The living room was in a mess, and the splashed grape juice stained the walls like a murder scene.

Wen Song wanted to clean it up, only to realize that he didn't even know where to put the rag and mop.After closing the door and locking it, the remaining strength is not enough to support him to clean the living room, even the bedroom seems far away.Fortunately, the sofa was still clean, so I could just lie down and rest for a while.

But it was still uncomfortable, and it turned over and over again.

Even if you didn't break your body, it hurts to fall on the mat from the height of a five-story building, and your internal organs seem to be squashed.

My arm hurts too.After wiping off a layer of skin, the pain like being burned by fire spread from the wound to the whole arm and spread to the whole body.

Jumping down so high, I was scared to death.Qin Qin should have hugged him distressedly, kneaded the back of his neck, and softly coaxed him to sleep.

Qin Qin is the most gentle person in the world.Qin Tan will be his crutch.

How could that person be Qin Qin?

He fell asleep exhausted.It was already dark when the doorbell rang again, and the living room only had light from the balcony.He turned over unconsciously, plopped, and fell off the sofa before he could react.

The doorbell didn't stop ringing.He lay on the ground and listened for a while, then suddenly woke up, stumbled up and ran to the door, and opened it eagerly.

Standing outside the door, Lan Lan breathed a sigh of relief when she saw him, "Why don't you answer the phone?"

"..."

"I think it's too dangerous to let you stay by yourself. I'll watch you here tonight, lest you run out to save the world in the middle of the night... What's wrong with you?"

He didn't see the mess in the living room, and all his attention was on Wen Song.After not seeing it for a long time, it wilted like a leftover leaf, and my head almost couldn't support it.

Wen Song stared at him blankly for a few seconds, and didn't let him into the room after buffering, and didn't even go back to get his phone, so he changed his shoes at the door, "I want to go outside."

A senior nerd doesn't even want to stay at home anymore, he's going to have a big problem.

Lan Lan let out an "ah", turned around and followed him back downstairs to pick up the car, "Have you had dinner yet?"

"No."

"Then find a place to eat two bites first."

Lan Lan pointed to the seat belt, seeing that he was in a daze and didn't hear it, sighed again, leaned over and pulled it out to fasten it for him, "What's the matter, emotional pain?"

Only then did Wen Song react, and lowered his head, "I broke up."

"..."

Lan Lan said, "Your reflection arc is too long."

Didn't this all happen the day before yesterday?

Wen Song hummed, and pulled his hands together vigorously.The humiliation that was temporarily thrown away while falling asleep filled the whole atrium densely, and it was difficult to express it even in front of her best friend.

It turned out that we broke up the day before yesterday.

But he was so stupid that he was self-righteous, and he was so stupid that he was divided again today.I asked for it myself, and I was pointed at my nose and scolded without self-respect.

"I'm sorry." He turned his head to look at Lan Lan, and said uncomfortably, "It's always troubled you these days."

"Hey, why are you talking about this. Who doesn't do some stupid things when they are in a relationship." Lan Lan skillfully turned the steering wheel, "Go drink. I'll take you home to sleep when I'm drunk."

"But I have an appointment with the driving school tomorrow..."

"Tsk, breaking up in love is more important than getting a driver's license?"

Wen Song pursed his lips: "Drinking is important."

"now it's right."

Lan Lan snapped her fingers smartly, "Drink whatever you want tonight, I'll watch you."

What they arrived at was a music restaurant they had never been to.Wen Song didn't want to eat, but the fruit wine that accompanies the meal was sour and sweet, and he drank it so much that he went to the toilet twice without stopping.

The matter of the afternoon is still going over and over again in my mind.His head ached, and he didn't understand how there could be such a failure in this world, and when it came to falling in love, it turned into humiliation in the end.

There might be something really wrong with him.He himself was also worried, and he even told Qin Qin to tell him if he found something wrong.

Is this how it is today?Does Qin Qin keep his promise?

