Qin Qin could only give up hiding, put on a mask and pushed open the car door.The tall figure suddenly approached and made the distance seem narrow, Wen Song subconsciously took a few steps back, and was about to retreat to the middle of the road.

"Don't stand there...it's not safe." Qin Tan moved his fingers, instead of pulling him directly to his side as before, he just walked to the sidewalk by himself, beckoning him, "Come here."

Wen Song didn't want to listen, and now he just wanted to sing the opposite of what he said.But there was no way to refute this kind of principled safety question, so he followed him up the steps with no reason to hold back his anger, and looked at him coldly.

"haven't seen you for a long time."

"Well, long time no see."

"Yes, how long?"

"..."

Qin Qin looked away, and a hoarse voice came out from under the mask, "Half a month..."

"Half a month?"

"...zero 24 days."

"What, do you need me to drive away first?" The little assistant poked his head out of the car and said empathetically, "I can actually hear you two talking in the car."

"..."

"Then should I get off work directly or come back to pick you up later? Don't I have to help Xu Jia look at the store later? Then should I send you there or you... solve it by yourself?"

"..."

Qin Tan didn't answer, just looked at Wen Song, as if he was the one who made the decision.Wearing a mask covered half of the face, which greatly magnified the effect of those eyes staring, filled with watery light and affectionate, which was particularly moving.

Wen Song hates this soft-hearted look.The chaotic and restless mood he has experienced in the past month or so, and the calm and stable daily rhythm he has just recovered, are not worth mentioning in the familiar and unfamiliar gaze.

Being watched silently like this, he even wished to turn back time, go back to a time when nothing happened, and never meet Qin Tan from the very beginning.

Or just fast forward to a year later, when we meet again at that time, he will be able to say hello calmly, and then pass by without looking away.

Or, it's useless for a year.He can't do it.

He certainly can't do it.

Wen Song forced himself to look away, feeling like crying and hating his teeth so much that he couldn't find a sentence when he wanted to swear, so he just opened the door and got in the car, closing it hard with a bang. "I also go to the convenience store."

"What are you looking at! I'm going to... supper anyway."

He said to go together.

Qin Qin cheered up a bit. He stretched out his hand to pull the car door, but before he touched it, he yelled, "Go and sit in the front!!"

"..."

Even the little assistant trembled, and immediately sat upright, holding the steering wheel with both hands, "Well... you haven't finished taking the medicine, and a white one fell off just now, it's that... I don't know what it is."

"understood."

Whatever it is.Those unpacked medicine bottles and medicine boxes are all in the back seat of the car, and no one dares to bother him to find medicine.Qin Tan swallowed the remaining small handful of pills and stayed quietly in the passenger seat.

On the way to the convenience store, the two of them didn't say a word.The silence in the car was so eerie that even turning on the car radio and amplifying the volume couldn't cover it up.

Finally sent the two to the place, the little assistant breathed a sigh of relief and couldn't wait to get off work, "I'll pick you up to the airport the day after tomorrow."

"it is good."

Within a few seconds of their brief goodbye, Wen Song had pulled off his seat belt decisively and got out of the car, and went straight into the convenience store.Qin Qin didn't even have the chance to open the door for him.

As he said, he forgot to eat dinner because he was obsessed with studying.He was very hungry at the moment, after entering the store, he sat by the Kanto cooking stove and picked out the food on his own, and ate slowly while checking Weibo.He didn't look up the whole time, just like a customer who came into the store by chance to buy dinner.

Qin Tan didn't bother, and coughed a few times from time to time, which sounded like he had a cold.Every customer who entered the store was stunned when he saw his cold appearance wearing a mask before going in.

Wen Song's calmness made him feel like he was sitting on pins and needles, so that he tried his best to suppress his cough.I didn't dare to stay in the line of sight for a long time, causing boredom, so I had to look away for 1 minute, and then look again.

When he couldn't eat any more, Wen Song went to the front desk to pay the bill.He didn't answer, "I invite you."

