The young lady at the entrance of the restaurant covered her face in surprise.Wen Song thought about it too, but it was already a step too late, before he could even say the word "Qin", his eyes went dark, and he was kissed so dignifiedly and loudly.
"..." My head was buzzing.
There is definitely something wrong with this guy!
"You go in quickly... Come in for me quickly!!"
He pushed Qin Qin into the restaurant, trying to submerge himself in the vast dining crowd.However, Lin Youyou spotted it when he got to the table, "Why do you come in and go out...ah, your face is so red."
But Qin Qin didn't take it seriously, and when he was about to speak, he mercilessly reprimanded him: "Go home now if you dare to say it!"
"..."
Wronged.
"Ah, ah haha, it's all right." It seemed that it was some unspeakable personal reasons, Lin Youyou quickly presented the menu, and helped to change the subject with a wink, "Come and see what to eat."
Wen Song said, "Anything is fine."
Not in the mood to enjoy the food at all.Ever since he realized that he might be in an abnormal state, he kept replaying everything that happened today in his mind, and the more he thought about it, the more worried he became.
If he was hit by a car on the road while chasing the string of hydrogen balloons, if he suddenly let go while fishing for the scarf, if...
It's too dangerous for him to stay outside.
He's like a kid who craves excitement and novelty, the last kiss on the dance floor was a whim during his manic period, and the one just now must have been the same.
Did he always express himself in this way when he was happy?How many people has he kissed like this?It's not really about arresting someone and kissing someone.
If you don't stay at home well, you will know that you will run out and harm others.Wen Song hardened his fists, trying to restrain the urge to ask Song Qingran what's going on, and brought the lemonade to his mouth.
Seeing that he frowned and took a drink, Qin Tan still looked disgusted, pouting his lips and soaking them in lemonade to disinfect, then took a tissue to sip twice and wiped it clean before giving up.
"..."
cute.
There is an open space in the middle of the restaurant as a small stage, with Lime and simple equipment, but during today's meal time, only the computer recorded the automatic loop bgm in advance, and no resident singers were seen performing on stage.
"I heard from Wen Song that Senior Brother Qin also has a part-time job as a resident singer in a bar? He's so handsome. When can I join in the show?"
"You are welcome at any time." Qin Qin smiled, "Or you can just follow me after dinner later... I'm sorry, I'm afraid I can't do it tonight."
Wen Song kicked him under the table, and he changed his words obediently, "When I have time later, let Wen Song take you there to play."
"Okay."
Lin Youyou was full of smiles, and her eyes flicked back and forth between the two of them, quite amusingly.
The last time she went to the hospital for a check-up, she could only focus on whether she was pregnant or not. Today, she was in the mood to observe these two people carefully.
I don't know if it's because I don't know too much, but I always feel that the two of them are weird today, and their personalities seem to be reversed.Wen Song basically didn't say much, but this brother Qin talked eloquently.From the perspective of passers-by, they might think that she has a better relationship with Qin Qin.
The way of getting along is also very different from the impression.Especially this senior brother Qin, who looked aloof and cold before, it's unbelievable why Wen Song managed him so obediently.
Kind of fun.
"Ah, where did you buy this balloon? It's so cute."
"I think it's cute too."
Qin Tan's eyes lit up again, and he was eager to chat, but he looked at the attitudes of the people around him very politely.
Wen Song was unmoved, and ended his eager little speech with just one sentence: "I bought it on the side of the road when I came here."
"..."
There are still many interesting things happening along the way.Qin Tan sighed, and poked at the potatoes on the plate in frustration, as if he had a lot of stories but didn't dare to tell them.
Lin Youyou couldn't help laughing: "How did Brother Qin offend you today?"
"……Why do you say that?"
"You seem to have something on your mind all the time today, and you don't talk much." She blinked, intending to ease the atmosphere, "Did he do something to make you angry?"
That's too much!
But with anger, Wen Song thought he couldn't sue in front of others, he had to save some face for him.
