my dog ​​brother

I didn't dare to look up at him, just clutching the broken admission letter, my muscles were shaking.

I was so excited that I wanted to cry, but I wouldn't cry in front of him.

I don't want to look so childish and immature, I don't want to look so unmanly, I don't want to look so immature.

The tempering is probably the successful overcoming again and again.

I cleared my throat and pretended to be calm and said, Brother Dog, I'm sure.Whoever can't pass is a pig!If I haven't passed the exam, I will perform live and get the admission letter.

He laughed twice and said, Ji Wen, no one taught you not to talk too much?

I say it's confidence.

I sneaked a glance at him, and he stared at me with a smile.

I never thought he was a gentle person, he was not Ding Yanqi, his every move included being kind to others, and there was no trace of tenderness in it, it was more like throwing a rough steamed bun at random, with carelessness and indifference.

But his slightly playful smile gave me a gentle illusion at this time, like a super soft, super big and super warm mattress, once I lie on it, my whole body sinks into it completely.

I remembered what Zuo Sunglass said. He said that no matter how hard a person is, there is a soft place in his heart.

I am not a cold person, I probably have a lot of soft spots, and they are all about to be touched by Ruan Xun.

In order to live up to the acceptance letter that Brother Gou tore up, I, who was promoted to a second-year senior, decided to work hard and set a good example for all kinds of scumbag juniors who followed suit. Just learn from the dead.

When I was doing self-study in the library, I met a girl who majored in English, because she is alone, and I am alone, and we have found each other's companions, and we often go to the library together when we are not in class.

She said, GIVEN.

I said, what?

She said, the brand of the clothes you are wearing.

I was wearing the one that Brother Gou lent me last time to change it. I didn’t return it to him. I put it on myself. To be honest, I only washed it once. I didn’t wash it until it was too dirty. I didn’t want to wash it off. up.

I'm not rich, I don't even know what brand this dress is, I just wear it with a special vigor all over my body.

I said, what brand is this?name brand.

She said, don't you recognize what you are wearing?

I thought about it and said, my brother gave it to me.

She said, your brother is so kind to you.

I suddenly felt a sense of indescribable vanity, and it didn't seem appropriate to say it was vanity.I'm afraid it's more akin to delusional paranoia.

I said to the English girl, yes, my brother is very nice to me.He is very busy with work, and he still takes time to care about my life and study every day. Every time I pass a test, he will give me a bonus and find a tutor for me.

Of course I know that what I said was all lies, at least not completely true, and I don't know why I said these things, probably because I especially hope that I am different from him.

Unfortunately, I underestimated the IQ of English girls, or I overestimated the IQ of my lies.

She said, Ji Wen, your brother is so rich, why didn't he send you abroad.

I fuck.

She is so cruel.

I said, it's not my brother.

She smiled and said to comfort me, then he really treats you very well.

I lay down on the table discouraged and said, Lao Hong, this dress is for me to obey others. I am almost dressed like a pickle now, so I am embarrassed to return it just like this. Please help me choose one that is similar to this one. yes.You know those brands.

She said, okay, but I have to wait until I finish the book.

I glanced at it, it was in English, and I asked her, what book?

She said that the recent popular book "The Immortal Life of Capital".

I said, never heard of it.

She said with a look of disdain, the repercussions abroad have been great, do you know who the author is?

I shook my head.

She immediately spoke, and it was FN's columnist statement.A very powerful person. He used to be an Economist in China, but later went abroad. He jumped to FN to write economic analysis. He heard that he had a car accident and his lower body was paralyzed.

I opened my mouth and didn't speak for a long time.

I think this statement should be that statement, it is impossible for people with the same name and surname to be paralyzed.

I pulled her book over. There was a photo of the author on the cover. I remembered that man, exactly like the one in the photo.

It turned out that he was such a powerful person.

It's hard for me not to make a horizontal comparison of these information, and I come to the conclusion that they are all a group of very high-end people, me, haha, haha, hoho.

The English girl took me to a luxury store, and I always felt that the waiters inside were like uncles, and they were polite, but there was a kind of embarrassment in their bones.

I picked out a similar style and was about to ask the waiter to put it on. At this time, three young people who were not much different from my age walked in.

One of them looked familiar to me, but I couldn't remember who it was.

As soon as he spoke, I suddenly remembered that that person was Ruan Xun's younger brother Tianye.

He has changed a lot, he used to be very thin, but now he has become stronger. I wonder if the food abroad is too good.

He should have no memory of me, the person who beat him.

The tall man standing next to him looked older and said, don't you be afraid that your brother will scold you if you come back quietly?

