The cp I'm smoking is fake [entertainment circle]

It must be very pitiful to be alone in an empty room.

Cheng Guanyue didn't think she was pitiful.

Even if she wasn't really any better than that.

But she used to feel that Ji Fuzhou was very pitiful.

As early as when they first met, she realized that Ji Fuzhou was too "independent".

There are no friends, no family in sight, and no one willing to walk with her.

Of course, she later found out that Ji Fuzhou also had friends, and her relationship with her classmates was not too bad.

But at that time, even Zhou Yu's relationship with Ji Fuzhou could not be said to be very close.

Ji Fuzhou is alone most of the time.

A person who dissociates from the "normal" system will become extraordinarily conspicuous.

Because of this, Cheng Guanyue noticed her existence more and more.

At the beginning, I really wanted to take advantage of it, and I agreed to be together just to be idle and casual, but later I was able to continue that relationship, instead of treating it as a joke and tactfully refusing, I can’t say that there is no such reason .

Cheng Guanyue felt that Ji Fuzhou was very pitiful.

Especially when Ji Fuzhou took her home.

It wasn't a very formal occasion, but when Cheng Guanyue went to the cafeteria, she was bumped into by a classmate and splashed all over her body.

It was summer again, and the soup soaked into the short-sleeved school uniform, sticking sticky to the skin, which made people feel extremely uncomfortable.

Cheng Guanyue asked the teacher for leave, and took advantage of the lunch break to go back and change clothes.

She ran into Ji Fuzhou outside the school.

Ji Fuzhou lived not far from the school, only two alleys away, she skipped half of the physical education class in the morning and went back to sleep, and was preparing to go back to school after eating in the restaurant downstairs.

Knowing that she lived nearby, Cheng Guanyue asked if he could lend her a change of clean clothes.

She didn't call the driver. The driver asked Cheng's father for leave that morning. Naturally, she couldn't be so ignorant to bother others.

But she doesn't like to take the bus in summer, not to mention that it takes too long to go back and forth. She doesn't want to leave a bad impression on the teacher because of being late or absent from class.

It just happened to be so lucky to bump into Ji Fuzhou.

Ji Fuzhou is taller than Cheng Guanyue, and his clothes need to be a size larger, but it's better than being a size smaller, so you can make do with it.

Smelling the vague vegetable smell on Cheng Guanyue's body, Ji Fuzhou turned his head and laughed for a while.

It was because she had never seen Cheng Guanyue in such a mess.

Seeing it for the first time was quite strange.

Secondly, she was a little happy that Cheng Guanyue was willing to ask her for help, which also showed that she trusted herself.

Naturally, Ji Fuzhou would not refuse.

Under Cheng Guanyue's slightly dissatisfied stare, she barely stopped her smile, coughed lightly, turned around and led her to the place where she lived.

Ji Fuzhou lives on the second floor of the old residential area. There is a small terrace. Walk a few steps forward and turn in. There are several residents. Almost all of the downstairs are rented out to shopkeepers. The alley opposite is a noodle shop. , Going to school is a must.

It is also enough to save trouble.

Cheng Guanyue followed behind Ji Fuzhou, and unconsciously frowned when she walked into the old corridor.

The environment of this kind of place is not very good, because of the age, but after all, the city's key high school is next door, and many families with children have sharpened their heads and want to buy houses here.

No matter how bad it is, we must try our best to rent a room to accompany them to study, so that it is convenient for children to go to and from school.

So the houses here are actually expensive, and even the rent is ridiculously high.

Of course, there are also many old residents who lived here before the trend of accompanying students, most of whom are elderly.

Cheng Guanyue took a glance and looked away. Her family has a full-time driver, and the villa she lives in is not too far from the school, so she doesn't think much of this kind of place.

She didn't care much about how Ji Fuzhou lived here, as long as she didn't steal or rob, she didn't care much.

After following Ji Fuzhou into the door, Cheng Guanyue was first stunned by the messiness inside.

The layout of the house is good. It faces south, and when you walk in, you will find a spacious living room. The details of the decoration are not thoughtful, but the materials used are by no means crude and perfunctory.

It's a pity that the current owner didn't take good care of it. There was a pile of clothes on the sofa. I don't know if it was clean or just changed. Not packed.

The bowls that were supposed to be well placed in the kitchen are scattered here and there, and there is a stack of books crookedly piled up next to the shoe cabinet, and there are everything in the cardboard box next to it, probably thrown in casually at ordinary times. .

At a glance, nothing is neatly placed where they should be.