In the next second, I heard Qin Tan fearlessly revealing himself: "Ah, he is angry with me because he thinks I am not normal today."
"..."
Lin Youyou was dumb.
Ah this.
How to answer this kind of words?
In fact, she also felt that the Qin Tan in front of her was different from what she had seen before, but she didn't think too much about it even if she realized it.
Hearing such a blunt sentence suddenly, and remembering the rumors about him in school, he was at a loss for a while, and didn't know how to answer, "Oh, oh...how could it be, actually Wen Song likes you so much, really Yes, every time I chat with me, I praise you like a fairy."
Wen Song: "..."
Qin Tan thought, perhaps he should explain to her that the phrase "abnormal" was not a swearing word, but an objectively stated fact.
But thinking about it again, I'm not caring about her normally, or focusing on more important topics: "Does he always praise me when you chat?"
"Yes... yes, haha."
"I like him a lot too."
"Haha yes, yes, I know I know, I can see it."
"He never dared to admit that he liked me, but told you secretly? Why?"
"Yeah, it's not... that's not what it means..."
It's not so much fun now.
Seeing her embarrassingly begging for help with her eyes, Wen Song couldn't bear it anymore, and slapped him on the back of the head forcefully to interrupt, "Stop talking, eat quickly."
"Oh...but why isn't there a band here? Do you want to hear something? I can go up there and sing for you."
"...Stop talking and give me food!"
"Oh...but do you want to hear my confession again? Can I go on that stage and tell everyone 'I like you'? Do you want to hear it?"
His speech speed was getting faster and faster, and the blazing light in his eyes made people dare not look at him closely.Wen Song put his hands on his shoulders, afraid that if he moved away, he would rush to the stage to make an impromptu speech and say something shocking, so he asked solemnly, "I want you to stay here obediently, and come back quickly after dinner." Home."
"OK then."
Although for now, keeping quiet is more difficult to accomplish than making a public confession.But he was still willing to challenge this more difficult task for Wen Song, and smiled at Lin Youyou in a blink of an eye, "Thank you for inviting us to dinner."
"It should be."
Lin Youyou responded quickly, but her eyes avoided him and she didn't dare to look directly, "Yes... I want to thank you all."
She's just a human being, and it's perfectly normal to feel panicked.And at this moment, Qin Qin has seen the familiar expression on her face too much.
That's the expression people want to keep polite and calm when they're feeling horrified, spooky, or creepy.He used to always be able to see the fact that he was a madman in other people's faces.Now he saw it again, not only expressing his admirable weirdness, but also reminding him of a madman's admirable love.
But at least for the moment, he doesn't care.
So what if he's a lunatic.
Is the love of a madman not considered love?
It doesn't matter whether others understand it or not, Qin Qin thought, Wen Song must understand.
He once hung on the outer edge of the stairs and was blown precariously by the cold wind, but the eagerness in his eyes burned into a bright flame, which made him let go of his hands without hesitation and jumped forward.
He was willing to jump down for me.
he will.
**
After dinner, they went back to each house. Lin Youyou was a little worried, and asked Wen Song in a low voice, "Do you need my help or something... Shall I help you send Senior Brother Qin back?"
She is just an ordinary person. It is very rare for Qin Tan to want to help.Knowing that she had good intentions, Wen Song still shook his head, "That's too much trouble for you, it's okay, you go back first. I will watch him."
"Okay then, see you at school."
"Goodbye."
The nightmare of walking for an hour to watch a movie was not over yet, Qin Qin really only caught him making a fuss, and wanted to walk back to school with undiminished interest.
Wen Song heard the shivering in his calf: "Be sober, we have more than 20 kilometers to go back, and we will go until dawn."
"Walk for a while, just for a while. How far is as far as it takes, okay? We'll stop when you get tired."
"..."
Tired now!
He raised his wrist and looked at the tenaciously survived balloon rope, suspecting that the intensity of the military training he missed was similar to what he experienced today.
Who would have thought that Qin Qin could not escape the military training.
Qin Qin was so excited that he was about to turn around in circles, expecting him to nod quickly.
