After I wear the book, I bend the heroine O

The author has something to say: [PS: For the continuity of the plot, some parts here overlap with the previous ones, and the overlapping parts are slightly modified and put in the words, not counting the number of charged words.And after the end of this chapter, the crematorium will start, both parties realize their own problems, and the disagreement in love will not be the whole cause of anyone w]

After losing her qualifications to debut, He Lingxing asked Le Jiaxuan to learn from Shu Minglan as her teacher, and develop her career in the entertainment industry.This time, Le Jiaxuan was called to play a small supporting role in the filming of "The King of the Jungle". Before leaving, she finally couldn't hold back and sneaked back to the company to have a look.

The familiar dance training room is brightly lit.The girls who had finished their boring training all day were laughing and making noises. Among the familiar voices was a sweet and delicate female voice, which made Le Jiaxuan's heart skip a beat.

The girl who used to stand with everyone for training could only hide in a dark corner where the lights couldn't find her, hiding her figure, and quietly looking at the few people who were talking.

The lights went out a few times, and the girls came out of the room talking and laughing, and the faces of girls that could only be seen in photos or videos gradually became vivid in front of my eyes.

Chi Shuangyan was not as close to Lin Qingyan as the rumors said, but leaned on Lu Yige's shoulder and muttered something softly.This sentence made all the members except Lin Qingyan laugh out loud, and the smiles stopped when they saw the captain come out of the room last.

Le Jiaxuan's breath was stagnant, and she looked at Lin Qingyan steadfastly.

Although the time since the last time we met was actually not too long, the feeling of missing was like a poison, spreading and binding in my heart like silk.The girl's figure is still tall and straight like a plum blossom, and the coldness is stronger than before. Every move is so far away in Le Jiaxuan's eyes, but it can only be touched by running a short distance .

"Tomorrow morning, I can sleep until 08:30 at most. After getting up at this point, I can only eat a white water egg. If you want to have a better breakfast, you should get up earlier."

Lin Qingyan's voice was cold, and it was almost completely different from the doting she showed towards Chi Shuangyan outside: "Shuangyan, you have to control sugar, the pimples on your face before will not reappear."

"Got it, Captain."

Chi Shuangyan, who always liked to act coquettishly with Lin Qingyan in front of others, is now well-behaved and honest. After hearing what Lin Qingyan said, she didn't refute at all.

"Okay, let's go back to the dormitory then."

The girls seemed to be a little afraid of Lin Qingyan, they breathed a sigh of relief and filed out of the dance studio.Lin Qingyan didn't go with them, but made an excuse to stay and turn off the lights to clean up the tables and chairs. She opened the door and walked out again when she heard the footsteps gradually disappearing.

"Le Jiaxuan."

Alpha's cold voice echoed in the corridor.

Le Jiaxuan's heart contracted suddenly when her name was called out. Obviously, she didn't expect to be discovered by peeking, so she gritted her teeth and walked out from her hiding place.

Walking to the place where the light shines and raised her head slightly, she saw Lin Qingyan standing alone in the place where the light converged, like a slender and arrogant white swan. Bright.

Although not on the real stage, but in a simple training room, Le Jiaxuan seemed to be able to perfectly overlap her with the shadow of her freely moving on the stage and struggling to release her youth.

Only those who have practiced dancing know that 10 minutes on stage and ten years of work off stage, the hardships of the idol industry are far more than those people imagined, especially Lin Qingyan, who is strict with herself...

Lin Qingyan's eyes fell on her lap first, and an imperceptible regret flashed in her eyes, but she quickly hid her exposed emotions.The character set given to her by the planner is "cold as ice", which is somewhat similar to her own personality, but not exactly the same.Lin Qingyan's acting skills are not that good, so she can only try to follow that persona all the time, even in private.

Just like now, she can't show her concern for Le Jiaxuan so easily, and can't give her messy delusions.Lin Qingyan lowered her slightly curled eyelashes, and after a moment of silence, she opened her mouth and said:

"How did you remember it?"

This is the place where they used to sweat and work hard together. After Le Jiaxuan was replaced, it became her taboo place. In order to avoid getting emotional, Le Jiaxuan basically would not come here unless there was something important. .

Because most of Lin Qingyan's mobile phone was handed in, Le Jiaxuan is now an idler, but there is no chance to send her a message.If you want to find Lin Qingyan, you can only come here when they haven't announced.

In fact, it has been a while since I saw Lin Qingyan, and I can only see Lin Qingyan's face in front of photos, Reuters pictures or official pictures every day.

But now the real person is in front of her, and even a few steps forward, she can feel the living breath that is close at hand, but Le Jiaxuan lost the courage to look at her, and said in a voice like a mosquito:

"I'm leaving, shall we take a picture together?"

Lin Qingyan stared at Le Jiaxuan's face for a moment, and finally broke her defense without holding back, and stretched out an arm to wrap around her neck. Alpha and Omega's intimate closeness made Le Jiaxuan's body tremble, but she hugged the captain's arm forcefully, as if she had planned numerous debut group photo plans before—

"Gypsophila come on!"

"come on!"

"Lin Qingyan is the best!"