Tian Ye said, how can he still control me now? He has gone to country L. It seems that an oil well of their company was bombed there, and a senior executive was arrested by the local armed opposition.

The tall man said, I saw in the news that the oil well was bombed, but I don't know about the latter.

Tian Ye said, it wasn't reported, and I don't know too well. I heard her briefly talk with his assistant on the phone before.

Another man in a black T said, when will your brother come back?

The tall man smiled and said, what do you want to do?

The man in the black T said that he wanted to chase his brother.

I pretended that I was still choosing clothes, turned my head and glanced at the black T-boy, hey, the gold and jade are in the middle of it.

Chasing, chasing, chasing, chasing your sister!

Tian Ye said, you can't catch up.

The black T man said unconvinced, why?Am I not handsome enough?

Tian Ye said that the level was too poor.

The black T-man said that he didn't think that the level of your brother's previous relationship was so high.

Tian Ye said, so the game will be over soon.

The tall man said, isn't Uncle Guo his son getting married next week?Your brother should go.

Tian Ye said, it should be.

I wanted to eavesdrop on what they were saying, but the English girl rushed me away.

I went back to school and quickly opened the webpage to search for news about the oil well explosion in country L, only to find out that there was a riot there recently, and the government army and the anti-government armed forces were fighting fiercely.

I didn't care much about these before. I couldn't even tell which corner of country L and country B were on the world map. Of course, I didn't even know which country Ruan Xun went to and what he did. The only thing I knew was He went abroad, maybe he came back in a week, maybe in two weeks, maybe in a month.

Zhao Jia said that country L started evacuating overseas Chinese some time ago.

He had a relative who was doing business there, and he came back two weeks ago to say that there was a lot of chaos there, much more chaotic than reported in the news.

I haven't smoked for a long time, I asked Wang Dali for one, and I asked him, do you feel uneasy?

He said, worry about what?

I said, the future.

He said yes.Otherwise, what are you smoking?

I said, Wang Dali, have you thought about what will happen with your girlfriend in the future?

He said, thought about it, but couldn't figure it out.First of all, you have to find a job, so let’s take it step by step.And you?

I put out the cigarette, and felt that Wang Dali's words made sense every time.

Take it one step at a time.

The road is right in front of you, and if you want to walk over it, you have to take it step by step.

I asked Zhou Ao, and said, Brother Zhou, do you know about the explosion of the oil well of Brother Gou Company?

Zhou Ao said, I know, are you worried?

I said, I watched the news over there in the past two days, and I was a little flustered.

Zhou Ao smiled and said, have you told him?

I froze for a moment and said, I haven't confessed yet.

He seemed to understand very well and nodded and said, are you afraid that you have no position to care about?

I half-approved and half-embarrassed with a smile.

I waited for him to return to the country as before, and I thought that this time when he came back, I would confess my love immediately, even if he disagreed, as long as he didn’t chase me away and think I was annoying, I would chase him all the way.

But things are often unpredictable.

The situation in country L took a turn for the worse. It only took a week from riots in some areas to local armed conflicts to civil wars being used in the news to describe the whole situation.

I called Ruan Xun to invite him to come to our school to watch my badminton match next week, but the call was not connected.

When I really started to realize that things might have changed, Zhou Ao stopped coming to the bar.

Xiao Xiao said, Brother Zhou asked me to tell you something, and he said don't worry.

But how could I not worry?No one even answered Zhou Ao's phone call.

I called Ding Yanqi, and Ding Yanqi said that he didn't know the situation well and was still waiting for news, so he couldn't contact Ruan Xun for the time being.

At first, I just kept reassuring myself not to think about it. They are such a big company, they must have protective measures, and there is no possibility that anything will happen.

But the news said that all the evacuation work in country L has ended.

Fuck, what's going on?

It's over, why didn't Ruan Xun return home?

I couldn't sit still anymore, I even wanted to go directly to Ruan Xun's company to ask about the current situation, maybe it was Secretary Huang whom I met once?

I hoped to ask Si Zhe, but he didn't even know that Ruan Xun had gone to country L.

When I really couldn't think of any way to relieve the anxiety in my heart, I suddenly realized a person.

I searched for a long time before I found the business card thrown to me by 1.9 meters in the pocket of a pair of trousers. I am extremely glad that I did not throw it away at that time.

1.9 meters asked me to find him in his office.

He was in an old building in the urban area, on the fourth floor, and put up a sign saying H City Early Childhood Auxiliary Education Institution Center.

Seeing me coming, he pointed to the chair next to him for me to sit down, then lit a cigarette, and said, there is something wrong with Ruan Xun, and we are actively trying to solve it now, are you patient enough to listen to me? ?

My eyelids twitched, I put my hand on my lap neatly, and said, yes.