[Shaman King] He has a cat

When leaving the mansion, Gu Zong chased him out.

The snow on the ground glowed with the icy moonlight. The winter of this year was particularly long. The cold air showed no signs of thawing. Scattered snowflakes fell from the night sky, trying in vain to cover up the sludge on the ground.

The traces of spring are nowhere to be found, and this is her tenth year in this era.

...it's been ten years.

The tabby crossed the snow-patterned street, arching its back against her calf, circling around her anxiously and imploringly.

The body temperature of the little animal brought her back to her senses, A'Du lowered her head, and met the eyes of Stock Zong.

"……Let's go back."

Shikigami, who looked like a maid, was waiting by the door of the mansion, wringing his hands nervously.

The breath while speaking fell into the cold air, unreal like a fleeting white mist.

"I'm fine, Stock Master, go back to that person."

She seemed to smile, but didn't seem to smile, the corners of her lips tried to bend.

"Please stay with him."

A'Du remembered the moon she first saw in this era.

The big and round moon seemed to swallow the five-storied pagoda of the monastery, and the unfamiliar streets formed a maze with no exit. The sound of bewildered knocking on the door echoed far away in the silence, and no one ever opened the door for her.

At that time, she didn't know any streets in Heianjing.

Now she has already memorized the criss-crossing roads by heart, even if she closes her eyes, she will not get lost in the capital city thousands of years ago.

But now she suddenly felt that she had returned to the first night when she crossed over to Ping'an Jing, she had no family, no friends, she didn't know where she was, and she didn't know where she should go.

……

King Ma Cang Ye was right, she really didn't understand anything.

No matter how hard she tried, she would never understand the feeling of her heart being corroded by others.

No matter how hard she tries, she will never understand what kind of torture it is to be forced to listen to the voices of others day and night, and even the strongest heart will show signs of cracking.

She will never understand the pain of having spiritual vision.

She really doesn't understand anything.

but……

Snowflakes fell silently, and she had gone far enough.

But even so—

Obviously, I have been in this era for ten years, and I will not get lost anymore.

A'Du raised his face, the cold snowflakes melted on his face, flowing down together with the warm moisture.

She's gone far enough so no one will see and no one will hear.

—She was homesick.

She is homesick.

She misses her mother, her family and friends from another era, the meals at home, the sunset on the glass window, the ordinary and boring daily life, and the place she has left for ten years.

This era is completely different from hers. No matter how long she lives here, no matter how hard she tries to take root, she is always a stranger in another country.

It was just a quarrel, and she didn't understand why she suddenly felt so lonely.

Why do people cry sometimes and can't make a sound, why does the deep-seated loneliness roar at this moment.

Maybe it's because she's really tired these days, her body and soul are as tired as lead, maybe it's because this is the first conflict between the two, and the unfamiliar emotions make her feel at a loss.

Maybe it's because she feels that no matter how other things in this era make her feel lonely, at least King Ma Cangye doesn't, only he is different from others, as long as there is such a person is enough.

...After living in a strange age for ten years, it turns out that she still has such naive thoughts.

Unknowingly, she has become so dependent on one person, putting all her emotional needs on one person, even the tears now seem stupid and selfish, so funny that even she herself finds it ridiculous.

Why do you think that a person must be special? This is not only creating a burden for others, but also creating a burden for yourself, raising expectations without authorization, and being discouraged by it.

——I thought only you were different.

This kind of thinking is too troublesome, what is there for her to cry, if it is because of homesickness, it is fine, because it seems that she is too useless to cry because of a quarrel.

A'Du raised his hand, wiped away his tears vigorously, and wiped his cheek.

The only thing she is grateful for is that she didn't shed tears on the spot. The last thing she wants to see now is the other party's apologetic expression. It will only make her feel very pitiful and sad, and she is so sad that her heart hurts because of the other party's simple words , Just thinking of this possibility for a moment, she couldn't help walking faster, almost running like running away.

The white fox flashed away at the corner ahead, A'Du thought he had an illusion, but a few seconds later, the fox appeared again.

Snowflakes stained with moonlight flew down from the night sky, and the white fox shikigami looked at her silently.

She slowed down, and the fox-style god named Imari ran forward for a certain distance, stopped to look at her, and made sure that she was following her before continuing to run forward.

Running and stopping, the dilapidated eaves in the corner cast shadows, covering the dirty snow on the ground, a hand suddenly stretched out from the shadows, as if brushing away fallen leaves, that person's fingers brushed her shoulders, behind her Gently pull.

The vague curse was twisted into his hands like something tangible.

"what is that?"

Asakura Yeliang's figure left under the eaves: "It's the curse of finding things."

He opened his fingers, and the translucent mantra lay quietly in his palm like a leaf.

"This was originally a very common spell, used by onmyojis to find lost items, but if the caster's power is strong enough," Asakura Yeliang's voice paused, "the spell of finding objects can also become The tracking spell, even if the opponent goes to the ends of the earth, he can still find it."

A'Du: "...Is your ability the Grab Curse?"