Probably because he noticed Cheng Guanyue's shocked gaze, Ji Fuzhou rarely felt a little embarrassed, touched his nose and explained in a low voice: "I was in a hurry to go to class in the morning, so I didn't have time to clean up."

But the "magnificent" picture in front of me can't be formed in one morning.

Cheng Guanyue was speechless for a while.

Is there no one else to help Ji Fuzhou clean up?

She felt a little strange, Ji Fuzhou was still a student no matter what, going to and from school had longer working hours than ordinary adults, if she really put some effort into her studies, she would not have the energy to clean up after she came back.

But there is no trace of the second person's life in Ji Fuzhou's family.

The books in the study room are all Ji Fuzhou's own textbooks, in addition to high school and junior high school - there is indeed a junior high school not far from here.

Ji Fuzhou may have lived here alone earlier.

The only bedroom has only one bed and one pillow, and the closet is full of Ji Fuzhou's clothes. Except for the school uniform, there is almost no difference at first glance. It seems that the same set is directly wholesaled and brought back to change. .

The clothes were also folded in a mess, not looking good at all, as if they were just thrown away.

Ji Fuzhou took out a T-shirt with the same color as the school uniform from the cabinet, and when it was handed over to Cheng Guanyue, it was a crumpled ball.

If someone else came, they might not be willing to accept it at all.

Naturally, Cheng Guanyue would not refuse, but she also disliked it in her heart.

It wasn't until she received it in her hands and smelled the faint fragrance of laundry detergent that she felt that the grudges in her heart had lessened.

At least the basic sanitation is passed, not really messy and unsightly, but just can't clean it up.

Ji Fuzhou drew the curtains, and offered to give up the room for Cheng Guanyue to change.

Cheng Guanyue dawdled in the room for a long time with her clothes in her arms.

She inadvertently looked around the room, feeling unstoppable shock, even a little shock in her heart.

It's empty.

When she came out after changing her clothes, Cheng Guanyue still couldn't help asking Ji Fuzhou, "Where are your parents?"

Ji Fuzhou didn't seem too happy to hear this topic, and his face changed obviously, but when Cheng Guanyue asked her, she pouted, pulled her hair, and answered honestly.

"They are all busy." Ji Fuzhou said, "I haven't seen them for a long time."

It may take a long time to see such a once in a few years.

Ji Fuzhou never mentioned her parents. If Cheng Guanyue hadn't taken the initiative to ask, she would even have guessed privately whether her parents had passed away.

The truth is no.

But it's more gut-wrenching than actually passing away.

At that time, Ji Fuzhou's expression was a little embarrassed, she subconsciously looked away, avoiding Cheng Guanyue's gaze, and rubbed the back of her neck a little uneasily, feeling uncomfortable was written all over her body.

Seems like it was just that one time, Cheng Guanyue looked at Ji Fuzhou standing in the shadow of the living room, and from the corner of her eye glanced at the messy sofa and coffee table in the background, as if someone was holding her throat.

What a pity.

she couldn't help thinking.

Cheng Guanyue's heart softened a bit.

Just stay with her for a while longer.

She probably thought so.

The period since then has been a "honeymoon period" for their brief relationship.

Cheng Guanyue began to come and go to Ji Fuzhou's house frequently, helping her tidy up those messy things little by little, teaching her how to fold clothes, and how to sort all kinds of small things.

For Ji Fuzhou, it has long been a substantial "home". With the help of Cheng Guanyue, the home finally has the appearance of a real home.

It was different for Ji Fuzhou there.

Cheng Guanyue can feel that every time he enters the house, Ji Fuzhou is always much more relaxed than when he was outside.

When Cheng Guanyue came in after him, as soon as he closed the door, Ji Fuzhou turned his head and stared at her with bright eyes.

Afterwards, there were probably games waiting for them, such as cards, flying chess, backgammon, etc. These games were nothing new, but they could easily cheer Ji Fuzhou up.

How much she lacks love.

Cheng Guanyue once couldn't help but slander her.

Also somewhat surprised.

What followed was a bit of soft-heartedness.

Later, it is also possible that Ji Fuzhou was forced to do homework by Cheng Guanyue.

— Later, this happened more and more frequently.

Ji Fuzhou has no interest in studying, but fighting every day and being admitted to the city's key points undoubtedly proves that there is still hope, at least his foundation is not too bad.

It's just that there are too many courses left behind, and it seems extraordinarily awkward when doing homework or exam papers.

Cheng Guanyue, a junior one grade lower, is more than enough to tutor Ji Fuzhou, a senior in turn.