But Qin Qin also said "I won't let you become her", in such a tone that he seemed to be the person who cherished him the most in the whole world.

That's a lie.

After drinking, lying on the bar and doubting his life, Lan Lan patted him on the back, even a little relieved, "It has to be like this, it's better than holding back. Cry and work harder." "..."

He seems to have been living in the sweet bubbles created by Qin Qin all the time, and he doesn't know why.When the bubbles are punctured, the foam turns into corrosive sulfuric acid.

Wen Song is stuck in painful self-doubt.

"Am I really that bad?"

Lan Lan: "Why did you say that?"

"He broke up with me. He disliked me."

"Bah, he deserves it too?"

Lan Lan said earnestly, "Bao, listen to my brother's persuasion, even if someone who really has you in his heart knows that you are a piece of shit, he still has a golden edge in his eyes."

"..."

The words are rough and the rationale is not rough.Lan Lan went on to say, "Besides, with your qualifications, you can be regarded as a rich and beautiful man. Where does he have the confidence to dislike you? What kind of high-end product does he think he is?"

Wen Song held the wine bottle and listened to him carefully. For the first time, he set aside his own mind and instinct of maintenance, and completely listened to other people's evaluation of Qin Qin.

With the halo of a lover gone, what is there to praise about Qin Tan?Smoking, drinking, fighting, nothing fell behind, and I didn't take classes well, so I just dawdled my life every day.Apart from having a glamorous skin, he is not an object of obsession at all.

"You only think that he is good in everything when you are in love. But it is understandable that people are blind when they are in love. If I insist on saying that he is not good in anything, you have to be anxious with me if you don't listen to him." .”

Lan Lan said helplessly, "When you went to save people this morning, you didn't even know there was a life-saving air cushion downstairs. I thought you were crazy. Do you dare to do anything for him?"

Only then did Wen Song calm down a little, and broke his defense again in front of this sentence, tears bursting out disobediently.

"But he went with someone else."

No one around him even thought they were together, not even his best friend.Enough to prove something.

He couldn't see it.He only had Qin Tan in his eyes.

He can accept all the troubles on Qin Qin's body, and he is not afraid to share them.But he couldn't accept that Qin Qin looked down on him from the bottom of his heart and humiliated him in front of others.What's more, I can't accept that the eager eyes and love that I once indulged in are all fake, and I still have a place for the third person in my heart.

"When did it happen, he cheated? Didn't I say you didn't notice it at all?"

Lan Lan was dumbfounded. She didn't expect this to happen again, and she yelled at the case every minute, "I told you that the nature of this is different! Who is that little bastard? Where are the two beasts? I'll check it out for you and find it out." Fuck him!"

"..."

Wen Song shook his head, tears streaming down the cup, "I don't want to have anything to do with them anymore."

He couldn't figure out why Qin Tan wanted to go with Song Qingran.A long time ago, he also suspected that there was an ambiguous relationship between the two of them, but Qin Tan clearly only had him in his eyes, and he was so focused that he could no longer see others.He once drowned in such affectionate eyes, willing to give his all.

Is he not good enough?

Is it because Qin Tan had high expectations for him, and only found out that he was not good enough after he really fell in love, so he thought it would be better to go back and find Song Qingran?

Is that right?

Lan Lan spent half the night helping him regain his confidence. From the first day he knew him, to today, he even made out the words "you see how good your hair is and never tangles". As far as straight men are concerned, it is true that they have performed exceedingly well.

Wen Song felt that the top of his head was very cold, and he hugged his head aggrievedly and shouted: "You lied to me! I'm almost bald!"

"Not bald, not bald. Isn't that better?"

Lan Lan frantically coaxed him, filled with grief and indignation, and shouted at the top of her voice, "Boss!! Turn your air conditioner around, don't fucking blow it on the child's head!"

Wen Song pressed his forehead against the glass countertop, knocking on the table, muttering words that no one could understand.In the end, with red eyes, I don't know who to ask, "Why doesn't he want me? I can become better. I can give him a lot of things. Why doesn't he want it?"

