The cp I'm smoking is fake [entertainment circle]

That night, Ye Tingfeng's parents happened to go to Cheng's house to visit Cheng's mother.

The family friends of the two families, Mama Ye and Mama Cheng were also friends who had known each other since childhood before they married into the two families, so the relationship between the two families is extremely close.

Ever since Cheng's mother became seriously ill, the Ye family and his wife often found time to visit her.

After becoming a parent, it is natural to talk more about your own children.

Both Ye Tingfeng and Cheng Guanyue are the youngest children in the family, and their relationship is extremely close now, and they are almost completely bound to the outside world. Even if they make an occasional home phone call, they must mention the other party.

So the topic naturally slipped to these two children.

Cheng's mother has just found a new blind date candidate. This time the candidate was introduced by the Ye family couple. They are much better than the previous second-generation ancestors in all aspects.

Although this is a family matter of others, Cheng Guanyue was grown up by them after all, and they will also feel distressed for what happened to her. They have also heard about the previous blind dates, and they have no other comments except that they are unreliable.

However, even Cheng's father didn't interfere with his wife's choice, and as outsiders, they didn't say much, and occasionally gave a few words of consolation.

But because they were afraid of irritating Cheng's mother if they were not careful, they didn't dare to say more.

This time, I happened to see a suitable partner, so I simply introduced it to Cheng's mother.

Cheng's mother still misses Ye Tingfeng, wondering why such a good partner is not left to Ye Tingfeng, but to their family instead.

It's hard for the Ye family couple to say that they don't interfere with Ye Tingfeng's mate selection, otherwise, Mother Cheng may feel that they are blaming her and fall into a state of endless guilt and self-blame.

——There is no such precedent before.

So when they faced Cheng's mother, they always spoke cautiously.

It just so happened that there was an excuse this time.

"I heard from the wind that she has someone she likes." Mother Ye explained.

Ye Tingfeng did mention a few words to them, without going into details, but it was enough for the parents to piece together the pieces and draw a rough outline in their hearts.

He is in City C, and has been hung up by Ye Tingfeng for many years, and the relationship seems to be progressing pretty well now.

Ye Tingfeng has someone he is chasing, so naturally there is no need for a slightly arranged blind date.

Cheng's mother was relieved, and then happily contacted Cheng Guanyue.

But Cheng Guanyue also said that she has someone she likes.

Cheng's mother's keenness seemed to be only used on such insignificant matters - she immediately guessed that Cheng Guanyue's sudden run to City C might be for the same reason as Ye Tingfeng.

Naturally, the person I fell in love with was the same person.

It's not that Cheng's mother is really that smart, she just instinctively distrusts her daughter.

"Since you were a child, you like to fight for Tingfeng's things. If she likes something, you will get involved. Fortunately, Tingfeng never cares about you. When you were young, you could find excuses to say you were ignorant, but you have grown up now. , and then compete with good sisters for the same person, what kind of words do you say?"

Cheng's mother was a little flustered, and her gentle words were almost full of accusations.

She didn't even wait for Cheng Guanyue to respond, and she tried to persuade her on her own.

"If you don't like those people, Mom will help you find better ones, okay?" Mother Cheng's voice was almost pleading, "That person...you can let Tingfeng do it?"

It's as if "that person" is an item that can be sold at will.

But Cheng Guanyue didn't think there was anything wrong.

She was just chilling with her mother's attitude.

Even though she had expected this, Cheng Guanyue still felt uncomfortable when she heard her mother's pleading words.

The blood that flowed into the heart seemed to be mixed with ice slag, and then poured into the throat, making people feel nauseous.

In the past, Cheng Guanyue would say "yes" docilely, even if her follow-up behavior was completely opposite.

She shouldn't argue with her seriously ill mother—

What is the point of speaking with a mentally ill person?

It's nothing more than a false obedience, and then find a reason to perfunctory the past.

Cheng Guanyue has always done this.

It has been since childhood.

But occasionally she would feel aggrieved to the point where she could hardly bear it-why must she give in?

Obviously she is her own daughter, why do she always favor outsiders?

Even if she knew that her mother was just afraid that she would offend others outside, it would be very hard to live without help.

In essence, it was because Cheng's mother loved her, worried about her, and hoped that her life would be smooth.

But such oppressive "love" will only have the opposite effect.

Dissatisfaction and boredom piled up, as well as the pressure to become a "perfect person", Cheng Guanyue was like a balloon full of air, but it hadn't stopped inflating.

Finally at a certain moment——

"Snapped."

The balloon exploded.

Cheng Guanyue answered her mother slowly: "Not good."

Her voice was gentler than her mother's, but her attitude was unprecedentedly tough and resolute.

"This time, I don't want to let it go." Cheng Guanyue said word by word.

Then she hung up the phone.

under night.

Ji Fuzhou and Ye Tingfeng walked slowly on the dark boulevard.