I said before that it is not uncomfortable at all during the manic period, and it seems to be true.Except for the night when he went to disco last time, Wen Song had never seen him in such a relaxed and full state.
Except for such times, it is difficult for him to have a chance to relax completely.
……never mind.
I don't know how many times I have compromised, Wen Song said helplessly, "Let's go for a while."
Qin Qin immediately made an inch of it: "Can you walk hand in hand?"
"..."
Wen Song deliberately choked him: "Is holding hands enough? No need to add anything else to you?"
He generously said: "If you want, you can add something else."
"..."
You can't say it, you can't win it.
How could it fall into the hands of such a person.
Wen Song sighed heavily, and repeatedly told himself in his heart not to be as knowledgeable as a sick person, don't care about it and don't take it seriously.Calm down, put your hand into his palm as if nothing had happened—
Immediately, he was gripped so tightly that he could almost feel the blood rushing to his fingertips, "You should be a little weaker... just walk for a while."
Qin Tan obediently lowered his pressure, nodded and said yes.
The street lights are bright, and many couples or family and friends come out to chat and take a walk after dinner.The two of them are clearly a special couple.With a pink rabbit balloon floating above his head, Wen Song was too embarrassed to raise his head to respond to other people's gazes, walking with lowered eyes only as if he was also a pendant on his wrist.After a day of tossing, I just hope that I can go back smoothly and don't make any more mistakes.
But it seems that as long as I stay with him, things that "I never thought I would do in this life" will happen one by one.
Before he took a few steps, the hand hanging by his side began to shake restlessly, swinging back and forth slightly.Qin Qin tried to attract the attention of the silent person beside him, and said tentatively, "Why are you always unhappy today?"
It's simply the villain's first complaint.
"Does that mean I should pick a smart kid to ask questions?" Wen Song said, "We use the elimination method, first eliminate myself and the rabbit balloon, and guess who is still attached to my hand."
"..."
Qin Qin snorted silently, scraped the back of his delicate hand with his thumb, and said after a while:
"Maybe this is the real me."
I don't know if it was because of the cold wind blowing past the reservoir, or because of his overly rational tone, Wen Song shivered inexplicably.
This sentence is not very different from his usual tone.But today he has been speaking in that extremely cheerful tone with a rising end. He heard this sentence a lot, and the sudden sharp contrast is shocking.
Originally in today's state, Wen Song felt that he should be regarded as a problem child who caused trouble, and could not take anything seriously.But at this time, they were confused again.
Maybe he can still think, but he looks at himself and the world in a different way—as if a completely objective judgment that ignores and overrides himself.He suddenly realized what the "real Qin Tan" was like, so he decided to become that.
And it seems that he is actually happier now.
But it's not right...it's not right.
Wen Song is still discerning intellectually, what he said now is not credible, and cannot be misled by his thoughts, but the voice in his ear has a bewitching taste, mixed with the coolness of the night, pouring into his mind: "You never thought Maybe? Maybe you have another Wen Song in your body, the 'real Wen Song'. Maybe... I have a way to wake him up."
Maybe the real you was originally different.
Maybe you have closed your heart that you don't want to face.
"Do you want me to wake him up?"
It seems to have verified Qin Tan's words.Wen Song subconsciously wanted to shake off the clasped hands, but they were held even tighter, and his breathing became rapid, and the deafening heartbeat was about to break through his throat, turning into gasps overflowing from his lips and tongue.
He tried his best to calm down, and after a long pause, he struggled to find his voice:
"You are terrible."
But he just struggled for a while and stopped trying to leave.
Qin Tan was like a smiling vortex, firmly attracting him to his side, taking him deeper and deeper into the dizzy center: "Would you like some music? We can go to the path under the pier to listen, so won't bother anyone else."
The night wind under the bridge is cooler.Along the gravel path, the street lights are dim and vague.Qin Qin wrapped the scarf for him with his own hands, and put it under the tip of his nose to cover half of his face, and randomly clicked on a single song in the playlist.