"..." Lan Lan patted him on the back and sighed softly.

"I'm talking about my love brain every day, and I thought you were so good at falling in love. Stupid."

My eyes hurt from crying.Wen Song suddenly raised his head to look at him, with that idiot-like red mark still on his forehead, he dragged him and asked vaguely, "Kiss me."

"..."

Drunk people only use brute force.Lan Lan struggled to hide under his hands like a little daughter-in-law, "Don't! Don't, don't, when you wake up tomorrow, it's me who will suffer!"

"What's wrong with you kissing me? He left with Song Qingran... Aren't you also my best friend? What's wrong with kissing me!" He poked Lan Lan with the mouth of the wine bottle, hating that even his friends didn't Confidently, "He can go to Japan, why can't you like me!"

"..."

"No one likes me! I want a boyfriend."

"..."

"I don't want to drink anymore, I want my boyfriend."

"Okay, when you get back to normal, I'll take you on a blind date, okay?" Lan Lan carried him outside, "I'll find that handsome guy who can go out of the hall and into the kitchen to serve you. , no one dares not to like you, okay?"

"I don't want handsome guys. I don't want anyone." He pushed Lan Lan away hard, and walked out by himself, crying as he walked.

The streets were brightly lit.There are already too many worries in the middle of the night in the city, everyone is unable to protect himself, and the drunks passing by the road must avoid it.Wen Song didn't care what kind of ghost he looked in the eyes of others, but felt that this road was very familiar, as if he walked with Qin Tan.

They walked a lot together, and when they couldn't walk, they yelled that their feet hurt, and Qin Tan would carry him on his back.

Now he's hurting all over his body.

Lan Lan heard him say, "I want Qin Tan."

He was bullied just this afternoon.When it should be time to hate him, why are his tender eyes still in his mind?Why think of him, all the pictures are nostalgic.

Wen Song hated even his weak self.

He suddenly remembered where this was.It was the street where he got the rabbit balloon. The dessert shop on the corner was closed and all the lights were off. On the glass window at the door of the shop was a popular recommendation written with highlighter, and a pair of little sisters holding hands were drawn.

He recognized the two little girls, "Don't you have a father?"

"..."

"I don't have a father either, and I don't have a mother yet."

He pointed at the store door and said in the tone of a miserable champion, 'I don't even have Qin Qin anymore, you know? "

"..."

Lan Lan couldn't hold him back.It was the first time I saw such a person, and he was much more sensitive than usual when he was drunk.Fortunately, it was only rampant on the sidewalk, and there were no passers-by on the road in the middle of the night.

But still can't stop him from going crazy.When crossing the bridge, he clamored to go down to pick up some scarves, broke free from Lan Lan's hand, jumped up and sat on the bridge railing, leaned back and fell without hesitation.

He is as nimble as a fish.Lan Lan only grabbed one of his shoes, watching him float up and lie on the river, like a dead body drifting away with the flow of the water in minutes, she was dumbfounded.While gritting his teeth and cursing the native language, he took off his coat and fell to the ground, climbed over the railing and jumped into the river, dragging him to the bank.

"Is it interesting? Is it interesting!? That's all you can do! You don't want to live if you break up, don't you?"

"..."

Both of them were drenched, shivering in the chilly night wind of late spring.Wen Song stopped talking after making a fuss, and was dragged by him obediently, and found a nearby hotel to sleep in.

Lan Lan locked the door and heard him whisper, "I want to take a bath."

"Can you watch me take a shower? I'm going to drown."

"..."

"I don't want to die." He said firmly. "I will live well."

Lan Lan pulled out the bathrobe in the closet and wrapped it up, unable to tell whether he was drunk or sober for a moment.

It's not the first time to accompany a friend who is broken up in love and drunk all over the street. When I came, I was mentally prepared to spend the whole night with him, and the toss was toss.Lan Lan took a deep breath, regained her patience a little, waved her hand and said, "Go wash it off, I'll sit by the door and play with my phone. I heard the noise and went in to get you."

