I can't hold back my heart

Li Li felt that Wei Xi must have been frightened by her sudden attack, and took a step towards her with a smile, looking up at her expectantly.

"Promise her, promise her!" Ling Lan couldn't help crying out in a low voice, she felt that Li Li had already done this, and Wei Xi would be too ignorant if she refused.

After someone speaks, the whole crowd is set on fire, only someone takes the lead, and there is no shortage of booing at any time.

"Together with!"

At the beginning, it was difficult for the boys who had a crush on Li Li to accept that she liked girls, but after thinking about it, it was impossible for Li Li to be with Zi. Instead of letting Li Li be with other boys, it would be better to see Li Li and Wei Xi together. Together, the two beautiful girls are more eye-catching when they fall in love, and their hearts are not so unbalanced.

Just hearing Li Li's confession, Wei Xi's heart was already moved, and affected by the atmosphere of the scene, she almost couldn't restrain herself from agreeing, but the remaining rationality was still sticking to the last line of defense.

Since there is no way to pass the last level, it is better not to give Li Li hope.

Hope that is dashed over and over again is the most hopeless.

She bit her lip, refusing to make a sound, and continued to think about whether there was any way to resolve this confession that could not have a positive response.

The answer is obvious, no, since she wants to refuse, she cannot avoid hurting Li Li.

She raised her eyes and stared at Li Li's smiling eyes, which were sparkling, but also showing tension and hope, but she was about to disappoint and make Li Li sad again.

Just when she opened her mouth to refuse, a voice that was not young sounded ahead of her, "Everyone is fine, don't crowd here, it will cause traffic jams.

The speaker was Professor Lin, Wei Xi’s graduate tutor. She had finished organizing the materials and was about to go home from the office. When she encountered a student blocking the road, she verbally evacuated without caring what the students were doing together.

The crowd dispersed at once, and there were gaps everywhere. This was a good time, and Wei Xi immediately squeezed out from the side.

If you want to refuse, you can't refuse in front of so many people. Li Li wants to save face, Wei Xi thought, it's better to refuse in private, but she doesn't know why she is running away.

Li Li, who was still standing there, was stunned. Wei Xi left alone without responding. The moving crowd dispersed them, and Li Li soon lost Wei Xi's figure.

Some students who like to eat melons are also waiting to observe in place, not knowing what is going on now.

"The school belle has been rejected?" a classmate whispered.

"Although it's the school girl's attack, the opponent is Wei Xi. It's not an exaggeration to say it's a thousand-year-old iron tree. It's normal to refuse."

"let's go."

The protagonist walked away, there was no reversal, and there was no excitement to watch, and the crowd dispersed completely.

Li Li lowered her head in frustration, she heard what those classmates said just now, does Wei Xi really mean rejection by leaving?

Not refusing in front of everyone is just to save face for her.

"Li Li." Zhao Ruoxuan ran to Li Li's side, not knowing how to comfort her, raised her hands to comfort her shoulders.

"She rejected me." Li Li lowered her head and said sadly.

Ling Lan also approached, thought for a while, and comforted her: "How could Wei Xi refuse you? She might just be shy, Li Li, don't think too much about it." As she said, it's just shyness, not rejection.

After hearing Ling Lan's words, Li Li managed to cheer up, "Sister Ling Lan, is what you said true?"

"At least that's what I think." Ling Lan smiled, thinking of Wei Xi's recent operation, she was actually a little uncertain, but now she just wanted to comfort him first.

Zhao Ruoxuan didn't think about it that much. She was blind before, but now she is still willing to trust Wei Xi. After all, she thinks that she can't pretend that she likes him.

Raising her hand to wipe the sweat off Li Li's forehead, Zhao Ruoxuan said, "I must be tired and hungry after standing for so long, let's go eat first."

"Okay." Li Li nodded, "After eating, take a piece home for Sister Wei Xi, I want to hear her answer with my own ears."

The three of them went to the cafeteria to eat together, and there were many people watching them on the way, Li Li to be precise.

Ling Lan thought of something, took out her mobile phone and looked, sure enough, the school forum was talking about Li Li confessing to Wei Xi in public, but Wei Xi left without responding.

Zhao Ruoxuan also noticed it, turned her head to look at Ling Lan's phone, Ling Lan handed her the phone over for her to look at, she frowned when she saw it, and grabbed Li Li, "Let's go back to the dormitory first, let sister Ling Lan give it to you." We bring food."

"No, let's go." When Li Li made the decision to confess her love in public, she had already anticipated the consequences. She just came out of the closet, and she just liked Wei Xi. These were all true, and she was not afraid of others' comments.

When the school started before, she also made a speech on the campus forum. She heard about it from her classmates, and she heard that she was quickly withdrawn. Just talking about what she's done, she doesn't mind.

Both Ling Lan and Zhao Ruoxuan breathed a sigh of relief, as long as Li Li didn't care.

After finishing the meal, she found an empty table for four and sat down. Zhao Ruoxuan sat on the side with Li Li, and Ling Lan sat on the opposite side. She couldn't help wishing that Wei Xi was there. The four of them happened to be two right.