There were no other pedestrians in the front or back, and the music was played, using the body as the medium, and came out dimly from the coat pocket.Wen Song remembered this song, which was a lullaby by Brahms.
When we went to Lingsong Temple together, halfway up the mountain, it suddenly rained heavily. The two of them were trapped under the eaves, each with a headset, listening to the sound of the rain for a long time, and no one spoke.
Wen Song thought, he still prefers when Qin Qin is quiet, at least his heart doesn't jump wildly.
Qin Qin suddenly mentioned another day, "You cried all the way the night you came out of the izakaya, remember?"
"...can't remember."
"I only carried you for a while, and you wet my back collar from crying. What made you feel so wronged?"
"..."
"Ah, it's okay."
Qin Tan smiled and said, "It doesn't matter what it is. You just need to remember that I'm not like that."
"You can trust me, Wen Song. I will not lie to you, nor will I abandon you. I will always like you and stay by your side more faithfully than your shadow. I will."
He stopped and said word by word, "You can always trust me."
Such a promise is too much.Wen Song suspected that he was being fooled by his beautiful love words.Obviously saw through, obviously should feel unhappy, should be angry, should be ridiculed.But in the end, he still looked like a hopeless fool, jumped into the trap with his eyes open, and asked in a low voice, "Are you playing with me? In fact, you don't like me that much in your heart... but you say you like it very much. "
"Do you think I am like that?"
"I don't know...you're so, so weird."
Qin Qin nodded: "'What you say all day is definitely not true, it's just brainwashing me', 'As long as I pretend not to hear, life can still go on as usual, don't worry about any changes', you are like this Think about it?"
"Is it not?"
"Don't ask me back. You are too cunning, Wen Song. As long as you are given a chance to change the subject, you will never face it directly, will you? If I don't tell you over and over again, you will Little by little, I talked myself into putting my words behind me. Waiting until a long time later, when you mentioned me, you said slowly, 'ah, he used to like me, but we're friends now'."
"Or you'll only mention me when you're drunk because I'm in tears. I don't like that."
Qin Tan sighed, pulled him into his arms slowly, and rubbed his cheek lovingly, "Don't show such an expression. It doesn't matter what you think of me, as long as you want, you can play with me. You can Treat me casually, and I won't leave you, okay?"
The orange light from above poured down, covering his face in a soft halo.The sound of the piano ding ding dong dong came from him. Wen Song couldn't hear the melody anymore, but he moved slowly following his pace, feeling like he was turning in circles.
Stop it, don't do this.
Like being trapped in a whirlpool, getting closer and closer to the center of the storm.It's like knowing that you are on the wrong road, but you can't step on the brakes anyway.
Like being deprived of the ability to act and even think, even if he lowered his posture and said humble words, everyone knew that he was the one who was sure of winning.
He has a dangerous and charming attraction that makes people lose their own logic and judgment.
He is horrible.But he said he likes me.
Then no matter where he wants to take me, I will go with him.
Whatever he asks me to do, I will do.
Wen Song tried to break free from such absurd and psychedelic thoughts, and said incoherently, "I can't...I won't believe you."
"What you are saying now is because, because of you... Actually, the real you don't think so at all. When today passes, when you return to normal... when you think about the present, you will definitely feel regretful, wait for you You will understand when you wake up, wait for you..."
His voice stopped abruptly.A hot kiss fell on his lips, through a thin scarf, but it almost burned him.
He stood stiffly in place, listening to his heart beating like thunder, watching Qin Qin staring at him as he slowly stepped back, approaching the embankment behind him step by step.
They stared at each other wordlessly.
The contact lenses were sticking to the eyeballs so dry and painful, but Wen Song didn't dare to blink.During those few seconds, half a lifetime of patience was consumed.Can't remember who laughed first, a nervous laugh.I just remember that I loosened the scarf indiscriminately, and rushed out like a shooting star eager to crash.The moment I fell into his arms, it was like completely giving up on myself.
In the trembling, Qin Qin's low smile passed to him along the lips that were close to each other, and they rubbed each other unhurriedly, "I'm very awake."