"Oh."

Self-reliantly, he filled the bathtub with hot water, sighed comfortably surrounded by warmth, squatted in it and shouted at Lan Lan, "I want to play with my phone too!"

"I still want bubbles."

"..."

"Master, ancestor!"

Lan Lan tossed him the waterproof bag of the spare machine, and worked tirelessly with the shower gel and foaming net to rub a pile of foam for him and piled it in the bathtub, like a little maid serving her master.

Seeing him buried in the foam with his head exposed, blushing and giggling, he felt anxious and pitiful.

What kind of stinky man do you like? It would be great to find a sister who can love others.

"Let's soak in it, dear."

**

"I don't want to do it anymore."

Chu Chu was not too surprised to hear this sentence on the phone.

"Thank you for recommending a nursing home for me. How much is the annual fee? According to my current itinerary, it shouldn't take me long to save."

"It's enough to finish this month. Don't forget that you will fly to Osaka for commercial shooting soon."

Chu Chu said, "But Qin Tan, your list for the second half of the year has already been lined up, what should I say? Work an extra month to earn liquidated damages for me."

"it is good."

Qin Qin agreed without hesitation, it doesn't matter if he has to work overtime or what else.Eager to pay it all off, not wanting to owe anyone anything.

Chu Chu regretted that she didn't say two months ago, "After that, you won't take jobs anymore? Retire?"

Not without pity.It's rare to find people like him who are born with star luck, all kinds of resources are very smooth, and the effect of cultivation for half a year is better than other artists under her hands after two or three years of hard work.If you manage it well, you might be able to make a big hit.

The bad thing is that I don't have that kind of heart.She tried to drive the ducks to the shelves, but she couldn't use her strength.

"leave me alone."

Qin Qin hung up the phone.

The sink in the hotel bathroom was full of water. He put down his phone and immersed his face in the water. After 2 minutes, he straightened up and took a deep breath, feeling a little more awake.

The person in the mirror has a gray face, beaded and expressionless.When the water drops slipped down, it seemed to be crying.

Qin Qin really wanted to punch him.

Every word he said in the afternoon has been rehearsed repeatedly and engraved in his mind very vividly.At this time, it was like a fine needle tip, piercing him countless times from the inside out.

He knew Wen Song so well that he even surprised himself.He knows what kind of words are the hurt that Wen Song is most afraid of, and what kind of words can make Wen Song completely disappointed in him.Even Wen Song's reaction to being hurt, he had envisioned it clearly in his mind.It is no different from what you see in reality.

Because it is very clear, those injuries also doubled on himself from every anticipation.It's a little compensation.

He deserves it.

He thought he had done nothing wrong.It doesn't matter if it's obsession or reality.

That's right.

Wen Yu said that using cold violence for a long time to promote conflicts and breakups is an insidious tactic he disdains to use.It's good right now.If you are lucky, Wen Song will remember him forever.Even remembering that he was an asshole.

He really is a jerk.

If we were at the seaside that day, Wen Song's words "don't go back" were serious, Qin Qin knew that he would really take him away, go to a foreign country, change a new identity and start a new life dependent on each other.When he can't survive, die in love, he will find another more beautiful sea, as a gentle cemetery for his lover.

At that time, he was already thinking about destroying Wen Song in another way.

Qin Qin pressed the drain plug and guessed what Wen Song was doing at this time.

He will be sad for a while longer.It's hard tonight, but fortunately he has friends, Lan Lan should be by his side at the moment, and there are family members who really love him.He owns the world.He will be fine.

He is neither weak nor mediocre.For him, it is not so difficult to get out of a relationship of several months.

Qin Qin knew that he had that ability.

It was because I knew that that I agreed to the phrase "together", and with the most selfish psychology, I accepted this relationship that I knew from the beginning to the end that it shouldn't happen.