She took out her mobile phone and sent Wei Xi a message.

[Wei Xi, where are you? ]

[What do you mean by leaving suddenly? ]

Wei Xi returned to the dormitory at this time, sat in his seat, looked at the message from Ling Lan, thought for a while, and quickly typed a reply with his fingers.

[meaning to refuse. ]

After Ling Lan sent the message, she put down her phone and ate. She thought that Wei Xi would not reply so quickly, but she just picked up a piece of shiitake mushroom with her chopsticks, and before she could put it in her mouth, Wei Xi's news came. Is a lifetime.

She put down her chopsticks and was stunned after seeing what Wei Xi's reply was.

After a while, she decided to confirm with Wei Xi one last time.

[Are you serious? ]

[Yes. ]

[Then you tell Li Li clearly. ]

[it is good. ]

Seeing Wei Xi's short reply, Ling Lan was so angry that she threw her phone back on the table.

"What's wrong?" Zhao Ruoxuan raised her eyes and asked her.

Ling Lan shook her head with complicated emotions, Wei Xizi had to clarify this matter with Li Li.

Li Li ate this meal very slowly, Zhao Ruoxuan and Ling Lan waited for her together after eating.

Ling Lan felt that Li Li was very clear in her heart, but she still had some hope, and she was afraid that eating would be slower than before, and she would not consciously procrastinate.

Finally Li Li finished eating too. They got up from their seats together and took the plate to the designated area. Li Li ran back to the window to cook dinner alone. She still remembered to bring a copy for Wei Xi. Zhao Ruoxuan and Ling Lan stood at the door of the cafeteria waiting for her.

There were not many people, so there was no need to line up, Li Li went to call directly.

A few boys' voices sounded loudly from behind.

"Let me say that you two are fighting for nothing, the school girl doesn't like men at all." The boy who spoke was sandwiched between Jiang Mu and Gu Cheng'an, and he forcibly hooked up with them, while another roommate walked behind them alone, He raised his hand to poke the eyes on the bridge of his nose, and reminded: "The school beauty is just ahead."

Jiang Mu raised his eyes to look forward, and sure enough, he saw Li Li walking towards them with a packaged meal. Li Li also saw him, and the two of them met their eyes and greeted silently.

Gu Chengan flicked away the hand on his shoulder from his roommate, walked up to Li Li, and said, "I didn't expect you to like girls, no wonder so many boys chase you and ignore you."

"What does this have to do with you." Li Li gave Gu Cheng'an a hard look, "Even if I like boys, I wouldn't like a boy like you."

Li Li turned sideways and brushed past him, as if avoiding something dirty.

"You'd better like girls forever, don't end up looking for boys to take over." Gu Chengan laughed behind Li Li, suddenly relieved, he felt that he couldn't catch up with Li Li not because he was not attractive enough, but because Li Li had a problem with his sexual orientation.

Suddenly, a heavy punch hit the corner of his lips, Gu Chengan tasted blood in his mouth, and couldn't laugh anymore, he turned his head to look at the person who hit him, "Jiang Mu, is there something wrong with your fucking mind?"

Jiang Mu didn't speak, he was just thinking that if Gu Chengan wanted to fight with him now, he would definitely accompany him.

The two roommates saw the signs of a fight between the two of them, and each of them pulled the other away, and they didn't sit at the same table for dinner, thinking that the two must have some unresolved feud in their previous life.

Li Li went to look for Wei Xi with the packaged meal. Ling Lan and Zhao Ruoxuan only went downstairs to the dormitory instead of going upstairs, but instead went to the nearby Aegean Sea of ​​C University.

Li Li went upstairs alone.

At this time, Wei Xi was not the only one in the dormitory, Zhang Li was also there, and even Xu Lingwei came back suddenly. She asked her father to find a relationship and wanted to graduate normally with Wei Xi this year.

Xu Lingwei came back, and Zhang Li was the most excited.

"Lingwei, do you mean that you will graduate with us this time?"

"Correct."

Xu Lingwei's table was next to Wei Xi's. Zhang Li went to talk to Xu Lingwei and sat arrogantly on the back of Wei Xi's chair. Wei Xi was annoyed and impatient, so she moved the chair aside without support Zhang Li fell to the ground.

"Ouch!" She yelled like killing a pig, gave Wei Xi a resentful look, and then turned to Xu Lingwei for help.

Unexpectedly, Xu Lingwei just said "You deserve it" and continued to clean up the table. Zhang Li sat on the ground alone for a long time before getting up.

"Wei Xi." Xu Lingwei arranged all the skin care products, and took two steps towards Wei Xi, "Let's go down for dinner together."

When she came up with her luggage, she heard some classmates say that Li Li and Wei Xi had been rejected for their confession, and she was a little confused. Did they break up?

After returning to the dormitory, she looked at Wei Xi's face and watched the campus forum. There were pictures and videos, and she thought it might be true. She suddenly felt that she had another chance. She also wanted to give it a try, whether it was compensation or admiration, she still couldn't help getting close to Wei Xi.

When Wei Xi heard Xu Lingwei's invitation, he still sat in his seat without raising his head, and refused, "No."

