Senior, follow me

At the same time, Yan Zicheng was drinking in the cold.As a frequent visitor to this bar, he has a good relationship with the boss. Occasionally, when he is in a bad mood and wants to avoid other people, he will come here. The boss will lend him a small room behind the bar to be alone. I will also chat with him.

"Why are you free today? I heard that you are currently arranging for the annual drama, and you are very busy." Yan Zicheng was in a daze with a cigarette between his hands, when the boss suddenly appeared out of nowhere, with a glass of wine in his hand, and handed it to him. In front of him, "Long time no see, buy one get one free, let me give you an extra cup."

Yan Zicheng managed to pack up his chaotic mood, and braced himself to deal with the enthusiastic boss.

"What kind of wine is this?" The color of that glass of wine is very special, blue and red, like a fire burning in ice, it is very beautiful, Yan Zicheng took a closer look, and felt that he had never seen it before, probably a new product.

"Try a new product recently developed."

really.Yan Zicheng took a sip from his cup and frowned, "Isn't this too bitter?"

"Try drinking it in one sitting." The boss blinked and smiled slyly.

Yan Zicheng glanced at him suspiciously, hesitated for a moment, raised his glass and drank it down.

"Cough, cough, cough!" Yan Zicheng blushed, almost spit out what was in his mouth, and said angrily, "Are you fucking kidding me? Is this stuff for people to drink!" Bitter like traditional Chinese medicine Yes, and the more he drank, the more bitter the taste became, Yan Zicheng felt that his tongue was going to be numb.

The store manager was unmoved, and handed over a glass of boiled water with a smile, "Rinse your mouth."

Yan Zicheng stared at him for a few seconds, then grabbed the cup and poured it into his mouth.After spitting out two mouthfuls of water, he felt the bitter taste in his mouth lessened, so he swallowed, intending to flush his throat.

"... Huh?" It doesn't matter if you swallow it, when Yan Zicheng sensed the sweetness coming back from his throat, he couldn't help but widen his eyes in surprise, "This... so sweet..." It's as sweet as the sweet spring in the mountains Yan Zicheng couldn't help but took another sip of water, and sure enough, the sweet taste was more obvious this time.Yan Zi sincerely knew that it probably had something to do with the drink before, so he looked at the boss curiously.

The owner's name is Qin Heng. He is a man in his 30s. He is between youth and middle age. He has handsome and mature features, but he has a vicissitudes of life on his body. He is the type that women like most nowadays. A handsome man.At this moment, he was leaning on the table, looking at Yan Zicheng with his chin resting, and when he finally realized the unusualness of the glass of wine, he laughed, "Minjiang snow has been added to this wine."

"Minjiang Snow?"

"It is a kind of tea produced in Dujiangyan. It tastes bitter, but if you drink mineral water afterwards, you will return the sweet taste from your throat. I found it when I was traveling around Chengdu last time. I think it is very sweet. Interesting, so I used it as a raw material for a new variety, and it seems to work well."

Yan Zicheng was stunned, "Boss, you are also very brave. If you mix wine and tea together, will there really be no problem?"

Qin Heng waved his hand and said carelessly, "Why do people have to be so careful when they are alive? Delicious food, as long as you can eat it, and delicious food, as long as you can drink it, what do you want to do so much?"

Yan Zicheng thought about it, and after thinking about it, he couldn't help complaining, "But even if this tea is bitter, you don't have to make it so bitter, right? Who can drink it..."

"Without this bitterness, the sweetness will also fade." Qin Heng smiled, implying, "Sometimes, life is like this."

Yan Zicheng was stunned for a moment, his expression a little embarrassed, "You also have such a philosophical time? Use this old-fashioned argument to make sense?"

Qin Heng shook his head and sighed, "You didn't understand me at all. Everyone knows all the hardships and joys in life. Do I need to say more? Look at this glass of wine, blue and red, It's like a fire burning in the ice, it's very beautiful, when you see it, what do you think it tastes like?"

Yan Zicheng stared at the wine glass and gradually frowned.

"The vast majority of people will think it is delicious because it looks good. You are the same, so you drink it without hesitation. It is very bitter. After you take a sip, you don't want to drink it again. But its sweetness can only be experienced when the taste returns after drinking it. The charm of this wine lies in its aftertaste, not just its sweetness."

"...Hui Gan?" Yan Zicheng murmured thoughtfully.

"That's right." Qin Heng nodded, with a serious face, "Everyone is willing to try something that looks beautiful, but the result is often not as expected. Some people are injured, and they will never try again. The second time, I shrink back and miss the really good things.”

