The person I love in exo

Chapter 62: This Desperate Life

Baekhyun didn't have dinner, and Brother Ban didn't deliver any more meals to Baekhyun.In Brother Ban's view, Baekhyun needs to be quiet, it must be very uncomfortable for a big star to go to a small village suddenly.Although I don't know what happened, but don't bother me at this time.

Ban Ge and Nuan Nuan finished dinner quietly.Nuan Nuan ran back to the room to watch TV, holding her doll in her hand.Brother Ban sat for a long time, then stood up with a sigh and cleaned up the dishes.

He already regards Baekhyun as his family, and he is really not used to being without someone.If one day Baekhyun is going to leave, what will happen to Nuannuan? What will happen to him?

Of course, this is all a long time ago.

Brother Ban silently washed the dishes, thinking silently.

Baekhyun in the room was lying on the bed in a daze.He thought a lot about the days to come and the future.In fact, his stomach was already growling, but he didn't want to eat anything.

"What will happen when Cinderella and the prince are together?" Baekhyun thought to himself.Will they be happy? Two people of different classes.

He and Chanyeol, even if they are together, so what.Chanyeol has long since stopped taking him seriously, being together will be painful, they will all be painful.

Curling up, Baekhyun turned sideways.He glanced at the phone screen, the text message Chanyeol had sent him made him very confused.

He clearly said he would not think about it anymore, but his hand moved to the side of the screen.

There is no signal in this small village, and text messages may not be received yet.

Baekhyun turned on the lock screen, and a series of missed calls and text messages made his heart tremble.

Will it be brilliant?

No, don't think about Chanyeol.

Empty, sure, everything is quiet.

He will forget his identity, he will forget that he is Byun Baekhyun.

"Fool." Baekhyun closed his eyes and lightly laughed at himself.

He is a fool, he can deceive himself, but he can't deceive his heart.

He likes Chanyeol so much that he is going crazy.

Text messages and missed calls can be cleared without even looking at them, but the names in my heart will not disappear.

"Chanyeol." Chanyeol, what do you think I should do?

Sitting up from the bed, Baekhyun sighed, he was so boring, every night here was lonely, and he would feel inexplicable fear in the middle of the night, maybe because he was afraid of being lonely.

Suddenly remembering the book he bought in the morning, Baekhyun walked over to pick up a novel.He bought it himself, and it was a novel that he wanted to read very much.

The content of the story is very simple. It is a bloody novel about a couple who love each other and go through many difficulties to get together.This book is very famous, Baekhyun doesn't know why, probably because of the delicate writing, the author's writing is very beautiful.

"I can forget everything, but even if my hair is white, I can't forget you."

Baekhyun touched a passage on the cover of the novel.It's really touching.

He laughed lightly, and then laughed out loud until tears flowed down his face, Baekhyun was still smiling.He wanted to laugh, especially want to laugh.Novels are so false, you can’t forget your gray hair? So what is dementia!

When he gets old, will he still remember Chanyeol?

Calm down, Baekhyun became expressionless.

He couldn't forget, so he laughed that he was dreaming.

"Wake up, Baekhyun, you are not important at all." There was a voice in his heart laughing at him, but yes, Baekhyun, you are not important at all.So no one will love him, no one will care about him, and no one will love him.

Turning to the first page, Baekhyun read it.

Time passed by every minute and every second, but Baekhyun didn't finish ten pages.His heart is not at all in words.

Some are hungry and complain of dissatisfaction.Baekhyun rubbed his flat stomach. He has not cared about his body for a long time. How is he doing now? Is he still healthy?

As long as he doesn't appear in front of Chanyeol, as long as he doesn't see Chanyeol, his depression will be under control.He knew the meaning of existence, but his heart became very strange.

He no longer cherishes himself, even if he is dizzy from hunger, he will not eat anything.

Baekhyun snorted softly, stopped eating, and his stomach started to hurt again.He seems to be used to it. He would have gone to the hospital long ago if this kind of pain was used to, but now he just let it hurt, as if it wasn't him who hurt.

Even if his teeth were shaking with pain, he didn't care.

Putting down the book in his hand, Baekhyun rubbed his stomach repeatedly.

Again and again, Baekhyun's heart became colder and colder.Is it interesting for him to live like this? Being hated and insulted by others, even God is not willing to make it easy for him.

Tears don't know when, Baekhyun just sat on the bed.

He didn't want to think about anything anymore, since he was always abandoned anyway, he might as well live here for the rest of his life until he got old and died.

When his hair turns gray, he will still remember Chanyeol, the boy he loved so much, and the pain and despair that boy brought him.

It's great, he has no regrets in his life.The only ones who are sorry are his parents and fans, who left without saying a word, but did not intend to go home.

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