Yuanzhong poultry

Luofuchun is brewed in summer.Yu Bai poured a cup and handed it to Zhao Jun: "Thank you for the fireworks, Your Majesty."

"I promised you, so why thank you." Zhao Jun said, "Today is your birthday...Ah Bai, have you not changed your mind yet?"

Yu Bai tilted his head, his eyebrows and eyes were rarely gentle."Why should I change my mind?" he asked rhetorically.

In the sapphire wine glass, the aroma of wine is dense.

Yu Bai didn't look at Zhao Jun, he stared down at the wine in the glass, and said quietly: "Zhao Jun, I'm very happy. I can finally leave. This is my long-cherished wish for many years. I won't stop because of a little emotion. .”

Especially, it was still such a relationship that was born in a deception——Yu Bai took a sip of his wine, and swallowed this sentence for the time being because the fireworks hadn't broken his promise.

"If it wasn't for your sister...wouldn't you have stayed?"

Xu knew that this was the last conversation, and Yu Bai became more patient: "This has nothing to do with my sister. Since I was young, I wanted to be free and away from the family. Now I want to be free and stay away from the imperial confinement. In fact, In the end, I don’t like swords and guns and battlefields that much, nor do I attach so much to prosperity and abundance.”

"Especially after these two years, now I just want to do something I like and walk around the world alone. I want to be sober and free, and no one, even my sister, will hold me back .”

"yes……"

Are you really not going to be held back by people?Can you really leave without any regrets?Are you really... really indifferent and sober?

Zhao Jun repeated in a low voice: "I am also in?"

Yu Bai looked at him with clear eyes, and smiled: "You are also included."

——He didn't know, it was this sentence that aroused the last flame of madness in Zhao Jun's heart.

Zhao Jun continued to ask along his words, almost paranoid to come up with an answer: "Then what if...there are no two years?"

What if not for those two years?What if we were always the same as when we first met?What if you have always been the young man in white and I have always been the precarious prince, and there has never been any rift or dispute between us?

This time it was Yu Bai's turn to be silent for a while.

If it hadn't been for those two years, if it hadn't been for that beginning full of predation and coercion, maybe...

He poured a glass of wine for himself and Zhao Jun, his voice gradually lowered: "Maybe..."

Maybe... maybe what?Zhao Jun almost smashed the wine glass.He thought like crazy, maybe you will stay?Maybe you'll still leave me?

He watched Yu Bai lower his eyes, and took a sip of the wine. The plain green clothes outlined a tall figure between a teenager and a young man.When Yu Bai sat there silently, he was like a crane with its snow-white wings folded and lying quietly in the sea of ​​flowers, as if it was about to flap its wings and soar to the sky in the next moment.

And what he can touch are the fallen flowers that will wither in the sky.

When that crane left in the wind, would it look back at him?When he despises the horizon to admire the spring and autumn moon, will he remember the years in the deep palace with a person with cold eyes?When he was looking at summer flowers and winter snow in the corner of the leisurely corner, would he dream of the fireworks that filled the entire night sky in Lidong?

Will he miss himself?Will he give up on himself?Will he... one day, will he come back to find himself?

However, Yu Bai finally shook his head: "There are so many ifs."

Urgent inquiries eventually have no chance to export.Zhao Jun understood.He picked up the wine glass, but suddenly felt that a few drops of wine weighed more than a thousand catties.

The wine that quenched the dryweed, but Yu Bai still had no intention of stopping him.Zhao Jun thought, he must be happy to see the result.

He watched Yu Bai raise his wine glass to him, and his voice was slow and quiet: "There will be no time to go, may your Majesty's country last forever, and your life will last forever. One day..."

Yu Bai raised a smile, and responded to his closely following eyes: "One day, may Your Majesty meet the person you like again, and the music will be harmonious, and the children and grandchildren will be full of joy, sharing the joy for thousands of years."

"Okay." Zhao Jun said hoarsely, "Okay, okay—as expected of my Ah Bai."

——One day, I will meet the person I like again and share the joy of thousands of years.Since he allowed himself to drink the poisonous wine mixed with dryweed, how could he openly wish him "someday"?One day, I am afraid that there will be only decayed grass, withered poplars and white bones and loess.

He stared into Yu Bai's eyes: "Meet the person you like again... I don't want to wish you meet the person you like again. I only hope that you will be free from restraints from now on. You will be free and happy for the rest of your life, and your wish will be fulfilled."

I hope that even if you are in a difficult situation, you will still grow a free soul wantonly. I hope that even if you are in the ends of the earth, you will still remember my back when you dream back at midnight.

We will not change until we die, and we will rest until we die.