"I know more clearly than ever that you can't leave me."
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"..." My head was buzzing.
There is definitely something wrong with this guy!
"You go in quickly... Come in for me quickly!!"
He pushed Qin Qin into the restaurant, trying to submerge himself in the vast dining crowd.However, Lin Youyou spotted it when he got to the table, "Why do you come in and go out...ah, your face is so red."
But Qin Qin didn't take it seriously, and when he was about to speak, he mercilessly reprimanded him: "Go home now if you dare to say it!"
"..."
Wronged.
"Ah, ah haha, it's all right." It seemed that it was some unspeakable personal reasons, Lin Youyou quickly presented the menu, and helped to change the subject with a wink, "Come and see what to eat."
Wen Song said, "Anything is fine."
Not in the mood to enjoy the food at all.Ever since he realized that he might be in an abnormal state, he kept replaying everything that happened today in his mind, and the more he thought about it, the more worried he became.
If he was hit by a car on the road while chasing the string of hydrogen balloons, if he suddenly let go while fishing for the scarf, if...
It's too dangerous for him to stay outside.
He's like a kid who craves excitement and novelty, the last kiss on the dance floor was a whim during his manic period, and the one just now must have been the same.
Did he always express himself in this way when he was happy?How many people has he kissed like this?It's not really about arresting someone and kissing someone.
If you don't stay at home well, you will know that you will run out and harm others.Wen Song hardened his fists, trying to restrain the urge to ask Song Qingran what's going on, and brought the lemonade to his mouth.
Seeing that he frowned and took a drink, Qin Tan still looked disgusted, pouting his lips and soaking them in lemonade to disinfect, then took a tissue to sip twice and wiped it clean before giving up.
"..."
cute.
There is an open space in the middle of the restaurant as a small stage, with Lime and simple equipment, but during today's meal time, only the computer recorded the automatic loop bgm in advance, and no resident singers were seen performing on stage.
"I heard from Wen Song that Senior Brother Qin also has a part-time job as a resident singer in a bar? He's so handsome. When can I join in the show?"
"You are welcome at any time." Qin Qin smiled, "Or you can just follow me after dinner later... I'm sorry, I'm afraid I can't do it tonight."
Wen Song kicked him under the table, and he changed his words obediently, "When I have time later, let Wen Song take you there to play."
"Okay."
Lin Youyou was full of smiles, and her eyes flicked back and forth between the two of them, quite amusingly.
The last time she went to the hospital for a check-up, she could only focus on whether she was pregnant or not. Today, she was in the mood to observe these two people carefully.
I don't know if it's because I don't know too much, but I always feel that the two of them are weird today, and their personalities seem to be reversed.Wen Song basically didn't say much, but this brother Qin talked eloquently.From the perspective of passers-by, they might think that she has a better relationship with Qin Qin.
The way of getting along is also very different from the impression.Especially this senior brother Qin, who looked aloof and cold before, it's unbelievable why Wen Song managed him so obediently.
Kind of fun.
"Ah, where did you buy this balloon? It's so cute."
"I think it's cute too."
Qin Tan's eyes lit up again, and he was eager to chat, but he looked at the attitudes of the people around him very politely.
Wen Song was unmoved, and ended his eager little speech with just one sentence: "I bought it on the side of the road when I came here."
"..."
There are still many interesting things happening along the way.Qin Tan sighed, and poked at the potatoes on the plate in frustration, as if he had a lot of stories but didn't dare to tell them.
Lin Youyou couldn't help laughing: "How did Brother Qin offend you today?"
"……Why do you say that?"
"You seem to have something on your mind all the time today, and you don't talk much." She blinked, intending to ease the atmosphere, "Did he do something to make you angry?"
That's too much!
But with anger, Wen Song thought he couldn't sue in front of others, he had to save some face for him.
In the next second, I heard Qin Tan fearlessly revealing himself: "Ah, he is angry with me because he thinks I am not normal today."
"..."
Lin Youyou was dumb.