"Need not."

Wen Song said blankly, "If I had waited for others to invite me, I would have starved to death in half a month and 24 days."

"..." He is usually used to using a gentle tone, and occasionally he speaks in such a weird way. Seeing Qin Tan being speechless, he actually feels the pleasure of revenge.

Qin Qin was not angry, but lowered his eyes and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

The word he said the most was "sorry".Wen Song feels irritable every time he hears it, especially today.Also remind yourself to be mature and learn to restrain your emotions, and try to say calmly, "You just passed by school, right?"

Although I don't understand why the car appeared downstairs in the dormitory later.But when he met on the road, he was leaving school by car.

Wen Song said, "You didn't come to find me."

This sentence is basically the whole purpose of him getting into Qin Qin's car and following here - if this can be called the purpose.

It's more like a question... It's not even a question, but a meaningless vent after discovering the reality of disappointment.

But what can you get?One more "sorry"?

Qin Tan didn't deny it, "I thought you didn't want to see me again. You deleted my WeChat."

what is this?Preemptive complaint?

The emotions that he tried to restrain began to surge again, and Wen Song's voice became fierce, "It's you who didn't reply to my WeChat first!"

"Isn't the chatting tool just for chatting? Since there is no chatting, why keep it?"

Qin Qin was silent for a few seconds, and she didn't look like she was about to quarrel. She said calmly, "It makes sense."

"..."

He took a deep breath to suppress his anger, and then he thought, "How do you know that I deleted you? Did you send me a WeChat message?"

"Ah."

"When?"

"...two weeks ago."

two weeks ago?Backwards, almost two days before my birthday.

Wen Song pursed his lower lip hard, and even wanted to laugh a little, feeling a sense of absurd fate in his heart, "What did you write? Read it to me."

Qin Tan hesitated, shook his head and said, "I can't tell you these things face to face."

"Then turn around and read it to me!"

He said forcefully, "I'm going to listen now."

"Or if I call Lan Lan and ask him to pick me up, then it doesn't matter if you want to say it or not. I will wait for him outside the store."

"..."

The signal he gave was clear.If you still want to say something, this is the only chance.

There were obviously only two people in the store, but the atmosphere was so tense that even the customers who opened the door hesitated to leave.Qin Qin couldn't refuse, took out his mobile phone to find the chat records, and turned his back to him.

"...Wen Song."

It's a tone I've never heard before.With a slight tremor, the voice was tense and stiff.

Wen Song thought, like a primary school student reading a self-criticism.

"I miss you. Every day."

"I see every message you send and draft every reply dozens of times. But there's no way I can send them and feel like that's going to disappoint you no matter what. I'm not even sure if they The word order is correct and the expression is smooth. I can't send you some unintelligible and garbled sentences.

"I know I'm selfish and dark. I can't reply to you like before, but I hope you keep sending me messages. Whatever you say is fine, even if it's a sentence I can't understand. You probably can't understand ...what those messages meant to me. I'm actually glad you didn't get to experience it, and better never get the chance to.

"Today I feel better.

"But since the day before yesterday, you haven't sent me any more messages.

"You probably won't forgive me this time. But I think you can't even say goodbye. I can't appear in front of you, so I should at least say something.

"You know, manic behavior doesn't come out of nowhere, it's just a more blatant expression of what I already had. I don't regret those thoughts, and they haven't changed until now. I just regret that I can't stay sane, no Controlled promises made to you that cannot be kept.

"Those are things that I shouldn't say even if I want to say them. If I go back in time, I won't be self-righteous and say that I have the right to chase you, and I won't lie to you that I can always be by your side. I don't want you After being happy, I was overwhelmed by even greater disappointment. Fortunately, you are smart enough to know that you should not trust me. You are right.

"Actually, among those meaningless words, there is one thing that I can promise to do.

