Yuanzhong poultry
Chapter 74 Reunion Prelude
There are continuous mountains in Baiyujing, and the lake outside the mountain is vast. Relying on the lake, a deception has been set up. Therefore, for a hundred years, people without psychic skills were not allowed to set foot.A flat boat with light sails rolled, Yu Bai stood on the boat, at first he could still see the towering peak of Bai Yujing when he looked back, but gradually he couldn't even see the faint outline.
When the boat swayed to the shore, there happened to be an egret standing on the mud combing its feathers, with its slender neck held high, looking dignified.Until Yu Bai passed by it, he didn't give the uninvited guest a look.
The green peach forest on the shore is shaded, walking through the forest, what you see is the bustling world.
When I came here, Rong Cunxin once sighed that there are two worlds separated by a forest.One is a fairyland in troubled times, and the other is a world of fireworks.Yu Bai looked back with a feeling in his heart, and saw the egret flapping its wings and flying away, a piece of feather fluttering down into the colorful fallen flowers.
The world suddenly enlightened.
"Look, take a look, the lotus seeds I planted at home—"
"From the south to the north, don't miss it when you pass by, the most popular thing in Chang'an City now—"
"Would you like water chestnuts—newly picked red water chestnuts, do you want water chestnuts?"
After clearly leaving for two years, Yu Bai walked in the bustling streets, but suddenly felt that he had never left.He remembered that the name of the place was Taoye County, and it was only half a day's drive away from Ruoshui City, so he made up his mind to go back to Ruoshui City tomorrow to have a look.
——I had left without saying goodbye back then, and my sister had probably scolded me more than two hundred times in the past two years, so I should first think about what to say when we meet to ease the atmosphere.Yu Bai randomly chose a tea shop to sit down, and greeted him, "Madam proprietress, a bowl of herbal tea and a stack of plums."
The proprietress responded with a clear voice: "Okay! Where are you from, brother?"
"Willow City."
"Yo, it's far away." The proprietress looked Yu Bai up and down for a moment, then smiled, "But looking at my appearance, I don't look like a rough guy in the northwest, just like our jade-faced young man in the south."
Yu Bai smiled, before the tea was brewed, he first twirled a plum and chewed it carefully, the taste was the same as two years ago: "Do you know the Qin family in Ruoshui City?"
"Hey, who doesn't know that." The proprietress smiled while drinking tea, "That's a good family, the husband and wife are loving and reunited happily, and they added a baby girl the year before last, which made the master and wife of the Qin family very happy."
Yu Bai's hand holding the cup paused, and said with a smile, "That's really great."
——I haven't seen you for two years, my sister has a baby, so I won't be able to scold myself in a few days, right?Speaking of which, I have never met my little niece, and I don't know what to prepare for a one-year-old doll?Yu Bai stared at the tinkling candied haws, rattles and sugar figurines, and suddenly felt dizzy.
Just as he was engrossed in his thoughts, a man with gray clothes and disheveled hair came across from the tea table and sat down directly in front of Yu Bai.Yu Bai didn't feel any better, the teahouse proprietress's delicate eyebrows immediately frowned, but she couldn't say anything, so she could only follow the habit of greeting guests and asked, "What would you like to order, the guest officer?"
The man nodded lightly: "A glass of white water."
The proprietress rolled her eyes, and said to herself that it was so.
There are so many vacant tables for this person, but he wants to sit at a occupied one—the tea has been brewed, and it is obviously inappropriate for Yu Bai to move the tea and plums to the next table at this time, so he politely nodded to the uninvited guest: "Your Excellency is..."
The man didn't look at him, and interrupted: "Where are you from?"
Yu Bai frowned slightly: "What's the matter, Your Excellency?"
The unknown person finally raised his head to look at him, or rather stared at him——Yu Bai didn't like being stared at like this, like a hunter waiting for an opportunity to ambush for a long time, flashing with indifference and sure victory. Guang: "You came from behind the peach grove."
Use an affirmative tone.
"Guest officer, the white water you want." The proprietress came to deliver the water at the right time, and interrupted, "This little brother is from Liucheng, and he won't recognize the person you are looking for. Don't deceive him. Besides, this peach Behind the woods is a vast expanse of white water, even boats can’t get through, so how can people get through?”
The man stopped talking, dropped a copper coin and left.The proprietress grumbled, then turned to Yu Bai and said, "Isn't it scaring you? This man is a well-known rare person. Everyone in Taoye County knows him. He comes to my place every day to spend a copper coin for a glass of white water. "
"From what you mean, he has been looking for someone?" Yu Bai asked, "What's his name?"
The proprietress was very friendly to the handsome and polite young man, and she waved her hand when she heard the words: "If he doesn't say anything, no one knows. This guy wanders around Taoye County every day, and besides, there is a vast expanse of whiteness behind this peach grove. There is so much water that boats can’t get through, so how can people get through?”
"You came from behind the peach grove" - the man used an affirmative tone.The proprietress of the tea shop and everyone thought that there was a vast flood behind the peach grove, but only Yu Bai knew that behind the peach grove was Bai Yujing.
This person... Could it be Bai Yujing's person?Yu Bai thought about it carefully, and didn't feel that he had revealed anything along the way: "I don't know him, do you know who he is looking for?"
"Hey, don't say you don't know it, no one here knows it!" The proprietress sighed, "The man he is looking for seems to be named Liu, don't you think it's strange, there are very few people surnamed Liu here, if he doesn't say that People’s origins, not to mention the person’s appearance, just ask you if you recognize them when you meet them, isn’t this looking for a needle in a haystack! Let me tell you, he is..."
The proprietress made a silent movement, then reached out and nodded her head.Yu Bai nodded in agreement, and after much deliberation, he decided to go back to Ruoshui City to have a look—compared with the possible remaining people in Bai Yujing, his sister's roar is the most terrifying.
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In fact, as soon as he left the tea shop, Yu Bai felt that someone was following him, but he didn't want to cause trouble at such a time, so he quickened his pace and prepared to hide quietly. None left for him.
The market was scattered, and there was no one around.Xu felt that the time was right, the person following him didn't even want to hide, he stood in front of Yu Bai with a flash of his figure, gray clothed, disheveled hair on his temples, he was the one in the tea shop during the day.
Yu Bai took two steps back, picked an open area to stand still, and raised his voice, "What's the matter, Your Excellency?"
The man in gray still didn't answer, "Where are you from?"
Yu Bai said coldly: "Your Excellency didn't tell me your surname first, but asked me where I came from twice in a row. What's the reason?"
However, Yu Bai's threat didn't have any effect, the man stepped forward two more steps, his tone became more and more determined: "You are from Bai Yujing."
Yu Bai sneered: "Brother, you can eat indiscriminately, but you can't talk indiscriminately. In the early years, Bai Yujing was a cult that was suppressed and arrested by the imperial court. I have no grievances or grudges with you. Why do you slander me like this?"