"Yan Zicheng, in fact, what I want to tell you is that you really need a little more courage than now to face the future and the future, and to face the person in your life who is really worth looking forward to."

Yan Zicheng was silent for a long time, suddenly seemed to think of something, raised his eyebrows slightly, "Did you meet someone?"

Qin Heng blinked ambiguously, pointed out the door, smiled without saying a word.

When Yan Zicheng came out of the bar in a hurry, he immediately saw the familiar figure standing alone in front of the shop.Fang Qiao was standing under the flashing neon lights, completely naked, and he didn't know how long he had been waiting.

Yan Zicheng's heart moved, and he walked in front of him, his throat was a little constricted, and he couldn't speak for a while.

When Fang Qiao saw him, he was stunned for a moment, then smiled, with a natural expression, no different from the usual sunny and gentle him, but this time, Yan Zicheng could see the slightest trace of concealment from his expression. Tired.

"Senior, I wanted to go in to find you, but because I'm not a regular customer, the boss won't let me into the inner room, so I'm here—"

"How long have you been waiting?" Yan Zicheng interrupted him with a muffled voice.

"Ah... not for a long time." Fang Qiao was taken aback for a moment, then replied with a smile, "It's only half an hour."

Yan Zicheng lowered his head and listened, knowing that he was lying, it was just that he had spent more than half an hour talking with the boss in the room, thinking about the winter, Fang Qiao just stood outside the door and waited, He felt a pang of guilt, and the guilt grew bigger and bigger like a snowball, making his heart sink all the way, and he couldn't breathe heavily.

——"Yan Zicheng, you really need a little more courage than now, to face the future and the future, to face the person who is really worth looking forward to in your life." Qin Heng's words sounded vaguely in his ears again, but Every word is heartfelt, reminding him of his willfulness and stupidity.

Yan Zicheng, how can you take your timidity as a natural excuse to wantonly hurt someone who truly loves you?

"Fang Qiao, I..." Yan Zicheng raised his head abruptly, said a few words but couldn't speak, feeling extremely uncomfortable.

Fang Qiao looked at him in surprise, and habitually said comforting words, "I really didn't wait long, it doesn't matter, it's fine as soon as you come out, let's go back—"

"Fang Qiao, I'm sorry..." Looking at the boy's warm eyes as always, Yan Zicheng's voice choked up, he turned his head away in embarrassment, and let the words in his heart blurt out, "Fang Qiao, I'm really sorry, it's all me My fault, the weather is uncertain, inexplicable, suddenly ran away, and got angry at you... I... I really shouldn't be like this, but I, I just can't control myself. My temper is really bad, I this People are also very bad, timid and afraid of getting into trouble, and will only run away when encountering things, I really..." Yan Zicheng was rarely incoherent, he really had a lot of things to say, a lot of things he wanted to confess, and a lot A lot of apologies wanted to tell Fang Qiao that this was the first time in his life that Yan Zicheng found that his expressive skills were so poor that he couldn't even express his true feelings clearly.

He babbled on for a long time with a hoarse voice, and almost finished talking for a month. Tears flowed down uncontrollably and wet the corners of his clothes. Yan Zicheng hung his head, and he couldn't figure it out What he was talking about, but he could feel the fiery gaze coming from in front of him.

Fang Qiao didn't make a sound or move, just stood there quietly, looking at Yan Zicheng, who had his head down and his face was depressed and restless, with a calm expression.

After a long time, Yan Zicheng's mood finally calmed down a little. After venting out the depression and boredom that had been stuck in his heart for many days, a strong uneasiness surged up. Why didn't Fang Qiao respond?Why didn't he say a word?Sure enough, he is still angry... This is also sad, being treated hot and cold by others, everyone will be angry... Yan Zicheng is very annoyed, because of his ridiculous evasion actions a few days ago.

He was thinking wildly, but he suddenly felt a warm feeling in his body, and Fang Qiao's deep and clear voice sounded in his ears, like a clear spring in the mountains, passing through his nerves lightly, "Senior, come with me."

Yan Zicheng raised his head and looked at Fang Qiao in a daze, not understanding what he meant.

Fang Qiao's eyes were deep, but his expression was peaceful, with a smile on his lips, "Come with me, I want to take you to a place."

Fang Qiao took Yan Zicheng up to the Chengdu Radio and Television Tower.