"I will always like you, even when I can't control myself. I will like you wildly during the manic period, and humblely like you during the depressed period. Even if I can't be by your side, I will love you when you can't see In other ways or in another capacity, I will continue to like you. Even if you no longer need me..."

Qin Qin choked up suddenly, and said embarrassingly, "Can I not read it later? It's just the addresses of some restaurants. I wrote down the restaurants you haven't been to and you might like."

His ears were all red.Fortunately, it was facing away.

Wen Song was listening intently, when his thoughts were interrupted, he coughed twice, and said firmly, "Did you make it up now, show it to me."

Qin Qin turned his back to him and handed over the phone with his backhand.

It is pasted into the chat box after writing in wps.Wen Song clicked on the historical version records, showing "67 versions in total", and checked all the revision records. The timeline was from [-]:[-] pm to [-]:[-] am the next day, just to write these words.

The moment I finally made up my mind to send it out, I saw "the other party has turned on friend verification, and you are not his friend" popped up in the chat history.

What mood will it be.

He read with his own eyes what he had just heard.In the end, it was really a long address. After a lot of affectionate and meaningful confessions, it was silly to use this ending.

Wen Song recalled the first separation they had experienced. During that half month, he heard various rumors about Qin Tan at school.He kept hoping in his heart that it wasn't true.But later Qin Qin told him himself, you see, I am such a bad person.

——Do you still want to stay in this way?

At that time, I didn't think about how many times the same anxiety would happen again.How many intensified tortures will I experience.

"These words sound much more pleasing to the ear than that night." Wen Song pretended to be relaxed.

"If I hadn't deleted your WeChat and made you feel that I... don't want to see you anymore. Will you come to me immediately after you get better?"

Qin Qin didn't hesitate, "I will."

Wen Song turned off the screen, put the phone on the counter and pushed it over, took off his glasses and put it on the counter, and turned back to back.

"Ok."

He let out a long breath, cast his defocused eyes into the air, and said softly, "It seems that it's my turn now."

"Of course I'm smart. But you know Qin Tan, people can't control themselves only when they are sick.

"I can tell what to believe, but it's hard for me to be like I want to be... not just knowing. I'm afraid you only like me when I'm manic. I'm afraid it's because that time has passed , You realize that you don't like me that much, so you ignore me.

"You don't tell me anything, and I'm left with my own thoughts. I don't want to be a sensitive and vulnerable person...but those alone times are so hard. I really want to talk to you, even if you don't know It is better for you to ignore me if you send me the wrong sentence.

"Qin Tan I'm sorry."

He raised his face and smiled, tears slid into his hair while wiping his ears, and suddenly felt that his lines were more stupid than Qin Qin's, stupid and ridiculous.

"I only know now that I am the one who should say I'm sorry. It's not you who didn't keep your promise, it's me. I gave up before waiting for you.

"I like you. But I don't want to be with someone who leaves me alone for a long time at every turn, even if it's not your fault.

"I know it's not your fault, but I don't want to make it hard on myself. I don't know what to do...it might take a while to figure it out."

The tears piled up, and I couldn't wipe them off with my sleeves.My mind was numb in a mess.He turned around and wanted to go to the counter to look for tissues, only to realize that Qin Tan had turned around to look at him at some point, and whispered when he handed over the tissues, "Okay."

"……what's good?"

Qin Qin paused for a moment, and said in a frank tone: "Sorry, I only heard you say you like me just now."

"..."

"Just kidding."

His eyes narrowed slightly, curved into a beautiful smile, took out a tissue and gently pressed Wen Song's wet hairline, "I heard everything, I'm very happy. You shouldn't be sad."

"Whatever decision you make, it's what I expect."

Qin Tan said, "I also missed a sentence in my little composition, 'You can do whatever you want'. That sentence is not a lie."

He finally returned to the calm tone in his memory.Wen Song didn't feel indifferent when he heard it, but felt relieved, "Then... WeChat."

Wen Song awkwardly pushed the phone to his eyes.