As if he had expected him to answer in this way, the man in gray became more and more certain of his guess, and raised his hand to throw a few small blue cockleburs: "If you didn't come from Baiyujing, why would there be white jade stains on your clothes? The unique cocklebur?"
Yu Bai stood still.
There were indeed a few small cockleburs on the hem of the green shirt, and ordinary people would not notice them at all, let alone distinguishing the unique cockleburs of Bai Yujing—Rong Cunxin told him to keep it secret before leaving, and Yu Bai also knew You can't easily expose Bai Yujing's existence, so he smiled sarcastically: "It turns out that I came to find fault with my improper clothes. This is really a crime. If you insist on thinking that I came from Bai Yujing, you may as well agree with me." I will go to see the government together, and we will know by then."
As he said that, he turned around and left, and the voice behind him was cold: "Stop!"
Yu Bai looked back at him impatiently, but secretly clenched his sword tightly.
He has been practicing in Bai Yujing for two years. While his martial arts has improved, his eyesight for discerning people has become a lot sharper - the man in gray clothes and messy hair in front of him can easily break his footwork and follow him for more than half an hour. Not for nothing.If he really wants to make a move, he is afraid that it will be difficult to stop.
"You don't have a fairy bone on you. Who brought you to Bai Yujing?" The man in gray pressed on, "Is there still someone in Bai Yujing now? He brought you into the mountains and taught you martial arts? What's his name? Is it called..."
For some reason, he suddenly became hoarse.Just when Yu Bai thought that he would stop entanglement and quickened his pace to leave, a gust of bitter wind whizzed past his ears.
Yu Bai frowned, and drew out his sword.
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Yu Bai soon discovered that this person was extremely familiar with every move.
That's... a trick of tolerance.
During the two years in Bai Yujing, Rong Cunxin often fought with him, and guided him how to deal with it by changing different moves.Now that he left Bai Yujing, those steep or thick sword techniques were used on him again.
What Rong Cunxin used was a knife, and he also used a knife.Whenever Rong Cunxin attacks, he will attack.Whenever Rong Cunxin vacates, he will vacate.
Every punch, every kick, every move, seems to have been copied by this person.The twilight was deep and the dust was flying, and it seemed that he had returned to the uninhabited mountains of Baiyujing. Yu Bai couldn't help swinging his sword according to the strategy he had already learned by heart, and directly took the opponent's veins, stabbed the enemy's throat, and ended the event happily. battle.
——However, that also means exposing the fact that he came from Bai Yujing.
The long knife whizzed towards the hurricane, and in just a few seconds, thousands of coping methods quickly changed in Yu Bai's mind, each of which seemed to be able to get rid of his knife, but each of them would definitely make Bai Yujing's The lie is self-defeating, so in the end there is only one kind left.
——He raised his sword to block, and after the expected loss, he met the knife.
Calm, helpless and calm.
The moment the knife tip pierced his chest, he caught a trace of surprise in the eyes of the man in gray.
It wasn't exposed, it wasn't too painful, and it didn't kill me.Yu Bai's blue-veined hand tightly clutched the hilt of the sword, and only these three thoughts remained in his mind.These three thoughts nestled peacefully in his heart, barely restraining his desire to faint.
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The sun was setting.
Their fight seemed to have disturbed many people, and there was a loud shout from a distance: "Who is fighting! Stop it!"
Government?It came just in time.The man in gray had already disappeared in two or three steps after hearing the commotion, Yu Bai held back his self-mockery and sarcasm, covered his bleeding wound and turned his head to look back, only to be surprised to find that it was an old acquaintance.
After a while, he said with difficulty: "You are the real Feng Shishi... right?"
The author says:
A bit boring transitional chapter, it's a reunion prelude~
Yu Bai's inner OS: This is really Feng Shiyi, right?Isn't Zhao pretending?Let me see if I'm wearing a human skin mask...
Chapter 75 The lovers who used to sleep together in the same bed can finally pass by without changing their expressions after a long separation today.
The Taoye County Medical Center has a strong smell of medicine all the year round, occasionally mixed with a little fresh smell of blood.
In the backyard of the hospital, blood stained the basin of clear water red, and the smell of fresh blood was gradually covered by the smell of bitter medicine.The doctor's nagging exhortations were all left behind by the patient.
Yu Bai leaned on the couch by the window, put on his coat with one hand, took the medicine bowl with the other, nodded towards Feng Shishi, with a chic gesture: "Thank you very much. By the way, why are you here?"
Feng Shishi watched Yu Baihao dryly drink a bowl full of bitter medicine with his own eyes, his brows twitched again and again: "I...uh, I live here, and I heard the commotion and came to watch the excitement."
Afraid that Yu Bai would continue to ask questions, he hurriedly said, "How did you do this? Where have you been for the past two years..."
"It's okay, I met a lunatic." Yu Bai tried to move his muscles and bones, and felt that the pain was bearable, so he wanted to get up and leave, "I still have something to do, see you later."
Feng Shishi hurriedly asked behind him: "Where are you going?"
Yu Baiyang raised his hand: "I haven't been back to Ruoshui City for a long time, go and see my sister."
"Are you going this way?"
Feng Shiyi pulled Yu Bai tightly—the casual movement instantly affected the wound that had just been bandaged, causing his face to contort in pain.Feng Shiyi racked her brains for a while, and with Yu Bai's face full of "if you have something to say, let me see what flowers you can make up", she weakly choked out a sentence: "It's a national funeral, don't run around."
Before the words were finished, the curtain of the medical hall was lifted, and a figure rushed in.
Yu Bai: "..." Oh, what a national funeral, what a fraudulent corpse.
The first emperor who had cheated a good corpse just a few days after his funeral stood neatly in front of him, if his chest hadn't heaved and heaved, it would have been exactly the same as what was supposed to be in the coffin.
After three years, this is the first time they met—if you don't count the time when they came to meet people with Feng Shishi's face on their faces.
The relationship between them is no longer that of the supreme emperor and the pampered canary in the cage.
When the person is not in front of him, he will occasionally think about it, but now that the person is in front of him, he has nothing to say.Yu Bai greeted lightly: "Don't come here without any problems."
Zhao Jun rolled his throat and said, "Don't come here without any problems."
Yu Bai nodded, didn't say any more, and walked out of the medical hall.Feng Shishi hurriedly called his name behind him, but the guy who had resurrected from the inexplicable death was unable to move as if his legs and feet had taken root, and there seemed to be a sound of Ah Bai whispering between his lips and teeth, but in the end everything was lost in Hao Hao Fengsheng.
Why did he fake his death?Why pass on the throne to King Mu?Isn't the throne what he desires most?Didn't he rack his brains to get it?
