Yuanzhong poultry

In Maple Leaf Villa, the arrival of the uninvited guest only alarmed two people, one was Zhao Jun, who was so attentive that he couldn't see the aura of the late emperor at all, and the other was Hua Jianming, whose red eyes acted as pillars.

Hearing Rong Cunxin speak, Zhao Jun tentatively said, "Abai left without saying goodbye that night, you know?"

Rong Cunxin leisurely savored the Junshan Yinzhen he personally soaked, and nodded with satisfaction: "Yes, he told me what he told me for two hours, and told me himself."

Zhao Jun's heart was beating so fast that he thought Jin Chan was about to relapse again: "What... what did he say to you?"

Rong Cunxin put down the teacup, and waved his hands with a faint smile: "That can't be said, Xiaobai knows he's going to lose his temper, I don't dare to provoke him."

Zhao Jun took out a white porcelain jar in a timely manner: "This is the best sweet-scented osmanthus candy..."

The bribe was successful.Rong Cunxin reached out and twirled a flower-shaped candy, smacked the taste for a while, and sighed slightly: "He said, he wanted to promise you, but he didn't think so."

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That night, the thunderstorm that lasted all day and night had not yet fallen, and the lanterns in the room were still dancing gently as before.The master and the apprentice sat opposite each other, and each had an inseparable knot in their hearts.

About my closest person in this worldly storm.

"He has already done a good job. I know that after I promise him, he will treat me very well, to the extent that I could never have imagined before."

I don't know if the restless apprentice will cause trouble after I leave.Hearing Yu Bai's opening, Rong Cun said in his heart that it was of course, when his daughter promises to look good - but he heard Yu Bai say again: "But I am not reconciled."

The moonlight falls like water.

"I don't want to let go so easily, like betraying myself, but I can't forget him. I don't know why this happened. What do I want to be free? What is the meaning of my going out of the palace? What is the use of my years in Bai Yujing ?” Yu Bai’s tone gradually became a little more intense, with an imperceptible tremor in his voice, “I... At that time, I really, really liked him, and I really hated him. He... Why did he act like that? For me? Do I like him and trust him? "

This is what he wanted to say to the man, from beginning to end.However, as time passed, these words still only stayed in his heart.

These days, he has seen Zhao Jun's thoughtfulness, tolerance, and protection, but dare not keep them in his heart.These tenderness are like arsenic rubbed with sugar, crossbow arrows wrapped in cotton, once he opens his heart full of thorns, it will quietly erode his rock-solid heart.

On the one hand, he is greedy for the warmth brought by Zhao Jun, on the other hand, he is afraid of the betrayal of his own will, he is in a dilemma, tossing and turning, unable to sleep.

His voice gradually lowered: "I don't want to betray myself, but I don't want to deceive myself."

Rong Cunxin was silent for a moment, then patted his shoulder lightly.

He knew that his little apprentice was wronged.

Being wronged doesn't happen overnight.How many lonely days and nights, how many, bit by bit, the vast ocean is formed, and when the gate is opened, the flood pours in, and all the years of confusion and grievances come out.

The trouble should end it.Only Zhao Jun can resolve this grievance.

The suggestion he gave was to go to Zhao Jun's room immediately, and say everything that should be said and should not be said. Regardless of what Zhao Jun thinks, it is better to smooth out his mood first. If you are angry, you might as well leave for two days Let him hang out—it's just that his apprentice is soft-hearted after all, and he even gave the guy a kiss before leaving.

It was as if a thin needle had pierced the most vulnerable part of his heart, and sour and astringent liquid flowed out.

He suddenly burst into tears.

"I don't want to intervene in the affairs of you young people, so I can take care of it myself." Rong Cunxin sipped his tea with his head down understandingly, and let Zhao Jun wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes in a hurry, without making a sound for a long time.

He glanced at Hua Jianming who was motionless next to him, and decided to stop talking to Zhao Jun - it seemed that there were more important things waiting for him to deal with, although he didn't know how to deal with it.

Since ancient times, the authorities have been fans.

He tapped on the table with his fingers, and after signaling, he walked out the door without looking back.

The boy in front of him had a cold face like a stone that had been frozen for a whole winter, making Yu Bai a little worried that he would just piss off his former self—if the former self died, would the present self still be alive?According to Rong Cunxin, this is not the same time and space, right?

He was thinking about it, when he suddenly heard the cold-faced young man say in a dark voice: "Then I wish you a happy life together and a precious son."

The tone didn't sound like a blessing, but like an announcement of mourning.

Yu Bai was dumbfounded for a moment, and didn't even realize that there was something weird about these two congratulations.

After the boy finished speaking, he waved his sleeves and was about to leave.Yu Bai quickly grabbed the corner of his clothes: "Then what are you going to do?"

Want to go back to the past, return to the nightmare-like palace, and experience what he once experienced again? — This is definitely not what he expected.