I really want to have it, whether I should or not.It would be nice to have it once.

It's like planting a deformed seed, rooted in his body, but blooming a fragrant flower, allowing love to grow wildly in his heart, once overwhelmed by the warmth bestowed by Wen Song, he also fantasized about it for a certain moment , may have a different ending.He almost thought that he was really as good as Wen Song thought, and almost forgot what kind of person he was.

Fortunately, he woke up.This is reality.He knew from the beginning that it was going to be a reality.

Wen Song will be fine.It doesn't matter what happens to him.

Next to the sink are the toiletries stored by the assistant.Wen Song put the frequently used perfume into his bag, and the assistant put it in the hotel bathroom as skin care products.

The name of the perfume "hiraeth" is embellished in elegant cursive on the bottle. Qin Qin picked it up and squeezed a pump and sprayed it in the palm of his hand. The bathroom was filled with the sweet fragrance of grape fruit.

Wen Song said that this is "a longing for a hometown that cannot return, or never existed".

He leaned against the sink and closed his eyes, gently rubbed his scented fingers on his face, and stroked his lips.Fragmentary voices sounded in my mind, I don’t know why I thought that one night, Wen Song was lying on the bed reading comics when he had nothing to do, and he didn’t know what strange childbirth setting he saw, so he leaned over and caressed his face, From the bridge of the nose to the lips, imagine curiously.

"If the two of us have kids, will we look like you? Then I can see what you looked like when you were a kid."

Low laughter sounded in the bathroom, with a faint echo, which made people shudder in the middle of the night.

But the voice in my head was crying.With the cry, the flowers in my heart withered into broken gestures.

"Why do you say that to me?"

"If you don't like it, I can change it."

"Don't change it."

Qin Qin suddenly opened his eyes.The phone vibrated by the pool, and he raised his elbow, knocking over the perfume bottle.The reaction was surprisingly slow, he didn't even have time to bring the cracking sound into his mind, the whole bottle of perfume had already flowed all over the floor in pieces.

"Don't..." He knelt down on the ground, trying to hold it up with his hands in a panic, but the fragrant smell mercilessly flowed away from his fingers.The aroma was crowded in the small bathroom, and it was so strong that it was disgusting.He vomited twice on his stomach on the toilet, picked up the glass shards and held them tightly in his palms, and he eased up a little.

Does it hurt?

Is it more painful than falling from the fifth floor?

He supported the sink and stood up, his face in the mirror still had that indifferent expression.

By this time, isn't it worth crying?

The voice in my head became another.On Wen Song's night, the voice filled the ears with the lonely and cold mountain wind, and it is so clear until now, asking angrily:

"Do you have a heart, Qin Tan, do you have a heart?"

Qin Qin looked at the torn mass of dark color on his chest, and inserted glass shards into it without understanding, drawing a long bloodstain down.

I also want to know.

Do you have heart?

The phone vibrated incessantly by the sink.One message after another, I think I want to send it persistently until he hears back.

[Warm water delivery service: Why didn't you reply to my message? 】

[Warm water service: why even you ignore me]

[Warm water delivery service: Hurry up and get back to me! ! ! 】

[Warm water delivery service: I have something to ask you]

[Warm water service: You always wanted to meet me before, why?]

[Warm water delivery: Do you like me? 】

【Warm water service: let's meet】

[Warm water service: "Positioning"]

[Warm water delivery service: Are you coming or not? 】

[Warm water service: As long as you come, I will let you be my boyfriend]

The author has something to say: Come chat!

tough [-]-in-[-]

Probably not the kind of double change that everyone expected (being beaten

Don't worry, it's he

Wen Song, very strong (from my mother's affirmation

It's a bit more coherent than that anyway.

There are more than 1 words tomorrow

Divide into several chapters to see the situation

Goodnight everybody

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感谢在2021-08-1823:53:54~2021-08-2021:13:04期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 Spearberry;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of wooden fish; 2 bottles of Sijue Bairui;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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