Ah this.
How to answer this kind of words?
In fact, she also felt that the Qin Tan in front of her was different from what she had seen before, but she didn't think too much about it even if she realized it.
Hearing such a blunt sentence suddenly, and remembering the rumors about him in school, he was at a loss for a while, and didn't know how to answer, "Oh, oh...how could it be, actually Wen Song likes you so much, really Yes, every time I chat with me, I praise you like a fairy."
Wen Song: "..."
Qin Tan thought, perhaps he should explain to her that the phrase "abnormal" was not a swearing word, but an objectively stated fact.
But thinking about it again, I'm not caring about her normally, or focusing on more important topics: "Does he always praise me when you chat?"
"Yes... yes, haha."
"I like him a lot too."
"Haha yes, yes, I know I know, I can see it."
"He never dared to admit that he liked me, but told you secretly? Why?"
"Yeah, it's not... that's not what it means..."
It's not so much fun now.
Seeing her embarrassingly begging for help with her eyes, Wen Song couldn't bear it anymore, and slapped him on the back of the head forcefully to interrupt, "Stop talking, eat quickly."
"Oh...but why isn't there a band here? Do you want to hear something? I can go up there and sing for you."
"...Stop talking and give me food!"
"Oh...but do you want to hear my confession again? Can I go on that stage and tell everyone 'I like you'? Do you want to hear it?"
His speech speed was getting faster and faster, and the blazing light in his eyes made people dare not look at him closely.Wen Song put his hands on his shoulders, afraid that if he moved away, he would rush to the stage to make an impromptu speech and say something shocking, so he asked solemnly, "I want you to stay here obediently, and come back quickly after dinner." Home."
"OK then."
Although for now, keeping quiet is more difficult to accomplish than making a public confession.But he was still willing to challenge this more difficult task for Wen Song, and smiled at Lin Youyou in a blink of an eye, "Thank you for inviting us to dinner."
"It should be."
Lin Youyou responded quickly, but her eyes avoided him and she didn't dare to look directly, "Yes... I want to thank you all."
She's just a human being, and it's perfectly normal to feel panicked.And at this moment, Qin Qin has seen the familiar expression on her face too much.
That's the expression people want to keep polite and calm when they're feeling horrified, spooky, or creepy.He used to always be able to see the fact that he was a madman in other people's faces.Now he saw it again, not only expressing his admirable weirdness, but also reminding him of a madman's admirable love.
But at least for the moment, he doesn't care.
So what if he's a lunatic.
Is the love of a madman not considered love?
It doesn't matter whether others understand it or not, Qin Qin thought, Wen Song must understand.
He once hung on the outer edge of the stairs and was blown precariously by the cold wind, but the eagerness in his eyes burned into a bright flame, which made him let go of his hands without hesitation and jumped forward.
He was willing to jump down for me.
he will.
**
After dinner, they went back to each house. Lin Youyou was a little worried, and asked Wen Song in a low voice, "Do you need my help or something... Shall I help you send Senior Brother Qin back?"
She is just an ordinary person. It is very rare for Qin Tan to want to help.Knowing that she had good intentions, Wen Song still shook his head, "That's too much trouble for you, it's okay, you go back first. I will watch him."
"Okay then, see you at school."
"Goodbye."
The nightmare of walking for an hour to watch a movie was not over yet, Qin Qin really only caught him making a fuss, and wanted to walk back to school with undiminished interest.
Wen Song heard the shivering in his calf: "Be sober, we have more than 20 kilometers to go back, and we will go until dawn."
"Walk for a while, just for a while. How far is as far as it takes, okay? We'll stop when you get tired."
"..."
Tired now!
He raised his wrist and looked at the tenaciously survived balloon rope, suspecting that the intensity of the military training he missed was similar to what he experienced today.
Who would have thought that Qin Qin could not escape the military training.
Qin Qin was so excited that he was about to turn around in circles, expecting him to nod quickly.
I said before that it is not uncomfortable at all during the manic period, and it seems to be true.Except for the night when he went to disco last time, Wen Song had never seen him in such a relaxed and full state.