Xu Lingwei was not surprised that Wei Xi would reject her, she shrugged her shoulders, and Zhang Li said, "Lingwei and I didn't eat, let's go together."

"Okay, wait a minute, I'll go to the bathroom first." After the hatred for Wei Xi completely faded, and after recognizing her inner feelings, Xu Lingwei finally realized that she had been too much to Wei Xi since before, and that even a Zhang Lidu relied on her power like this, pretending to be a tiger, she felt that she had to tell Zhang Li not to be an example.

Zhang Li leaned on her desk, looked at Wei Xi's back, and waited for Xu Lingwei while thinking about Xu Lingwei's attitude towards Wei Xi.

There was a knock on the door suddenly. When Xu Lingwei came in just now, she just opened the door, but now she was pushed away from the outside.

The person who pushed the door was Li Li, she poked her head in, saw Wei Xi sitting in her place, and walked into the dormitory, Zhang Li just watched, she had suffered a disaster just now, and now she has a long memory , just watched silently.

"Sister Wei Xi, I brought you a meal." Li Li put the lunch box on Wei Xi's table, and waited for Wei Xi to say something to her, but Wei Xi didn't say anything, not even a "thank you" No, she was still sitting motionless, leaving only her indifferent back.

"Sister Wei Xi..." Li Li reached out to grab her sleeve with some grievances, "Take care of me."

Wei Xi was restraining her emotions. She was afraid that Li Li would see her flaws, so she didn't look back.

Reject her, right now, Wei Xi urged himself in his heart.

Making up her mind, she brushed Li Li's hand away, then stood up and said coldly to Li Li, "I don't like you anymore."

"You don't like me anymore..." Li Li looked at Wei Xi's indifferent face and couldn't hold back anymore. Tears that couldn't be saved flowed from his eyes.

Wei Xi couldn't help feeling distressed, so he simply closed his eyes and didn't look at it.

At this moment, Xu Lingwei came out of the bathroom, washed her hands and went into the dormitory, only to find that Li Li was there, crying, looking very sad.

She didn't plan to do anything, Wei Xi just refused to go down to eat with her just now, she raised her chin, and signaled Zhang Li, who was watching the show, to go down to eat together, when she passed behind Wei Xi, her wrist was suddenly pulled by a hand He stopped, looked sideways, and found that it was Wei Xi.

"Didn't you say go down to eat together? Let's go." Wei Xi stood up from his seat and pulled Xu Lingwei out of the dormitory.

Wei Xi held Xu Lingwei's wrist, this action caught Li Li's eyes, Li Li cried even more fiercely, Wei Xi and Xu Lingwei left the dormitory quickly, Zhang Li hesitated for a while to follow, Li Li wiped away the tears Picking up the lunch box from Wei Xi's desk, he also chased out of the dormitory.

After leaving the dormitory, Wei Xi let go of Xu Lingwei's hand. Xu Lingwei looked at the red marks on her wrist and asked Wei Xi, "Did Li Li get jealous from me just now?"

She knew why and asked, if it wasn't for her jealousy, why would Li Li cry more and more fiercely.

It seems that her behavior of deliberately making Li Li misunderstand her relationship with Wei Xi was quite successful, Xu Lingwei thought.

"You really broke up?" she asked curiously.

She didn't mind if Wei Xi didn't answer, because she could tell from Wei Xi's reaction.

"So Li Li confessed to you in public to save you?"

Wei Xi still didn't answer, she thought it was fine like this, Li Li should give up when she saw her leave with Xu Lingwei.

Just as she was thinking, Li Li chased after her and took the hand beside her. Wei Xi craved the familiar soft touch for a second before she was willing to push it away with the other hand.

They stood at an intersection next to the cafeteria, where people came and went, and soon someone noticed them.

"I think I have clearly rejected it, Li Li." Wei Xi frowned and looked at Li Li, as if he was facing someone he didn't like at all.

Li Li was stabbed by the alienation and trouble in Wei Xi's eyes, so she didn't come closer, just stood there, "Wei Xi, let me ask you one last time, do you really not like me?"

When she asked, the onlookers gasped nervously.

"Yes." Wei Xi looked into Li Li's eyes, said coldly, and then dragged Xu Lingwei, who had been standing by the side, to the cafeteria.

Li Li looked at their backs and felt like a joke, not a joke.

She lowered her head and saw that she was still holding the lunch she bought for Wei Xi in her hand. It was a great irony.

Furious, she raised her hand and slammed the lunch box forward, and it missed Xu Lingwei's back. The tightly packed lunch box fell to the ground. Li Li saw that Wei Xi said something to Xu Lingwei immediately, and then Then he bent down to pick up the deformed lunch box on the ground. The white plastic bag was full of oozing soup. Wei Xi carried the plastic bag and Xu Lingwei continued to the cafeteria. Throw it in the lunch box.

Li Li was so angry that she had angina pectoris, she cried to Wei Xi's back with tears, "I will never like you again!"

Wei Xi paused, and continued to walk into the cafeteria facing the probing eyes of the crowd.

This time, she really pushed her away completely.

The author has something to say: officially broke up