The sleeves he held in his hand stopped for a moment, and then mercilessly broke away: "Anyway, it won't be like you."

Yu Bai asked back: "Don't you want to change the next thing?"

The boy finally took a serious look at him.

He originally wanted to say "everything runs in its own way", or "I am not afraid of everything that is about to happen to me", but looking at his future self, he couldn't help thinking, what kind of experience would make him feel better? How can a person change so completely?Just relying on a dramatic amnesia, a love that seems true or false?

The moment he stopped, the frozen battlefield of the past suddenly flashed before his eyes.The young man was wearing armor, standing in the sea of ​​corpses and blood, looking at the millions of soldiers who had turned into dry bones.

The person exactly like him stood behind him, the quiet voice was disorienting.

"Do you want to go back?"

He opened his mouth, unable to answer.

——Yes, he, like his future self, still misses that period of time known as the golden iron horse, although the first journey of the cruel battlefield was coerced by relatives.

The heroic spirit of a young man, after six years, has not changed, although things have changed.

In another time and space, Zhao Jun woke up in the middle of the night.The incense in Qian'an Hall was wafting, and he slowly opened his eyes.

For three days in a coma, he seemed to be having the same dream all the time.He couldn't see the man's face, he could only hear a steady stream of voices.

He felt noisy, so he refused to listen carefully.However, seeing that he was not interested, the voice intensified, almost drowning both his ears in the sea of ​​roaring.

The voice shouted at him hoarsely, "You fight for your strength", and told him earnestly that in the future you will love that man named Yu Bai to the death, and you will give up the throne for him and go far away, in order to make the future road unsatisfactory. It's so difficult, you'd better be less of a monster, the first thing is to help Abai find his sister back!

It's killing me.Zhao Jun thought impatiently, he was about to send Yu Bai away, why do you need to remind him?

——He had given Yu Bai the token to leave the palace and a forged identity document three days ago, and now he might have even left the city gate.Outside the capital city, in the boundless rivers and lakes, at the ends of the earth, maybe he will never be seen again in this life, how can he still be a demon?

He is fully aware of his own virtues, the possessiveness and paranoia deep in his heart, and also knows that he and Yu Bai are both unyielding temperaments. Before the matter has reached the point of irreversibility, it may be a good thing to separate. ...

only……

That voice sounded persistently over and over again, exposing the scars he didn't want to face.

Emotion is always more likely to prevail than reason, and the demon of desire can easily break free from the barriers of restraint.

The matter of "letting Yu Bai go" has exhausted all his goodwill. He is sure that if he wakes up and looks at Yu Bai again, and then sees the unruly girl who means nothing to him. It is absolutely impossible for a tempted teenager to faithfully fulfill the promise of the day.

The voice babbled endlessly, and in the end, probably only the sentence "he is not your eagle" was heard by him.

As for giving up the throne and leaving the rivers and lakes——Zhao Jun scoffed at this.How could he do such an upside-down thing? At any rate, he walked up step by step with blood and bones. He was an ambitious emperor who wanted to bring peace to the world, and he was not King Zhou of Shang who subjugated the country for Daji.

He brushed aside the curtain and looked at the deep night sky.

Yes, it's all over.

Li Dehai, who had been guarding the door all the time, keenly caught the noise in the room, and trotted in quickly: "How is your majesty? Your majesty is still in the side hall, do you want to invite your majesty to come over?"

Zhao Jun shook his head, signaling that he didn't need to support him: "I want to go for a walk first."

After sleeping for three days, he was really tired.Li Dehai hesitated to speak, so he had no choice but to follow behind Zhao Jun, and secretly sent a young eunuch under his command to deliver a letter to the saint.

It's a pity that people are not as good as heaven.Zhao Jun put on his clothes and walked out, looking at the black night sky.

Suddenly, a little dancing flame came into his eyes, and the direction seemed to be near Yannan Pavilion.He looked into the distance, and suddenly felt a little uneasy in his heart: "What is that?"

Li Dehai was silent for a moment, then replied in a low voice: "Your Majesty, the Yannan Pavilion is on fire."

No one knows how the fire started.It seems that just by being inattentive, the memory was stolen by someone, and such a fierce fire was born out of thin air in the dark night.

When Zhao Jun was standing in the burning Yannan Pavilion, he felt a trance, as if in the dream that he couldn't wake up for three days and three nights, there was also such a big fire burning all over the sky, throwing out a blood in the vast night. mouth.

And he, like what he saw in his dream, threw himself into the sea of ​​flames, leaving behind a futile exclamation.

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No one knows what happened the next month.

The Yannan Pavilion was destroyed, and a young man quietly disappeared from the palace.The burned-out pavilion has never been repaired, and it will be demolished on a fine day in the future, and a large peach grove will be planted.Every spring, the clouds are steaming and glowing.