Except for such times, it is difficult for him to have a chance to relax completely.
……never mind.
I don't know how many times I have compromised, Wen Song said helplessly, "Let's go for a while."
Qin Qin immediately made an inch of it: "Can you walk hand in hand?"
"..."
Wen Song deliberately choked him: "Is holding hands enough? No need to add anything else to you?"
He generously said: "If you want, you can add something else."
"..."
You can't say it, you can't win it.
How could it fall into the hands of such a person.
Wen Song sighed heavily, and repeatedly told himself in his heart not to be as knowledgeable as a sick person, don't care about it and don't take it seriously.Calm down, put your hand into his palm as if nothing had happened—
Immediately, he was gripped so tightly that he could almost feel the blood rushing to his fingertips, "You should be a little weaker... just walk for a while."
Qin Tan obediently lowered his pressure, nodded and said yes.
The street lights are bright, and many couples or family and friends come out to chat and take a walk after dinner.The two of them are clearly a special couple.With a pink rabbit balloon floating above his head, Wen Song was too embarrassed to raise his head to respond to other people's gazes, walking with lowered eyes only as if he was also a pendant on his wrist.After a day of tossing, I just hope that I can go back smoothly and don't make any more mistakes.
But it seems that as long as I stay with him, things that "I never thought I would do in this life" will happen one by one.
Before he took a few steps, the hand hanging by his side began to shake restlessly, swinging back and forth slightly.Qin Qin tried to attract the attention of the silent person beside him, and said tentatively, "Why are you always unhappy today?"
It's simply the villain's first complaint.
"Does that mean I should pick a smart kid to ask questions?" Wen Song said, "We use the elimination method, first eliminate myself and the rabbit balloon, and guess who is still attached to my hand."
"..."
Qin Qin snorted silently, scraped the back of his delicate hand with his thumb, and said after a while:
"Maybe this is the real me."
I don't know if it was because of the cold wind blowing past the reservoir, or because of his overly rational tone, Wen Song shivered inexplicably.
This sentence is not very different from his usual tone.But today he has been speaking in that extremely cheerful tone with a rising end. He heard this sentence a lot, and the sudden sharp contrast is shocking.
Originally in today's state, Wen Song felt that he should be regarded as a problem child who caused trouble, and could not take anything seriously.But at this time, they were confused again.
Maybe he can still think, but he looks at himself and the world in a different way—as if a completely objective judgment that ignores and overrides himself.He suddenly realized what the "real Qin Tan" was like, so he decided to become that.
And it seems that he is actually happier now.
But it's not right...it's not right.
Wen Song is still discerning intellectually, what he said now is not credible, and cannot be misled by his thoughts, but the voice in his ear has a bewitching taste, mixed with the coolness of the night, pouring into his mind: "You never thought Maybe? Maybe you have another Wen Song in your body, the 'real Wen Song'. Maybe... I have a way to wake him up."
Maybe the real you was originally different.
Maybe you have closed your heart that you don't want to face.
"Do you want me to wake him up?"
It seems to have verified Qin Tan's words.Wen Song subconsciously wanted to shake off the clasped hands, but they were held even tighter, and his breathing became rapid, and the deafening heartbeat was about to break through his throat, turning into gasps overflowing from his lips and tongue.
He tried his best to calm down, and after a long pause, he struggled to find his voice:
"You are terrible."
But he just struggled for a while and stopped trying to leave.
Qin Tan was like a smiling vortex, firmly attracting him to his side, taking him deeper and deeper into the dizzy center: "Would you like some music? We can go to the path under the pier to listen, so won't bother anyone else."
The night wind under the bridge is cooler.Along the gravel path, the street lights are dim and vague.Qin Qin wrapped the scarf for him with his own hands, and put it under the tip of his nose to cover half of his face, and randomly clicked on a single song in the playlist.
There were no other pedestrians in the front or back, and the music was played, using the body as the medium, and came out dimly from the coat pocket.Wen Song remembered this song, which was a lullaby by Brahms.