Yu Bai shook his head and stopped thinking about it.
The lovers who used to sleep together in the same bed can finally pass by without changing their expressions after a long separation.What is said in Ci Hai is like a stranger, that is probably the case.
time to go.
The moment he opened the door curtain, his eyes suddenly became dark.
it's dark?Now in midsummer, why did it get dark so early——Yu Bai hadn't cleared his mind before his feet softened.He hastily reached out to hold the door frame, but met a solid and powerful arm.
That arm supported him firmly: "Ah Bai!"
Asshole stuff.Yu Bai cursed with the last bit of consciousness left, but the guy holding him tightened his grip.
Careless, there is poison on the knife.What's more, it happened in front of this guy.Yu Bai indifferently and resentfully went through the seventeen sets of Huachun sword taught by Rong Cunxin in his mind, then tilted his head, and completely passed out in Zhao Jun's arms.
When Yu Bai woke up again, he was already in Zhao Jun's private house.Zhao Jun sat on the bedside of his bed, met his indifferent gaze, and coughed dryly as if to cover up: "The doctor said you were poisoned, but it's nothing serious, the antidote has been given to you just now."
Yu Bai sank his mind: "What poison?"
Zhao Jun didn't seem to expect Yu Bai to ask this - he thought that Yu Bai would at least say "Where is this" coldly or "What do you want to do" full of hostility: "The poison is called 'Cangshan Negative'." Snow' is not highly poisonous, but it will make people age quickly in a short period of time and give birth to silver hair, hence the name 'Cangshan Bearing Snow'."
Yu Bai nodded, and was particularly impressed by the man in gray: "Then how to detoxify?"
Zhao Jun: "Uh... the blood of young and middle-aged men can be detoxified by oral intake."
Yu Bai quickly caught the snow-white gauze around Zhao Jun's wrist, through which fresh blood could be faintly seen.Perhaps it was a psychological effect. For a moment, he felt a fishy smell spreading from his mouth, as if the corners of his lips were still wet...fresh human blood.
In front of this bizarre story, he really couldn't think of a way to calmly deal with it for a while.Yu Bai tried his best to resist the urge to reach out to wipe the corners of his mouth to see if there was any blood left, and Zhao Jun and Zhao Jun were silent for a while, then said dryly: "...Thank you."
Zhao Jun coughed and hid his hands: "...It's easy to do. However, I thought you would be very upset if you came to my place."
Fortunately... Fortunately, the antidote is only human blood, not any other strange things——Yu Bai selectively ignored the fact that the two had met each other countless times, and heard Zhao Jun's words, Suddenly smiled.
"I'm really upset, but it's not because I came to you, but because I didn't see through the poison on the knife, and I'm ashamed of what I've learned."
Zhao Jun was slightly taken aback when he heard the words, and stared at Yu Bai for a long time: "Ah Bai, you have changed a lot."
More indifferent, more calm, more confident... even better.
He was no longer the pale and sharp boy who was imprisoned in the deep palace by him before.In the past three years without him, Yu Bai has transformed into a transparent and beautiful sapphire. Anyone who sees him will praise the humble gentleman, the flawless jade.
"Maybe." Yu Bai said generously, "At least I'm not afraid of you now."
——For a moment, even he himself was amazed that he could admit his fear so frankly and calmly.
Zhao Jun was stunned: "Are you... afraid of me?"
Yu Bai tilted his head slightly to look at him, evoking a gentle smile: "Yes, I was very afraid of you at that time."
"I'm afraid that you will come to me, that you will threaten me with my sister, that there will be some news from your Qian'an Palace, and that you will drink alcohol. After drinking, you will always be more fierce than usual... In the first few years , I couldn’t sleep all night and all night, counting the footsteps outside, listening to whether you are coming, whether it is about to start again. "
Even though six years had passed, when the fears of my childhood resurfaced in my mind, there was still not a little bit of it, not a little bit of it.However, Yu Bai was finally able to pull himself out of this vortex that was getting deeper and deeper, and looked at himself back then with a peaceful attitude.
He loosened his shoulders that had tensed at some point, and said with a smile: "But it's all over, I have nothing to fear now. Now you can't stop me."
In those years... the fingernails dug into the palm of his hand, and every time Yu Bai uttered a word, the nail pierced deeper into the flesh.In the end, Zhao Jun let go of his hand slowly, and said softly, "Yes, you don't have to be afraid."
In three years, Yu Bai's wings have been completed, enough to stand shoulder to shoulder with him, or even better.
What is our relationship now?You haven't heard from me in the past few years, but are you living comfortably?I heard that you left with Rong Cunxin, so where did you go, who did you meet, did you think of me?Not long ago, when you heard "National Mourning", were you even a little sad or even at a loss?Zhao Jun suddenly felt unreasonably wronged, but he also knew that he had no position to ask.
It is clearly within reach, but it is so close.
When the young man withdrew his sharp edges and corners and smiled indifferently in front of him, he seemed like a noble and inviolable god in the temple. Not only could he not be touched and grasped, it seemed that even taking a step closer was his sin.
He once created that sharp and surly bird in the deep palace with his own hands, and now the gentleman who should have been gentle and gentle finally got rid of the shadow of the past, faded away from the haze of midnight in the clear morning light, dressed in the bright moon and stars, and showed his face towards the early sun Smile.
This was his original appearance, and it was also the first figure he saw in his midnight dream.
In the past few years without Yu Bai and alone in the court and the rivers and lakes, he thought that he had experienced the heaviest pain of parting and lovesickness in the world.However, when he reunited with Yu Bai unexpectedly, but could only abide by the courtesy of a gentleman, he finally understood that lovesickness in the past was nothing more than today's accident.
He is harder to touch than before.
Zhao Jun got up slowly, mobilized his facial muscles laboriously and slowly, and showed a gentle smile in the general sense to Yu Bai: "It's getting late, go to bed early, good dream."
Yu Bai watched Zhao Jun leave, lightly blew out the candle, and said to someone: "Sweet dream."
The author has something to say:
The overall tone seems to be moving in a more relaxed direction
Chapter 76 I love you started with a glimpse in the desert, and grew up in the deep palace with countless days and nights accompanied by cold eyes.
"Ice cold through the ages, all things are quiet, the heart should be calm, look at me alone, the mind and spirit are one, the breath should follow each other, if there is more than one, never be surprised, no ignorance, no anger, no desire, no pursuit, no giving up, no giving up. Abandonment, doing nothing and selflessness... Ah Bai, those who want to achieve great things, first calm down the mind, if the mind is not calm, everything will not be quiet, and if everything is not quiet, then..."
Rong Cunxin's earnest teachings echoed in his ears. In the quiet and dark room, Yu Bai closed his eyes and meditated, with a calm and serene expression. Only the tight lips showed that his mood was not so peaceful at the moment.