"Rather than grabbing, it's more like exchanging positions." Asakura Yeliang let go of his hand, and the curse of finding the object was blown by the invisible wind, and the light flashed when it was attached to the fox shikigami, and disappeared again.

The white fox ran towards the monastery.

"As you may know, Mr. Ye Wang has the ability to rebound other people's spells, and the caster will notice when the spell is broken. I am not as powerful as him. I can only use a little trick to replace the original spell. to other objects."

Asakura Yeliang lowered his voice: "Although it is very abrupt, please forgive me."

The moment she saw Asakura Yeliang, she already had a premonition of something, her heart kept sinking, and she gradually sank into the thick and suffocating quagmire.

A'Du raised his eyes, knowingly asked: "What do you want from me?"

Asakura Yeliang showed a somewhat unbearable expression.

"...you already know that, don't you?"

In the mansion of the Ma Cang family, the candlelight cast dim shadows on the floor, and the five-pointed star was missing a point. Other than that, all the people in charge of the Ma Cang family's affairs were present.

There is no wind on a snowy night.

——"Why do Onmyojis obey the imperial court? Don't you think it's strange?"

Ma Cangye Wang smiled and said to the Onmyoji of the Ma Cang family that people with status and titles should not be superior to those with ability. The onmyoji is grateful, and even has feelings of fear and hatred under the instigation of others.

Today's world is wrong, no matter the nobles or the common people can't get rid of their own short-sightedness, everyone only cares about their own interests, and everyone only lives for themselves.

Why not change the world?Onmyoji has this ability.

Before she knew it, King Ma Cang Ye had already revealed his ambition to others.

"Master Ye Wang..." Whoever spoke first broke the silence, his voice seemed to be swallowing rough sand and stones, "Intent to plot rebellion."

"...But," A'Du heard himself say, "he hasn't done anything yet."

The eyes of the others turned.

"By the time he does something it will be too late."

"If Lord Ye was only planning to rebel, we would not gather here now." The person who spoke was Ma Cang Yeliang, "He not only wants to overthrow the rule of the nobles, but also wants to get rid of all ordinary people."

"The extermination of human beings is too extreme for us to agree with."

She looked at Ma Cang Ye Ping, the martial attendant holding the knife remained silent, just staring at the burning candle gloomyly.

As the flames flickered, he raised his eyelids as if feeling something, and the two gazed at each other for a long time in the silent air, Ma Cang Ye Ping looked away slightly, her heart sank completely.

"Onmyoji's mission is to protect the world, and our Ma Cang family's mission is also the same." Ma Cang Yeliang's voice was very soft.

She thought of the blood-stained hunting clothes, and saw the Onmyoji who was dragged into the dark water by the wraith. When she cut off his soul thread with a knife, a relaxed smile seemed to appear on that face.

"This has nothing to do with the imperial court's order, it's our own belief of Onmyoji."

Even if not understood, not praised by the world.

"Only this, we will never give up."

She stared intently at the shadow of the candle on the ground.

"...So, are you going to attack him?"

"If things go that far."

"Then you shouldn't have me here, and you shouldn't have heard your conversations, because..."

"Ye Wang... No, Ma Cang Ye Wang already knows what we think."

When she first learned that King Ma Cang Ye had the ability of spiritual vision, she once asked him: "Do other people know that you can read minds?"

"It's just a few people." King Ma Cang Ye told her with a smile at that time.

——"Those people are afraid of me, aren't you afraid?"

The onmyojis around were all looking at her, and she suddenly felt as if she had never known the people around her. Familiar faces became strange, and she couldn't feel the reality. The pictures and sounds were like water, and she seemed to fall into Had a very absurd dream.

She said slowly, "So you all know."

"Yes, we all know." The voice that answered her said, "The ability of spiritual vision is too dangerous."

"That adult has become abnormal."

From the moment he watched people being killed by ghosts indifferently, something changed in him.

"When the time comes, we will stop him no matter the cost."

"Stop." She repeated the word without fluctuation, "to what extent?"

Those voices fell silent, what more could she ask.

"You are his kindred, aren't you?"

After the death of his mother, the only clansman who was connected to him by blood now thought of killing him if necessary.

Asakura Yeliang looked at her: "It is precisely because we are from the same family that we want to stop him. It is not by outsiders, but by us."

It's so weird.

"It's so weird."

"But you also don't agree with that lord's idea of ​​destroying all human beings."

"Of course I don't agree, but didn't I say it, and now he hasn't done anything."

"That adult is not someone who will easily change his mind. If that day comes, will you stand by his side?"

"..."

"Will you help him?"

"...Are there only two positions in this world?"

"If we want to stand on the opposite side of that lord, we must do our best. Even so, the price we need to pay must be extremely heavy. We know that this decision is very difficult for you. All we ask is to ask you Don't interfere then."

"..."

"Master A'Du?"

"Please let me talk to him again."

She doesn't accept this reality.

"There is room for things, the worst is yet to come, please let me try again."

She said, "Please, please let me try again..."

The ground shook violently.

The candlelight rolled down to the ground, and everyone stopped moving. In the distant darkness, the long clock of the monastery shattered the silence of the night.

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