Being stared at directly can give people the illusion of being overwhelmed by overwhelming admiration.Wen Song shrank his neck and wanted to hide back, but before the word "Qin" could be said, he was caught off guard and kissed on his lips.

"..."

He froze for a moment, then raised his hand in anger, and before he touched Qin Tan, he was held and pressed against his back, and kissed heavily again.It's the same as how he treated the glass of grapes and milk. It's good to taste the untried taste, and you have to eat enough to express your liking.

He suspected that Qin Qin's mind was controlled by the atmosphere or other reasons, and he didn't know what he was doing at all, so he staggered back a few steps in order to distance himself.But he was closely pursued and pressed against the deck and fell backwards. He grabbed his elbows so hard that he didn't fall down, and his waist hurt from the rough leather.

Wen Song couldn't stop shaking, afraid that he would be broken in half.

It is human nature to pursue happiness.Qin Qin magnified this nature on his body, and conveyed it through his hot and humid lips.The random kiss usurped his strength, and even affected his feelings—he obviously resisted everything here, but he also began to feel strangely addicted.

The music never stops.They are like every pair of young people on the dance floor, immersed in this night favored by desire/desire, clinging to each other's bodies, even if the outside world is turned upside down, they don't care.

"Do you want to go outside to play?" Qin Tan fulfilled his wish and happily walked out with him in his arms. "Let's go now."

Wen Song was dizzy from the torment, and hadn't recovered from the lack of oxygen: "...what?"

"Do you like the sea or the mountains? You don't seem to like high places." He was like a child who was so energetic that he demolished his house in the middle of the night, muttering, "Then let's go to the beach? Rent a boat to watch the sunrise. Do you like it?" A whale? Or a dolphin?"

"..."

Wen Song has never run on the street like this in his life.

Now he can be sure.Qin Tan was caught in a morbid frenzy, like a wild horse, ignoring his footsteps at all.He was almost being dragged away, the midnight cold wind poured into the air duct, and his breathing became more and more difficult, but he held on tightly and dared not let go.

The air is gradually thinning, and the body does not seem to be his own.He breathed heavily, and his eyes turned black, as if he had coughed up half of his soul, floating in the air overlooking this weird escape.Only the remaining will can help him find a way to deal with the emergency.

When the consciousness is blurred, the vision is also dimmed.Broken sounds and pictures were strung together in his mind with difficulty.

"Let's go to see the sunrise... Do you know which direction the sea is in?"

"..."

"I got him! Let go, it's okay."

"..."

"You look very bad...do you want to take you to the hospital first?"

"..."

"What's the matter with you? Wen Song? Wen Song?!"

**

At the last moment before falling into a faint and the first minute after waking up, all Wen Song saw was Lan Lan's anxious face.

"It can be regarded as waking up my little ancestor!"

Didn't go to class early in the morning, Lan Lan squatted next to the hospital bed holding the trash can and peeling apples.Seeing him open his eyes after cutting half of the apple, he threw the apple into the plate and complained, "Good guy! What's the matter with you, how long have you been living on the street without seeing you?! When it was delivered, the ventilator was arranged! You scared me to death!!"

Wen Song leaned against the pillow and sat up slowly, his throat was dry and sore, looked at him and then at the plate, and said weakly, "I want to eat an apple."

"..."

Lan Lan was at a loss for words, picked up the apple dumbfounded, cut the peeled side into pieces for him to eat first, and squatted next to the trash can to peel the remaining half.

After howling, he let out most of his anger, and picked up the most important things first and said: "Wenyu called me in the middle of the night last night and asked why no one answered your phone. I said you went home and slept."

Wen Yu usually doesn't call him back very late.Wen Song recalled the encounter the night before, "I met someone in a nightclub who knew my brother." It's really fast to make a small report.

Fortunately, he seldom goes to bed late at ordinary times, and Lan Lan's remark that "he went home to sleep after playing for a while" is not contrary to harmony.

"I guess I'll call you again. You can think about it yourself."

Lan Lan got up and sat next to his bed, cut into the other half of the apple on the plate, and said while cutting, "I took a few glances when I received your location and ran out, and Qin Qin was not inside."

"Come out and find out why you are the only one, did he do something to you?"

The apples were broken into small pieces with a crackling sound.Lan Lan inserted the fruit knife in her hand into the flesh hard, as if it was Qin Tan who cut it.

"I just found out that he left first, and I followed him to see where he was curious."

Wen Song chewed the apple calmly, followed the words, "But he walked too fast, and I lost him not long after I came out."

Lan Lan looked at him suspiciously.

Wen Song looked back frankly.

The word "honesty" is engraved in his eyes.Whether it is true or not, what comes out of his mouth is the truth.

Lan Lan could accept such a statement, but no matter what, "Isn't it related to Qin Qin? Why are you chasing after him when he left? Oh, I want to see where he lives so that you can observe him closely?"