Everything is still... What's behind the stillness?
Yu Bai thought about it three times patiently, but after getting no results, he opened his eyes unbearably, picked up the teapot and took a sip of cold tea.The movement of reaching out touched the unhealed new wound, Yu Bai couldn't help hissing, seeing that there was no one around, he simply stopped pretending to be a calm and breezy outsider, untied his clothes and threw it away. aside.
How... how could there be such a bastard in the world!
The man surnamed Zhao is a rotten beast in clothes. He has never changed from the beginning to the end, but now he pretends to be a clean-hearted and sanctimonious person. Why, do you think he is a fool?
Yu Bai couldn't understand what he was angry with more and more.If it is because of Zhao Jun's bullying to him in the past, wouldn't his hard work in the past few years be in vain?
Taking a step back, even if he was still brooding over those things deep in his heart, he shouldn't be in the mood he is now - there can be disgust or indifference, but it just shouldn't be like this... at all Annoyed for no reason.
Yu Bai drank the tea in a vigorous effort, put on his clothes and went out for a walk.
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An hour ago, the lights in Zhao Jun's room were turned off, but until now, he was still facing the dark ceiling in a daze with his eyes open.
He knew that Ah Bai didn't care about anything anymore, but he cared more and more.
He was so calm, so calm, with a distant smile...even if he showed even a trace of disgust towards himself...it let him know that he hadn't completely cleaned himself out of his heart.
Zhao Jun looked out the window, the bright moon was hanging high.
... Lovesickness is thousands of miles away.
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Going out in the middle of the night is easy to bump into ghosts - Yu Bai practiced this proverb personally.
Looking at the person who was still dancing in his heart just now, Zhao Jun opened and closed his mouth, and finally asked dryly, "Ah Bai, why didn't you sleep?"
It's a bad time to bump into idiots when you go out for a walk.Yu Bai calmly said: "...Get up at night."
Zhao Jun was silent for a while, then pointed to the east: "The hut is over there."
"...It's my first time here, I got lost." Yu Bai took a deep breath, "What about you, why are you staying up so late?"
"I... also wake up at night." Zhao Junsheng was afraid that he would not die of anger, "Together?"
Yu Bai: "..."
He coldly said no need, and walked towards the east.
Looking at the back figure, Zhao Jun's throbbing heart broke through the barrier of reason, and he blurted out: "Ah Bai!"
"I, I have something to tell you."
Yu Bai stopped and turned to look at him.Under the moon, the red maple trees rustled, shaking down a tree full of bright moonlight, covering the young man's body brightly, and the pupils seemed to be stained with the bright moonlight.
Zhao Jun was in a trance in such a graceful scene, until Yu Bai got impatient and made a gesture to leave, then he said in a low voice: "I'm sorry."
Almost reflexively, Yu Bai said, "It's okay."
Zhao Jun was taken aback for a moment.
Yu Bai was also taken aback.
I can't blame him for reacting too quickly. This scene has been rehearsed in his mind for many years, dating back to when he first entered the palace.
Zhao Jun's voice trembled as if he heard the sound of the Buddha that he had been dreaming of, "You...you forgive me? Ah Bai..."
Yu Bai coughed lightly, and quickly came back to his senses, looking at Zhao Jun still with Gujing Wubo's indifferent eyes: "There is nothing unforgivable. In fact, I even killed your imperial concubine and burned your life." The palace cost you an unknown amount of silver."
Zhao Jun was silent for a while, and finally couldn't hold back his words and corrected: "That is a nobleman, not a noble concubine."
Yu Bai reluctantly nodded: "...Oh, have you ever had a noble concubine?"
Zhao Jun shook his head.
When the topic got to this point, I couldn't go on personally——Yu Bai decisively turned around and left, but he heard the person behind him whisper: "Even if you forgive me, I still have to say sorry to you."
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I love you from a glimpse in the desert, and from days and nights accompanied by countless cold eyes in the deep palace.
At that time, the setting sun was like blood, and the desert wind was tight. You were not a canary in the palace, and I was not a monarch who enjoyed boundless loneliness with thousands of miles of rivers and mountains.
We are all struggling to survive in this imperial city.
It's a pity that time has passed, and the first glance has finally turned into lust, the confidant feeling has become full of hatred, and the only remaining lonely love is also buried in that peach-blossoming spring.
On the day Yu Bai left, he listened to Li Dehai's report, sat silently in the study, and replied "Got it".
... Yu Bai.
The name was tossed and repeated in his mind, with blood and tears running down his face.
In the past, he forced the young man to enter the palace, and the female fell under him, not because of deep love, but because of dirty desires.
I want to pull you into the most vulgar place of the secular world, and want your white clothes to be stained with the dust from my fingertips.
I kill brothers and sisters, stepping on blood to sit on the throne, then I hope to have you by my side.I will build you a castle in the thorny forest, and I will watch you clip your own wings.
I want to watch you lose the ability to fly, and you will always be attached to me from now on. From then on, I will be your only relative and lover in the world.No one can shake my position.
...But in the end, I opened the palace gate of the Nine Layers City Tower by myself.
"I'm sorry, Ah Bai." Zhao Jun looked funny with red eyes, "I'm sorry."
During the three years when he stayed alone in the deep palace, he repeatedly chewed on loneliness and longing every second.Those were not only his three years, but also the three years Yu Bai had suffered.
On the day when he decided to feign death and leave the palace, Zhao Jun finally re-entered the Yannan Pavilion that had been dusty for three years.After the fire, Zhao Jun spent a lot of money to restore the building to its original state. It seems that as long as the house is still there, the people who have lived here for three years will come back one day.
The palace people cleaned this house every day, but they felt strange, why did His Majesty cherish Yannan Pavilion so much, but never set foot there?
Brewing here is the loneliness and longing that he has repeatedly chewed on.
—I finally understood him.I have personally tasted the loneliness, the bondage and the fear of loss that I have imposed on him. Although it is painful, it is only a case of his suffering.
——I regret it too late, but I also know that it is too late.
Yu Bai interrupted him: "So?"
If you look carefully, it is not difficult to find that there are some sharp emotions in his voice, but it is only for a moment.
"It's very good that you have completely realized and corrected your past mistakes. But I just mentioned it like this before, so I won't mention it from now on?" Yu Bai asked clearly and calmly, "I know what you are talking about, if I agree You, you got what you wanted, and that's all very well for you—but what about me?"
"Zhao Jun, I used to be afraid of you, hated you, and wanted to leave you. Now I am not afraid of you or hate you, but I am still willing to stay away from you."
Yu Bai took a step forward, forcing Zhao Jun to hesitate and take a step back: "Zhao Jun, do you understand what I mean?"
Zhao Jun opened his mouth: "...I understand."