Chengdu Radio and TV Tower is the tallest building in Chengdu, with a maximum height of 230 meters.Looking down, you can have a panoramic view of the night view of the city. The rays of light form a flowing dragon, dotting the sparks of the entire city brightly. The prosperity and madness of this land are all contained in it, and the joys and sorrows of countless people are also here. One after another, the performance never stops.

Yan Zicheng stood beside Fang Qiao, looking down at the scenery under his feet in a daze, a little lost in thought.

"Senior, I have always known that you have something on your mind. I also know that this concern should be related to that person named Zhang Fan." Fang Qiao spoke slowly, but Yan Zicheng trembled involuntarily, but did not speak.

Fang Qiao didn't look at him but stared at the open transparent glass window in front of her, and continued: "I'm really not angry, even though you have been hiding from me for several days, I can't speak, which makes me feel very uncomfortable... But I'm really not mad at you, and I don't blame you."

He paused, watching Yan Zicheng's shoulder move slightly, reached out his hand, clenched his hand, and interlocked his fingers.The night became the best cover, the sleeves of the two overlapped, and no one could see the clasped palms underneath.Yan Zicheng froze, then gradually relaxed.

"Senior, look." Fang Qiao raised his other hand and pointed at the dotted lights in front of him, with an unusual smile on the corner of his mouth, "This city is so big, but when we stand at such a high place At that time, the land under our feet was just such a small piece of land. In this city, people are born every day, and people die every day. Three or five people form families and live their own lives. Living in one's own world, happy or sad, at ease. How much weight can a person's life, old age, sickness and death, joy, anger, sorrow and joy really have? To be honest, it's not worth mentioning at all."

"Senior, I understand your worries and what you are afraid of. This world will always be full of all kinds of people, and will always be full of all kinds of eyes, and we are indeed this The aliens in society are bound to be isolated and treated differently. But even so, so what? Fang Qiao and Yan Zicheng being together is a matter that has nothing to do with anyone, and does not need anyone's support To understand and agree, the only thing you need is your courage and my persistence."

"Yan Zicheng, the two of us will also have our own world, and the two of us will surely have a smooth and stable life like countless people in this city. If this city does not accept us, I will be like Now, trample this city under your feet; if this world does not accept us, I will create a new world for you, so that you will never have to be afraid!"

The boy's oath was unexpectedly frivolous and immature, but it made Yan Zicheng's heart feel more at ease bit by bit.

Yan Zicheng turned his head to look at Fang Qiao, seeing the mixed shadows cast by the dim lights on his face, and also seeing the arrogant and domineering smile at the corner of his mouth, suddenly, he seemed to see the previous one again, swaying wantonly on the stage strong man sweating.

How could he have forgotten?Fang Qiao is actually not a gentle and harmless old man, his nature is actually domineering and strong, just like at this moment, standing on the highest point of the city, pointing Fang Qiu, when he reveals his true appearance At that time, no matter where you are, you will be crowned king.

Such a Fang Qiao made Yan Zicheng tremble from the bones, but also from the infatuation of the soul.

Since when did he fall in love with Fang Qiao?It probably started from the first time I saw the other party like this...

The author has something to say: When I wrote this, I pondered for a long time about what kind of person Yan Zicheng is and what kind of person Fang Qiao is.

Everyone's personality has multiple sides, just like Yan Zicheng's cowardice and evasion hidden under his pride and indifference, and Fang Qiao's domineering under his appearance. In the final analysis, it all has something to do with their living environment and family.

Yan Zicheng became timid and pessimistic because of his troubles, while Fang Qiao was optimistic and confident because of his good family and life. This is for sure.

The most fortunate thing is that Fang Qiao is indeed a talented person. Given time, he will definitely stand out and make some achievements. In other words, he has the capital to make such an oath and promise.

I pondered over and over whether such a promise was too exaggerated, but after thinking about it carefully, I still plan to deal with it this way.After all, I still have to satisfy the youthful frivolity and arrogance of eighteen or nineteen-year-old boys. When we were together, we must have made such a vow with a heart higher than the sky~

I firmly believe that the love between men must be partly based on admiration for each other, and partly based on one party's conquest of the other.In other words, this feeling is related to a certain instinctive desire to obey the strong, and a certain instinctive human desire to conquer.Perhaps it was because of this that Fang Qiao caught Yan Zicheng's attention.

Finally, I hope this article can carry something more important than love, such as bravery, self-confidence, how to live, how to overcome difficulties, and break out of barriers. If possible, I hope I can convey these things to more people.

Urgent notice: stop updating on the 22nd, sorry for too many things