"Le Jiaxuan is the best!"

"Do you know," Lin Qingyan seemed to have exhausted all her strength in her two voices just now, panting slightly, but her wet eyes shone with excitement, "I received flowers from fans, which are flowers all over the sky. stars, and the designation is for me."

"Because you're great!"

Facing Chi Shuangyan, perhaps Le Jiaxuan was slightly dissatisfied and jealous of being replaced, but Lin Qingyan's success filled her with joy, and she did not hesitate to praise her.Lin Qingyan might not know that Le Jiaxuan had liked her for three years, and it was because of her that she desperately signed up for this girl group.

After this meeting, the next meeting will be indefinitely.And she will have to make a breakthrough in another brand new field before going to see Lin Qingyan again.Tell her about her hard work in the past few years, and tell her about her origins with herself.

It was a rare time for the tall girl to embrace her unscrupulously in her arms, with twinkling stars in her eyes.The two just stood there and hugged for a while, until they saw Le Jiaxuan's back going away, Lin Qingyan restrained the smile on her face and put on a blank expression.

**

After meeting Lin Qingyan, the two went their separate ways the next day. Le Jiaxuan followed He Lingxing and Shu Minglan's footsteps and went to the filming crew of "Jungle" together.

The design of "Jungle" can be said to be like a documentary to some extent. It took a huge amount of money just to shoot the scene, and several shooting locations were removed.Le Jiaxuan played a small supporting role for the first time, as long as she only needs to appear in that part of the plot, so she arrived some time after the filming started.

I don’t know if it’s Omega’s thoughts. The reason is that it’s easy to be sentimental. During the time when I have a lot of leisure time, Le Jiaxuan’s longing for Lin Qingyan will always start to diverge and spread, and then converge into one Huge?Wang Yang overwhelmed people, making her spend almost all?time in that boring?emotions gradually settling down.

As for whether Lin Qingyan thought of herself as if she missed her, Le Jiaxuan didn't know.

Before getting on the plane, she edited a message to Lin Qingyan and sent it out. After getting off the plane, she immediately tried to find the other party's reply from the 99+ message.It's just a pity that after the news was sent out, it just disappeared, and the one that could make her eyes shine? It's still not there.

Lin Qingyan was very busy, of course Le Jiaxuan knew it.When the group first debuted, there will be endless announcements. After being busy, they must not forget to practice and consolidate their strength. There are also various singing stages and new songs waiting for them. It is estimated that Lin Qing, the captain Yan wants to keep her feet on the ground.

During that time, the contact between the two people was basically a sentence "what are you doing" in the morning, a picture in the afternoon, and a picture in the evening? "Good night" "I am today..." and then to the second Morning? "Good morning".

The replies were intermittent and empty, and there was no time to even send a message when I got busy.Occasionally, Le Jiaxuan can see Lin Qingyan talking with other teammates in the Reuters photo, sometimes Chi Shuangyan, sometimes Lu Yige, sometimes other players, over there is Can you feel it even through the screen? Laughing and laughing, but here it is deserted.

In fact, she envied Shu Minglan and He Lingxing very much.

Mr. He doesn't know how to put on airs in front of other people, but he is definitely not the kind of person who is particularly easy to talk to when he is working. Many? Emoticons.She and Shu Minglan were not together, but every time she talked to each other? Zhude would speak softly. When that annoying Murong Feng repeatedly appeared in front of the two of them. , the conflict between the two sides coincidentally made Le Jiaxuan envious.

Of course she knew that Lin Qingyan would also care about herself, but what she wanted was for the other party to express it as best she could.

Later, she was attacked and hospitalized by the "Little Pepper" spray that Murong Feng carried with him, and when Lin Qingyan came to visit, she lured the other party to temporarily tag her.

Lin Qingyan's? Pheromone is a very unique? Smoky rose flavor.

Some Alpha's pheromones are a combination of two flavors, which are more complex than normal Alpha's.The smell of the smoky rose was not very strong when it bloomed in front of her. The attack power was hidden a lot, and the rest? It was pure and fragrant rose.

The combination of roses and grapefruits is like an illusory dream. After marking, the connection between the two people is a little bit closer than before.Until Lin Qingyan sent her an invitation to fall in love but was rejected, a little depressed and a little puzzled, she left the city and returned to her busy work.

And then, after the filming of "Jungle" ended, the "illegitimate incident" at the airport ignited the fuse that had been buried for a long time.

Until a long time later, Le Jiaxuan could still remember every single word Lin Qingyan said to herself at that time.

--I'm about to board the plane.

--Don't be so next time? Come over impulsively? Look at me.

--There are so many people at the airport, what if someone discovers our relationship?Are the restraint stickers ready?

--I was taken aback just now, you really?shouldn't have come here today?.

Sensing that Lin Qingyan seemed to be feeling something?But when he saw "the other party is typing...", he quickly deleted the rest of the words, and waited for Lin Qingyan to continue.

But the other party just sent a sentence "Let's go" and there was no further news.

Le Jiaxuan bit her lower lip.