Add it back.

Xu Jia arrived at the store ahead of time, and was startled when he saw this scene when he entered the door.Wen Song cried until the corners of his eyes and the tip of his nose were red. Qin Qin was wearing a mask as a fig leaf, but it was not much better by visual inspection, "...what's the matter?"

The two looked at each other.

Qin Tan: "The final exam questions are too difficult. He can't do it."

"..."

Wen Song nodded stiffly, reluctantly cooperating, "Ha, I kind of love learning."

Xu Jia was amused, and waved his hands and said, "That's enough, don't be poor, I'm back, so you two should go and do what you want."

When he went out to do errands, he just asked Qin Tan to look around the store for a while.I didn't expect to get off work so soon. When the two of them were kicked out of the store, they didn't think about what to do or what to do.

"I'll walk you home?"

Qin Qin walked ahead to call a car, with the hand that was not holding the phone hanging by his side.It looks very empty.

Wen Song sniffed, glanced at the back several times, muttered in his heart, let it go, took two quick steps and reached out to hold it.

The moment he touched the back of his hand, his entire arm trembled, but he immediately shook it back without hesitation.

My palms are so hot.

"It's not easy to park here, go to the front intersection and wait."

His tone was quite calm, and he couldn't see his expression clearly while wearing a mask.

Take a look at it later.

Strangely, after walking out of the convenience store, the air became much fresher, and my mood was very different from when I came here.I don't want to be angry or sad, I just want to take off Qin Tan's mask.

It's just that this plan will be delayed a little bit.As soon as I got in the car, Boss Xiao Chen called and said that there was a party in the bar tonight.Qin Qin asked him if he wanted to play.

He doesn't usually stay up late.

But whatever.Enjoy today.

Wen Song thought to himself, there are too many people coming with ulterior motives at the late-night party, even if they go to join in the fun, they have to keep a low profile, especially Qin Qin, it is safer to enter the venue wearing a mask.

Xiao Chen's bar tonight is very different from usual.The boss also bought a few sofas specially. The small stage is not a band, but a dancing beautiful sister.

Amidst the loud electronic music, colorful track lights flickered all over the venue.The heating is turned on to the maximum, and beautiful backs and legs in suspender skirts are everywhere.From the moment they entered the arena, they were locked on by several eyes, looking up and down ambiguously.

There were especially many eyes on Qin Tan.Wen Song deeply felt his foresight.

Boss Xiao Chen was dissatisfied, "How can you drink while wearing a mask? Take it off."

The wine glass was stuffed into Qin Tan's hand, but Wen Song took it down, "Don't...you can't drink after taking medicine at night."

Before persuading him to drink again, Wen Song took off his glasses and said sensiblely, "I'll help him drink."

Just because you don't like to drink doesn't mean you can't drink.

Boss Chen originally wanted to joke again, but seeing that he drank three glasses in a row very neatly, he made it clear that Qin Qin would not let Qin Qin touch a single sip today.Qin Tan is as obedient as a little sheep, she really doesn't touch a drop of it.So he had no choice but to let it go, and went to make trouble with a group of friends and find someone else.

Wen Song didn't put down his wine glass until he was far away, hissed, and his brows wrinkled into a ball covering his face.

"what happened?"

"toothache."

The regular program every night is here again.Just now in front of outsiders, losing is not losing, now it hurts and tears flow, just want to beat my own head.

"Does it hurt every night?"

"Ah."

Qin Qin also frowned, poured a glass of wine on his hand to rinse briefly, pinched his chin and approached, "Open it and let me see."

Wen Song subconsciously followed suit, and the second he opened his mouth, a finger came in, and he realized what he was doing.

The fingertips that had been drenched in wine were warm and moist, gently scraping against the sensitive gums, it was painful and itchy.The lights were dim, and Qin Qin didn't really look at it, but just touched it with his sense of touch.His eyes were on him, and his hands didn't stop.