The maple leaves in summer are verdant and verdant, and it is conceivable that they are as bright red as blood from the heart.The mountains are far away, the sky is high, the water is cold, and the acacia maple leaf is red.
The author says:
When chickens quarrel, you peck at me and I nudge you, both of them feel wronged~
When the boat swayed to the shore, there happened to be an egret standing on the mud combing its feathers, with its slender neck held high, looking dignified.Until Yu Bai passed by it, he didn't give the uninvited guest a look.
The green peach forest on the shore is shaded, walking through the forest, what you see is the bustling world.
When I came here, Rong Cunxin once sighed that there are two worlds separated by a forest.One is a fairyland in troubled times, and the other is a world of fireworks.Yu Bai looked back with a feeling in his heart, and saw the egret flapping its wings and flying away, a piece of feather fluttering down into the colorful fallen flowers.
The world suddenly enlightened.
"Look, take a look, the lotus seeds I planted at home—"
"From the south to the north, don't miss it when you pass by, the most popular thing in Chang'an City now—"
"Would you like water chestnuts—newly picked red water chestnuts, do you want water chestnuts?"
After clearly leaving for two years, Yu Bai walked in the bustling streets, but suddenly felt that he had never left.He remembered that the name of the place was Taoye County, and it was only half a day's drive away from Ruoshui City, so he made up his mind to go back to Ruoshui City tomorrow to have a look.
——I had left without saying goodbye back then, and my sister had probably scolded me more than two hundred times in the past two years, so I should first think about what to say when we meet to ease the atmosphere.Yu Bai randomly chose a tea shop to sit down, and greeted him, "Madam proprietress, a bowl of herbal tea and a stack of plums."
The proprietress responded with a clear voice: "Okay! Where are you from, brother?"
"Willow City."
"Yo, it's far away." The proprietress looked Yu Bai up and down for a moment, then smiled, "But looking at my appearance, I don't look like a rough guy in the northwest, just like our jade-faced young man in the south."
Yu Bai smiled, before the tea was brewed, he first twirled a plum and chewed it carefully, the taste was the same as two years ago: "Do you know the Qin family in Ruoshui City?"
"Hey, who doesn't know that." The proprietress smiled while drinking tea, "That's a good family, the husband and wife are loving and reunited happily, and they added a baby girl the year before last, which made the master and wife of the Qin family very happy."
Yu Bai's hand holding the cup paused, and said with a smile, "That's really great."
——I haven't seen you for two years, my sister has a baby, so I won't be able to scold myself in a few days, right?Speaking of which, I have never met my little niece, and I don't know what to prepare for a one-year-old doll?Yu Bai stared at the tinkling candied haws, rattles and sugar figurines, and suddenly felt dizzy.
Just as he was engrossed in his thoughts, a man with gray clothes and disheveled hair came across from the tea table and sat down directly in front of Yu Bai.Yu Bai didn't feel any better, the teahouse proprietress's delicate eyebrows immediately frowned, but she couldn't say anything, so she could only follow the habit of greeting guests and asked, "What would you like to order, the guest officer?"
The man nodded lightly: "A glass of white water."
The proprietress rolled her eyes, and said to herself that it was so.
There are so many vacant tables for this person, but he wants to sit at a occupied one—the tea has been brewed, and it is obviously inappropriate for Yu Bai to move the tea and plums to the next table at this time, so he politely nodded to the uninvited guest: "Your Excellency is..."
The man didn't look at him, and interrupted: "Where are you from?"
Yu Bai frowned slightly: "What's the matter, Your Excellency?"
The unknown person finally raised his head to look at him, or rather stared at him——Yu Bai didn't like being stared at like this, like a hunter waiting for an opportunity to ambush for a long time, flashing with indifference and sure victory. Guang: "You came from behind the peach grove."
Use an affirmative tone.
"Guest officer, the white water you want." The proprietress came to deliver the water at the right time, and interrupted, "This little brother is from Liucheng, and he won't recognize the person you are looking for. Don't deceive him. Besides, this peach Behind the woods is a vast expanse of white water, even boats can’t get through, so how can people get through?”
The man stopped talking, dropped a copper coin and left.The proprietress grumbled, then turned to Yu Bai and said, "Isn't it scaring you? This man is a well-known rare person. Everyone in Taoye County knows him. He comes to my place every day to spend a copper coin for a glass of white water. "
"From what you mean, he has been looking for someone?" Yu Bai asked, "What's his name?"
The proprietress was very friendly to the handsome and polite young man, and she waved her hand when she heard the words: "If he doesn't say anything, no one knows. This guy wanders around Taoye County every day, and besides, there is a vast expanse of whiteness behind this peach grove. There is so much water that boats can’t get through, so how can people get through?”
"You came from behind the peach grove" - the man used an affirmative tone.The proprietress of the tea shop and everyone thought that there was a vast flood behind the peach grove, but only Yu Bai knew that behind the peach grove was Bai Yujing.
This person... Could it be Bai Yujing's person?Yu Bai thought about it carefully, and didn't feel that he had revealed anything along the way: "I don't know him, do you know who he is looking for?"
"Hey, don't say you don't know it, no one here knows it!" The proprietress sighed, "The man he is looking for seems to be named Liu, don't you think it's strange, there are very few people surnamed Liu here, if he doesn't say that People’s origins, not to mention the person’s appearance, just ask you if you recognize them when you meet them, isn’t this looking for a needle in a haystack! Let me tell you, he is..."
The proprietress made a silent movement, then reached out and nodded her head.Yu Bai nodded in agreement, and after much deliberation, he decided to go back to Ruoshui City to have a look—compared with the possible remaining people in Bai Yujing, his sister's roar is the most terrifying.
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In fact, as soon as he left the tea shop, Yu Bai felt that someone was following him, but he didn't want to cause trouble at such a time, so he quickened his pace and prepared to hide quietly. None left for him.
The market was scattered, and there was no one around.Xu felt that the time was right, the person following him didn't even want to hide, he stood in front of Yu Bai with a flash of his figure, gray clothed, disheveled hair on his temples, he was the one in the tea shop during the day.
Yu Bai took two steps back, picked an open area to stand still, and raised his voice, "What's the matter, Your Excellency?"
The man in gray still didn't answer, "Where are you from?"
Yu Bai said coldly: "Your Excellency didn't tell me your surname first, but asked me where I came from twice in a row. What's the reason?"
However, Yu Bai's threat didn't have any effect, the man stepped forward two more steps, his tone became more and more determined: "You are from Bai Yujing."
Yu Bai sneered: "Brother, you can eat indiscriminately, but you can't talk indiscriminately. In the early years, Bai Yujing was a cult that was suppressed and arrested by the imperial court. I have no grievances or grudges with you. Why do you slander me like this?"