When we went to Lingsong Temple together, halfway up the mountain, it suddenly rained heavily. The two of them were trapped under the eaves, each with a headset, listening to the sound of the rain for a long time, and no one spoke.
Wen Song thought, he still prefers when Qin Qin is quiet, at least his heart doesn't jump wildly.
Qin Qin suddenly mentioned another day, "You cried all the way the night you came out of the izakaya, remember?"
"...can't remember."
"I only carried you for a while, and you wet my back collar from crying. What made you feel so wronged?"
"..."
"Ah, it's okay."
Qin Tan smiled and said, "It doesn't matter what it is. You just need to remember that I'm not like that."
"You can trust me, Wen Song. I will not lie to you, nor will I abandon you. I will always like you and stay by your side more faithfully than your shadow. I will."
He stopped and said word by word, "You can always trust me."
Such a promise is too much.Wen Song suspected that he was being fooled by his beautiful love words.Obviously saw through, obviously should feel unhappy, should be angry, should be ridiculed.But in the end, he still looked like a hopeless fool, jumped into the trap with his eyes open, and asked in a low voice, "Are you playing with me? In fact, you don't like me that much in your heart... but you say you like it very much. "
"Do you think I am like that?"
"I don't know...you're so, so weird."
Qin Qin nodded: "'What you say all day is definitely not true, it's just brainwashing me', 'As long as I pretend not to hear, life can still go on as usual, don't worry about any changes', you are like this Think about it?"
"Is it not?"
"Don't ask me back. You are too cunning, Wen Song. As long as you are given a chance to change the subject, you will never face it directly, will you? If I don't tell you over and over again, you will Little by little, I talked myself into putting my words behind me. Waiting until a long time later, when you mentioned me, you said slowly, 'ah, he used to like me, but we're friends now'."
"Or you'll only mention me when you're drunk because I'm in tears. I don't like that."
Qin Tan sighed, pulled him into his arms slowly, and rubbed his cheek lovingly, "Don't show such an expression. It doesn't matter what you think of me, as long as you want, you can play with me. You can Treat me casually, and I won't leave you, okay?"
The orange light from above poured down, covering his face in a soft halo.The sound of the piano ding ding dong dong came from him. Wen Song couldn't hear the melody anymore, but he moved slowly following his pace, feeling like he was turning in circles.
Stop it, don't do this.
Like being trapped in a whirlpool, getting closer and closer to the center of the storm.It's like knowing that you are on the wrong road, but you can't step on the brakes anyway.
Like being deprived of the ability to act and even think, even if he lowered his posture and said humble words, everyone knew that he was the one who was sure of winning.
He has a dangerous and charming attraction that makes people lose their own logic and judgment.
He is horrible.But he said he likes me.
Then no matter where he wants to take me, I will go with him.
Whatever he asks me to do, I will do.
Wen Song tried to break free from such absurd and psychedelic thoughts, and said incoherently, "I can't...I won't believe you."
"What you are saying now is because, because of you... Actually, the real you don't think so at all. When today passes, when you return to normal... when you think about the present, you will definitely feel regretful, wait for you You will understand when you wake up, wait for you..."
His voice stopped abruptly.A hot kiss fell on his lips, through a thin scarf, but it almost burned him.
He stood stiffly in place, listening to his heart beating like thunder, watching Qin Qin staring at him as he slowly stepped back, approaching the embankment behind him step by step.
They stared at each other wordlessly.
The contact lenses were sticking to the eyeballs so dry and painful, but Wen Song didn't dare to blink.During those few seconds, half a lifetime of patience was consumed.Can't remember who laughed first, a nervous laugh.I just remember that I loosened the scarf indiscriminately, and rushed out like a shooting star eager to crash.The moment I fell into his arms, it was like completely giving up on myself.
In the trembling, Qin Qin's low smile passed to him along the lips that were close to each other, and they rubbed each other unhurriedly, "I'm very awake."
"I know more clearly than ever that you can't leave me."
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