about i love you

When the results of the final exam came out, I took a look. I didn't do very well in the exam, but I didn't fail the grade. Generally speaking, it was okay, and I got the credits that should be obtained.

In the end, the application for the scholarship is determined by the credits. The inspection team I joined will add two credits at the end. Although it is not much, it is still possible. In this way, it is more than other students who did nothing. Advantage.

Hearing that the relationship between the students in the student union and the teacher will be closer, and it will be good for the final exam results, I suddenly regret it. In the current semester, I have an almost paranoid obsession with things like money.

Winter is approaching the Chinese New Year, Xu Xiangqian still stayed here, I went to eat with him after get off work, and while we were eating, he suddenly said, "He Su, let's go to sing and drink."

I looked up at him and asked "You pay?"

He nodded, exhausted.

I found a job for him in the factory where I worked. The temperature has risen again these days. It looks like more than 20 degrees. It is enough to wear a thin shirt inside and a coat outside. We sat in a Eat at a food stall.

Oily smoke billowing, sweating profusely, my cleanliness has disappeared.

People will always be forced by life to look like they have never imagined before. I accept it and don't intend to resist. Time flies by, and I know how much I am.

The locals are all talking about the Chinese New Year. The sound of firecrackers explodes suddenly, which is startling, but it is more about the hope for the New Year. Those of us who come out to work are not so interested. The house is rented by others. Paste couplets and set off firecrackers at the door.

Southerners don’t eat dumplings during Chinese New Year, and we have to go shopping and make them ourselves. When people are walking outside, even if they are with their families, they don’t feel like home.

Xu Xiangqian walked beside me, holding a cigarette in his hand, the stains on his fingers could never be washed off, and the dark prickly eyes hurt.

He said, "He Su, if you don't get drunk today, you won't go home."

I laughed, "Don't you know how little I can drink? It's a trivial matter not to get drunk or go home. You have to move me back."

He looked up and smiled, threw the cigarette butt on the ground, stretched out his feet and crushed it.

As he was walking, he looked up and saw the big screen outside the supermarket in front of him playing TV.

"Gradually forget, forget the time, can only think hard, grasp the miss..."

Hu Ge stared and flew with his sword, Xu Qianqian kicked me and said, "Do you remember, I used to like to watch him play Legend of Sword and Fairy the most. It was so popular at that time, and it is still the same now."

no the same.How could it be the same? I shook my head, nodded again, and looked around for a while.

The two wandered around the street for a long time, and the sky gradually darkened.

He took me to a place with three words KTV flashing on it, and I asked, "Have you been there before?"

He nodded, with a sense of nostalgia in his eyes, "I used to come here for Ge Lin's birthday and sang here."

It took me a long time to think back hard before I remembered who Ge Lin was.

Xu Xiangqian walked in, talked to the front desk, and then a waiter led us into a private room, closed the door for us and walked out.

Xu Xiangqian held the remote control in his hand, but did not order a song. He suddenly said, "Ge Lin used to like to come here the most. After I left, I don't know if she has been here, and now people don't know where she is."

I leaned on the back of the sofa and said lazily, "It's been a long time ago, shouldn't you be thinking about Meng Shuran right now? She is the wife you are marrying by Ming Media."

He sighed and said, "She got married in her hometown and got her marriage certificate. Please tell me not to look for her again. The other party blames her for being rich, and I can't bear it."

I didn't speak anymore, a shallow voice came from the speaker, floating here, like a ghost.

"You bad boy, why don't you speak..."

The soft voice came out of his mouth, and he returned to the style of the literary youth many years ago. I took a bottle of beer and poured it into my mouth. I couldn't help standing up and fighting for the microphone with him.

He yelled, "Go away, uncle, can you sing? Go away, I'll come, you wipe and listen."

I slammed the beer bottle on the floor and said "Fuck you!"

He suddenly laughed, stroked my hair and said, "He Su, you are drunk."

I said "No, I will sing."

He handed me the microphone, and went back to drink alone. The drink was not enough, so he lit another cigarette, and I coughed while singing.

I said I don't dodge I have to do it

If you don’t listen to what you say, you still want to love. Work harder. Love makes you understand.

There's no other way to go You decide whether you want to stay with me

Do not listen to favoritism, rely on me to feel love

Waiting for your dependence to favor you

Pain is also pleasant

Forget yesterday, now you are in front of my eyes

i want love please give me a chance

And if I'm wrong, take it on me that you're the answer

I'm not afraid of anyone laughing at my extreme

……

A heart-piercing song was sung, his throat was about to explode, Xu Xiangqian booed there, stood up and danced non-stop, dancing beautifully.

I said, "Xu Xiangqian, cough cough... Xu... cough cough, Xu Xiangqian, do you still remember Lu Qiang?"

He stood there for a while and poured the wine bottle into his mouth.

