about i love you

Lu Qiang's parents are out of town, and he lives alone in a big house. I asked him, "Do you still like him?"

He smiled, holding a cup with thin lines drawn on it.

He said, "He gave it to me on my birthday last year. I have been keeping it safe. I have liked him for two years. Anyway, I may not meet him in the future. Maybe I will forget it someday."

I nodded and said yes.

He asked me, "You study in No. [-] High School? Do you want to come and live here? You won't be charged for the room."

I looked up at Wen Mengliang, he was looking at a painting on the wall, his brows were frowning, he didn't know what he was thinking.

Lu Qiang noticed my gaze and looked over, winking with me as if he understood something.

I rolled my eyes, and the matter of moving the house was just nothing.

Another two months later, we have been in school for a long time, and almost all the new students in the class know a little bit.

Our current teacher is a newcomer. He has set up a small group system. He divides a few people into a group, and they are bound together for a semester. They are still together after the seats are adjusted, but they can be changed within the group.

The leader of our group is a very aggressive girl who speaks loudly and is tall and strong.

What I didn't expect was that I was assigned to the same class as Sun Zhe. He didn't pass the final exam. There must be a big gap between the key class and the ordinary class. As before, just focus on learning.

"Oh, don't touch me, don't touch me, I hate it, it's dirty."

Sun Han was having convulsions again, a girl provoked him for some reason, and he gave full play to his sissy spirit, making a coquettish voice.

However, I also looked very cute, not so annoying.

He's just doing it for fun, to amuse people, not because he's born that way, I can see that.

After all, I have been a group for so long, so I know a little bit about it.

He is good-looking, about 1.7 meters seven, wearing glasses, a straight nose, and fair skin. Girls don't dislike him much except for calling him a sissy.

I smiled and glanced at him, turned sideways, he leaned back unconsciously, almost leaning against my arms, my heart moved slightly, and the smile deepened.

He had had enough trouble, so he sat up straight again and muttered, "He Su, you are too disrespectful, you won't help me when I'm being bullied."

I picked up a pen to do my homework, tilted my head to look at him, and he stopped talking, and I still kept my head down to say something, but I couldn't hear clearly.

At this time, there are boys and girls sitting at the same table, but there are not many. Our group is divided into half and half. Sun Han and I sit together, and the other two have a pair of men and women sitting together. too contradictory.

The original intention of the teacher is to let us help each other to learn. During class, we can turn around and discuss with six people. I think this is just convenient for us to play. Who knows what he thinks.

After school in the evening, I packed my things and went home as usual. Sun Han leaned over and grabbed my schoolbag. He said, "The school dormitory is so uncomfortable. Let me live with you. Isn't your house very close?"

I glanced at him, pulled out my schoolbag, and said, "Okay, you have to talk to the teacher first."

He wrinkled his nose and put down his hands, rubbing his fingers pretending to be shy, I called his head and said, "Like your example, my house is not here, I live with someone else, there is no room for you."

He rubbed his head, lying on the table to write and draw, the light was shining on it, and he could see some blue halo reflected from the glasses. I picked up my schoolbag and left, but my thoughts flew to nowhere.

Wen Mengliang was still working in our school supermarket this year. I asked him why he didn't change his job, and he said that no one would want him like this.

Looking into his sad eyes, I immediately felt sad and missed this topic.

When I met him in the supermarket, I helped him when I was happy, and ignored him when I was not happy.

He seems to be very busy these days, every time I go back, he has already fallen asleep, lying motionless on the bed, I just sit over and watch him in a daze, help him pull up the quilt, and get up after a while to tidy up.

My grades were a little better, and I was considered the pillar of our group. I got No.3 in the class during the monthly exam, but my grade ranking was not good, and I was already in the top 400.

Our teacher approached me once and told me to calm down. He is a very smart person. If he puts all his mind on his studies, he will definitely do well.

I think what he said is quite right, but now I am obsessed with a game and downloaded it to Wen Mengliang’s computer. Every night when I go back and don’t play it, I feel itchy, I can’t sleep well at night, and I feel sleepy during the day. It was Sun Han who took pictures of me before the teacher cleaned me up.

After class this day, Sun Han lay on the table and looked at me with his head tilted. His whole body was a little listless, which was quite different from his usual active appearance.

I reached out and patted his head, asking "what's wrong?"

He rubbed against my hand and grinned, showing his white teeth.

After a while he sat up again, muttering, "I went out all night last night, sleepy and hungry. Ah, please take care of me, please take care of me."

The team leader in front turned his head and said, "Sun Han, you are shameless again, and you are still supporting me. Come on, hang out with my sister."