Zhao Jun slowly brought the wine glass to his lips, clearly seeing Yu Bai's expression pause.However, until the end, he didn't wait for a "wait a minute".

He was relieved when the wine entered his mouth.

——Relieved, because Yu Bai is indifferent enough, so he can also be cruel enough, without having to feel guilty about what he is about to do or the promise he broke.

This is the person he likes, and this is the answer he came up with.Today, he has made one wrong step and one wrong step, and it has already reached the point of no return.However, since you have already made a mistake and it is too late to turn around, you might as well keep going on the wrong path.As long as he is willing to go, there must be a way, even if he bumps into the south wall one day and bleeds, it will not be in vain.

That's right, it's worth the trip.

The wine is swaying between the lips and tongue, which is the unique fragrance and refreshingness of Luo Fuchun.Zhao Jun silently read that person's name, and slowly closed his eyes.

He said, "Ah Bai, don't let me down to my expectations."

He seemed to hear Yu Bai say: "I will live up to your majesty's entrustment."

.

The fireworks are all gone, and the moon is hidden by thick clouds.Tonight's birthday is over, and tomorrow is the time to leave.From anyone's point of view, these three years of entanglement, although there was no good beginning, should have a good end.

After drinking for three rounds, Zhao Jun propped his forehead with one hand, fell asleep on the table, and knocked over the wine pot casually, spilling the clear wine all over the floor.

Yu Bai called out in a low voice: "Zhao Jun?"

Zhao Jun replied with a muffled groan, as if he had fallen asleep.Yu Bai stared at him for a moment, then put the cloak he dropped on the ground on him.

...After all, it's the last time.

However, when he passed by, Zhao Jun suddenly grabbed his sleeve: "...Ah Bai."

Yu Bai stood still.He heard Zhao Jun say, "Don't go."

It's too late, Yu Bai thought.He lowered his head, trying to pull out his sleeve from Zhao Jun's hand, but Zhao Jun's grip was too tight, he was afraid of waking up people, he hesitated for a moment, had to take off his outer robe, and went out in unlined clothes.

——Later, Zhao Jun once thought that if Yu Bai hadn't stepped out of the door so unhesitatingly, he might not have used such extreme and harsh methods to break Yu Bai's fantasy again.However, for him at that time, all his patience and tolerance were exhausted when Yu Bai pushed the door away, leaving only a vague white shadow.

I don't know when, the full moon in the sky is bright, and the dark clouds have all dispersed.

Feng Shishi had been waiting outside the door for a long time.Finally seeing Yu Bai come out, he handed a bundle to Yu Bai's hand, and just about to say something, his brows frowned suddenly: "Where's your robe?"

"I came out in a hurry, I forgot." Yu Bai prevaricated and took the burden, "Thank you."

Why are you in such a hurry, it's clearly...Feng Shishi decided to shut up on this matter.He hesitated to speak, "Abai, have you ever thought about whether there is any fraud in the news I got from your sister at this moment?"

The night wind blew past Yannan Pavilion, sending out the clear fragrance of wine all over the sky.The stars are also intoxicated, forgetting to shine.

Yu Bai said: "Why don't I know, but I can't afford to bet."

"Of course I know that it is very likely that I got the news from my sister when I was about to leave. But even if there is only a one-in-ten-thousandth possibility, I can't afford to bet. I can't do it knowing that my sister may stay. In the palace, there is such a thing as going out of the palace alone."

Zhao Jun pinpointed his weakness so precisely that he poked every inch on the most vulnerable apex of his heart.He knew that he was being stared at by Zhao Jun all the time, and only when Zhao Jun was drunk could he feel relieved and go to Qingning Hall to find out the news.

He weighed the burden, and asked unexpectedly: "After this, how will you do?"

"...how?" Feng Shishi was stunned for a moment, "probably... it's still like this."

"If you want..." Yu Bai said halfway, then shook his head and smiled self-deprecatingly, "Forget it, let's talk about it after tonight."

Yu Bai disappeared from the Yannan Pavilion with the burden of the maid's clothes in his arms, but he didn't realize that there were eyes following behind him like a shadow.When he finally stopped in front of Qingning Hall, the eyes behind him gradually turned cold.

These Yubai don't know anything about it.

Qingning Palace is the palace of Concubine Jing in the former dynasty, and no one has lived in it since Concubine Jing passed away.Yu Bai peeped for a long time through the withered flower vines and the thin window paper, but he didn't see anyone guarding outside the Qingning Hall, but he caught a faint glimpse of the dim light of the candle.

The bean-sized candlelight is particularly eye-catching in the dark night, as if waiting for him to walk into it.

—The door was pushed open easily.

The author says:

After finishing two exams today, I feel that my current mood is very suitable for writing abuse essays (?_?)