They came back by taxi, and they decided to take a walk in the community. They didn't have to worry about being bumped into by picking a place with few people. It happened to be a place where they could calm down in the night breeze.

"I think she is still the same as before, nothing has changed." Ji Fuzhou's eyes were a little dazed, "I thought she would forget me."

"No." Ye Tingfeng answered.

"Why?" Ji Fuzhou turned his head to look at her.

"Because you left her first." Ye Tingfeng replied.

"Hmm... so?" Ji Fuzhou was a little puzzled.

"I will feel unwilling." Ye Tingfeng replied lightly.

"Will you be angry?" Ji Fuzhou guessed.

"Maybe I was angry before." Ye Tingfeng paused, "But it should be gone now."

"Oh." Ji Fuzhou turned his head and looked at the sky.

The weather is not very good tonight, the moonlight is covered by dark clouds, the stars are gone, and the mottled branches and leaves are dark.

"What was your past like?" Ji Fuzhou asked Ye Tingfeng slowly.

"Do you want to know?" Ye Tingfeng asked back, "Is it because of Cheng Guanyue?"

"If I say that I want to know you better, would you believe me?" Ji Fuzhou rubbed her ears, smiled slightly, trying to hide her embarrassment, she subconsciously avoided Ye Tingfeng's sight, and looked at the distant Bewitched.

"Just now Cheng Guanyue asked me if I was pitying her - I said no. But I think she seemed very sad at that time."

"Maybe it's because of something at home, maybe I'm in a bad mood."

The latter point was confirmed by Ye Tingfeng's phone call.

When Ji Fuzhou and Cheng Guanyue were together before, there was a very intimate moment, touching the depths of each other's background.

Young students have limited social circles, and the most profound influence on them is undoubtedly their native families.

Just as Cheng Guanyue once felt that Ji Fuzhou's life alone was pitiful, Ji Fuzhou was also aware of Cheng Guanyue's family problems.

Cheng Guanyue's parents are very gentle and polite, especially her mother, who almost engraved politeness in her bones.

At the same time, she also has an excessive desire to protect her daughter - she said that it was okay when she was with Ye Tingfeng, but whenever Cheng Guanyue went out alone, she would receive a call from her mother every few minutes.

At one point, the date between the two of them fell through.

Later, Cheng Guanyue figured out a way to solve this problem by herself, but unfortunately she and Ji Fuzhou had drifted apart by then.

Before that, Ji Fuzhou would occasionally hear Cheng Guanyue communicating with her parents.

They were all gentle and concerned voices, and they even went down to what they ate for lunch and how many mouthfuls they had.

But it happens that people don't feel any warmth, only feel depressed.

It was probably because Cheng Guanyue's parents never asked her own opinion or her feelings, they expressed their concern under the banner of concern, but they never gave her the right to choose, they were just polite routine notices. .

On the surface, Cheng Guanyue looks like a perfect person. She is very popular outside, praised by everyone, and makes her parents proud.

But in a sense, there is no difference between Cheng Guanyue and Ji Fuzhou when he was young.

They are all lonely to the bone.

Ji Fuzhou once wondered whether it was because of this that she was attracted to Cheng Guanyue, and even fantasized about licking each other's wounds, warming each other, and walking through the rest of the time together.

Of course it turns out that fantasies are just fantasies too.

The young Cheng Guanyue was not as naive as Ji Fuzhou, and in the end, they parted ways because of fate.

Cheng Guanyue didn't seem to have changed much when she grew up.

It's just that the thoughts are hidden a little deeper, and those out-of-control emotions can be recovered in an instant.

She still counts everyone out.

Ji Fuzhou no longer tried to go in.

"I'm just a little curious. You and she obviously grew up together. Why are you completely different from her? Do you have the same pressure as her?"

This is what Ji Fuzhou is really curious about.

Obviously, the two are inseparable, and the growth environment should not be so different, why the two people grow into completely different appearances.

She was curious about Ye Tingfeng's past.

Ye Tingfeng understood what Ji Fuzhou meant, and was a little happy in his heart, and the original irritability also dissipated.

But when it comes to the past, even she obviously showed a bit of boredom.

That's no secret. There have been many gossip stories in the circle, but it's still a bit depressing and uncomfortable to tell.

"Auntie—that is, Cheng Guanyue's mother, once lost her four or five-year-old daughter when she was taking care of her eldest daughter. Everyone else blamed her. She was too guilty, and she had mental problems."

These are two tragic origins.

"By the time other people realize it, there is no way to cure it. Those things happened before we were born, and I'm just hearing about it. It is said that the few years before and after our birth were when my aunt's condition was the most peaceful."

The Ye family also felt guilty towards her because they felt that the accusations she unintentionally revealed had aggravated Cheng's mother's condition.

After that, he tolerated and even pampered her intentionally or unintentionally, and would visit her from time to time.