Wen Song blinked: "Can't you?"

"..." Lan Lan was speechless, "Just build it. Play yourself into it sooner or later."

"It's going to be cold in the future, don't come out to run around at night if you have nothing to do, don't you know what your physique is? But maybe I will come to rescue you in time every time."

"Got it, thank you this time." Originally, I just wanted to ask him to come and deliver some medicine, but the situation was a little bit beyond expectation.

But just stay alive.Wen Song said happily, "Next time I will call 120 directly."

"...Do you dare to have a next time?"

Lan Lan lost her temper, "I'll go to the bathroom before going back to school, don't run around."

"Oh." Wen Song nodded obediently, watched him walk out of the room, his overly positive expression faded, and immediately put the fruit plate aside and got out of bed to get his mobile phone.

【How's it going? 】

A few seconds later, Song Qingran replied the message.

【Give him sleeping pills and is sleeping】

【…】

[Don't worry, I have a sense of proportion, how about you? 】

【I'm fine】

Wen Song simply replied three words, and wanted to ask about Qin Qin's condition again.While typing, the news from the other side arrived first, interrupting his editing.

【Then you have a good rest, Qin Qin will leave it to me】

**

The consultation room, which I haven't visited for a long time, is still furnished.Qin Qin stepped into the room with his head down, skipped the steps of visiting, and sat down on the sofa chair in the corner without saying a word.

Duan Sisi stood in front of the window, put down the medical records in her hand, sighed silently in her heart, but smiled on her face.

"Hello, Qin Qin."

With a warm smile, she sat on the sofa diagonally opposite Qin Qin, keeping a proper distance, "We haven't seen each other for almost a year."

"Hello, Doctor Duan."

He didn't raise his head, and his voice was very low, "I'm only here for 10 minutes today...is that okay?"

"Of course. All the conversations in this room are up to you, as long as you are comfortable, don't worry."

Duan Sisi leaned on the armrest relaxedly, "You know, you can trust me. Let's talk about your recent life first? Has anything interesting happened or met new friends?"

"I met a friend. Not a new friend."

"That should be considered a reunion? How do you get along?"

"We get along very well."

"That's great."

Duan Sisi looked at him with soft eyes, "Do you feel happy because of this?"

Qin Tan didn't look at her, and there was an imperceptible tremor in his voice, "I feel scared."

Duan Sisi paused and gave him time to digest the anxiety caused by the word "fear" before continuing, "Would you like to talk to me about this? If you don't know, I'd be happy to help you find the reason. You can tell me everything, it's okay. I'll listen to anything."

"I don't know...he had family like me, his mother. Also mentioned to me, she passed away many years ago."

"His willingness to tell you about these difficult life experiences is a proof of friendship. Because he trusts you."

Duan Sisi said, "What kind of person is he?"

Qin Qin was silent for a long time.

She gently reminded, "If it's hard to generalize, you can also say it the other way around. Tell me what kind of person he is. Don't worry about logic, it's okay to say bit by bit." "He's not...he's not that kind, An ignorant man. He is not reckless, he is not impetuous. He knows the real world, how things happen, and what will happen. But, but he still chooses to stay with me."

"Do you think he is using you to make up for the shortcomings of his family?"

"Maybe, I don't know. He was very tolerant of me, very...accepting me."

Qin Qin said with difficulty, "But I hurt him."

Duan Sisi focused more: "What happened?"

"Two nights ago, in a nightclub, I forced him to kiss me."

When he said the word "forced", the tremor in his voice was even more obvious.

Duan Sisi nodded, paused for a few seconds, and asked softly, "If it was a polite kiss, do you think he would accept it?"

"He will not."

Qin Qin answered quickly, then hesitated, and whispered, "Maybe... maybe, maybe he will, I don't know."

His head was buried lower, his hands pressed hard to his temples, and his body curled up into a painful position.Tinnitus echoed in my mind.Even if it weren't for the subject matter, the thought itself was painful.

Duan Sisi stopped the conversation in time, comforted him softly, waited for him to calm down, and encouraged him to continue talking.

Qin Qin shook his head vigorously, pulling out the remaining clues from the mud, "There is pity in his eyes when he looks at me."

Duan Sisi said, "Do you think he might accept it out of mercy?"

Qin Qin's curled up body trembled suddenly, and for the first time since entering the room, he raised his head to look at her.The exhaustion and hopelessness between the eyebrows piled up like clouds, spreading in the gray eyes, like a fog that never disperses.

Duan Sisi felt a pain in her heart for a moment, and quickly adjusted her mentality with her professionalism, feeling that the answer was very close.

Many of her patients have similar personalities, arrogant and withdrawn, eager for attention and repelling others, "You don't want his pity, because it will hurt your dignity. That's why you feel fear. Yes ?"

Qin Tan lowered his eyes again and stopped looking at her.After a while, answer slowly:

"I want."

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