my dog ​​brother

I took the subway back to school, and after thinking about it on the way, I still sent a text message to Soft Dog to say thank you.

But until I went back to the dormitory, he still didn't call me back.

Shanmeng asked me what I did last night and why I didn't play the game.

I told him it was dinner with friends.

He said, I waited for you online for a long time last night.

I'm a little sorry, usually at 8:[-] in the evening we will play online for a while, I said, I got two concert tickets in CA, let's watch together.

I don't want to find Ah Sheng, and I'm still a little angry with him.I don't have a girlfriend or boyfriend either. As for roommates, there are only two tickets, so it's hard to get one alone.

He said, yes.

On the day of the concert, when we met Shanmeng’s friend at the entrance of the gymnasium, I found out that he had bought tickets to watch it with his friends.

I thought it was me asking him, but it turned out that he was accompanying me.

This feeling is very bad. Although I am not such a face-saving person, I am still a man who cares about face-saving.

Shanmeng's family conditions are very good. According to my understanding, he belongs to the type of tall, rich and handsome.For example, when I was in college, my family bought a car worth hundreds of thousands of dollars. I usually spend a lot of money, often treat guests to dinner, and one piece of clothing costs me two or three sets of full-body equipment.He is also a RMB player who spent a lot of money in the game.

He often calls me out of the blue and asks me to have dinner, so he always treats guests a lot, and I always want to find some opportunities to make up for it.My family is an extremely ordinary and lower-middle-income single-parent family, and it is definitely not as good as his, but I don’t want to owe others a few meals, and it’s always good to have contacts.

So when I invited him to the concert, firstly, I thought we had a good relationship. Of course, I asked him first, and secondly, I wanted to reciprocate courtesy. If others treat me well, I must not treat others well.

As a result, there was such an episode in the middle, and I felt that I owed him more.

After listening to the concert, everyone was very excited.

Shanmeng called his friends to go to the bar together. There were three men and two women.

His friends are all good at drinking. I don’t know them very well, and it’s not easy to escape drinking, so I drink a little too much.

I was dizzy and ran to the toilet. I felt sick to my stomach. After vomiting for a while, I still felt dizzy, so I sat on the toilet to rest.

I heard two people coming in, they were actually two women, their voices were a bit familiar, they seemed to be the two friends of Shanmeng.

I patted my forehead, shit, I went to the wrong toilet.

I had to wait for the two girls to go to the toilet.

Short hair said, do you think Shanmeng can handle him?

The long-haired one smiled, he must be able to handle it, okay, he has always been good at this, and he has practiced it well.

The short-haired man also started to laugh, saying, he also lied to people that he had an ex-girlfriend, how did he make it up?

The long-haired man said that he has used this version no less than three times, and he has hit every shot, pretending to be hurt, and it's not like he hasn't caught a straight man before.

Short hair said, I guess this one fell faster than the last one.

Long hair said, didn't Shanmeng say that he was going to go to second base tonight?

Short hair said, I thought he went straight to third base?That's called Ji Wen, isn't it?I don't feel very good, not as good as his last one, not challenging at all.

The long hair snorted through his nose and said, yeah, what did I think it was like before?Playing games with you every day, is it useful?Like him, it's not a big deal.

The short hair said, no, you still don't know the taste of Shanmeng?Isn't he just like this kind of humble boy?

How much soil?

I pulled the coat on my body, I was dressed in ordinary clothes, and I didn't look at myself in the mirror, so I was ashamed to say that I was stupid.

The two girls came out of the bathroom quickly, and I also came out of the bathroom while no one was there.

I'm a little, just a little angry.

This level of anger even surprised me. If I went back half a year, I would rush over to arrest Shanmeng and beat him up.

You treat others as friends, others treat you as fools.

People are just playing with me, and I am so cocky that I want to invite people to watch the concert.

It's fucking hilarious.

Still fucking second base, fuck you.

It’s great to have a few dollars, it’s great to be able to drive a car, and it’s great to dress better than me.

Yes, I know, just better than me.

Then I will say goodbye and not accompany you, and go back to each house and find each mother.

I didn't take Shanmeng out and beat them up, mainly because there were so many of them that I couldn't beat them.

I took a taxi back to school, but the taxi driver was driving too wildly, I started to vomit as soon as I got out of the car, until my legs went limp, so I simply sat down on the street in front of the school.It was only at this time that I started to feel a little bitter.

Some things cannot be envied or envied.

Such as grades, such as money, such as feelings.

I uninstalled the game.

Zhao Jia asked me what was wrong.

I said, stop playing.

Zhao Jia said, did you have a conflict with Shanmeng?He called me and said you don't answer his calls or return his messages.