As if he had expected him to answer in this way, the man in gray became more and more certain of his guess, and raised his hand to throw a few small blue cockleburs: "If you didn't come from Baiyujing, why would there be white jade stains on your clothes? The unique cocklebur?"
Yu Bai stood still.
There were indeed a few small cockleburs on the hem of the green shirt, and ordinary people would not notice them at all, let alone distinguishing the unique cockleburs of Bai Yujing—Rong Cunxin told him to keep it secret before leaving, and Yu Bai also knew You can't easily expose Bai Yujing's existence, so he smiled sarcastically: "It turns out that I came to find fault with my improper clothes. This is really a crime. If you insist on thinking that I came from Bai Yujing, you may as well agree with me." I will go to see the government together, and we will know by then."
As he said that, he turned around and left, and the voice behind him was cold: "Stop!"
Yu Bai looked back at him impatiently, but secretly clenched his sword tightly.
He has been practicing in Bai Yujing for two years. While his martial arts has improved, his eyesight for discerning people has become a lot sharper - the man in gray clothes and messy hair in front of him can easily break his footwork and follow him for more than half an hour. Not for nothing.If he really wants to make a move, he is afraid that it will be difficult to stop.
"You don't have a fairy bone on you. Who brought you to Bai Yujing?" The man in gray pressed on, "Is there still someone in Bai Yujing now? He brought you into the mountains and taught you martial arts? What's his name? Is it called..."
For some reason, he suddenly became hoarse.Just when Yu Bai thought that he would stop entanglement and quickened his pace to leave, a gust of bitter wind whizzed past his ears.
Yu Bai frowned, and drew out his sword.
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Yu Bai soon discovered that this person was extremely familiar with every move.
That's... a trick of tolerance.
During the two years in Bai Yujing, Rong Cunxin often fought with him, and guided him how to deal with it by changing different moves.Now that he left Bai Yujing, those steep or thick sword techniques were used on him again.
What Rong Cunxin used was a knife, and he also used a knife.Whenever Rong Cunxin attacks, he will attack.Whenever Rong Cunxin vacates, he will vacate.
Every punch, every kick, every move, seems to have been copied by this person.The twilight was deep and the dust was flying, and it seemed that he had returned to the uninhabited mountains of Baiyujing. Yu Bai couldn't help swinging his sword according to the strategy he had already learned by heart, and directly took the opponent's veins, stabbed the enemy's throat, and ended the event happily. battle.
——However, that also means exposing the fact that he came from Bai Yujing.
The long knife whizzed towards the hurricane, and in just a few seconds, thousands of coping methods quickly changed in Yu Bai's mind, each of which seemed to be able to get rid of his knife, but each of them would definitely make Bai Yujing's The lie is self-defeating, so in the end there is only one kind left.
——He raised his sword to block, and after the expected loss, he met the knife.
Calm, helpless and calm.
The moment the knife tip pierced his chest, he caught a trace of surprise in the eyes of the man in gray.
It wasn't exposed, it wasn't too painful, and it didn't kill me.Yu Bai's blue-veined hand tightly clutched the hilt of the sword, and only these three thoughts remained in his mind.These three thoughts nestled peacefully in his heart, barely restraining his desire to faint.
……
The sun was setting.
Their fight seemed to have disturbed many people, and there was a loud shout from a distance: "Who is fighting! Stop it!"
Government?It came just in time.The man in gray had already disappeared in two or three steps after hearing the commotion, Yu Bai held back his self-mockery and sarcasm, covered his bleeding wound and turned his head to look back, only to be surprised to find that it was an old acquaintance.
After a while, he said with difficulty: "You are the real Feng Shishi... right?"
The author says:
A bit boring transitional chapter, it's a reunion prelude~
Yu Bai's inner OS: This is really Feng Shiyi, right?Isn't Zhao pretending?Let me see if I'm wearing a human skin mask...
Chapter 75 The lovers who used to sleep together in the same bed can finally pass by without changing their expressions after a long separation today.
The Taoye County Medical Center has a strong smell of medicine all the year round, occasionally mixed with a little fresh smell of blood.
In the backyard of the hospital, blood stained the basin of clear water red, and the smell of fresh blood was gradually covered by the smell of bitter medicine.The doctor's nagging exhortations were all left behind by the patient.
Yu Bai leaned on the couch by the window, put on his coat with one hand, took the medicine bowl with the other, nodded towards Feng Shishi, with a chic gesture: "Thank you very much. By the way, why are you here?"
Feng Shishi watched Yu Baihao dryly drink a bowl full of bitter medicine with his own eyes, his brows twitched again and again: "I...uh, I live here, and I heard the commotion and came to watch the excitement."
Afraid that Yu Bai would continue to ask questions, he hurriedly said, "How did you do this? Where have you been for the past two years..."
"It's okay, I met a lunatic." Yu Bai tried to move his muscles and bones, and felt that the pain was bearable, so he wanted to get up and leave, "I still have something to do, see you later."
Feng Shishi hurriedly asked behind him: "Where are you going?"
Yu Baiyang raised his hand: "I haven't been back to Ruoshui City for a long time, go and see my sister."
"Are you going this way?"
Feng Shiyi pulled Yu Bai tightly—the casual movement instantly affected the wound that had just been bandaged, causing his face to contort in pain.Feng Shiyi racked her brains for a while, and with Yu Bai's face full of "if you have something to say, let me see what flowers you can make up", she weakly choked out a sentence: "It's a national funeral, don't run around."
Before the words were finished, the curtain of the medical hall was lifted, and a figure rushed in.
Yu Bai: "..." Oh, what a national funeral, what a fraudulent corpse.
The first emperor who had cheated a good corpse just a few days after his funeral stood neatly in front of him, if his chest hadn't heaved and heaved, it would have been exactly the same as what was supposed to be in the coffin.
After three years, this is the first time they met—if you don't count the time when they came to meet people with Feng Shishi's face on their faces.
The relationship between them is no longer that of the supreme emperor and the pampered canary in the cage.
When the person is not in front of him, he will occasionally think about it, but now that the person is in front of him, he has nothing to say.Yu Bai greeted lightly: "Don't come here without any problems."
Zhao Jun rolled his throat and said, "Don't come here without any problems."
Yu Bai nodded, didn't say any more, and walked out of the medical hall.Feng Shishi hurriedly called his name behind him, but the guy who had resurrected from the inexplicable death was unable to move as if his legs and feet had taken root, and there seemed to be a sound of Ah Bai whispering between his lips and teeth, but in the end everything was lost in Hao Hao Fengsheng.
Why did he fake his death?Why pass on the throne to King Mu?Isn't the throne what he desires most?Didn't he rack his brains to get it?
Yu Bai shook his head and stopped thinking about it.
The lovers who used to sleep together in the same bed can finally pass by without changing their expressions after a long separation.What is said in Ci Hai is like a stranger, that is probably the case.
time to go.