My heart was beating so fast it was about to explode.

"It should be a wisdom tooth." As expected, Qin Tan touched a sharp point that had just sprouted, "Go to the hospital."

As soon as he heard about the hospital, his face collapsed, and he asked vaguely, "Do I have to go?"

When speaking, the tip of the tongue seems to stick to the knuckles, and the soft touch can be felt more than the calloused fingertips.Qin Qin shook his finger slightly, and pulled it out as if nothing had happened, "Well, go and take a picture, if the position is not right, you have to pull it out."

unplug!

How could such cold and ruthless words appear in such a passionate atmosphere.

Even now, I still can't hide from the hospital.The last trace of luck in Wen Song's heart disappeared, and he licked the corner of his mouth and asked unwillingly: "Then will you go with me?"

"I want you to go with me," he said tearfully.

"it is good."

Qin Qin rubbed his wet fingertips, not sure if it was wet from the wine or from him.

Wen Song's brain circuit is different from others.It stands to reason that if you have a toothache, you should take good care of it and don't eat and drink indiscriminately, but he feels that if you don't hurry up and drink now, you will go to the hospital immediately and you won't be able to drink.

People who were not interested in alcohol, just because of this, drank with great interest, and drank in the direction of getting themselves drunk.

Qin Qin didn't stop him. There were many acquaintances in the venue, and they walked by to say hello. When he got drunk, he took him to the sofa to rest, "Will you go home?"

"No, not back."

He didn't speak very quickly, but his attitude was very firm, "I still have something to talk to you about."

The bar is really a good place to chat.

Qin Qin was half-forced to wear a mask all night. He was so bored that he was about to take it off to catch his breath when he sat down, but he quickly covered his face with his hands, "Don't take it off!! Someone is watching you!"

"..."

Qin Qin pulled his finger down without laughing, "I'm not so ugly, am I?"

Wen Song snorted in dissatisfaction, and from the corner of his eyes, he saw the hot beauty sitting on his boyfriend's lap and kissing passionately, and even winking at Qin Qin while kissing.

OK, boy!

He looked in that direction with a look of shock, which caught Qin Qin's attention.Just when the line of sight moved over, before he could see anything clearly, he was completely blocked by him.

"Don't look at her!! I will too!"

"..."

Qin Qin catches him subconsciously.His thighs sank, his warm body wrapped around him, and his hot breath clung to his ears.

"How could she...kiss one and be greedy for others?"

Wen Song closed his eyes, hugged his neck regardless, and took a big breath.Feeling the tightening of the arms around his waist, he said with satisfaction, "Unlike me, I only have you in my heart."

Even if he knew that he might not admit these words after he sobered up, it made people feel very relieved to hear them right now.

Qin Qin coaxed him to say a few more words, "Really?"

"of course it's true!"

He muttered, looked up and looked around, then lowered his head and rubbed against Qin Tan's neck, "Shall we live here tonight? I like it here. I like...you are here. "

I haven't been here for half a month, but this bar has become more cordial.

He reluctantly put it on for a while, then got up and took off Qin Tan's mask, sighed and touched it fondly, muttering to himself, "Look at you...oh, look at you."

Qin Tan: "..."

Wen Song knew what he was doing, but he didn't quite know where his confidence came from.Maybe it was self-hypnotized by the phrase "whatever it is" in my heart, so that I brought the style of meddling in dreams into reality, and it didn't feel inconsistent.

I was drunk anyway.he thought confidently.

There are drunk people everywhere, who cares about drunk people.

The noisy music is like a chaotic and turbulent wave, drowning the desire to shout from the bottom of my heart.No thinking, just intuition.Everyone is looking for solace here, why not him.

Besides... It was not someone else who was looking for.

Out of caution, he held the pretty face in front of him and observed it closely, and confirmed it softly with a voice soaked in alcohol, "Qin Tan?"

It's you.

Half a month and 24 days, you still look like this.

I haven't forgotten one bit.

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