I don't know how to open my mouth to explain this to Zhao Jia, maybe I was the one who was cheated, but at the same time, I was also the one who lost face.People play you when they think you can play, and they fool you when they think you can.

I went to the bar to find Ah Sheng. Ah Sheng seemed very busy, so busy that he didn't have time to listen to my complaints.

Seeing my listless look, Zhou Ao said, do you want to come back and help me? The business has been booming recently and there is still a shortage of manpower.

He pointed to the recruitment poster hanging outside.

Xiao Xiao said, come back, don't worry about the boss, he has been busy rekindling old flames with his ex recently, so he has no time to hurt you.

I took a sip of the wine and felt the palm of my hand sticking to the glass was slightly hot. I said, Zheng Shiqian?Are they getting along again?

Xiao Xiao said, it wasn't him.The ex-ex-ex-ex-ex-ex-ex-ex-ex, I heard they were former classmates, and then they broke up, and that person went abroad, and now the two of them seem to be on good terms when they come back.

He said with a smile, I also heard their nonsense about this matter, brother Zhou knows it well, brother Zhou should reveal something to us.

Zhou Ao shook his head and said, what are men doing so casually, doing your business.

I took out my phone and looked through it, and the thank you message was lying alone in the phone that day.

I sighed and deleted the text message.

But there is a bit of a stalk in my heart, and I know that some things are impossible.

Ah Sheng sat down next to me and took the wine bottle from my hand.

He said, Xiaowen, what are you drinking?How many bottles have you drank?What's wrong?Tell me about it.

I said, not much.

He said, is it brother?I'll tell you everything, but you don't tell me anything, right?

I glanced at him and felt even more uncomfortable, and I said, Ah Sheng, I like you.

He smiled and said, drunk.I like you too, Xiaowen.Stop drinking, I'll tell Brother Zhou to send you back to school.

I also laughed, this is really fucked up, I said I like him, but he still doesn't understand.If he understands, he won't like me.

Ah Sheng wanted to drag me away, so I lay there clutching the corner of the sofa.

I don't want to go back to school because I'm so lonely.

A Sheng said, Ji Wen, everyone has left, we are going to close.

I said, I will sleep here.

Ah Sheng was silent for a while, put his arm around my shoulder, and patted me. He said very seriously, Xiao Wen, do you miss a woman?

I said, Ah Sheng, are you going to have sex?

He said, find a girlfriend.

I never knew Ah Sheng was so good at telling jokes.

I said, Ah Sheng, smoke a cigarette with me.

He smoked one and lighted it for me, he said, Xiaowen, I'm serious, find a girlfriend.

I nodded.

Zhou Ao came over and said, let's have a late-night snack, I invite you.

I can't remember what I ate, I just remember that when I left, Zhou Ao pulled me and said, come to work tomorrow.

Shanmeng came to the school to find me, and he asked me what happened?

He can really pretend.

I took him to the bar and bought him a drink.

I said, Shanmeng, I'm not straight, I'm gay.

He was stunned for a second, then laughed, and said, Ji Wen, I like you, sooner or later you have to say it, let's say it sooner.

I said, I don't like you, and I don't like others treating me like a fool.

He licked his lips and said, I didn't take you for a fool, I just tried to approach you in a way that is easier for you to accept.

I said, I don't like this way, and I don't like you.

His expression was a little disbelieving, he said, can you find someone better than me?

I smiled, so what if I can't.

He said, Ji Wen, don't take things so seriously, okay?We were pretty good before, just go with the feeling, I'm the one chasing you, and you don't need to think too much about it.I'd wait until you feel the feeling before establishing a relationship.

I know he wasn't chasing, just playing.

But he is so good at packaging this kind of gameplay, I can't find words to refute him.

Maybe I am stupid, so this kind of thing can only be solved with fists.

I haven't fought with brother Huang for too long, and my skills have regressed.

Everyone in the bar was watching us, Xiao Xiao ran over to pull me, and finally separated us.

Shanmeng said, Ji Wen, you are sick.I can't afford you to be a fucking jerk.

Zhou Ao asked the security to pull him out, and turned to me and said, Xiao Xiao, take him to wash his face.

My chin was cut by glass shards, it was not deep, so Xiao Xiao put a band-aid on me.

Ah Sheng ran over and yelled, "I'm going to take a shit, why did you get into a fight with someone?"

He touched my chin and said, whoever beat me, I will ask someone to beat him.

I looked at him and laughed, remembering that it was the same when I was in high school. His favorite thing to say to me was, Xiaowen, tell me whoever hits you, and I will beat him up for you.

He really helped me fight once, against the basketball team, and was almost beaten to tears.

After that I started calling him Ah Sheng.

A lot of things change when you grow up, but some things don't change.

For example, the relationship between me and Ah Sheng is still true, at least for now.