The moment he opened the door curtain, his eyes suddenly became dark.
it's dark?Now in midsummer, why did it get dark so early——Yu Bai hadn't cleared his mind before his feet softened.He hastily reached out to hold the door frame, but met a solid and powerful arm.
That arm supported him firmly: "Ah Bai!"
Asshole stuff.Yu Bai cursed with the last bit of consciousness left, but the guy holding him tightened his grip.
Careless, there is poison on the knife.What's more, it happened in front of this guy.Yu Bai indifferently and resentfully went through the seventeen sets of Huachun sword taught by Rong Cunxin in his mind, then tilted his head, and completely passed out in Zhao Jun's arms.
When Yu Bai woke up again, he was already in Zhao Jun's private house.Zhao Jun sat on the bedside of his bed, met his indifferent gaze, and coughed dryly as if to cover up: "The doctor said you were poisoned, but it's nothing serious, the antidote has been given to you just now."
Yu Bai sank his mind: "What poison?"
Zhao Jun didn't seem to expect Yu Bai to ask this - he thought that Yu Bai would at least say "Where is this" coldly or "What do you want to do" full of hostility: "The poison is called 'Cangshan Negative'." Snow' is not highly poisonous, but it will make people age quickly in a short period of time and give birth to silver hair, hence the name 'Cangshan Bearing Snow'."
Yu Bai nodded, and was particularly impressed by the man in gray: "Then how to detoxify?"
Zhao Jun: "Uh... the blood of young and middle-aged men can be detoxified by oral intake."
Yu Bai quickly caught the snow-white gauze around Zhao Jun's wrist, through which fresh blood could be faintly seen.Perhaps it was a psychological effect. For a moment, he felt a fishy smell spreading from his mouth, as if the corners of his lips were still wet...fresh human blood.
In front of this bizarre story, he really couldn't think of a way to calmly deal with it for a while.Yu Bai tried his best to resist the urge to reach out to wipe the corners of his mouth to see if there was any blood left, and Zhao Jun and Zhao Jun were silent for a while, then said dryly: "...Thank you."
Zhao Jun coughed and hid his hands: "...It's easy to do. However, I thought you would be very upset if you came to my place."
Fortunately... Fortunately, the antidote is only human blood, not any other strange things——Yu Bai selectively ignored the fact that the two had met each other countless times, and heard Zhao Jun's words, Suddenly smiled.
"I'm really upset, but it's not because I came to you, but because I didn't see through the poison on the knife, and I'm ashamed of what I've learned."
Zhao Jun was slightly taken aback when he heard the words, and stared at Yu Bai for a long time: "Ah Bai, you have changed a lot."
More indifferent, more calm, more confident... even better.
He was no longer the pale and sharp boy who was imprisoned in the deep palace by him before.In the past three years without him, Yu Bai has transformed into a transparent and beautiful sapphire. Anyone who sees him will praise the humble gentleman, the flawless jade.
"Maybe." Yu Bai said generously, "At least I'm not afraid of you now."
——For a moment, even he himself was amazed that he could admit his fear so frankly and calmly.
Zhao Jun was stunned: "Are you... afraid of me?"
Yu Bai tilted his head slightly to look at him, evoking a gentle smile: "Yes, I was very afraid of you at that time."
"I'm afraid that you will come to me, that you will threaten me with my sister, that there will be some news from your Qian'an Palace, and that you will drink alcohol. After drinking, you will always be more fierce than usual... In the first few years , I couldn’t sleep all night and all night, counting the footsteps outside, listening to whether you are coming, whether it is about to start again. "
Even though six years had passed, when the fears of my childhood resurfaced in my mind, there was still not a little bit of it, not a little bit of it.However, Yu Bai was finally able to pull himself out of this vortex that was getting deeper and deeper, and looked at himself back then with a peaceful attitude.
He loosened his shoulders that had tensed at some point, and said with a smile: "But it's all over, I have nothing to fear now. Now you can't stop me."
In those years... the fingernails dug into the palm of his hand, and every time Yu Bai uttered a word, the nail pierced deeper into the flesh.In the end, Zhao Jun let go of his hand slowly, and said softly, "Yes, you don't have to be afraid."
In three years, Yu Bai's wings have been completed, enough to stand shoulder to shoulder with him, or even better.
What is our relationship now?You haven't heard from me in the past few years, but are you living comfortably?I heard that you left with Rong Cunxin, so where did you go, who did you meet, did you think of me?Not long ago, when you heard "National Mourning", were you even a little sad or even at a loss?Zhao Jun suddenly felt unreasonably wronged, but he also knew that he had no position to ask.
It is clearly within reach, but it is so close.
When the young man withdrew his sharp edges and corners and smiled indifferently in front of him, he seemed like a noble and inviolable god in the temple. Not only could he not be touched and grasped, it seemed that even taking a step closer was his sin.
He once created that sharp and surly bird in the deep palace with his own hands, and now the gentleman who should have been gentle and gentle finally got rid of the shadow of the past, faded away from the haze of midnight in the clear morning light, dressed in the bright moon and stars, and showed his face towards the early sun Smile.
This was his original appearance, and it was also the first figure he saw in his midnight dream.
In the past few years without Yu Bai and alone in the court and the rivers and lakes, he thought that he had experienced the heaviest pain of parting and lovesickness in the world.However, when he reunited with Yu Bai unexpectedly, but could only abide by the courtesy of a gentleman, he finally understood that lovesickness in the past was nothing more than today's accident.
He is harder to touch than before.
Zhao Jun got up slowly, mobilized his facial muscles laboriously and slowly, and showed a gentle smile in the general sense to Yu Bai: "It's getting late, go to bed early, good dream."
Yu Bai watched Zhao Jun leave, lightly blew out the candle, and said to someone: "Sweet dream."
The author has something to say:
The overall tone seems to be moving in a more relaxed direction
Chapter 76 I love you started with a glimpse in the desert, and grew up in the deep palace with countless days and nights accompanied by cold eyes.
"Ice cold through the ages, all things are quiet, the heart should be calm, look at me alone, the mind and spirit are one, the breath should follow each other, if there is more than one, never be surprised, no ignorance, no anger, no desire, no pursuit, no giving up, no giving up. Abandonment, doing nothing and selflessness... Ah Bai, those who want to achieve great things, first calm down the mind, if the mind is not calm, everything will not be quiet, and if everything is not quiet, then..."
Rong Cunxin's earnest teachings echoed in his ears. In the quiet and dark room, Yu Bai closed his eyes and meditated, with a calm and serene expression. Only the tight lips showed that his mood was not so peaceful at the moment.
Everything is still... What's behind the stillness?