Sun Han blinked and asked, "Really? We will support you, please eat, no money."

The team leader ignored him, the exam was coming soon, and everyone was busy studying.

I looked at Sun Han in a daze, hesitated for a while, and said, "Let's go, go buy something to eat, I'm hungry too."

This is the end of the second get out of class, and the time is long enough. There are about 15 minutes left, enough for us to make a trip from the supermarket and come back.

Sun Han nodded, stood up, stretched, and walked out first.

I put down the pen, touched the money in my pocket, laughed, sighed for some reason, and followed out.

In the corridor, the sound of the students fighting was vaguely heard. It was lively and lively. The sun came down from the east and cast a faint golden light on the roof of the teaching building. I quickened my pace and followed Sun Han to see his strange behavior. walking posture.

In his class, he has a nickname called "Pseudo-Niang", which was given to him by a girl, and it is mostly a joke. He doesn't like others calling it that way, but he still likes to talk like a mother-in-law, and he can't straighten up when he walks. , timidly.

When I walked to the supermarket, because time was running out, there were already a lot fewer people.

He went straight to the place where the snacks were sold, and first took a pack of biscuits. I looked at it, took a bag of bread and walked over, and asked, "Why don't you eat this, just to be full. I'll have some tea when I go back to the classroom."

He shook his head, pointed at the label, and said, "I don't have enough money to buy this."

I think it's funny how he looks, and it's even more amusing when paired with what he looks like in the classroom.

I couldn't help but put my hand on the top of his head, with a gentle tone that I didn't expect myself, and I said, "I treat you to eat, let's buy it."

He nodded and said loudly, "That's what you said, He Su, I didn't force you, please, I'll find something to eat, I'm starving to death, what should I do if I lose weight from starvation."

He left, and I held the bread in my hand, wondering if I should get another bag of milk or something, but my intuition always told me that milk and bread should be eaten together, and I don’t know who instilled it in me.

Turning a corner, I saw Wen Mengliang standing there, his face was expressionless, when he saw me he was stiff and tried to smile, but because he failed, he looked weird.

I passed him by, he stretched out his hand to pull my clothes, I gave him a light look, and he let go of his hand, his eyes were as bright as usual, but there was an inexplicable discomfort, I felt awkward , walked quickly.

When he went back at night, it was rare for him to stay awake, typing on the computer at the desk, the light reflected on his face, and his eyelashes were longer, casting a shadow under his eyelids.

I squeezed his shoulders, pulled a chair beside him and sat down. He was reading the article. I glanced at it twice. It was a bit like Chicken Soup for the Soul, long and large text, narrated like a saint.

He turned his head and leaned over, I kissed his lips, poking out the tip of my tongue slightly, and sighed comfortably.

Wen Mengliang is a very strange existence in my life. I can do very intimate things with him, but I don't realize that I like him.

I may think that he looks good, he is very good, he likes me very much, and he treats me very well, but I don't have feelings for him, but I have feelings for Sun Han.

This feeling is an elusive feeling, like when I saw Sun Han inadvertently, I had a vague illusion in my mind, thinking that I should be close to him, I like talking to him, watching him smile, even his I also find frowning cute.

When I was in the classroom, my eyes couldn't help looking at him, no matter where he was.

This feeling is a little deeper than what happened to Liu Siqi at the beginning, but I never thought about touching him, my cleanliness became more serious, I would not think about hugging or kissing him, I think it is a kind of innocence Appreciative liking has nothing to do with love.

But Wen Mengliang, nothing.

After the kiss, I sighed, he left from the computer, I opened the game to play, he went to wash and go to bed, and wrote a note to me before going to bed, asking me to go to bed early.

I looked at it, and then threw it into the trash can beside me.

Lu Qiang contacted me a few days ago. He is now studying painting in another school and is returning to his old job. Speaking of this, I thought of Xu Xiangqian again.

Just a cheap question, he stopped talking when he heard the name.

After a while, I said, "I haven't seen him for several months, but I really can't forget it. It's like it's engraved in my mind. It won't get rid of it no matter how long it's there. It hurts when I think about it."

I didn't know what to say, so I didn't answer and hung up the phone.

In fact, I didn't tell him. Xu Xiangqian also called me. He was very sad. Ge Lin couldn't bear the hardship of long-distance relationship and broke up with him. He drank a lot of wine that night, and then called me crying, saying that he How much I love Ge Lin, said this is his first love, said a lot, I only understand a little bit.

This guy is purely heterosexual.

Lu Qiang was fucking useless at all.

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