore and his legs were weak, and he easily fell into the soft bed quilt. Xie Shiyu casually took a pen from the bedside drawer, moving it inch by inch like a slut. Staring at his fair and beautiful skin and flesh, he asked softly, "Where do you want to sign?"

It was only then that Jiang Ruan realized that Xie Shiyu was going to write on him, and immediately his whole body began to turn red, like an overcooked shrimp, curled up and didn't know how to hide.

"Brother... you can sign wherever you want." Jiang Ruan relaxed her body meekly, but she couldn't break free anyway, so she didn't move any more.

"Listen to me?" Xie Shiyu didn't expect him to say that. He looked down at Jiang Ruan, his face reluctant to move, "The neck is a bit dangerous, go down a little?" He rubbed Jiang Ruan's sore and swollen The lower abdomen was also reluctant, and said with a smile, "It probably hurts here."

Jiang Ruan was about to collapse, so she raised her thin arm and said as if offering a treasure, "...the arm is fine."

"..."

Xie Shiyu raised his eyebrows, as if he was not satisfied, he pressed his back and told him to lie down, what he was holding was a thin-tube marker.Lowering his head, the tip of the pen barely touched Jiang Ruan's skin.

Jiang Ruan's cheeks were bloodshot in an instant, she covered her hands, and begged for mercy, "It's not working here..."

"I haven't moved yet, so why worry." Xie Shiyu couldn't be worse, but he couldn't help but want to bully him, scratching his heart and lungs. He looked carefully at Jiang Ruan's face and found that he was just shy, Without any extra emotion, I held his hand and threw it away.

Jiang Ruan didn't dare to cover it up.

Xie Shiyu's cold fingertips ran across his sweaty waist. Jiang Ruan trembled all over, and Xie Shiyu held his shoulders firmly. His waist was itchy badly. He didn't know what Xie Shiyu wrote , wanted to look back, but Xie Shiyu forbade him to look back.

When it was finally signed, it felt like a long ordeal.

"Don't move, hang it for a while," Xie Shiyu didn't let him go, and continued, "Otherwise, when you put on your clothes, the words will be rubbed off and you won't be able to read clearly."

Jiang Ruan was so ashamed that she couldn't lift her head, she hugged the pillow and listened to his words.

Xie Shiyu leaned over and pinched his face and the tips of his ears, trying to hold back a smile. He wanted to speak, but before the words reached his mouth, he gave a chuckle, and he simply suppressed it again, and went to turn up the temperature of the air conditioner. a little.

Jiang Ruan was sweating a little, and when Xie Shiyu finally came to hold his hand and tell him to get dressed, he felt that the skin on his waist was completely numb and unconscious, and he didn't dare to look at it now. What exactly did Xie Shiyu sign? From the mirror, he vaguely glimpsed it seemed to be just a name.

He put on the sweater and coat, and the pair of black-rimmed glasses, and followed Xie Shiyu downstairs.

After getting in the car, Xie Shiyu found that his face had returned to normal, and he shook his hand without any trace. It was not as cold and sticky as last night, and his palms were drenched in cold sweat, so he breathed a sigh of relief.

He felt that something was wrong with Jiang Ruan, but he couldn't tell what was wrong.

"...I want to eat spicy pot." Jiang Ruan suggested.

Xie Shiyu didn't even think about it, and directly dismissed, "Impossible."

Jiang Ruan glanced at him, looked out the car window, and ignored him.Xie Shiyu hadn't driven the car yet, so he leaned over to help him fasten his seat belt, held his hand, and asked him suddenly, "Honey, the Chinese New Year will be in a month or two, can I go home with you?"

He wanted to go home with Jiang Ruan a long time ago, but he has been busy filming and not in Yanning, so he really doesn't have time, and now he still has some doubts in his heart.

Jiang Ruan was stunned, he licked his lower lip, and wanted to refuse.

"You can wait if it's inconvenient." Xie Shiyu didn't force him, and rubbed his hair.

"Chinese New Year...it should be fine," Jiang Ruan thought for a while, then nodded, but said as if to make amends, "I'm not sure..."

"It's okay." Xie Shiyu sat back and drove, and smiled at him, "If not, can you go with me to meet the parents first? I want to take you to meet my grandparents, don't worry, I have already told them But, I knew I liked boys at the beginning, so I won't make things difficult for you."

Jiang Ruan still nodded and didn't say anything more. He waited for the street lights halfway through the car, when he suddenly murmured, "My grandma knows that you are with me."

"..." Xie Shiyu was caught off guard and almost vomited, "Baby, did you tell her?"

"No," Jiang Ruan propped her chin, tilted her head to look at him, her eyes were cold and cold, staring at Xie Shiyu a little scared, and then continued, "I don't know, maybe I hug you or kiss you It was time to be seen, anyway, she knew it very early."

Jiang Ruan still hasn't figured out how to be seen.

After much deliberation, I feel that it is the same as when I came out in class, and I still blame him for being careless. Xie Shiyu stayed at his house, afraid that his family would find out, and if he couldn't accept it, he would be the saddest. In his room, he is usually very careful when hugging and kissing him.

But he couldn't help it, Xie Shiyu dozed off with his arms on his pillow, he always lay on his back, sometimes staring at his face, and leaned over to kiss him.

It is not surprising to be found.

"Then she agrees with me being with you," Xie Shiyu rolled his Adam's apple, and hit the point when he opened his mouth, "Still can't accept it?"

Jiang Ruan hooked the red rope around her neck with her fair fingertips, and showed him that the eyelashes were beautiful, and the lying silkworm also curled up.

He drank water, his voice was not as hoarse as before, and there was a sweetness and gentleness in singing, "She said that Xiao Xie looks like a jerk, but she loves me the most."

If you want to find him, go to him.

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-08-1712:25:52~2021-08-1812:26:07期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Callarin1;

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Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 60 bottles of Wuyi and skyline; 5 bottles of Nana Qiuqiu hahaha;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!