Yu Bai thought about it three times patiently, but after getting no results, he opened his eyes unbearably, picked up the teapot and took a sip of cold tea.The movement of reaching out touched the unhealed new wound, Yu Bai couldn't help hissing, seeing that there was no one around, he simply stopped pretending to be a calm and breezy outsider, untied his clothes and threw it away. aside.
How... how could there be such a bastard in the world!
The man surnamed Zhao is a rotten beast in clothes. He has never changed from the beginning to the end, but now he pretends to be a clean-hearted and sanctimonious person. Why, do you think he is a fool?
Yu Bai couldn't understand what he was angry with more and more.If it is because of Zhao Jun's bullying to him in the past, wouldn't his hard work in the past few years be in vain?
Taking a step back, even if he was still brooding over those things deep in his heart, he shouldn't be in the mood he is now - there can be disgust or indifference, but it just shouldn't be like this... at all Annoyed for no reason.
Yu Bai drank the tea in a vigorous effort, put on his clothes and went out for a walk.
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An hour ago, the lights in Zhao Jun's room were turned off, but until now, he was still facing the dark ceiling in a daze with his eyes open.
He knew that Ah Bai didn't care about anything anymore, but he cared more and more.
He was so calm, so calm, with a distant smile...even if he showed even a trace of disgust towards himself...it let him know that he hadn't completely cleaned himself out of his heart.
Zhao Jun looked out the window, the bright moon was hanging high.
... Lovesickness is thousands of miles away.
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Going out in the middle of the night is easy to bump into ghosts - Yu Bai practiced this proverb personally.
Looking at the person who was still dancing in his heart just now, Zhao Jun opened and closed his mouth, and finally asked dryly, "Ah Bai, why didn't you sleep?"
It's a bad time to bump into idiots when you go out for a walk.Yu Bai calmly said: "...Get up at night."
Zhao Jun was silent for a while, then pointed to the east: "The hut is over there."
"...It's my first time here, I got lost." Yu Bai took a deep breath, "What about you, why are you staying up so late?"
"I... also wake up at night." Zhao Junsheng was afraid that he would not die of anger, "Together?"
Yu Bai: "..."
He coldly said no need, and walked towards the east.
Looking at the back figure, Zhao Jun's throbbing heart broke through the barrier of reason, and he blurted out: "Ah Bai!"
"I, I have something to tell you."
Yu Bai stopped and turned to look at him.Under the moon, the red maple trees rustled, shaking down a tree full of bright moonlight, covering the young man's body brightly, and the pupils seemed to be stained with the bright moonlight.
Zhao Jun was in a trance in such a graceful scene, until Yu Bai got impatient and made a gesture to leave, then he said in a low voice: "I'm sorry."
Almost reflexively, Yu Bai said, "It's okay."
Zhao Jun was taken aback for a moment.
Yu Bai was also taken aback.
I can't blame him for reacting too quickly. This scene has been rehearsed in his mind for many years, dating back to when he first entered the palace.
Zhao Jun's voice trembled as if he heard the sound of the Buddha that he had been dreaming of, "You...you forgive me? Ah Bai..."
Yu Bai coughed lightly, and quickly came back to his senses, looking at Zhao Jun still with Gujing Wubo's indifferent eyes: "There is nothing unforgivable. In fact, I even killed your imperial concubine and burned your life." The palace cost you an unknown amount of silver."
Zhao Jun was silent for a while, and finally couldn't hold back his words and corrected: "That is a nobleman, not a noble concubine."
Yu Bai reluctantly nodded: "...Oh, have you ever had a noble concubine?"
Zhao Jun shook his head.
When the topic got to this point, I couldn't go on personally——Yu Bai decisively turned around and left, but he heard the person behind him whisper: "Even if you forgive me, I still have to say sorry to you."
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I love you from a glimpse in the desert, and from days and nights accompanied by countless cold eyes in the deep palace.
At that time, the setting sun was like blood, and the desert wind was tight. You were not a canary in the palace, and I was not a monarch who enjoyed boundless loneliness with thousands of miles of rivers and mountains.
We are all struggling to survive in this imperial city.
It's a pity that time has passed, and the first glance has finally turned into lust, the confidant feeling has become full of hatred, and the only remaining lonely love is also buried in that peach-blossoming spring.
On the day Yu Bai left, he listened to Li Dehai's report, sat silently in the study, and replied "Got it".
... Yu Bai.
The name was tossed and repeated in his mind, with blood and tears running down his face.
In the past, he forced the young man to enter the palace, and the female fell under him, not because of deep love, but because of dirty desires.
I want to pull you into the most vulgar place of the secular world, and want your white clothes to be stained with the dust from my fingertips.
I kill brothers and sisters, stepping on blood to sit on the throne, then I hope to have you by my side.I will build you a castle in the thorny forest, and I will watch you clip your own wings.
I want to watch you lose the ability to fly, and you will always be attached to me from now on. From then on, I will be your only relative and lover in the world.No one can shake my position.
...But in the end, I opened the palace gate of the Nine Layers City Tower by myself.
"I'm sorry, Ah Bai." Zhao Jun looked funny with red eyes, "I'm sorry."
During the three years when he stayed alone in the deep palace, he repeatedly chewed on loneliness and longing every second.Those were not only his three years, but also the three years Yu Bai had suffered.
On the day when he decided to feign death and leave the palace, Zhao Jun finally re-entered the Yannan Pavilion that had been dusty for three years.After the fire, Zhao Jun spent a lot of money to restore the building to its original state. It seems that as long as the house is still there, the people who have lived here for three years will come back one day.
The palace people cleaned this house every day, but they felt strange, why did His Majesty cherish Yannan Pavilion so much, but never set foot there?
Brewing here is the loneliness and longing that he has repeatedly chewed on.
—I finally understood him.I have personally tasted the loneliness, the bondage and the fear of loss that I have imposed on him. Although it is painful, it is only a case of his suffering.
——I regret it too late, but I also know that it is too late.
Yu Bai interrupted him: "So?"
If you look carefully, it is not difficult to find that there are some sharp emotions in his voice, but it is only for a moment.
"It's very good that you have completely realized and corrected your past mistakes. But I just mentioned it like this before, so I won't mention it from now on?" Yu Bai asked clearly and calmly, "I know what you are talking about, if I agree You, you got what you wanted, and that's all very well for you—but what about me?"
"Zhao Jun, I used to be afraid of you, hated you, and wanted to leave you. Now I am not afraid of you or hate you, but I am still willing to stay away from you."
Yu Bai took a step forward, forcing Zhao Jun to hesitate and take a step back: "Zhao Jun, do you understand what I mean?"
Zhao Jun opened his mouth: "...I understand."
The maple leaves in summer are verdant and verdant, and it is conceivable that they are as bright red as blood from the heart.The mountains are far away, the sky is high, the water is cold, and the acacia maple leaf is red.
The author says:
When chickens quarrel, you peck at me and I nudge you, both of them feel wronged~
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