[Seven-five] Drunken Fugui

Originally, it was just Bai Yutang and Zhan Zhao who were going to go there, but Shangguanxi was a little worried and followed them.Tang Xiuxiu thought about it, and recently she was the one who took care of Sode Yue's body, so she went.Tang Meng'er had a good relationship with Xiuyue, so she naturally followed.So Jiang Ping stayed and arranged for the servants of the room service and the luncheon for a while.

When the group arrived at Mi Pavilion, Sode Yue had already sat up. That's right, she was fine at first, and the injuries on her body had almost healed a few days ago. This time she fell asleep for so long because of her weak body. When I suddenly heard the news of my mother's death on the Internet, I couldn't bear the shock for a while, and I couldn't get out of the shadow in my heart.Now that I wake up, my mind is naturally much calmer.Now seeing these people coming over again, the most vulnerable part of my heart collapsed in an instant.Especially when he saw Bai Yutang, tears could no longer be suppressed and rolled down from his eyes.

"Brother..." When she saw Bai Yutang, she didn't know what to say. These days, she had been dreaming, a dream from childhood to adulthood, as if she couldn't wake up, and it was full of mother , Those who taught me martial arts, those who taught me medical skills, those who were strict with me, those who scolded me, and those who finally hugged me, loved me, and stood in front of my window... Scene after scene, repeated in my dream, sometimes There are also those souls who died at his own hands, crying, clamoring, desperate, begging for mercy... all kinds of things, and the county magistrate who died in the end, with his panicked eyes, huddled in the corner The figure, the trembling voice...

When all these pasts came to her eyes, Sode Yue began to struggle in her dream. She was afraid, terribly afraid. She once only wanted to get a compliment. Her hands were stained with the blood of so many innocent people.She knew that someone had to take this responsibility, and no one could do it except Mother.Later, she gradually saw Zhan Zhao's sleeping face, and the struggling pain and pity in his eyes when his brother held Zhan Zhao in his arms.Then, she felt calm. She deserved to die, but her mother had already given her life for her, and she still had to live and try her best to live. Only by living can she do things for her elder brother and Brother Zhan, and only by living can she help them , Only by living can he redeem his sins, and only by living can he be worthy of the life his mother gave him.

"Xiaoyue, how are you?" Tang Xiuxiu walked to the bed first, grabbed her right wrist, and felt her pulse carefully, and then the expression on her face became more and more relaxed, as if some burden was gone.

"Sister-in-law, I'm fine." Xiuyue turned his eyes away from Bai Yutang and Zhan Zhao, and realized that it wasn't just his elder brother who came here, but also Shangguan senior uncle, senior aunt, and everyone else. Uncle Mark, and an unknown mother-in-law.

"Uncle, Aunt, Uncle Wuhen, this..." Xiuyue called people one by one, but she had never seen Granny Jiang Ning, and she had never heard of it, so naturally she didn't know how to call, but she could stand The people here must have a deep connection with the elder brother.

"Xiaoyue, this is your brother's mother." Tang Meng'er stood up, she knew that Xiuyue didn't know how to ask someone to simply sit on the side of Xiuyue's bed, and held Xiuyue's hand to talk about the relationship.

"Auntie? But, isn't auntie..." Wasn't she killed by his own mother?

"Xiaoyue, she is Jiang Ning's mother-in-law. She brought up your brother since he was a child, so your brother has always been called mother, so his kowtow brothers followed him and called him godmother. Now you just call your brother Just say hello." If Ruoxi came out, she was Shangguanxi's wife, so she naturally knew it clearly, and it couldn't be better for these things to have the present ending.She remembered a conversation she had when he was healing Sode Yue under Li Ya that day, and this passage became the reason why she forgave Shang Guanxi. In that short night, she understood the feelings in the world.

That night she remembered that she asked Sodegoshi: "Girl, why didn't you tell that white boy?"

"I don't want to make my brother worry anymore. This time I came down to Liya, I insisted on following my brother. Now that I'm here, I can't divide my brother's heart."

"If I didn't see that your face was wrong, your life would be gone."

"Xueyue doesn't know the result, but only knows that when I see my brother standing with Brother Zhan, Xiuyue will also feel happy."

"What do you care about other people's happiness? What's more, these two people are not in harmony with each other in the first place."

"Auntie, or in this world, no one can recognize Big Brother and Big Brother Zhan, but even if the world doesn't recognize it, so what, what can be happier than life and death with the one you love the most."

"Then, what if the person you love betrays you?"

"What's negative? My mother has been foolish all her life, always thinking that Uncle Wuhen has wronged him, but in the end, when she understood it, she was already wrong. Humans often can't help themselves."

"Can't help yourself?"

"Just like me, if I never existed, brother Zhan and brother wouldn't have to suffer from the living dead, and brother wouldn't have to be in a dilemma. However, I never even had the chance to say sorry. I just said something for my brother. He doesn't hate If you don't complain, I won't hate or complain, so you are just my sister."