Every time Ji Fuzhou murmured that it was useless to do test papers, and she didn't want to go to college, but under Cheng Guanyue's gentle smile, she still bowed her head obediently.

Even if the answers to the exam papers were filled out horribly, at least they finished it patiently in the end.

Moreover, the scores of the test papers are constantly increasing at a speed visible to the naked eye.

Seeing that at least going to university is hopeful.

Cheng Guanyue was also very strict at this time. She hadn't thought about separating from Ji Fuzhou at that time, so she would never allow the possibility of a girlfriend dropping out of school.

Ji Fuzhou knew that she was doing it for her own good, and she often complained a few words, but she never showed any resistance in her actions——

Although even in other aspects, she rarely refuted Cheng Guanyue's words, and she always did what the other party said.

Surprisingly obedient.

Sometimes Cheng Guanyue would have some hallucinations in a trance, feeling as if she had raised a large dog.

Originally, the passage of time like this may also be able to achieve a good story.

But Cheng Guanyue always recalled from time to time that she stayed with Ji Fuzhou out of "sympathy". This is disturbing.

Ji Fuzhou is by no means in Cheng Guanyue's official mate selection criteria.

Cheng Guanyue never thought of "fighting against the whole world" for Ji Fuzhou in the future, she still tends to pursue interests, and even deliberately conceals the news of her relationship with Ji Fuzhou, just as a step-by-step life trajectory. The little thrill of knowing.

Ji Fuzhou's grades are not good, and he will get into troubles such as fights from time to time. Compared with Miss Cheng's family, his status is absolutely disparate, and he can't stand it at all.

Ji Fuzhou can't bring her anything.

Sooner or later they will be separated.

So it's never a good thing to invest too much emotion at this moment, Cheng Guanyue feared that sympathy would turn into real reluctance, or even love, so she began to deliberately avoid it.

Impatientness gradually follows.

Ji Fuzhou should be able to detect Cheng Guanyue's subtle emotional changes. After all, she could be regarded as Cheng Guanyue's closest person during that time, and even Ye Tingfeng couldn't keep up.

But Ji Fuzhou remained silent, and she didn't show the slightest bit of dissatisfaction when Cheng Guanyue let go of her a few times, and even maliciously let go of the rumors.

Is this person too nervous, or is he just a rude piece of wood, he doesn't know hot and cold, is not considerate enough, has no self-knowledge, and doesn't know that he will withdraw voluntarily.

Cheng Guanyue was agitated in his heart.

But every time she saw Ji Fuzhou's gentle and smiling face turned towards her, she couldn't say those stabbing and decisive words.

It also includes proposals such as breaking up.

She should let Ji Fuzhou speak up on her own initiative, if she breaks up first, wouldn't it affect her own image?

It's definitely not because of "reluctant".

Cheng Guanyue made excuses for herself, but she never remembered that no one knew about the relationship between them.

The only insider on her side is Ye Tingfeng—and she has no need to maintain her image in front of Ye Tingfeng.

Day after day of silence is like a different kind of torture. When Cheng Guanyue emphasizes "compassion" too deliberately in her heart, her emotions gradually get out of control, and the way she looks at another person changes.

"Sympathy" became "poor".

Compassion that is close to charity will make people feel uncomfortable.

At that time, Cheng Guanyue never cared about this, it would be better if she hoped that Ji Fuzhou would retreat in spite of the difficulties, and take the initiative to withdraw from this secret and gradually distorted relationship.

In the end, she got her wish, but she didn't think that she would regret it many years later.

Time flows.

Many years later, Cheng Guanyue approached Shang Ji Fuzhou with a still hesitant pursuit mentality, but what he bumped into was such an upside-down position.

Cheng Guanyue got drunk alone in the apartment where she lived alone, without anyone to take care of her, and she even called Ji Fuzhou to help her clean up the mess.

Even if she can call someone to clean up with a phone call, she is not really helpless.

But when seeing Ji Fuzhou's light and shallow expression and attitude, Cheng Guanyue seemed to have been poked in the sore foot.

Does she have the right to "poor" Ji Fuzhou?

Guanyue finally realized this after many years.

She doesn't have that qualification.

She is even worse than Ji Fuzhou.

At least Ji Fuzhou came out, but she hasn't.

Ji Fuzhou looked at her like he was looking at a fool - a drunk person is no different from a fool.

Are you pitying me?

of course not.Ji Fuzhou replied like this.

"I'm just worried that it will affect my work." Ji Fuzhou finally said.