The cp I'm smoking is fake [entertainment circle]

Ji Fuzhou rejected her.

Although it is not that he has not guessed such a result, but when he actually heard it, Ye Tingfeng still felt a bit bitter in his mouth.

"Can I ask why?" Ye Tingfeng asked her.

Is it because you don't like her?

Or do you think there will be a lot of trouble with her?

Ye Tingfeng couldn't guess the reason, maybe it was because he couldn't stop the panic in his heart, he couldn't think calmly, he could only think wildly.

Did Ji Fuzhou ever like her a little bit?

This question became the part that Ye Tingfeng was most concerned about.

She didn't think that Ji Fuzhou would like her as much as he liked Cheng Guanyue back then, but adults understand reason and don't blindly compare the present with the past.

What's more, from the past to the present, Ji Fuzhou is too far away from her, and Ye Tingfeng doesn't dare to expect that the other party will fall in love with her fanatically.

In such a short time.

But if Ji Fuzhou really didn't have the slightest interest in her, Ye Tingfeng would inevitably feel somewhat frustrated.

And Ji Fuzhou replied: "Because we are all adults."

Ye Tingfeng was startled, and when he looked at her, he couldn't tell what she meant.

Ji Fuzhou was not joking with her, nor was he just looking for a reason to prevaricate her.

"I didn't reject you because I didn't like you." Ji Fuzhou paused, but he didn't avoid Ye Tingfeng's gaze, "On the contrary, I found that I quite like you. If it was ten years earlier, maybe I I will chase you too."

Teenagers in their teens are the most impulsive and enthusiastic. They can run towards each other without hesitation with just a little affection. Even if they break through the world, they don't think about the future at all. They are willing to give everything just for the word "like".

What has ten years brought.

Adult tact, worldly ways of thinking, growing concerns.

When you start to like someone, "like" is no longer the only reference standard, but you will pay more attention to those external things——

What will this relationship bring me?

What will it bring to the other party?

Those negative resistances will always be put back and forth in my mind several times, preventing myself from walking towards the other party little by little.

Even before starting, the retreat was planned.

Elegantly called "reasonable".

After all, I still don't like it enough.

When you are young, you only need a little driving force. Ten years later, if you make the same choice, you will have to multiply it tenfold or a hundredfold.

What used to be a little bit of liking may become "love" and "deep love" now, so that we can leave everything behind and run towards each other without any scruples.

Ji Fuzhou was sure that his feelings for Ye Tingfeng hadn't reached that level yet.

It can also "stop loss" in time.

"I don't know much about your circle, but it's not easy to become famous. Since there is a smoother road to go, why do you have to choose the muddy path to start from scratch? I think it's unfair to you .”

"Only by gaining a firm foothold in a high place can you focus on doing what you like without distraction. Even I understand this truth. It's not worth wasting time on trifles."

Ji Fuzhou is not trying to persuade Ye Tingfeng not to untie Cheng Guanyue.

It was a private matter between the two of them, it had nothing to do with her, and she had no right to intervene.

Just putting aside the relationship between the pair, being with Ji Fuzhou would not do Ye Tingfeng any good.

Ye Tingfeng is a singer and a star.

This is an unavoidable fact.

Taking a step back, even if they were together, how would they say it to the outside world?

Concealing and disrespecting each other will inevitably lead to resentment and wear away feelings over time.

If the paparazzi catches the hype, it will be another big threat to the reputation.

If it is made public, it will inevitably be attacked. Ye Tingfeng has a lot of fans, even if most of them are so-called rational fans, it still can't stop the existence of those extreme fans.

Fortunately, Ji Fuzhou is just an unknown ordinary person. At worst, if she remains anonymous, no one will remember her after a while, but Ye Tingfeng's career may be affected by this.

Of course, there may be a happy ending, but before that step, those potential risks cannot be completely ignored.

Ji Fuzhou thought a lot, far more than Ye Tingfeng.

In the face of those potential risks, she retreated, and the more she cared, the more scrupulous she became. She didn't even dare to call Ye Tingfeng's name aloud outside, for fear of being overheard and becoming a target for malicious attacks.

I am afraid that it will affect Ye Tingfeng's career and future, as well as her family harmony.

Perhaps her parents were not satisfied that their daughter brought back a same-sex lover.

……

Feelings become the last thing to be considered.

And she's not sure how long her passion will last.

Just like back then, she thought that she really loved Cheng Guanyue and was willing to go with her for a long time, no matter how many flaws there were in the other's temperament, she could remain the same.

That was just "she thought".

How did it end?

She let go, turned around, and took the initiative to withdraw.

After many years, she still remembers Cheng Guanyue, and remembers that she once liked her, but it is impossible for her to go all out for him again.

The emotion that was once thought to be "love" has long been weathered into gravel, leaking out from her fingers little by little.

Goodbye to Cheng Guanyue, she would only think of "old friend", and then pass her by without squinting.

When I was young, I was alone and had no scruples.

Ten years later, we cannot stop worrying about "reality".

Ten years ago, actions could be ahead of the heart, but ten years later, actions must be restrained in every possible way.

It's not because I'm timid, but because I'm mature and I'm more afraid of being hurt.

Afraid of hurting yourself, more afraid of hurting the other person.

Ye Tingfeng got the answer.

Ji Fuzhou rejected her precisely because he liked her.

But he didn't like it enough, so he rejected her.

Ye Tingfeng had long imagined the possibility of being rejected, but he did not expect this answer.

Not up or down, stuck in the middle.