"Bai Yutang really said that?"

"My brother did say so."

"He doesn't hate you? It means that in his eyes, the girl who is blood relative is more important than the person he loves."

"No, Xiuyue knows that in my brother's heart, it's more important that no one can stop Big Brother Zhan, but brother understands that if he hates Big Brother Zhan, he can't be at peace anymore. And I know that Big Brother Zhan is here to let My brother chose to sleep like this while alive."

"Forget it, I'm old, and I can't understand it. You girl, you seem to have seen through it. You're only fifteen, right?"

In fact, there is not much Ruoxi can remember about the conversation that day. There is only one sentence, "He doesn't hate or complain, so I don't hate or complain!" It hurt Ruoxi deeply, but he didn't hate it. If I don't complain, I don't hate or complain... With just this one sentence, she suddenly seemed to understand something, but she couldn't grasp it tightly.So when Shangguan Xi really came under Li Ya, she had a feeling that the feeling after a thousand lifetimes made her overwhelmed with pain. It seemed that there was a gleam of light in her invisible eyes, and then slowly, a little blurred, It was as if a shadow appeared in front of her, and then, she was embraced by a warm embrace...

"Shangguan, don't you regret it? Our child..."

"I don't regret it, but my pain is no less than yours."

"Since you don't regret it, I will follow you if you don't regret it."

"Ruoxi, your eyes."

"It doesn't matter what you don't see, you..."

"Ruoxi, you are in my heart."

20 years of hatred, it turned out that it is still not as good as love, and only love can make two people who are resentful set aside all the fronts, and then just a light hug, everything will return to the past.The eyes that I thought were blind from crying, also see better day by day, and slowly and vaguely see my hair, my clothes, and the Shangguan who is by my side.Because of this, slowly, her heart, which had been empty for 20 years, grew bigger and bigger, and she put in memories, herself, and those children who couldn't let go of her heart, so she left her career. , and then found the empty island all the way.Now, seeing that the girl who said that she moved her looks much better, she couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

Xiuyue was shocked when she heard the introduction from her aunt. She didn't know how to pronounce the word mother now. The mother who hadn't felt much maternal love until she died left her. Suddenly, everyone He also told himself that there was a woman whom he could still call mother, because she felt a dull pain in her heart.

"Mother..." She yelled with some hesitation, or fear, she yelled this word very rarely, so little that she seemed to have never felt it before, and now she said that the woman who appeared and smiled at her made her feel very stable.So, when Jiang Ning came to her side, she threw herself into Jiang Ning's arms, and her tears were like broken dikes after all...

"Mao'er, let's go for a walk." Bai Yutang saw that Xiuyue's mood was getting more and more stable, and that his mother was hurting her daughter so badly, so he simply set aside the space to let Xiuyue feel more like a mother. .Now, he just wants to watch the cat all the time, by his side, and never leave it for a moment.

"White……"

"Cat, what do you think you should call me?"

"I, I don't know, I call you Brother Bai, as if we are not so unfamiliar. If I want to call you senior brother, I really can't open my mouth. But, how should I call you?"

"Cat, how about calling me by my name?"

"Zeyan?"

"No, call me Yutang." Zhan Zhao was walking on the left of Bai Yutang. The wind from Songjiang brought scattered snowflakes in winter, which made Zhan Zhao feel a little cold. Bai Yutang turned around and saw him shaking his shoulders.After taking a closer look, he realized that the snow cloak the cat was wearing was really flimsy, so he took off the fox fur he was wearing and put it on Zhan Zhao, "You didn't forget that you called me that before."

"Yutang..." Zhan Zhao called out, slightly trembling, he felt that Bai Yutang's movements were full of tenderness, a trace of tenderness, this feeling made him a little scared, but it was very familiar, like this person Just like that to yourself.There is something, he forgot, and it is very important...

"Hehe" Bai Yutang smiled, and then stood by the river, looking at the snowflakes flying on the river, his white clothes were fluttering in the wind, without a cloak to avoid the snow, he was holding on with his inner strength, and then he suddenly Turning his head and smiling at Zhan Zhao: "Mao'er, it's fine if you don't remember it all the time, it's us and it will never change." , There are snowflakes falling around, slowly, the wind and snow are getting bigger, and there is a vast whiteness under the feet.The two of them stopped talking, just looked at the distant river, where the ice was thin, there were fishing boats passing by slowly, and occasionally the sound of breaking the ice came, which made people feel a little moved.

"Master, why are you and the young master here? It's easy for the servants to find. The young master should take the medicine."

Mengyao's voice broke the calm, Zhan Zhao glanced at Bai Yutang, he still smiled: "Mao'er, I know you don't understand now, tomorrow, we set off for Helan Mountain, we are going to find lover's tears.

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