"What then?"

"Later...then two cousins ​​who were close to our two families eloped, which made the two families very angry when they met, and they both felt that it was the other party's problem. At that time, the two families had an important cooperation. Yue was told to have a good relationship and not to quarrel. It may be because of the high pressure. Auntie was a little dazed again. She was afraid that Guanyue might say something wrong and make our family angry—even though we had said a lot Never mind."

This delicate relationship lasted until they were in college.

"About four or five years ago, Guanyue's sister got news, but she couldn't find anyone at that time. The aunt was stimulated, and her condition began to recur. Finally, she found someone, but there was no way to recover. Her health deteriorated day by day. One day."

"Did you finally find it?"

"I found it. I just met my elder brother and we are still together. It seems that a rich family abroad adopted her, but that family has passed away long ago, so the Cheng family took her back. I made an appointment with my elder brother last year. marriage."

What the naked eye can see is that Cheng Guanyue's position has become awkward, and it is not surprising that he will be so stressed that he almost collapses.

"However, Guanyue didn't have the right to inherit—my family is the same, only the son has the right to inherit, but I already have an older brother, and Uncle Cheng was training his nephew to be the heir."

Ye Tingfeng said it calmly, but it's hard to say whether her current personality has also been influenced by her family.

Ji Fuzhou turned his head to look at it for a while, then suddenly asked: "What about you?"

Speaking of which, most of what they said so far was about the Cheng family.

Everything about the Ye family and about Ye Tingfeng became the background board, and was taken over casually.

Ji Fuzhou digested the whole picture of the Cheng family's past that he knew for the first time, but he was still curious about Ye Tingfeng's past.

Did she have a happy childhood?Was there at least a moment of happiness?

Are you still under pressure from your family?

"I'm much better than Guanyue." Ye Tingfeng replied honestly.

At least she doesn't have a mentally ill mother and a lost and found sister.

On the contrary, her parents have a harmonious relationship, and her brother treats her well, and it is not an exaggeration to say that she will respond to her requests.

It's just that the whole family is like characters carved out of a template. They are a little too restrained and not good at expressing feelings, so they don't look as lively as other families when they gather together during the New Year and holidays.

The only obvious troubles come from the Cheng family.

Because of Cheng's mother's repeated illness, Ye Tingfeng was under a lot of pressure when staying with Cheng Guanyue, and everyone around him, except for Cheng's mother, would intentionally or unintentionally favor Cheng Guanyue.

For one thing, there was already a case of losing a child before Cheng Guanyue.

Second, Cheng Guanyue was under the pressure of her mother, and others felt sorry for her, so they felt sorry for her.

What's more, Cheng Guanyue is cheerful and generous, with a sweet and gentle mouth, which is even more liked by the elders.

Ye Tingfeng has been wronged many times and has no way to speak out. Sometimes he can't help crying, and he will be taught "Can't you let your sister go?"

Everyone deliberately ignored the fact that Ye Tingfeng was only a few hours older than Cheng Guanyue.

Later, she simply stopped talking, and gradually became more and more silent.

Another part of the reason is that after she grew up, she gradually realized the dilemma Cheng Guanyue faced.

She also felt sorry for Cheng Guanyue, so she didn't care about it.

After that, it becomes a habit.

But compared to what Cheng Guanyue experienced since he was a child, Ye Tingfeng's life can be called happy, and what worries him is almost the trivial things in all ordinary families.

Following Cheng Guanyue seems to be the painting style of two worlds.

"My father is very strict with me. He has almost never praised me since I was a child, but when I can make my own choices, he will not interfere with me too much."

For example, when Ye Tingfeng temporarily changed his track to study music.

Another example is when she mentioned to her parents that the person she likes is a girl.

Her parents just asked her to have a face-to-face talk with a straight face, and after confirming that she was serious, they stopped interfering in her decision and even gave advice as someone who had experienced it.

For example, the interview guide provided by my mother during the art test.

And a few tips for parents when they're in a relationship—one of which is to be honest.

But those things seem to be nothing compared to the ups and downs in Cheng Guanyue's life.

Ye Tingfeng thought about the turning points in his life that could be called "big events", or sorrows, joys, sorrows, and angers. Most of the things he remembered were ordinary, and he seemed to be no different from ordinary people. He gradually hesitated as he spoke. stand up.

After all, Cheng Guanyue was the worst.

Worse than anyone she knew.

Ye Tingfeng didn't intend to criticize or envy Cheng Guanyue's "misery", but he still felt a little worried——

Will Ji Fuzhou feel sympathy for Cheng Guanyue because of her past, and then rekindle his relationship with her?

Ye Tingfeng probably accidentally said his thoughts.

Ji Fuzhou shook his head, and said without hesitation: "No."

"Isn't it arrogant to be together just because of sympathy?"

"And falling in love is based on feelings, not a tragic meeting."

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