It seems that it is okay to take a step forward, and it is also okay to take a step back.

Ji Fuzhou chose to take a step back and chose to protect everything about her.

Simply kill the source before everything really started.

Never start, never get hurt.

And Ye Tingfeng took a step forward.

But before she could say anything, Ji Fuzhou finally asked her softly: "And, what do you like about me?"

Her eyes were bright and peaceful, not questioning.

It's a reminder.

Ji Fuzhou didn't doubt Ye Tingfeng's feelings for him, he liked and loved him, and he was engulfed in years of persistence for nearly ten years, and time made it heavier and harder to let go.

Years ago, I couldn't ask for it, but when I met again after many years, my reason was overwhelmed by joy, so I just ran forward.

If it's a steady flow of water, gradually developing feelings, after spending a long time thinking about the future, and making sure that he will never regret it, maybe Ji Fuzhou will not be so hesitant about those potential risks.

After many years, when the attachment is fulfilled and the enthusiasm is wiped out, what will happen?

It's hard for Ji Fuzhou not to think about it.

In the past ten years without each other, they also passed it peacefully.

I think there will still be no each other in the future, and there will not be too many changes.

After all, no matter who it is, it is not indispensable to the other party.

It's better to stop their relationship at this moment.

Thinking about it in the future can be regarded as a beautiful and green memory, instead of wasting all the love and liking in time.

Ye Tingfeng was speechless.

She also couldn't help thinking, why does she like Ji Fuzhou?

What do you like about her?

The unintentional glance when she was young has been remembered by her to this day, and she will never forget it for a long time. She often quietly came to her side when she dreamed back at midnight.

She knew Ji Fuzhou's tenderness and sincerity from the very beginning.

I also yearn for Guo Ji Fuzhou's focused and bright eyes.

But is this really enough "love" to support them for the rest of their lives?

They didn't even really spend much time together.

Ye Tingfeng was stunned to find that she couldn't find any strong support, she wanted to say no, she liked everything about Ji Fuzhou, and she really wanted to be with Ji Fuzhou and go on together.

But in the face of Ji Fuzhou's question, she felt that no matter what she said, she seemed powerless.

Ye Tingfeng stopped in place.

The street lamp cast two shadows in front of them, which gradually merged into one.

Ji Fuzhou stepped on the curb, leaned slightly, and got close to Ye Tingfeng's face.

A kiss that is ready to part falls on the corner of Ye Tingfeng's lips.

Ye Tingfeng's eyes widened slightly, and the world fell into silence at that moment, only the warm touch on his lips became clearer and more real.

It took a long time to see the shadows of the trees whirling, and the wind suddenly blew through the branches and leaves, making a rustling sound.

Ye Tingfeng's crashed brain slowly resumed operation——

Ji Fuzhou kissed her.

These big characters floated back and forth in Ye Tingfeng's mind.

In fact, it might not even be considered a real kiss, it was more like some kind of skin-to-skin contact, carelessly brushed past, and then dissipated with the night wind.

But that "kiss" really landed on the corner of her lips.

Such a special position naturally has a special meaning.

"Let's just make up for the regrets of the past." Ji Fuzhou stepped back a little, and looked into Ye Tingfeng's eyes seriously, "After that...let's stop here."

There was a smile on her face, which didn't seem forced, but rather relieved.

It's just a little embarrassing, the red on the base of the ear is particularly obvious under the illumination of the street lamp.

She reached out and pinched her ears to ease her bewilderment, then lowered her head slightly, and stepped back to the side first.

"I'll go back first. You should go back early to rest too. Go back tomorrow? I won't see you off. Have a good journey."

Ji Fuzhou stepped back step by step.

Ye Tingfeng didn't chase after him, but just stopped at the same spot, staring at Ji Fuzhou's back as he went away.

Finally, only her shadow was left under the lamp.

Ye Tingfeng turned around slowly, stretched out his hand cautiously, and touched the corner of his lips.

It's like a fire is burning, at first it is a cluster of quiet small flames, then suddenly expands and spreads at a certain moment, and in the blink of an eye it becomes a raging fire.

For Ye Tingfeng, Ji Fuzhou was a long-term delusion that he couldn't get.

Even if they reunite and confess, they still have a layer of restraint, not daring to show any selfish desires, for fear of blaspheming the person I have been thinking about for ten years.

Until just now when Ji Fuzhou asked her what she liked about herself and whether she really liked it, Ye Tingfeng still couldn't answer.

But at this moment, she suddenly understood.

What happened in the past and whether it was an illusion brought about by obsession is irrelevant.

The important thing is that at this moment, when she looked at Ji Fuzhou's back, which was so far away that she could no longer see clearly, she felt unprecedented tenderness and impulse in her heart.

In the past, what she thought was that she could see Ji Fuzhou within her field of vision. No matter whether she was smiling at herself, annoyed, or keeping her eyes straight, as long as she could see her figure, she would be satisfied.

What she thinks now is that she hopes that in the rest of her life, she can hold Ji Fuzhou's hand, kiss her lips, and see her sleeping face beside her pillow.

When imagining such a scene, Ye Tingfeng's heart beat faster.

She had obviously been rejected, but she didn't feel frustrated or unwilling.

I never thought about really giving up.

On the contrary, it was the first time in her life that she had such an impulse - one day, sooner or later, she would openly hold Ji Fuzhou into her arms.

Ye Tingfeng pressed his heart, thinking of Ji Fuzhou's gentle face and soft eyebrows and eyes under the light, he suddenly realized later——

It's a heartwarming feeling.