It was her last decision to go to the airport to see Lin Qingyan, because she had heard Lin Qingyan say that she was going to be busy for a while, and she might not be able to see each other for a long, long time.What she thought at the time was really just to take a look at her from a distance, just take that one look...

But when he met an illegitimate student, he couldn't help but rushed forward.

She couldn't see someone hurting Lin Qingyan in front of her, even if that tiny obstacle was so overwhelming to a strong and strong Alpha.

When people are nervous, the body always responds first to the brain. She also clearly saw the shock and regret in Lin Qingyan's eyes at that time, even when she was knocked down by an illegitimate child. Time to turn around? Want to pull her up from the ground.But the "manager" next to her quickly pulled Lin Qingyan aside, that is, at the moment when she saw it clearly, she realized the distance between the two belatedly.

Lin Qingyan glanced at her hastily and left. It was no longer the same in private? The two of them hugged each other intimately, and it wouldn't be the same as before? Gently stroking her back and telling her it was okay.The girl looked at her? His eyes were filled with disapproval? Reason, Le Jiaxuan gradually felt that there seemed to be a wider and wider gap between the two, which was now insurmountable.

Lin Qingyan is no longer the girl who whispered softly to herself at the autograph signing a few years ago, let alone the ambiguous object who kissed her forehead cautiously and tenderly in the ward, but in front of the camera, The star-studded captain who maintains his own demeanor in public.

Although I don't want to admit it, even though they used to be so? Desperately so? Closely worked together, but there is such a "big difference" between debut and non-debut.Artists who are exposed to the camera and have to behave well in their words and deeds are still different from amateurs. They cannot do whatever they want, let alone let others discover their relationship.

This is also the reason why Le Jiaxuan rejected Lin Qingyan's request to date.

She was terrified of... losing after gaining.

**

The period before dawn was very dark, the deep black sky spread like squid ink, and the breeze rendered the warmth of the night.In the dark night where everything is silent, only the flickering light of the mobile phone supports a little bright color.

[Special? Concern]@满天星--林清玉V: Good night, very fulfilling? One day, a certain classmate, please pay attention to? Your? Little moves V

That Weibo Le Jiaxuan clicked on it over and over like abusive, knowing that all the comments below were from CP fans, but she couldn't control herself from not paying attention to the other party's "points" bit-by-bit.I also know that it is a business, but I can't help but worry about the following? "kswl".

Compared with the business on Weibo, Lin Qingyan's "good night" message to her seemed a lot duller.Although all of Aite's teammates are on Weibo every day, and Aite's Chi Shuangyan is just one of the processes, but there are very few other CPs below, and only "Shuangyan" comes out on top.

Every time this time, she will be in pain.

Of course Le Jiaxuan knows that an artist who has debuted is different from an amateur who has not debuted. Every move is exposed to the camera. Announcing a love affair is almost ruined for idols who are in the rising stage of their careers. Sexual blows, not to mention that Lin Qingyan has not yet gained a firm foothold after her debut.

Of course she knew that Lin Qingyan couldn't resist Chi Shuangyan's affairs, let alone control all her accounts, and couldn't let her manager know that Lin Qingyan and herself were like this in private. The? Ambiguous relationship.

She can keep persuading herself, but what she wants in the end is just a little more attention.For example, whether He Lingxing likes Shu Minglan or not, it is clearly written on his face and eyes.

In blurred tears, Le Jiaxuan recalled that at the signing event a few years ago, she was the only lucky one who bought two albums and was selected by the lottery. .I watched the more youthful girl at that time easily sign autographs for others, and respond to everyone's love in a soft voice. I also watched her shake hands with fans and write down her encouragement to them with a smile.

At that time, she was about to take an important exam, and it happened that Lin Qingyan's? Group signing event was held in this city, so she could take the one-hour "subway rush"?.

It's just a pity that the weather is not good. When it was about to be her, it started to rain suddenly in the open space. The manager and the security guard hurriedly went to build the canopy. She froze in place in the crowd. After a while, she felt An unfamiliar temperature came from the palm, and the girl carefully lifted her up.

Through the mask, Lin Qingyan couldn't see her face clearly, but she still guessed the reaction from her flushed ears.After a chuckle, he let go of his hand and then gently grasped her "sleeve". The voice was different from what he had imagined, as if soaked in water. Gentle: "Don't catch a cold, be careful."

Then she raised her head, and saw a pair of bright eyes that were wet by the mist.

At that time, Lin Qingyan was the light she had been obsessed with for a long time, but after finally following that ray of light, the feeling of inferiority that was originally hidden deep in her bones began to turn over. As soon as she came out, little by little it began to eat away at her mood.

She began to worry about gains and losses gradually, and began to keep her "mood" fixed on a fixed point, like a tireless "perpetual motion machine" only for Lin Qingyan Spin around.

But the perpetual motion machine will also lose power when there is no electricity. Without the layer of preservative that supports each other, no matter how strong the emotion is, it will eventually expire.

After uninstalling Weibo and ins, Le Jiaxuan gritted her teeth and cleared the chat history with one click, and blocked the other party's chat box.

She thought, before they reached a height where they could stand together, there was no need for the two to meet again.