I said, "Xu Xiangqian, Lu Qiang has found a partner, and he doesn't like you anymore, you idiot."

He drank several bottles of wine in a row, tongue tied, and said, "Don't tell me about him, fuck, gay, it's disgusting."

I went on to sing "I want to love, please give me a chance..."

Then I put the microphone on the table and walked towards him, my steps were steady and my mind was calm, I said, "Xu Xiangqian, I like Lu Qiang, I also like men."

He laughed loudly, and then leaned in front of me and said, "He Su, don't fucking joke with me, I don't know you yet, when I was young, I used to discuss which girl was good-looking, don't you remember?"

I went to the sofa and sat down, touched a cigarette, stopped talking, and he didn't move, and then asked, "Can't what you said be true?"

I was a little confused, looked up and said "Huh? What?"

And "oh, I'm gay, don't you know that?"

He didn't hear what I said, he sang with a microphone, and sang a song, "Infatuated Absolutely" and "Hands Free", just like a bitter woman.

After singing, it suddenly cut to "Bad Boy", the voice was soft and soft.

"If you have no tears to wipe, don't rub your eyes..."

Singing and singing, tears fell down.

He threw the microphone and came down and talked to me cracklingly, "Tiaotiao is actually not my first child. At that time, when Meng Shuran was pregnant for the first time, we two went to the hospital for an abortion. She died on the third day." Going to work, her face is pale every day, she said that even so she will always be with me and never leave, she understands that I have no money, so I can not have children first, but now she is fucking married to someone else , He Su, do you think she is a wolf-hearted dog, is she a wolf-hearted dog? Isn't that right?"

Tiaotiao is his current daughter's nickname, he grabbed my collar, his eyes were red, I pressed the cigarette butt on his wrist, he suddenly backed away, I laughed out loud.

"He Su, are you really gay? Like Lu Qiang?"

He sat on the ground and asked me, his eyes were red and he was holding the beer bottle. I suspected that he was going to hit me on the head.

I said "hmm."

He didn't talk anymore, the computer continued to play songs, casually, no one sang anymore, beer was poured into my stomach, and I felt like my stomach was like a bottomless pit, which could hold so much liquid.

I drank too much wine, but my mind was sober. I thought that before the final exam, Wen Mengliang deliberately told me that he was deeply in love.

I don't want to hit him.

I can not let it go.

I guess I really like him, my little mute.

I was half lying on the sofa in a daze, and Xu Qianqian squatted on the ground crying, with tears and snot, like a bear.

The door was opened suddenly, and the light brightened obviously. I looked up, and the other party was looking inside with a frown, with obvious shadows on his face.

But very familiar.

I stood up unsteadily and called out, "Brother Shi Yang."

Then I was stumbled by the wires on the ground, planted directly on the ground, and was held back by him, and I shouted again, "Brother Shiyang, I want to smell Mengliang."

Then there was no consciousness, a big dream.

When I woke up the next day, my head didn't hurt, but my body hurt, and my leg hurt. I pulled up my pants and took a look. Damn, did I fight with someone yesterday? Why is there a bruise on my leg?

I got up and looked around the unfamiliar but comfortable environment, trying to find the bathroom to wash and go to the bathroom by the way, panicked.

Shi Yang pushed open the door and walked in, saw me smiled and said, "I'm sober, do you want to eat?"

I rubbed my hair and asked "Where is the bathroom?"

He pointed it out to me, and then he went to tidy up the bedding. I walked out after washing and asked, "Where is this? Your house? Where is your house?"

He had already packed up his things and sat on the stool waiting for me. After hearing what I said, he replied, "My hometown is here in Ningyuan, but my university is in Beijing, and our family also has a house there."

What happened to Wen Yang?

I wanted to ask, but subconsciously, I missed this topic.

He said that Xu Xiangqian left early in the morning, and he couldn't stop him. I guess he might have remembered what I said last night after waking up from the drunkenness, and he was against me.

I went to have breakfast with Shi Yang, and then left. This was a chance encounter. I don’t want to stay with him all the time. I still have to work. I don’t know if Xu Xiangqian asked me for leave today. It’s too late up.

This KTV actually belongs to Shi Yang's family, and his family background is good.

My parents found out about this incident and reprimanded me and Xu Xiangqian. Xu Xiangqian lived in a dormitory and did not live with me, but after this incident he became farther and farther away from me. It's like never seeing it.

I can't do anything about it, he hates it, I can't make him not hate it, after the new year, it's not far away from school.

After I paid my salary, I went back to Wenyang directly by car, and didn't go back to Shangshao, where I had nothing to worry about. I went back and stared at the old house in a daze.

It's better to go back to Wenyang and see that Meng Liang is really here.

When I was in Ningyuan, I contacted him by text message. He said that he went to Beijing to find his sister, and went to discuss the adaptation of novels into games. I felt that he was much more mature than me. However, no matter how mature he was, he was still suppressed by me .

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